FF: Suicide Attempt:Completed 7/2/2012 - Page 12

Arnav lied down on the bed to get some sleep; however, every time he closed his eyes the image of her limp blood drained figure ran through his mind. Arnav got up from the bed and opened up his closet, he slowly moved his hand through her clothes finally stopping at her red dupatta. He loved how she looked in it, like an angel. He brought the dupptta to his chest and sat down on the recliner. He buried his head in his lap as he knew he would be spending the rest of his life like this.

Arnav arrived at the hospital around 4 am for he knew no one would be there at this time and that she would be sleeping. He came outside the ICU and peer through the window to make sure she was asleep. However, what he saw shattered his mind. She was wide awake sitting on her bed, and crying like a child. Arnav felt someone had his heart on a leash and maneuvered over a rutted road, over stone and spikes. He cursed himself; he knew it was his fault.

Arnav lifted his head and said to himself, "Enough" this has to stop

Arnav opened the door and khushi immediately looked towards him. Her teary eyes met with his and rage took over her expressions.

Leave!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!She screamed

Why you are here now' are you disappointed to see me alive

Arnav began to panic for he knew this stress was not good for her.

Her expression suddenly softened

Oh! I am sorry actually I should thank you I heard you took off time from your busy schedule to rush me to the hospital, she spat.

Arnav come forth with a grin on his face, he knew he had to make her strong and there was only one man capable of it ASR, the mighty Arnav Singh Raizada himself.

You are quite welcome , anytime'actually I suspect a girl like you will need my services again anyways. He moved close to her just lips distance apart and noticed her blushing. How are you feeling? He asked

Khushi once again became infuriated she answered, "I am absolutely fine, and I would very much appreciate if you leave me and my bab' she stopped no I can't tell him, I must not he does not care, it means nothing to him.

Arnav felt his pulse increasing, he was beyond angry, how can she. He fisted his hand but stopped before he fell weak.

Well I have important work to take care of and it's good to see you have realized what a cowardly thing you had done. And really hope u have learned from your mistake.

He walked right out without looking at her!

Khushi sat there dumbfounded, this rakshas and I thought for a moment he was concerned about me.

Arnav stood outside and felt the tear escaping his eyes, he looked back and whispered I am so sorry sweetheart but it's for your own good. Its better this way, just hate me more and find the courage to become strong again, to live, to fight.

The next morning when everyone came into see her they were surprised to see her smile. She was actually happy. Her health began to improve remarkably fast, the doctors were happy to see this and she was finally discharged a week later. Bua ji and amma ji came to take her home when they got into the auto however; khushi said Bua Ji you go home I have to go to Shantivan.

They were shocked but thought it was best not to argue they nodded their head in agreement and she took off in the auto.

Love,

Belli