The sun was shining on her face...Arnav drank in the beautiful erotic sight...
Beautiful. Eyes closed. Little puffs of air softy escaping from her slighly open lips. Thin sheet sculpting her soft body defining every part of her...he had been gazing on her for what seemed like hours...she slowly started to shift in his arms...
Khushi's eyes opened to the most delicious sight she thought she'd ever see... Her Handsome husband staring down at her, looking like he was completely lost in her...she was about to reach up and touch his cheek with her hand when ...
*flashback*
Khushi fitfully slept...dreams haunting her...she was frightened...her eyes opened suddenly...thanking God for waking her and helping her escape her dream, she saw the sun starting to peek through...she shifted and turned to see Arnav facing her way...this never happened...he always had his back to her...always...
Khushi studied his face...he looked at peace. His sleeping face would give anyone the impression that he was a kindhearted, gentle, caring man...feeling warmth come to her face she lifted her hand to touch his cheek...
Arnav's eyes opened...saw her hand...and grabbed her wrist firmly lifting it above her head to the pillow as he loomed on top of her..."don't you ever even think of touching me..." he said through clenched teeth...
*end of flashback*
Arnav looking at Khushi's wide eyes quickly said, "Goodmorning Jaan..."
Khushi suddenly terrified sat up in bed with a start...though quickly hissing and holding her stomach...remembering how she was no longer a virgin...
Worriedly Arnav sat up and came close to her..."are you ok Khushi? Please let me look after you today..."
Khushi's head turned to face him and what Arnav saw in her eyes was absolute terror...
"No, no, no, no, no..." Arnav thought..."she thinks i'm going to be angry, or hurt her, or"...and his mind suddenly recalled the exact same flashback that Khushi had remembered...
Khushi literally jumped out of bed and bolted for the bathroom...Arnav ran after her calling her trying to grasp her hand and reassure her... But she had slammed the door shut...His gut clenched knowing her fear was his fault...Arnav heard her start to cry...he could see her tears in his mind...Her every tear felt like a drop of acid on his heart...he gently knocked on the door, "khushi...?"
Khushi slammed the bathroom door and ran to the shower. She turned on the cold water. Standing under it. Shivering from the freezing cold water knifing onto her back...she wanted to lose her senses again... She wanted to stop feeling...she wanted the cold water to shock her and hopefully eradicate this nightmare she thought she was in... She started to cry, small, distraught sobs...she couldn't take all this pain...she heard Arnav knocking on the door calling out to her...she had flashback of the night before...Arnav filling her completely...Arnav in complete control of her body and bringing her to a shaking climax...Arnav assuring her he loved her...she was so confused ...she had hope...yet she had fear...she didn't know what was true...then suddenly...everything went fuzzy...
Arnav was losing it...he needed to go in and assure her that he wasn't angry, that he wouldn't hurt her, that everything he said to her the night before was true! It was all true! The fact that the love of his life was horrifically scared of him made him want to severely hurt himself...he opened the door...
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