OS:Don't Walk Away Last Part updated! - Page 11

Two destroyed souls, snatched out of their vessels, stood before each other. Their sunken hollow eyes, full of tears, could not believe they were right in front of each other, after 2 years of separation. None of them moved from their spots. Arnav stayed at the entrance, while Khushi stood close to her devi maiya. Their strength to walk towards each other was lost and fear held them back.

He could not believe it was her; if the beats of his heart didn't increase much more, he wouldn't have guessed it was her. Every ounce of brightness, and joy, which were sketched in to her face was erased. Her eyes were sunken with great sorrow, and her beautiful face looked tired, and weak. Her entire body seemed as if she was in dreadful agony.

And it was all because of his cruel doings.

Her eyes roamed throughout his entire face. There he was in the flesh standing before her, looking completely beaten down, and destroyed. His brown eyes full of pain, and trails of tears dropped from its tear ducts, down to the floor. The moment she left him, she thought that he will be happy, but from his appearance today, she knew that her assumptions were wrong.

They stood in silence watching each other, and drinking in each other's presence. Their mouths did not speak a word. None of them had the courage to do so, but Arnav knew he had to. So he took the first step towards her. Khushi panicked; her lips started to quiver, and her body trembled under his torment filled eyes.

She clenched her fists as he approached her. Fury anger over took her body in each step he took; the memories of their last fight flashed before her eyes. This was the same man that told her to banish out of his sight. And today he was here, on his own, walking towards her. Why now was her question.

Arnav saw the fire in her eyes beginning to flicker. He knew the moment he walked closer towards her, she will start to remember. And she did, the moment he heard her whisper in a venomous tone.

''What are you doing here?''

Tingles of guilt traveled to his heart. The aching turned out to be more severe than ever before. Her anger was about to be unleashed, he knew that, and he knew it from day one. But to face it in reality frightened him because he couldn't bear her hatred towards him.

He gulped and replied, ''I am here for one purpose.''

Her eyes narrowed, ''And what might that be? Another episode of you unleashing your wrath towards me or perhaps you want to kill me physically today. Emotional murder isn't enough for you?''

Arnav's chest bled from her spiteful words, but he did not back away. No, today he was going to do everything to heal these wounds, he inflicted upon her. May be it might take years, days, weeks, but he will do everything to see her smile again.

''I am not here to murder you physically or emotionally, Khushi. I am here..., ''Arnav paused, unable to breathe, then he continued, ''I am here for a second chance.''

Hearing him utter those very words made Khushi's blood boil. After 2 years of pain and torment, suddenly he shows up for a second chance? She was not going to have it. His betrayal taught her a lot about life; being soft hearted only broke you in to two. She was not preparing herself for that ever again.

''Second chance? Mr. Arnav Singh Razaida, the man who never gave anybody a second chance, is here today asking me for a second chance. How dare you, how dare you come before me and ask me such a request,'' her venomous voice whispered at him.

Tears threatened to fall down, but he held it all in.

''I know what I have done Khushi. I know you are hurt-''

She cut him off, ''hurt? Do you know what it felt like when you told me to leave? Do you know what it felt like when you told me get out of your sight forever? Do you know how many nights I spent crying myself to sleep, without food nor water? Do you know what it felt like when you threw me out of your life, when I gave myself to you? No Mr. Arnav Singh Razaida, what you did wasn't something that hurt me. It destroyed my soul, and it left me in ashes. There are no pieces left to mend, it is all ashes, buried, and suffocated without life.''

Tears finally spilt out of his eyes at her words. He did that to her... all of it. She was right, how dare he come forth and ask a second chance? He didn't deserve it at all, but yet, he needed her. He needed her like the desert needed its rain.

''2 years... It has been 2 years Khushi... 2 years since I saw you, 2 years since I felt you, 2 years since I heard you. During these past 2 years, the torment I felt, only I know. I was the very same man that asked you leave, but I was the very same man, that suffered the consequences to my stupidity and blindness. My past has always been the one to draw me back. It is the reason why I wore a mask of ruthless attitude, but you came along and broke it. You ripped off my mask, Khushi. You poured love in to my life... and I... threw it away, when I promised you I wouldn't. I know I don't deserve a second chance, or your forgiveness. I know it impossible for you to give me both of that, but I can't walk away from you Khushi. I need you, and no matter what you say or do, I will not walk away because I can't. It is a task, which is impossible for me to do.''

Emotions were ripping back and forth inside her heart. As her mind and heart were at battle, she looked in to his dead, brown eyes. They were begging her, whispering to her how much they were sorry, how much she meant to them. Khushi wanted to gather him in her arms, and hold him. She wanted to forget it all and give their love a second chance, but then her mind replayed his spiteful words.

