sirf mere liye
part 13
this part conduct some voilence, so jinhe voilence tolerate nahi hota stay away from this part...
maan: apna aur bindiya ka kheyal rakhna aur ha thoda khana kam khana moti hogayi to dulha milna muskil hojayega...
bindiya: haawww main moti hu,,, she slapped him on the shoulder...
maan: arre nahi maine waisa thodi na kaha... main to bas ye keh raha tha isse jayda wait badha liya to tera dulha bhaag jayega kahi uske ghar ka khana kam na padh jaye...
bindiya: maan tum,,,,,,,,, before she could complete maan run to save his life and bindiya follow him to take that... they run around the whole house, the stairs, the hall around the soffa and sapna was supporting bindiya with cusion, she through the cusion to bindiya that she can beat maan and hold a n another with that she could beat him...their parent were enjoying it too, they knew how much the three kid love each other... the 2 girls pounch at maan like a teddybear and enjoyed their last fight fully... least they know it has to be their last fight, last moment to cherish last memory they will save for the entire life...
maan was leaving in the evening so 3 of them spent their day together in the backward... playing... while sapna became sad at his departure...
sapna: maan bhai, apka jaana jaruri hain...
in this moment this kind of QUESTION prieced maan's heart... only he know how much he love his 2 sister... bindiya too got emotional...
bindiya: kya huya gudiya tu aisi baate kyun kar rahi hain? janti hain na sab finalize hogaya hain...
sapna: ha janti hu lekin main bhai k bina kaise rahungi... school me kisine bully kiya to kisse kahungi...
maan: aare meri gudiya agar bully kiya na to kehna mera maan bhai police me hain sab ki dhulayi karega wapis aake...
sapna: lekin aap to 5 saal k liye ja rahe ho... training itne din ki hain kya...
maan: nahi gudiya, training 1 saal ki hain lekin fir posting v mujhe kahi aur milegi aur tu chahti thi na tera bhai police me babhi post pe ho so mujhe uske liye mehnat karni padegi na...aur mere baare me soch yaha kam se kam tum dono ek dusre k sath rahoge main to akela rahunga na...
bindiya: lekin hum tumhe bohot miss karenge... her eyes were moist...
maan: main bich bich me aata rahunga bindiya... tum sapna ka kheyal rakhna...
now the time has come, maan's departure...
present...
main sapna ka kheyal nahi rakh paayi... kash maan us din gaya hi nahi hota... to ye sab hota hi nahi... maine maan se vadha kiya tha geet main sab kuch dekh lungi aur sapna ko apne jaan se jayda sambhal k rakkhungi lekin main wo vadha pura nahi kar paayi geet...
dekhte dekhte 3 saal beet gaye maan ko gaye huye... wo sp ban gya tha... he was really great at his job and very dedicated to his nation and its duty...
main v apne journalism me aage badhne lagi, part time se full time aur pehchan jaida milne lagi... main ek crime reporter thi... is douran maan v ghar aaya tha lekin 2 din k liye.. wo fir chala gaya... (i m not posting where when etc etc as my main concentration is on the actual incident)...
aur fir wo din aaya... main dobara ranjeet se mili... 3 saal pehle jab main usse mili wo sirf ek proffesional event me tha, aaya chala gaya lekin is baar wo aaya to hamari puri zindegi ujar di...
main usse mili ek party me, journalist ka party me jana koi badhi baat nahi aur wo political leader tha, us party ka main reason wohi tha... uske party ki jeet huyi thi to celebration to tha hi... hum mile, wo acche se behave kiya...
flashback...
ranjeet: hii miss bindiya.
bindiya: hello sir, apse dobara mulakat hogi socha nahi tha...
ranjeet: ohh plss miss don't call me sir, main itna buddha hu kya... u can call me ranjeet...
bindiya: but aap itne badhe leader hain, aapko naam se,,,,
ranjeet:leader v insan hote hain, aur unka v dost hote hain, agar aap mujhse dosti karle to aap v mujhe naam se pukar sakti hain...
bindiya: oh to ye shart hain?
ranjeet: nahi, guzarish...
bindiya smiled: ok to mujhe ye shart manjoor hain... so be frnds? she take her hand out and ranjeet accepted with grace,,,,
ranjeet: hmm... but aur ek baat ye aap aap nahi karogi tum se kaam chal jayega,,
bindiya: same apply on u...
uske baad hamari mulakat hone lagi... newspaper me aksar hamari baate chapne nagi... dono hi famous ban gaye... in the mean time ranjeet pe ek case file huya... rape case...
