ab thak: khushi has told arnav the truth. and arnav has startred to cry. when khushi was about to take shyams name. arnav put his finger on her lips and said the name himself. khushi is in shock.
khushi just stared at him. she was confused. how did he know. she never told him. nor would shyam tell him. it would be suicide. shyam knows how much arnav loves anjali. no one from the gupta family told anyone. how did he know then.
arnav closed his eyes. he did not have the courage to look into her eyes. he clenched his jaws. and let out a deep sigh. he was killing himself inside for not believing in her. how oculd he think that khushi. khushi the one he could count one from day one, the one whom he could relate to, the one who taught him the actual meaning of family, love, sacrifice, and feelings, would do such a thing. how.. how could he be so ignorant. he didnt know what to say to her. how to meet her eyes. how to answer the several questions she had on her face. how was he going to face her. the guilt was slowly eating him up from inside. even though his eyes were closed. tears were running down his cheeks.
he felt a hand wipe those tears off. it was khushi who was consoling him. he should be the one consoling her for everything that he had done to her. he sould be the one apologising. no. but it was her. the selfless beauty who only knew how to give love, but never expect anything in return.
khushi: hummay maaf kar digiyeh. hum jaan thay hain kay ap kya soch rahay hongay. aur kyon roo rahay hongay. ( please forgive me. i know what you must be thinking, and why you are crying)
she couldnt bare to see his tears. their were piercing threw her heart. she was crying, and so was he.
arnav thought.. no.. khushi.. you cannot know what i am thinking. and why i am crying. please... please.. khushi.. will you be able to find it in your heart to forgive me for ruining every part of you life.
khushi: ap humsay naraz hain. humnay apko pehaly kyon nahin bata ya. hum majboor thay. hamara yaqeen karain. humnay apko koi dhoka nahin diya hai. hum unko nahin cha thay hain. na kabhi chaha hai. hummara yaqeen karain. (you are mad at me for not telling you earlier. i was helpless. please do belive me. i did not betray you. i dont care for him. and never have. believe me)
aranv just got up and left. he wasnt able to face her. khushis hand was just left the in the air. she wanted to stop him. but she knew. she learned that he needed time. she was willing to give that to him.
arnav closed the door on the way out. he needed fresh air. he wasnt able to confront her. what would he say. how would he say it. would be forgive him. he. arnav singh raizada, the most successful business man, was unable to face what he had done. he had never regretted anything before. but he started to feel regret for his actions after he met khushi. and today. it was the limit. he could feel the pain and torture of everything that he had made her suffer. from the time that he forced her to marry him, face the family, tuants hatred by her loved ones, and his wrath. yes.. his wrath. how could he be harsh to such a flower. he should have kept her delicately in his hands, but he crushed that flower until it became non-existant. he used her.
he harshly pushed his hair back. cursing himself. he was now outside. the air wasnt helping. their sunlight wasnt helping. nothing could help him now. just like he didnt let anything help her then. he cried every tear that had left her eyes because of him.
khushi was scared. it had been quite a while since he had abrutly left.
precap: shyam tries to force himself on khushi. and tan ta na... arnav to the rescue. shyam gets beaten up. :D
sorry this one is a bit short. its really late. i will post more tom. hopefully :)
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