~Realizations~
St louis..
The scene in this college is still the same.. Students buzzing in and out..
Buzy in their own world.. All very much content with their lifestyle..
N our teamz.. The dazzlerz and weaklings aka louisians are also ver much the same.. All busy wid their lives and yess.. Very much content.
Rey.. Yes, reyaansh singhania.. Is one of the most happiest and content one among his team now.
He is extremely happy with the way his life has moulded in the past half a year..
Be it his dance and academics or be it his love life.. Wid Taani.. His better half, his term for her and the one who is his so called 'true love' according to him.
Everything was just going very smooth.. Maybe even a little extra smooth for rey these days..
Infact these days rey seem to be completely lost and absorbed in his new world..totaaly into it.. Many a times even forgetting everything other than 'his love' ofcourse..
One such very day.. He was free and was just walking through the corridorz thinking about his 'oh so perfect life'..
That is when he was asked help by 1 of the students who was rushing to his next class.. Rey was asked by him to place a pile of notice papers which are invalid into the store room.
Rey being in his jovial mood readily agreed and entered the store room..
He had just kept the pile in the uppermost shelf when he got imbalanced and a pile of papers kept beside him fell right on top of him..
After straightening himself.. Rey was just about to keep back the papers when his eyes fell on its content!
He stood there shocked.. Or maybe with a sudden jolt.
He felt as if the earth underneath him had been pulled away..
He stayed that way..he himself unaware of how long he stood. He finally felt like he woke u from a dream.. Right into reality..
The papers he held were of KRIA.. Her pictures on the election banners that were used last year.. When both rey and kria had applied for the post of the G.S!
Rey felt as if his body, mind and heart slowly moving out of the trance.. The feeling of slowly coming into reality from a dream like life so far..
He felt guilty, miserable and what not.. Had'nt he been totally besotted by Kria.. Claimed to have loved her and continue loving her till eternity..!
He still remembered his promise along with swayam's written poem.. A day before the rose day.. When he had first claimed Her! his Kria.. Along with the poem's line- 'You are mine.. Only mine.. My Baatcutter'
he had made that promise to himself.. Irrespective of the fact whether Kria loved him Or not!
But what changed all so sudden.. After her departure.. Slowly taani had taken her place in his heart! How had he allowed it!
And to top it.. He had not even thought of her Once all these months! Yea right.. Was this his so called 'true Love'?!
Yes..it was now that rey had come out of his trance.. How would even one possible explaining this in any other words.. Very rare people find True Love in their First Love and indeed rey was one of them.. But alas the sudden departure of kria from his life.. That too by rejecting him had send him to alogether another world..
Where he tried his best to avoid or acknowledge anything related to kria.. He just wanted to wipe her out without even knowing what he is doing.
That is how he had finally found solace in taani.. And had almost completely moved on with her, without once thinkng about kria.. Infact he had been so absorbed in wiping out all of kria's memories from his life..that he started recreating those memories with taani.. Be it fire exit or anything else..he had also unknowingly succeeded in what he was doing..his mind taking over his heart all this while.. Until now when all the past memories started flooding back to him!
He was suddenly aware of even the slightest moments spend with kria.. As if his heart had yearned so much to think of her but his mind had always restricted him to do so..
Finally he was back into reality.. Out of the trance he had been living all these months..
And as reality slowly absorbed him, he fell on his knees and could not help but cry.. Cry out his pain.. Cry out her name.. Kriaaa.. As he was finally made to acknowledge her imortance in his life..
But this time her memories were far far away from leaving him anytime.. Or better no time soon.
Along with this.. Another realization struck him hard too!
Kria was indeed his First and luckily True Love..which he can never even think of forgetting or moving on in this life time.. And yess..he gulped hard as another truths unraveled right before his eyes..
One being that taani had just been his solace.. To try and overcome kria.. And just a medium to try n wipe kria out of his mind. He had never loved her.. Nor has he ever felt for her the way he felt each moment he had spent with kria...
Another truth being unfolded right before his eyes.. Was regarding Kria herself!
That moment when kria rejected him, he had lost his capacity to think clearly the very moment as he had been engulfed in pain, hurt, rage, ego break n what not.. And after that he had never even attemted to think of her.. Ratjer he had almost succeded in almost wiping out all her memoriez!
He cursed himself for being so ruthless!
Now that he thought of it..
Kria had stated she never felt for him.. And had rather used him for gaining popularity!
But alas he had been so dum to believe that! How could she possibly do that!
She freaking had her own record of popularity..tht too by her own attempts!
She had almost been as much as or maybe even more popular than sharon and rey..that too right from the beginning after making her dance team!
Rey sddenly realized that all this had been a lie..that she told so as he would hate her.. So that he would move on without any guilt of cheating her!