' GET AWAY FROM ME KHUSHI, GET OUT OF MY LIFE FOREVER."

''You are not a man that keeps his word, Arnav Singh Razaida. Do you realize you're far more worse than Shyam? Shyam was a man I hated from the beginning, but you; you were someone I loved, and if someone I love can destroy me, how can I trust you? For these past years I learnt the hard way how to survive without you. I learnt the cruel ways of life, and its darkness. You taught me, that nobody can ever be trusted. That in this world there is no such thing as love. If I learnt how to survive alone, then you can do it as well. You can suffer for the rest of your life without me.''

Arnav couldn't take her hateful words any longer. It was starting to suffocate him and his body was beginning to crumble even more. The little strength he gained, when he saw, was starting to decrease and so he dropped to his knees, right in front of her. He held on to her as his tears washed down on her feet.

His voice cried unto her, ''no, no I can't do it anymore Khushi... you can make me suffer, punish all you want, but please, please don't leave me. I cannot bear this any longer Khushi... My breath only functions when you are with me. Khushi I love you, please Khushi, please don't leave me. I can't... I just can't...''

Khushi closed her eyes, tears trailing down her cheeks, as his was. She wanted to drop beside him, but she held her ground. Today Khushi Kumari Gupta was not going to be weakened by his words. She was going to stand strong, and let him beg for mercy. It wasn't cruel in her eyes anymore because she did her part, by forgiving him before. But now, he needed to gain it.

''I don't care if your breath functions with or without me. You didn't think of me when you screamed at me to leave, did you? No, you just spoke with your anger, and threw me out of your life. And now you're begging me to take you back? I gave you a second chance before Arnav Singh Razaida. Remember when you misunderstood as a s**t? A woman that wanted to break your sister's marriage. Remember when you blackmailed me and forcefully married me? Remember when you made me sleep outside, in the cold, alone. Remember when you left me to answer questions from your family and mine? Even after every speck of hurt you caused me, I forgave you. Why? It was because of my unconditional love for you, but that was a huge mistake. You proved to me what unconditional love can do. It is only for the foolish.''

Arnav's cries began to worsen, as she spoke. He remembered them all; how could he ever forget. Why was he even alive? Sometimes he didn't understand why never slit his throat and died.

He kissed her feet, ''Khushi... don't do this... please.. I can't... Khushi I love you. I never stopped loving you. Please... I can't do this any longer. Your unconditional love is what saved me. It is because of your love I am here today, begging for your forgiveness. Do you remember Khushi I told you once, that I never apologize, but look at me today Khushi. I am on my knees, begging for mercy. I don't care about my dignity, money, power. It is you who I care about. Without you I am dead zombie walking through this earth, with no purpose.''

He continued to shower her feet with kisses, and tear drops. His lips moved upward and it reached to her stomach. Little drops of tears and kisses were placed on her navel, whispering forgiveness. Her eyes were closed because of the immense peace and pleasure she felt. She spoke no more, letting him whisper his regrets.

Slowly he moved more upward and his lips came in contact with her cleavage. He kissed her there, his lips lingering there, whispering and still begging for her to forgive him. She clenched her fists, to gain control, but she felt herself slipping away.

His strong arms held on to her, like a child would do its mother. Begging lips moved to her neck, softly raining down more kisses. Unable to contain herself, she grabbed him by the hair, and pulled him closer. Their quivering lips met, and burning fire engulfed them.

Anger, passion, lust, pain, torment, and love was mixed in to their forceful, and powerful kiss. Massaging, nipping, biting, everything was added in to it. Khushi held on to him, as if he was her life line, while Arnav held on to her, like she was his oxygen.

They continued to kiss, their tongues battling with many emotions. Every hurtful pain that were thrown back and forth, forgotten; only their love was remembered, nothing more.

Chests crushed against each other, hands tangled in each of their hairs, both held on to each other in a tight embrace. Finally after minutes passed by, they broke apart to catch air. Breathing heavily, and looking in to each other's eyes.

Arnav leaned his forehead against her own.

''Don't walk away,'' he whispered to her, his voice still out of breath.

She opened her eyes, ''don't let me fall again...''

''Never again,'' he whispered.

***

''It is done,'' Nani smiled, whispering in to the air...

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Well, finally this is done. Now I know many questions I left behind in this OS, but that is the point. When I imagined this OS, it only focused on Khushi and Arnav. Even their confrontation; that is exactly how the image came in to my mind. Some might ask why I made Arnav this way. Well I personally believe Arnav needs to worship Khushi. She is a goddess, full of love. And even after every thing he put her through, she still stood by him. So I thought he deserved to get on his knees and kiss her feet. This image flashed before my eyes clearly, and I penned it down. That is how I write. I never go against my images. I hope you all liked it, and I thank every one for reading this OS. :)

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