HUM KHUSH NAHI HAIN..!!!
we could alternatively call it "if buaji and shyam died!!!"lol..
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Khushi ran inside her house crying…
Payal called her"are khushi..
She did not listen and went inside her room and shut the door…she threw herself on the bed..
She was crying and crying "arnav ji apne aisa kyun kiya?hume kuch samajh nahi aa rha..hey devi maiyyaye sab kyun ho raha hai?"
She was lying down she sat up on the bed but her tears did not stop..she sat there pulled her knees close to her face..her hands were clutching the bedsheet tightly…she needed to stop..her hands landed on her feet .she touched the anklet…and was lost in toughts of arnav…
On the other hand arnav could not go much further…he stopped his car very close to her house..he just could not go..he could not understand the reason.."kyun?maine aisa kyun kiya?kyun maine use jane diya..kyun nahi roka use?
He came out of the car,slammed the door..he was frustrated..he banged the bonut of his car with his fist..
"kyun uske jane se mai anddar se itna khokla(empty) mehsus kar raha hoon jaise meri zindagi mujhse door ja rahi ho??mujhe use bat karni hai"
They both were crying for like 2-3 hours trying to figure out wat was happening and yyy??
Khushi stood up and looking at devi maiyya said "kash hum arnav ji se mil paate.."
She happened to look out of the window…
The diwali celebrations had stopped…the road was completely empty..but she could see a blurry image of a car and a man there…her eyes had swollen crying…she wiped the tears to have a look..the cars indicator lights were blinking and it burnt her eyes…but she saw him…
Was he there??still waiting for her…!!
She ran outside the house barefooted..she ran and ran until she was a foot away from him…!!
In the silence of the night arnav could hear her payals chanchan and he turned and was shocked…
They both stood there looking at each other..khushi moved forward she hurriedly touched his face ,his hands to make her realize that it wasn't a dream..devi maiyya had heard her prayer..
Then she hugged him so tight and with such force that arnav who had lost all his strength and almost was lifeless was pushed backwards..!!
She was crying still crying…
Arnav did not hug her back..he had lost the strength even to raise his hands…
He then felt her grip loosening…she still was too close to him..
Arnav ji,arnav ji..she held his collar and said "hum khush nahi hain..nahi hain hum khush…"
She got caught of his shoulders then and with full strength shaked him "hume khush hona chaiye na??yei chahte the na hum..par hum khush nahi hain kyuuunn???bataiye na??"
Sh looked at him with pleading eyes…looking for answers…she needed an explanation to her feeling sad…
Arnav couldn't answer because he himself was unaware of the answers…
Khushi held his collar again..kahiye na..!!the pitch of her voice had reduced…strength all lost..she banged her head on his chest…!!
Arnav who had lost all hope in one corner of his heart felt a little happiness that khushi was not happy hearing the news…!!
He gained the strength to raise his hand and embrace her tugging her more close to his body and managed to say "khushi…""
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