IN SEARCH OF MY SECOND HEART! 2 - Page 13

dude i thought gunjan was weak and badly hurt..

Originally posted by: thithutop14

dude i thought gunjan was weak and badly hurt..

is haalat mein bhi checking him out whoaaa... lagta hai you kept yourself in her place...by god !!

part acha tha btw...where the hell is my mayu ?!?!?

update jaldi madi...

and which song was that btw?!!? was it from that movie maine dil tujhko diya ?!?!?

good work done... loads of errors... editing kar ke update kar na idiot!

continue soon !!

oh btw mere comp ko punar janam mil hi gaya...

love

komal

Guys i havent edited this chapter...so there are chances of mistakes...i would be editing tomorrow...so anyone who reads it today...please help me edit and if u find any mistakes notify me...

Chapter 6 ' Healing with love

Samrat's Pov

I saw my mate sleeping...she looked so innocent...i could hear her snoring softly and the sound made my wolf purr in utter delight ...

My wolf was in a over protective mode since we found our mate...he wouldn't let me rest in peace and would make sure i am watching over her all the time...

We still didn't know what had happened back at her place...the only way we would know is by her...but we didn't want to pressurise her and stress her by making her go through it all over again...though she had given us a chance, we knew she needed her own time to get comfortable around us.

i stared at her some more and then got up to work...being the future alpha, i was to handle all the finance of the pack...there had been some mistakes which i had to rectify now...i took my laptop and sat on the couch...i was keeping an eye on my mate and also working.

I opened my inbox and saw a lot of messages from Nupur saying sorry and wanting me to talk to her just once

I sighed and replied back to her

"Nupur, i don't know how to react after what u had told me...but since we have known each other from childhood i wouldn't want to loose ur friendship...m glad u have understood urs and mine feelings regarding the matter...

Ur the only best friend i have...i needed u with me when i saw my mate in her worst condition...but what did u do? Instead of supporting me and comforting me like a friend u ran away...i don't know what to do Nupur...just give me some time okay?...i will contact u by myself once am sure...

Bye...take care"

I re-read the message making sure i didn't use any harsh words and then clicked on send.

I then shut my laptop off and closed my eyes remembering mine and Nupur's conversation

Flashback

It had been a day since Gunjan was found and Nupur had the realisation talk with Mayank...

Nupur was determined to tell Samrat everything...best friends never hid things from each other...and Samrat deserved to know this

She went into his room and saw him staring at Gunjan with love, pain and longing in his eyes...he didn't even realise she was in the same room

She cleared her throat as to grab his attention...

He immediately got up fully alert and looked all over the room..ready to kill anything that was a threat to his mate...

Confusion set in his eyes as he didn't find anything and then his eyes rested on his so called best friend

His expression changed from confusion to happy to anger...he turned his face away from her and sat down again

Nupur was hurt by his ignoring attitude..she cleared her throat again and moved forward

"umm...sam...i..."

"what do u want Nupur?"

"Sam..umm...i...i.w-wa-nted to talk t-to u"

"then talk and go.."

"Sam..look at me atleast"

"what is it Nupur?...just tell me n go!!"

"y r u getting so angry?"

Thats it Samrat had lost it...all the frustration he felt towards her came up all at once

"why r u getting so angry? Really? Is that a question to ask Nupur? where were u when i needed a true friends?? where were u when i needed support ? when i needed someone who can support me and tell me my mate will b fine and everything will be fine?? where were u NUPUR? u..u were the one...who ran away..leaving me in a bad condition...thats not what best friends do Nupur shah! Answer me god-dammit...where were u??"

Nupur had tear in her eyes by now...she had let down her best friend...her saviour...

She sobbed as she answered

"Samrat...please"

Samrat took a deep breath and ran his fingers through his hairs as he calmed himself down

"fine...bolo.."

And there started Nupur telling him how she misunderstood his friendship as love...how much she was hurt and jealous seeing him date other chicks...how she was shocked when he declared that Gunjan was his mate and of course how she realised her true feelings with the help of Mayank.

Saying Samrat was shocked was an understatement...he never thought that she , who he called his best friend, would have such feelings for him...what had he done to make her feel like that?

He couldn't digest the fact that Nupur had such feelings for him...he needed time to get over it and so he asked Nupur to give him time...and since then he hadn't spoken to her

Flashback over

I heard my mate scream which immediately brought me out of the flashback...i was by her side in a second

She lay on the bed...her eyes tightly closed...her head moving side to side...her breathing was heavy and she was panting

She was having a nightmare...she was screaming and begging the person to leave her...

Panic entered my system as i heard her screams getting louder...i shook her fragile body and asked her to wake up...