And he had been a fool to believe her or even doubt her for that instant!
That day was a day full of realizations for rey.. After almost a whole day of spending alone by himself.. He had finally confronted taani about everything..and though she had been hurt she accepted his decision.
But one thing that rey was sure of now was that kria too felt the same for him and had to leave due to some problems which he should soon find out...
He was all set to take the step..as they say better late than never.. Rey had finally realized the whole situation and was now firm on his decision to Get Kria back.. FOREVER..
He had also started making plans of their loving and romantic future together to make up for all the times that they had lost without confessing their feelings.
And indeed he succeeded in his previous promises and Oaths and all his wishes were fulfilled within as early as a month!
...CONTINUED...
Though rey got all what he has desired... it was not less tests and difficuties that he had to go through and pass...
following the day of his realizations he was all set.. and out in search of kria or anything at all related to her... he did not inform about this to any of his friends not being sure of their reaction of this sudden change in behaviour of his...
he thought to first settle himself first and the let them know everyhting when he is composed.. he was sure they woukd understand and support him then..
after a lot of quieries and search..it was at the airport that he was able to gather some info about kria.. around the time she had left, it was just one 'kria ghai' who had boarded a flight that too to newyork..
rey was almost broken all over again..but soon composed himself and thought of gathering some more details about her..
he got to know that kria has gone to u.s on a years visa and would be back only next year! he knew he could not delay anymore and has to find everything regarding her as soon as possible... silently praying she is safe and sound.
that very day he booked his ticket to u.s... and after leaving a short notice to his family and friends he was on his way to ny city...
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after reaching his destination...the search for kria was no less..it had taken him almost 5 days to track her down...
not only did hetrack her down but also got to know that even her mum has accompanied her to ny...and that she studied at cambridge college (random name)...
he knew that he could not confront her just like that..and also feared that she might react the same way as before...
so he had to stay focussed and patient while dealing with her and also find the reason behind her sudden departure from st. louis!
on further enquiry about the college rey found out that the college is going to hold a one week exhibition for interested students and those interested could enroll their names and will have to attend classes for a whole week.. rey found this to be the perfect opportunity to be with kria and thus quickly enrolled.
next day..he entered college 5 minutes early..not wanting to miss even a single info which gives mre clue about kria and her ongoing life..
just one minute before the final bell rang... he saw a car stop by the entrance and a girl step out of it... he did not recognize the girl... she was wearing dark jean textured shorts, a jet black coloured tube top giving a glimpse of her waist and a cotton net creame coloured vercoat ending right at her waist. she had long curled hair just above her waist with side fringes...and her overall appearance was topped with dangling earrings, funky bangles in one hand and a long chain with a huge pendant. a little makeup and sunglasses completed her elegant cum sexxy look!
it was when the girl turned and removed her glasses and her flats stamped the ground underneath as she walked ahead that rey finally realized that this diva was none other than his 'baatcutter..his kria!!'...
he stood at the corner shocked unable to digest the sudden transformation in his angel...though he was very much pleased with her, he always knew she had the ability to carry off such looks or even moree...
but silently he always did wish that she never realizes it since he was a bit possessive and did not want anyone to eye her the way only he has the right to do so..
with this a sudden realization dawned upon him and yess..indeed a vast majority of boys and even girls were literally gawking at her!!...he suddenly felt all those old jealousy feelings he had hidden for almost half a year now resurfacing within him...
but coming to his senses he knew he has a lot to do and find out before solving such issues! still almost in a trance in her beauty he slowly followed her...
in 2 days a lot had happened...he himself had been quiet popular among girls and yess he had come face to face with kria but had chosen to ignore and act as if he doesnt know her...so as to get some reactions from her and then confront her but to his utter shock..kria looked through him as if he dint even exist and walked away...
this reaction of herz hurt rey all over again..he almost thought as to what if she really did not feel for him but soon overcame that thought as all the previos moments they spent came back to him..
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he had observed her fully for 3 days...though she is quiet popular she sat silent most of the time...she had a small group of friends who seem really close and protective about her and yess..one guy among her grp...karan... was every now and then with her. rey even doubted ki that guy loves his kria! though this thought gave him the sparks he controlled himself thinking how he himself had let time get him and had almost completely moved on with taani!
he thanked their universeji for making kria single till now...though he somewhere hoped his love was the reason behind it!
the days were coming to an end...and till now there was not much interaction between kriyaansh due to the ignorant behaviour of kria...and rey had spent the vast majority in just drooling over her as before!
but as the days were finally coming to an end...rey lost his last few strands of patience and that evening barged behind kria..following her upto her apartment! she was so lost in her world that didnot notice rey following her all the while...
and just when she opened her door the key slipped from her hands and rey taking advantage of the situaton quickly got in unnoticed by kria...
