KR SS/Tujhe Sochta Hoon/ Ch6 pt2, Ch 7 + Prev p 50

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Posted: 13 years ago

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Thanks for the amazing comments guys ! I posted a link to my previous writing on KR on the first page ! I also updated a PM list and an Index. If you want a PM and aren't on the list, send me a request and let me know you want a PM (:

happy reading, hope i do justice, and hope you guys like it !

Its rather short, but only because it's ust the beginning (:

Preface :

"Tum ? *smirk* Tum toh kya, koi bhi usse compare nahi ho sakta"
That was it.

His whole world came crashing down. It was like the supposed reality gave him a tight slap across his face. He had no words. He opened his mouth to speak, to ask if what she was saying was true, to ask if she was joking, but nothing came out. He felt as if he'd just lost a part of his soul. His eyes became moist, large puddles growing, and spilling over and down his cheeks. His hazel eyes burned with anger now. His fists tightened.

She looked away. She couldn't face him. She lied to her heart. She felt like absolute shit. "I have to do this." she told herself. A fat tear jumped out of her eyes. He looked at her one last time and left the room. She tried to stop him, but she couldn't ... not anymore. She had lost the right herself.

She fell to the ground, her face in her hands. He slid down the door, holding his head, crying hysterically. "is it really over? ... It cant be over if it was never there" he shut his eyes and blocked everything out ...

That night, a few hours later, she was gone. No phone call, no message, no note, not a single trace left behind. She took everything she had at her flat, her pictures, and memories and dreams and left to Dehradun. She changed her number so no one could reach her. When she didnt come to St Louis for more than three days, everyone started to worry. They went to her flat and found it locked, and her phone was unreachable.

To him, she was gone and had moved on, but he, he was still trying to find himself, to find his heart.

Day and night he was lost in her thoughts. He couldnt believe she loved him, and even compared himself to him. He couldnt believe that was the same girl. He wondered, if she really did love him, why did she never send him anything informing him about her whereabouts ? He began to doubt her words even more than he had. She can't love anyone else, it just isn't possible.

Chapter 1:

7 months later...

2 am; Dehradun :

Kria Ghai tossed and turned in her bed. It was hot, it was humid and raining outside, and inside of her. Her world and dreams were crushed from the beginning, and now she felt betrayed. Her own mother, the only family she knew of, kept such a big secret from her. How much more could she take ? Her mother was of a nice nature, but everything she did, hurt Kria. It was unbearable. "Mamma ..." she let out a whisper, crying her eyes out. She closed her eyes shut and replayed her life from the very first day. She was alone her whole life, just her and her mother. Her mom was her only support until she came to St Louis. She found friends, she found happiness she earned for when she was younger, she found her dreams, and ... For the first time, she was scared to lose someone. Then she replayed her mom's words from that evening. Kria came face to face with the truth . And she couldn't take it. Her eyes shot open and she wiped her tears. She looked at herself in the mirror, and looked at the bag she used to use when going to St Louis near the distant floor. "Sorry Mama, mein phirse aap ke khilaf jaa rahi hoon, lekin mein aab aur sune waali nahi"

She gathered her belongings and left a small note to her mother. "Dont you dare come looking for me Mamma. You've told me the truth, and now i'm going to physically find it."

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1 am; Mumbai

Reyaansh and Vicky were over Swayam's house . Reyaansh was in need of a big cheer up. He'll be in a good mood one day, but the rest of the six is like a never ending storm for him.

He stood near the window. His eyes were moist. The feelings he pushed away for the past 7 months were jumping to come out. It was overflowing inside of him. He slid his hands into his pocket and held onto something and shut his eyes closed and looked for her face, her big eyes, her contagious smile ...

"Kya yaar, Rey, come on, stop being like this!" Vicky said.

Rey opened his eyes and took his hands out of his pockets, and slightly wiped his eyes. He went and sat on Swayam's bed .

"Ye saab sehat ke liye teekh nahin hai, tujhe yaad nahi mei kaise ban gaya tha ? Come on now Rey, PSP khelte hai.." Swayam grabbed Rey's hand and pulled him to the tv room, but Rey wouldn't budge from the bed.

"Chalna Rey, come on-" said Vicky. Both Swayam and Vicky sat on either sides of Rey.

He let out a big sigh. His insides hurt. He was physically fine, but inside, it was as if everything was finished, like a hurricane gone out of control.

" *sigh* I don't know guys, mujhe kuch dino se ajeeb sa lagra hai- " he spoke.

"Tu toh bohut dino se ase ajeeb sa hai" Vicky said.

"No, no, i dont know guys, its very weird. Ajeeb lagra tha, kami kami sa tha, lekin kaal se... i dont know, it feels weird ... I feel like ..." Rey closed his eyes. He felt someone's presence. He felt as if someone was coming to him, as if someone was coming back. He saw a girl with a snap bag, walking to a train ...

"Do you guys think..ke..woh..ke, uh, she'll ever come... back ?" Rey asked Vicky and Swayam. Vicky and Swayam just looked at each other, they didn't know how to answer.