WAY TO BLISS -MN FF - Page 2

veryy sweet update thanx fr pm

res!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

beautiful and such a realistic start...
wao...
the way u define Nupur is amazing... really loking frwd to it...i hope her nature of not trusting donot influence her life in bad...

wao
cont soon

congrats for ur new ff.

Part:2

I was sitting in my room .tomorrow is my marriage .i will leave this house .this thought made me numb .

I hugged my knees .its getting hard for me to control my emotion .

I will miss ma .she scolds me so much .nupur ye karo ,nupur ye mat karo .abhi pc pe kyun hu .itni badi ho gayi koi kam thik se nahi kar sakti ,nupur padai karo .result kharab aya na to siddha sasural bhej dungi .aysebhi result accha nahi ayega to shadi kaun karega ,aj kal koi taxi driver bhi nahi milega unqualified ladki ko .ufff ''.my HITLER MAA .she can never praise me .though I know she does it infront of others .totaly opposite what she does infront of me .meri beti bohot acchi hai ,ghar k kam mai mujhe bohot help karti hai ,meri nupur bohot intelligent hai ,har xm mai above 85 marks milta hai use n so on '..which I actualy deserve .but she will never do infront of me .had hai .apna pyar thoda dikhayega to kya hoga!!! I chuck;led at this thought.i yself lyk dat .i give status on my fb on her bday but never wish her ,I get tensd when she is ill but feel too uncomfortable to ask her about her health.we both are quite sae kind though m lil soft n much more positive dan her .n we fce a huge ego crash .still all these complication of our relation seems so sweet to me today .her love which she express through her anger seems like sour of heavely honey today .i will miss her to much .

I will miss baba.he loves me so much ,I know I mean everything for him .he sour his love silently .never scold me never express his love thrugh words but his silent gesture is enough .when ma gets angry at me he always stand beside me .he helps to solve out our ego clash .i wonder what would of happen if he was not there .i love him most in this world .my father and our silent relation is most meaningfull to me .

I did not know when my eyes got moisted but suddenly gunjan entered in my room and I was brought back to realty .

"di ,tum ro raheho?"

"hmm'..idhar a "I speaked out ,I m very bd at lying n hiding the actuial me though I myself not sure what actual me is

"kya?" she sat beside me.

"I will miss u gunji" I hugged her tightly

"miss!!! Wo kyun? Dekho mai tumhara picha nahi chodnewali .mai to kuch din bad shift horahi hu tumhare woha"

"funny '.tu woha ayegi to ma-baba ka kya hoga?"

"wohi .jo mere shadi k bat hoga "

"gunji tub hi na ,mai har roj tujhe phone karungi ,tu kabhi badalna nahi ha ,aur abhi k tarha everything mujse share karna"

"tumko kisne kaha k I share everything wid u,kitna kuch chupati hu di ,bas sencored copy tumhe batati hu"

I loughed n hugged her .i know she z lying .she is 10 years younger than me .n I gave her good PARWARISH .well I know I gave her dat .from early childhood m her best frnd .i shared everything to her n so is she .she is lil matured dan her age but she has her share of childishness .we fight almost 24 hours bt we cant stay aay from each other for 5 mins even .

"tujhe pata hai bajpaan mai tu kya kehti thi?"

"kya di?"

"yehi k agr meri sasuma mujhe taan kia to tu jhadu leke use pitegi n uski kamar tod degi"

"hahaha ,mane sach mai aysa kaha? Well par ye sach hai di kabhi agr usne kuch kia na to mai use to "

Bas bas bas '''sun '..tu na meri pc ka thik se khayal rakhna .i touched my pc lovingly .its my first pc .my cousin gifted me on my brilliant result on 10^th board .i cant take it wid me as nm taking my lappy along .thios pc wil now belong to gunji .

"tumhara pc !!!!! dekho di ab wo meri hai ha ''.tum to lappy le jarahi ho na aur jijuke pas bhi to hoga pc ,ispe nazar mat do"

I again touched my pc lovingly ,I cant explain my affection towards this material .gunji will definitely lough .

I went to my bookshelf .touched the books .i collected all these books .kitni mehnatse .every books look new still .pocket money bachake books kharidi n took care of them even more than my cloths .i cant take these wid me too .

"books n bookshelf ka care karna ,kisiko book lend karo to dhyanse wap[as bhi le lena ,n ha ayse kisiko books mat dena jise books k care karna nahi ata "

"thik thik hai ,tum ayse kyun kehraheho ,tum to yehi rahoge na ,har roj milne bhi a sakte ho "this time gunji hugged me .she never shows love .when I cook her toffin she z the one who finds out fault in the food but in school proudly distribute those to her friends praising the cooking of her sister .i kissed her .my delicate lil sis .most precious thing of my life.

Suddenly all my cousin came in my room.they gathered aropund me .

"di ,aj tumhari last night hai na is ghar pea j khb bate karenge "

"thik hai chal ,meri suitcase pack karte karte bat karte hai " I said it loudly n murmured

We talked on so many matter .most of them was our childish memory .