She opened her eyes a minute later and looked at me scared...her eyes reflecting pain and fear...at that moment i could see how broken her soul was...

Her eyes showed confusion as she tried to remember where she was and who i was?? And after a moment realisation dawned upon her...

I hugged her tight as she broke into loud sobs and cooed reassuring words in her ears...

"Shh...stop crying baby...its k...ur not there anymore...it was just a bad dream...shh..."

"Sam...Samrat.(sob)..it hurts..(sob)...it hurts a lot.(sob)..everything was so real...(sob)...the pain...the beating..(sob)..they will find me and kill me..."

I pressed her body into mine more if it was possible...my wolf was begging me to somehow make our mate stop crying...to make forget the pain and the sorrows she had suffered...

"shh...nothing is going to happen...i promise..i will keep u safe sweetheart...they wont get anywhere near u with me by ur side...i promise...shh...stop crying.."

I pulled her away from me...i cupped her face in my hands and gently wiped away the tears with my thumbs

She held my hand and pulled them down and again hugged me..

We stayed like that till she totally calmed down...

Gunjan's Pov

My hunter looked at me with blood-filled eyes...he was angry with something that didn't go his way...he was out for blood now...his wolf in control and he wanted to hit someone badly...unfortunately for me...that someone was me!

He took out his belt and gave me trashing at the same time kicking me in the stomach with his leg...i screamed and screamed...begged someone to help me...but like always no-one came...i was lying there on the floor...my body limp...my soul shattered and my heart broken...he still kept beating me and damn...it hurt like shit!

I was horrified at the amount of blood that was oozing out of my body...several wounds reopened and new ones formed...i screamed and begged my hunter to stop...but he wouldn't listen...i closed my eyes and took in his torture

Suddenly i felt someone shook me...telling me to wake up...i slowly opened my eyes and looked into a guy who had concern written all over his face...after a while i realised where i was...and started crying remembering the torture i was put through

Samrat hugged me to sooth me...he promised to protect me and keep me safe...i trusted him and eventually calmed down in his warm embrace...

We pulled out of the hug after a while...

"do u want to go back to sleep?"

No..i replied

"r u hungry?"

As he reminded me of food...i realised i hadn't eaten anything since i came here...i also realised how hungry i was and meekly nodded at him

"K i will get u something...give me a minute"

I saw him get up from the bed and leave...i sighed as i realised i was alone now...

I took this opportunity to look around his room...

His room was unbelievingly neat and clean and should i say HUGE!! I always got a small dirty room to myself when i was with my old pack...and seeing Samrat's room...to say i was fascinated wouldn't be wrong...everything was at its place...there was a shelf at one corner...which had files books and cds arranged properly...towards its right...there was a door that led to the balcony and towards its left was a study table with two shelf ...on one there were some files which i assumed held great importance and on the other were pictures and a pot...i smiled as i saw a flower blooming on the pot...i had always loved flowers...

"do u like the flower?"

I jumped at my place and turned to see Samrat smiling at me lovingly and walking towards me with a tray in his hand...

"I didn't notice u coming in...sorry i was just looking around ur room"

"Its k sweetheart...u don't have to say sorry for anything...and this is not only my room but urs too"

"Mine??" i asked getting confused

He chuckled at my reaction and i pouted

"Ya...u know we r mates right...and mates stay with each other and now when ur in such a condition...u don't expect me to keep a different room right? But if ur uncomfortable with me in the same room..its k...i'll shift"

My eyes widened at what he told...he would shift? No no...

"No..i was just surprised...m okay with staying with u...it kinds of makes me feel safe..." i told him blushingly...he smiled in return

"Ur room is sooo Big!!! I never dreamt of having such a big room...in my old pack i was always given the smallest room which was also dirty...i wanted to clean it...but i never had the time to...but this is so different...so unreal"

"It all yours my mate" he whispered in my ears...i hadn't realised when he had gotten so close...i was so lost in the beauty of his room

"Here..have your food now"

He nodded at the tray placed on the table beside...

"Umm...may I...May i use the restroom first?"

"ofcourse..."

I smiled at him gratefully and walked into the attached restroom...

Scene shifts

Nupur's Pov

Its been a week since Samrat spoke to me...it feels as if i lost him...just because i misunderstood my feelings towards him...he started to ignore me...i think its creepy and weird to know that ur best friend loves u...but now i know..i understand my feelings...cant he forgive me?

I sighed in defeat...what am i suppose to do??

I read his message that he had sent earlier this morning...he said he needed time...how much time did he need? I wanted my best friend back...yesterday i had got to know that his mate had woken up...i really hope his mood will be better now and he would finally accept me again...i admit i wasn't there for him..but at that time i myself didn't know what to do...how could i go and tell him what to do...why didn't he understand me? Why?