main ek dum hil gayi thi... mujhe believe hi nahi huya,,, ranjeet ne mujhe apne pyar k jaal me is kadar fans liya the main to jaise andhi ban gayi thi... maine uspe believe kiya... maan ka v phone aaya, wo kabhi ranjeet ko pasand nahi karta tha hala k wo kabhi usse mila nahi tha...
maan: ye kya hain bindiya? ye sab kya sun raha hu? ye ranjeet, uspe rape charged huya hain...
bindiya: sab galat hain maan. main ranjeet ko acche se janti hu wo ye sab nahi kar sakta, ye usse fasane ki sazis hain jo uske opponent kar rahe hain...
maan: meri baat mano bindiya wo accha insan nahi hain, aur wo ladki jhoot kyun bolegi, usse isse kya faida...
bindiya: maan log paiso k liye kuch v karne ko taiyar rehte hain to ye kyachees hain...
maan; whatever bindiya, mujhe sirf itna pata hain k jo v karna soch samajh k, karna...
they hung up...
ranjeet politics me hone k karan jail nahi gaya. uski bail hogayi jail gaye baigar... main bohot khus thi... usse mili main...
bindiya: oh i m sp happy ranjeet she said while hug him tight...
ranjeet: wo to hona hi tha, maine kuch kiya hi nahi bindiya pata nahi kyun mujhe sab fasana chahte hain...
bindiya; main janti hu ranjeet, koi tumpe trust kare na kare main to karti hu...
ranjeet: bindiya ek baat puchu tumse?
bindiya; kya?
ranjeet: mujhse shaadi karogi?
bindiya was puzzled for a moment so ranjeet continue
ranjeet; dogi sath mera zindegi varke liye.. karogi mujhpe varosa zindegi var k liye?
bindiya just noded her head in acceptence and hug him; ha ranjeet. i really love u...
ranjeet; love u too...
case ka date kareeb aata raha, main crime reporter thi to ranjeet ko kafi support mila kyun k maine sare scandle me uska sath diya aur us ladki ki character ki saare chitthe khol diye...case ranjeet k favour me gaya, us din ranjeet party kar raha tha aur main ghar pe thi as i was not feeling well...
aur wo kali raat agayi...6 month pehle, wo ladki mere ghar pe aayi...
nakul; bindiya bitiya koi aapse milne aaya hain...
bindiya: jee kaka usse aap mere kamre kamre me le aayo...
that girl knocked her her door...
bindiya; yeah come...
bindiya: jee aap kon?
rupali... mera naam rupali hain... main wo hi hu jiski zindegi aap ke boyfriend ne barbaad kardi,,
bindiya snapped at her: ranjeet ne kuch nahi kiya tumhe jisnae vejha tha kya usne tume pure paise nahi diye apni ghatiya acting k liye? bindiya smirk while rupali smiled at her...
rupali: pyar me insan kitna andha hojata hain... tum to ek reporter ho na, journalist... jinka kaam hain sacchai ko samne lana lekin tum to khud sacchai dekhna nahi chahti, to tumse kya umeed karu..
bindiya: oh cut the crap, jab tum ranjeet ka kuch nahi kar payi tab yaha aayi ho mujhe usse dur karne... lekin tum apni maqsad me kabhi kamiyab nahi hopayogi...
rupali: abb kamiyab hone k liye rakkha kya hain.. meri puri zindegi sapne sab khak k mil gaye... tabha hogayi meri zindegi... bindiya main yaha tumse kuch mangne ya kuch sach batane nahi aayi hu bas ye kehna chahti hu, apne aas pass dekho sacchha khud ba khud samne hogi, apni zindegi ko meri jaise tabha mat karo...
rupali goes from there leaving a thoughtfull bindiya bindiya...
next morning...
bindiya: nakul kaka meri newspaper do na...
nakul came with the newspaper and breakfast...
bindiya; aare kaka main niche sabke sath breakfast kar lungi aap yaha kyun laaye?
nakul: beta sab to bahar gaye hain aapke maa k family ka koi bimar hain so sab waha dhandiwall chale gaye, sab so rahi thi aur apko kaam v tha to mere pass msg chod k gaye k aap free hojayengi to waha chali jana...bindiya took the breakfast and newspaer: hmm thik hain...
bindiya look around the paper to search something when her eyes got widen in shock...