as soon as she stepped in...rey found her wiping her silent tears and talking to herself...'why did u come back rey? to hurt us both more! why..?'
and just then she quickly rushed into her room and after a session of crying...she heard the doorbell ringing..
rey stood silent all the while inorder to find out what exactly is going on..everything was jst making him more confused and yess love kria moree!
kria opend the door to find her mom... she put on a smile so as not to upset her mom, cz she knew her mom had gone through great difficulties to bring her up as a single mother and that is the main reason she never can disobey her mom..even if she is wrong.
her mum however had noticed her tears...and that was it...
she could not see her daughter suffering more.. she had always felt what she did was right. but if kria is still not over her old memories then maybe..just maybe she did a mistake in separating her from her previous life!...
kria today..yes today im taking back all the promises i gave yu to stay away from ur previous life... especially dance and...him!
i just wanted you to stay away from all this cz..ur dad..yes ur dad was also a dancer and i despise him for his deeds. he was with two women at a time..and he is none other than 'gatam raiprakash'! both kria n rey were stunned...
yess that makes sharon ur half sister... and rey... i wanted you to stay away from him bcoz i felt he was just another version of ur dad! rich..spoilt n to top it even he was a dancer!
what was between ur dad n me ws just attraction which dint go well with him...and he ended up choosing another life.
i thot what u shared with rey was also the same...
but today..i hav realized that there must be something..something which i could not experience in my life called 'true love'...
if u are still not over him..then surely it has been my mistake to misunderstand all rich individuals to be the same..
for instance even we are quiet rich now, due to both our struggles here but that in oway makes us similar to ur dad ritee!
kria's mum let out all her frustrations...and there kria went and hugged her tight. she had a mixture of feelings..happiness, longing, hurt, contentment everything altogether.
just when kria and her mum had finally sorted out their differences...rey coughs slightly to gain their attention..with teary eyes..
first both mum n daughter were shocked but as realization dawned upon them they smiled through their tears.
smriti went and hugged him..telling him her apologies and after a while giving a silent glance to kria went to her room... giving the long lost lovebirds sometime to celebrate their reunion!
kria slowly walked into her room...rey silently followed her..
after a few secs of awkward silence, both muttered sorry at the same time...and without letting the other to complete..placed their hands on one anothers mouth...that was it...all awkwardnes disappeared and they felt that all this separation had never come in between them...their eyes spoke volumes and then both broke to a passionate hug...holding one another close and tryng to soak in each others presence!
rey soon broke out of the hug...quickly held kria's hand and walked to her mom...he asked her for permision of which kria was unaware of..and the all 3 took off to some place of which kria was not informed.
after almost 15 minutes...all marriage papers along with a priest was right infront of them to unite them for life...
it was just before they were asked to tkae their marriage vows that rey asked kria...'kria, i have always been in love with you nad only you... so forgiving all my past mistakes will you marry me?'
kria stayed silent for a moment...but as truth soaked in...she could not believe how just a single day had changed her life into a total lovefilled and amazing one...'yess rey!...and i love you too...!'kria replied...
that was enough for rey...he took her into a bone crushing hug nad quickly completed all the marriage rituals...
both were happy beyond limits...and smriti was happy that the kids got what they deserved at the end...!
that night...almost no arrangements were made...for their first night and both had come to conclusion that they would take that step only after landing back to india and after getting the blessings and wishes of their friends and rey's parents...
their first night rey talked and kria listened..
he gave her a big lecture as to what to wear and what not to in college once they are back... since they would be continuing their studies in st. louis even after marriage cz afterall rey also needs to stay on his legs to accomodate kria and so does kria...to help them financially...
after a big and loving..thoda possessive lecture from rey both fell asleep in each others arms...waiting to leave for india the next day...
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they reached india early morning...and that very day every1 were gathere by rey to meet up at his house...
his parents had no objection to their relation...they were infact very happy with rey's choice...
soon all the louians arrive and after a small drama of what? when? how? and why?...
all congratulated the couple and made arrangements for a grand reception and a second wedding...with everyone to give them blessings and well wishes...
after a hell lotta tiring day...and a month since almost rey realized about kria and her importance in his life...
it was finally their wedding night...
rey quickly jumped into his room and locked it...and wthot wasting anytime went to kria... there she sat as his bride..officially...he was adamant that he would indeed live all his imaginations with her that he had in the past...
he was sure that he would not leave a single imagination unattended...
with silent promises he slowly moved towards her...and sealed her lips with his...
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after a while both lay on the bed...with just sheets covering them... there was a blissful smile of contentment on their faces as they held each other close and slept... finally all their dreams had finally turned into reality... and the rest of the dreams and imaginations of theirs are soon ough to be completed...
THE END
Edited by hotdiva_dmg - 13 years ago
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