With all such questions going in my mind i splashed the water with my legs...yes i was back at the lake...

I wish someone was there whom i could talk to now

"Mayank"

An inner voice told me...

Just his name sent shivers down my spine...i still didn't understand why i felt like this with him...neither did my wolf...i tried to inhale his scent to confirm my doubts of him being my mate but i never caught his smell...

Ever since our little conversation back then about how Samrat wasn't my mate...i never did see him again...i was lying if i would say i didn't miss him...i wanted to see him again...tell him my problem and seek comfort...

"Thinking about me love?"

Oh that voice!! I could recognize that sexy deep voice from anywhere in this world...it obviously belonged to him...

I felt myself creep out as i noticed the co-incidence of the situation...it was almost like he had read my mind...

One second i was all along thinking of wanting to see him again and the next second he was in front of me...ok technically back of me...but still!!!

I turned around and my eyes met his...

He smiled and started walking towards me making my heart beat faster with every step that he took...

Mayank's Pov

Its been a week since i met my mate...i had to deal with some urgent alpha work...my dad was busy in other work so i had to go...

Coming back the only though in my mind was to meet my mate...i sniffed the air and found her at her usual spot...

We, wolfs, could find our mates with their scent in about 100km...we could always single their smell out from the rest...as i was a alpha i could do it with more ease...

Alpha wolves are known to be more possessive and protective about their mates...the easiest was to kill an alpha is by killing its mate and once the alpha is dead...the pack goes to the winning alpha...thus the alpha female is always at a dangerous position..

I walked to the lake and saw my mate lost in her deep thinking...she turned around when she heard my voice and by the look on her face i knew i was right...she was indeed thinking about me

"Our mate missed us" said my wolf happily

I smiled and walked towards her...god she was so beautiful but there was something about her body language which told me something was wrong...i immediately tensed up

"Hi.."

I heard her soft melodious voice...

"Hey...r u ok? U look worried"

Judging by the shock expression that she gave me...i understood that she wasn't used to people reading her so easily...i felt my heart swell with pride

"M fine...its just that...Samrat..."

And her voice faded...she didn't had to tell me anything more...i understood the matter

I spoke calmly making her understand his situation

"Nupur, relax...its natural for Samrat to feel this way...he just met his mate who was in a very bad condition...that was the first blow to him...u know how we wolves are when it comes to our mates...and when he met his...he found her in the worst condition possible...his heart pained...and then the person he called his best friend runs away leaving him in that position he feels betrayed...and then u go back to him telling him the reason u ran away was because u thought u loved him and that u guys were mates...how do u expect him to react? I bet he would still be thinking what had he done to make u feel that way...and obviously he would worry that u might start feeling like that again and try to harm his relation with his mate which right now i don't think he can afford"

I explained to her and saw her expressions changing

Nupurs Pov

I heard every word Mayank told me and slowly i realised he was right...samrat needed time and he needed confirmation that i didn't feel like that for him anymore..

God i had been so stupid!! Why hadn't i thought from his point of view...gosh i am such a horrible friend...

"I am such a bad friend Mayank...he calls me his best friend...m suppose to be the one who understands him...and look what have i done?...m so bad and selfish"

I hid my face in my palm and regretted everything

I felt a hand on my shoulder..i looked up to see Mayank looking at me with a hint of pain in his eyes...

I was confused..why was he in pain seeing me like this?

"No Nupur...ur the most wonderful person i have ever met...i have seen u with ur pack...everybody adores u and loves u...and u know why is that? Its because ur so caring and loving...u take care of their needs...u talk to the elders as if ur of their age and understand the problems...and u also play with the kids entertaining them...ur amazing...ur not bad at all...maybe ur a bit dumb and a tubelight but not bad"

He chuckled as he said the last part...i hit him on his chest and smiled...gosh how could he make me laugh and feel better just like that? He was really a magician...my magician..

"Really Nupur? A magician? What r u? Five??? Gosh grow up!!"

I heard my she wolf back in action

"Shut up wolfey"

I blocked her and returned my attention to Mayank.

He let go of my shoulders and both of us sat down on the rock

"Where had u been?"

"why...u missed me much?"

I blushed at his question but quickly hid it

"Ofcourse not...i was pretty happy to breathe fresh air...just wanted to know the reason why i was granted with such a beautiful gift"

He laughed at my response...gosh his laughter was so musical

"I had to go for some alpha work...apparently some hunters decided to attack again and a pack was almost finished..the few survivors came to us for help...we took them in our pack and also cleaned up their land and gave their dead pack members the deserved funeral"

I felt so bad for that pack

"What was the name of the pack?"