"yad hai di ,usbar EID k bad wo picnic ,ghore k gadi charke sab gaye the ,kitna maza aya tha "

"ab hum tumhe EID pe bohot miss karenge "

This moisted my eyes again .EID widout my cousins .how horrible n pathetic it would be .from my childhood I spernt every eid n EIDRAT wid my cousin .so much fun ,dance ,patakhe n what not .after Diwali picnic was regular .there was never change .n now they all will do this masti n I wont be there!!! I flt like dying would be better than this .m living in this world n my cousins having fun ,picnic widout me .how cruel .how cruel this world is .

A girl need to leave all her habits ,all her life wid what her life is built behind n adopt total new relation ,new habits ,new forms .its like having a new birth in the mid of life when u remember you past life too .and what this relation will mean .the moment you will die they will get ready to replace you .all your memory ,all your belonging would me removed .even this same thing happened in my house when my chachgi died .now chachu has new wife ,children wid dis wife n chacvhis name is forbidden in this house though my chachu n chachi was madly in love .n chachu fulfilled all his duty of husband when chavhi was ill n so did my family .still only after 3months he got married!!! What does this mean .why we need to leave our closest one to adopt a new home who themselves can never adopt us from hurt .

Control nupur '.positive soch .tere sath aysa kuch thodi na hoga .i hugged my knee n shobbed .

"nupur di ,kya hua? accha chalo topic change karte hai.tumhari packing pe dhyan dete hai "

"ye kya ,tum ye sab kya le rahi hu ,ek bhi to kapre nahi hai di "

I looked at my suitcase .it was filled wid cards n gifts of my friends .after uni pata nahi sab kaha chale gaye .bas phone n mail n fb pe contact hota hai .this gifts ,cards and their memories always tied us together .i took a packet of glue .my first birthday gift of my uni friends .over it there was written "always stick to us" I am '..i whispered .

I took pinku ,my teddy ,it was again my bday git ,I never sleep widout it.

n all such gifts .i was keeping in my suitcase then mom came "baccho chalo so jao ,nupur ki shadi hai na kal ,use sona hai "

then she looked at my suitcase

"ye kya nupur ,ye sab tum woha leja rahe ho?"

"ha ma "

"pagal ho kya? Ye dool bhi ????? sasural pe log taana marenge ,ab bade ho chuke ho tum ,doll se khelne k umar nahi hai "

"ma mai almirah pe chupake rakhungi "

"dekho ,lena hai to bad mai le jana ,shadi k pehle din le jaoge to sasural pe galat impression padega "

"maaa "

"nupur ''hamesa behes karna jaroori hai .maine mana na tumhari bat .dekho mujhe pata hai ye sab bohot kimti hai tumhare lie par ye mai phek thodi na rahi hu .bas us ghar pe adjst ho jao .phir le ja na "

She went away n I kept the suitcase aside touching it affectionately n hugging picku went to bed .

As I was engross in my thought suddenly my phone vibrated .it flashed mayank's name .

I got irritated .had hai .ise din mai sau bar kyun phone karna padta hai .i never can understand how lovers talk so much on phone .i cant do dat even wid my friends .n here dis boy calling me almost 10 time a day .as if m his lover .most of the time I keep silent n he blabber .bore bhi nahi hota kya ye meri silent ans se!!!na mujhe janna hai uska din ka detail n nahi mujhe batana hai use about mine .have u had ur meal ,what u did today ,nind thik se hua than na .sare nataunki ''...i feel suffocation like someone is keeping eye on me!! Ajib jabardasti ha !!! uffooo

I kept my cell silent n covered my head wid the blanked .but sleep was far away from me ''..

I felt like dat my last day of my life '..

Everything will change from tomorrow '.

Leaving behind the actual me ,my habits ,my lifestyle I have to adopt something new no matter how much pain it give me '..

Think positive nupur ,positive ''.may be tomorrow will bring all new frndship ,lovefilled relation ,happy memories in your life .

Jaroori nahi k tujhe teri asli pehchanko piche chodna pare .bas us pehchan k sat ek naye pehchan bhi add karna hai '''.

May be this pain will turn to such a sweet track that u will feel blissed thinking about this day when u entered to that new world .

heyy awsm update u potrayed girls feeling very beautifully thanx fr PM

beautiful and too emotional part...the strt was amazing..perfect..

but than end...
i actually don't get how u talk endlessly on phones...hate it...agreed with her...
but than she is actually not to much bothered about him... thats a bad sign.. let see further...wht he is thinking ...

wonderful
update soon

Originally posted by: drfizaahmed

beautiful and too emotional part...the strt was amazing..perfect..

but than end...
i actually don't get how u talk endlessly on phones...hate it...agreed with her...
but than she is actually not to much bothered about him... thats a bad sign.. let see further...wht he is thinking ...

wonderful
update soon

yup she z not bothered about him ...

about starting i actualy have kept myself at nupurs place ,in this part nupur is actualy me .
what i might do n feel at my mrg night .even that chachu-chachi part is too from my life ...
this part is very close to my heart .
m glad that u liked it :)

nice part. nupur ignore mayank's call? nupur ki shadi mayank se hi ho rahi hai na? ye fir kisi aur ke sath

Originally posted by: mayuloveu

nice part. nupur ignore mayank's call? nupur ki shadi mayank se hi ho rahi hai na? ye fir kisi aur ke sath

u should read the first part .
i guess u miss it ...its arrange marriage n she cant trust boys so love is far away ...dats y she z behaving so.