OS: After realization - Page 6

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Part -4

"Khushi tumhara dhyan kidhar hai?" Payal finally asked her when Khushi dropped all the puja saman 3^rd time.

"Vo jiji" Khushi didn't even realize that she did this already 2-3 times.

"kitanibar hame ye sab uthana padega? Agar tumhari tabiyat thik nahi hai to jao upar kamareme jaakar so jao" Payal took everything from Khushi's hands. She started making Diya's for evening's Arati.

When Payal mentioned upar ka kamara Khushi's heartbeats increased. Her hands started shaking. She hated the effect Arnavji had on her. She had decided never to forgive him. She had decided never to fall in the same trap again. She really needs to be strong now. She smiled nervously.

"Are khushi apaka chehara itana laal kyu huva hai" Di asked the question when she was entering Mandir. Today RM had a big puja that evening. Everyone was busy in that. Khushi had taken the responsibility of Prashad and sweets. But since morning she was making mistakes. Today her jalebi's were just dissolving in oil. She made the batter too watery. She completely forgot about prashad.

Hum? Di? Hame kya huva hai. Kuch bhi to nahi and her eyes met to that handsome man's eyes who was just coming down from stairs. He was smiling at her. She tried to take her eyes away from him but she knew that he is looking at her, her palms got sweaty. She finally dropped all Diyas one more time.

"Khushiji aap rahene dijiye" Anjali made her get up and told chote "chote sambhalo apani biwi ko. Subah se pata nahi kya huva hai. Upar leke jao shayad aram ki jarurat hai"

"Ha chalo khushi" Arnav tried not to show how his heart jumped with joy. He didn't waste a single moment.

"Nahi ham thik hai Di"

"Khushi you need to listen to Di. I think you need rest. Look at your face it's all flushed." Payal insisted.

Arnav looked at Khushi carefully. He smirked.

Khushi held Payal's hand. She remembered the kiss. If she goes with him upstairs….. Her grip on Payal's hand got tight.

"khushi ss kya kar rahi ho?"

"hame maaf kar dijiye jiji. Hame pata nahi kya huva hai aaj." Khushi was hating herself for being weak. She really didn't want all this. She was doing fine actually. Everytime she tried to get away from him he came closer to her. Last time also she left his job but she eneded up in RM and started having feelings for him. Now she was so hurt , the way he humiliated her in front of her family but now again he was having same effect on her. DM ye hamare sath hi kyu hota hai.

"chote aap upar leke jaiye khushi ko. Make her test some time" Anjali..

Arnav held khushi's hand gently. Her body went numb. She didn't even realized when she started walking with him and went upstairs. He closed the door. She was standing there against the wall. He came closer to her.

"khushi" he whispered in his husky voice "kya huva hia tumhe"

Khushi shook her had nothing.

"why your face is all flushed and your hands are shaking?"

"hame nahi pata" She felt like hiding her face in his chest or in her hands. She didn't want to show him any signs how she was feeling right now.

Arnav got closer .. khushi tried to go back. But she was trapped as usual. She closed her eyes. She wondered is he able to hear those heartbeats of mine? Will he figure out how I am feeling right now. Hey DM stop this all please..

"khushi I won't do anything that you don't want to. Don't worry." Arnav said gently and khushi looked at him in disbelief. This man is so unpredictable. She looked into those golden brown eyes. They always made her go weak in her knees.

"hmmm let's talk khushi" Arnav realized the effect he was having on her. But he wanted to talk today. He moved back and he made her sit down on the bed.

"Khushi I made you cry so much, I know I hurt you , I broke your heart million times. You don't know how sorry I am for this. How can I hurt a person who I love the most. I never wanted to hurt you Khushi. I really want to bring back the time and want to correct everything. But I can't do that. Aranv Singh Rayjada doesn't have that power. I accept. Khushi can your DM do that?" Arnav asked.

Khushi kept looking at his face.

"khushi I hate that I made contract with you about Marriage. I know how sensitive you are with these rituals. I made mistake Khushi. I regret this with whole my heart" Aranv couldn't keep looking at those innocent eyes. He looked down. He was ashamed of himself.

Khushi held her Mangalsutra in her fist and her tears started flowing. She was hurt. Very deep hurt.

"khushi" Arnav continued. "I know I can't bring you back that time but I want to ask you something today. Can I ask you?"

Khushi couldn't say anything. She didn't know what to expect anymore.

"khushi will you marry me? I will ask your family and Raijada family to do all rasms for us again. I know how much it meant to you. I will tell them that I made you marry me in court but now I feel guilty about that. We would like do all rasams now. Would you like that?

"Arnavji bas kijiye. Aap samajhate kya hai apane aap ko? Ham koi khilona hai? Jab jee me aya vaise kiya? Nahi Arnavji. 6 mahine khatam hone ke bad ham Firse khushi kumara Gupta ban jayenge. "

Khushi got up and went down speedily. Didn't even bothered to wipe her tears anymore.

Arnav stood there for a long time. He knew it was over. He did it this time. He pushed her too far.

His head was hurting. He was in his room the whole evening. Didn't bother to come down for Puja.

He finally took the car keys and went straight out the door. He didn't know where he was driving , his eyes were filled with tears. He kept having flashbacks when he bought her bangles. How proudly she was wearing them. When he went to help her serve the guests how admiringly she was looking at him. How she admired him when he made her hair fall on her back when NK was looking at her. How proud she was when he made Mamiji agreefor Payal's marriage. And then I shattered her dreams. I made her deal about Payal's marriage. I did this twice to her. "khushi" his heart cried.

Here in RM. Khushi looked up. She too was sitting in dark. In their room. She kept her hand on her heart

"Arnavji"

She stood up. She needed to see him. She went running downstairs. But he was not there. She kept looking for him frantically till she bumped on Di.

"DI vo Arnavji"

"kya huva chote ko?"

"pata nahi di lekin vo kamare me nahi hai"

"are khushi vo to shayad apane office gaye honge. Sometimes he works with those foreign delegations late at nights"

"nahi Di. Hamara ji bahot ghabara raha hai" khushi was worried . Too worried. She felt him in her heart. After so many days.

"THik hai ham phone karte hai chote ko. Aap chinta mat kijiye" Anjali assured her.

Anjali dialed his number. But Arnav didn't answer the phone.

"hame de dijiye di. Ham lagate hai." Khushi almost snatched the phone. She was trying to call him frantically. She kept on trying don't know how many times. Everyone was surprised at her. Why she was reacting like this today. Arnav always worked late. This was not first time.

"Payal aap khushi ko andar le jaiye. Shayad aaj unki tabiyat thik nahi lagat hai" nani finally ordered. In Payal's room Khushi hugged payal and started crying. Sobbing hysterically.

"I want to see him jiji. Right now. I want to see him right now. I want to try to call him again. Jiji hamara dil ghabara raha hai jiji. Akashji ko batao na jiji unhe jake dhunde? Office me? Nahi to ham jate hai office. " And she kept on crying on Payal's shoulder. Payal kept on patting her back with a worried look on her face.