"Pacific Blue Rush"

I gasped...i knew that pack...they were one of the most friendliest pack ever...i felt bad for them...real bad

"I feel horrible for them...they didn't deserve this"

"They sure didn't"

I heard him sigh...i looked at him and saw him having a far away look in his eyes

"Whats wrong?" i asked him.

He looked at me once...unsure whether to tell me or not...i took his hand and gave it a little squeeze as if telling him to go on..

"I don't like deaths...i was about the age of 7 when i saw my best friend and his parents die...u couldn't imagine how destructive it was...and the way they were killed was horrible...i couldn't sleep for nights after that...i still remember the pain on his younger sisters face...she was in a dreadful condition...she couldn't handle staying alone and eventually died out of depression...since then i hated dead bodies..."

I listened to him carefully and gave him a side hug making sure he knows that i am there for him...

After a few minutes of comfortable silence..i said

"wow...who would know the future alpha of one of the most dangerous pack in the world is scared of dead bodies...woah!!"

He looked at me with a scary look...i gulped thinking maybe he didn't like the way i spoke...i was about to apologise when he started laughing...i playfully hit him and pushed him into the lake...

I laughed at his shocked face and didn't realise when he came close and pulled my leg...

Now it was my turn to be shocked and his turn to laugh at me yet again...

I threw water on him and then on the fight began...

Our playful water fight...

Scene shifts

Gunjan's Pov

I came out of the restroom and placed myself on his bed...he smiled at me and handed me the soup bowl...gosh it smelled so delicious

I looked at him slightly shocked...i then stared at the soup...i slowly took one spoon of it and went to heaven...it was delicious...tears brimmed in my eyes...

It was such a shame that i wouldn't be able to eat much of that...after starving for years ur appetite woulnt be able to handle a huge amount of food at once...u would have to increase it bit by bit...

Samrat noticed the tears and was shocked

"Gunjan? What happened? Why r u crying? Don't u like the soup? U don't have to drink it if u don't like it?...i could get u something else...but please stop crying dear..."

"No its not that...its just that...i am not used to someone else cooking for me...i haven't ate anything so delicious ever...can u please teach me how to make this?.."

"Sure dear...i would teach u anything u want" he winked at me with naughtiness clearly visible in his eyes..

I blushed and went back to enjoying the soup...

I finished nearly only half of it when i knew i couldn't eat more...i kept the bowl aside

"I am done"

Samrat looked at me and said "but u haven't eaten even half of it"

"I cannot eat more than that...i am not used to and if i do...i might puke so..."

"Its k dear don't worry about that...i already asked the doctor and she said u could have something liquid fully...it wouldn't be much of a problem...please have it"

I looked at him with unsure eyes..

"Please have it sweetheart...if anything happens m by ur side na...please...i want u to be healthy...please have.."

The pleading look in his eyes forced me to take the bowl again and finish it up...

I felt my stomach do crazy twists and turns and finally i felt like puking it all out...i ran to the washroom and Samrat followed me behind...he kept a hand on my back and gently rubbed it and said soothing words to me while i puked

After i was done he helped me wash up and then handed me water...i quickly drank it as i felt my knees go weak...samrat held me from my waist...he took the glass from me as i finished it and put it aside...he then picked me up bridal style and took me to bed...

He said this was normal for the first time and eventually my stomach would settle down...he gave me some medicines and then laid down beside me...

I turned towards him and looked at him while he was lost in his thoughts...

"whats wrong?"

He looked at me and then...

Precap: Samrat and Nupur patch up...first meeting of Gunjan and Nupur and Gunjan and Mayank...Gunjan gets a shocking news...

wow awesome update

Amazing update. Loved it a lot. But gunjan's nightmare is so painful. Why was she beaten when she hadn't done anything wrong? Want to know her past soon. She really needs love and care for healing and i'm glad that samrat is doing that. He's so caring to gunjan. I loved SaNu FB part. And mayur scene too... they were just fab👏. I feel that it is a complicated situation to write. Because, it is not a simple thing that a friend misunderstood her feelings towards her friend to be love. And obviously, the situation will be really awkward and complex between them after clearing the air. U have handled it really well . I loved how u had emoted samrat's inner confusions by mayur talk. And mayank is so understanding. I loved the growing bonding between mayur. Nupur comforted mayank just by mere presence with out any words. And that's the magic of true love. What about the pack mayank mentioned? And who r hunters? R any of them belonged to gunjan in her past? And wow! precap is so interesting. What will be gunjan's reaction seeing mayur? I'm hoping some gang masti and their bonding. Please do cont as soon as possible. Thanks for pm.

Fabulous part samrat is so caring towards gunjan love him n precap is awesome thanks for the pm n continue soon

amazingg update...sajan scenes were damn adorable..😍eagerly waiting 4 mre sajan scenes in d nextt part..