RUPALI GUPTA FAMOUS WITH THE ASSULTING SCANDLE COMMITE SUICIDE IN HER HOUSE...
bindiya's whole world come crashed down... she was shaking and that reminded her last talk with rupali... thats mean, after their talk she commite suicide but why?
bindiya: iska jabab to mujhe ranjeet hi de sakta hain...
she decided to visit ranjeet at his place, but she forgot to call him...
bindiya reach there at the right moment, all the gaurd knew her so they didn't stop her... bindiya goes upstair where ranjeet was talking with some maan while drinking...
ranjeet: aakhirkar saali marhi gayi, ufff kitna pareshan kiya tha usne... scandle hahaha kya huya is scandle ka... sab mere hi paksh me nikla na,, saali ko kitni baar kaha maan ja meri baat, jo main chahta hu dede mujhe lekin nahi wo pati brata nikli, shaadi jo hone wali thi uski... paraye admi ko chune nahi dungi. huh, chuya to maine bohot baar... kya karari chees thi wo, maja hi agaya...kitni tadpi thi mujhe aur maja dene k liye hahaha...
another man: but tujhe buri tarha fasaya v tha, wo to teri girl frnd kya naam uska ha bindiya wo thi to tujhe rahat mili,, usne to us ladki ka dhajiya udha diya,, tune jo plant kiya wo usi pe biswas karti thi,, tuj jaise kameene ko hamesha acchi cheese kyun milti hain yaar... bhagwan humpe maherban kyun nahi hota...
ranjeet: aabe saalo, maherban to main abb bindiya pe hounga, jab use bistar par layungi kamini ne abb tak chune nahi diya mujhe... aur ha bebekhuf to wo hain warna meri baate sunke ek ladki hoke ek ladki ki izzat ka faluda karti kya wo? aur journalist huh, bebekhuf journalist... jisse sahi galat ka koi farak nahi pata... chod usse, usse to main waise v issemal karke faik dunga waise v bohot pakati hain lovy dovy baate karke...
bindiiya whole world got shattered,, she heard all the thing standing behind the door... bindiya stands to go but a vase slipped and made some noise... but till then she was gone...
ranjeet came to know later that bindiya was there and he can guess she might heard all the conversation...
maine decide kiya jis journalism pe wo mere mazak bana raha tha ussi se usse haraungi,, rupali to mar chuki thi aur koi rupali na paida ho iska kheyal rakhna tha mujhe main joro soro se is case par kaam karne lagi, jaldi sabko pata chal gaya hum dono ek sath nahi hain, sab story assume karne lage, ranjeet ne mujhse break up kar liya hoga to main usse badla lene k liye sab kar rahi thi, baate v kyun na banate , failayi to ranjeet ne thi... jis tej se reputation utha tha ussi teji se ghat raha tha.. hamare channel ki trp gir rahi thi, meri naukri khatre me thi, fir v main rupali ko naiy dilane ki kosish me thi,, saare saboot mere pass aageye the, dono kaise mile, hadse k din ranjeet kaha tha sab kuch, sab prooves mere hath me the...
dekhte dekhte 2 mahine beet gaye,,, fir ek din ranjeet ka call aaya wo mujhse milna chahta tha, sharminda tha apne kiye par... lekin main janti thi wo kaisa hain maine mana kar diya...
ranjeet: agar tum mujhse nahi mili to tumhare ankho ki tara, zindegi se v pyari sapna ka kya hoga mujhe khud nahi pata...
bindiya: ranjeettt, dare u touch her, i'll kill u with my bare hands..
ranjeet: uff itna gussa... hmm to fir mujhse milo shaam k 4 baje mere farm house pe...
main gayi usse mili lekin kabhi na loutne k liye, ek andhere kuye me jaane k liye...
bindiya: main yaha aato gayi ranjeet lekin ye mat soch na tum kamiyaab hogaye,,, main tumhara parda faas karke rahungi abb tum dekhoge ek journalist kya kar sakti hain...
ranjeet: bindiya meri jaan tumhe jo karna hain wo karo lekin pehle ujhe jo chahiye wo to deti jao,, tumhare piche maine der saal barbaad kiya aur mere hath me kya aaya,,
bindiya understood his intension: aage mat aana ranjeet, tum jo chahte ho main acche se janti hu. lekin tum mujhe kabhi hasil nahi kar payoge,,,
ranjeet: oh hoo bindiya chase ha? i like it...
before bindiya can make a exit from there ranjeet came close to her and started pushing her to a bedroom... he snacth her duppata,, and hold her from the hair...
ranjeet: tumhe kya laga tha main tumhe bhaagne dunga..
bindiya: ranjeet mujhe jaane do, aisa mat karo... kabhi tumne mujhse pyar kiya tha, uss yad k khatir mujhe chor do...
ranjeet smiled evilly: pyar? wo kya hota hain? maine tumse kabhi pyar kiya hi nahi, infact pyar kya hota hain mujhe pata hi nahi, tum abhi tak mujhe nahi samjhi... now cmn baate band karo,, let me enjoy baby...
bindiya scream scracth him to save her sanity, but in vain the monstar was so powerfull thet the fragile bindiya couldn't save herself... ranjeet bite her neck and lips, he forcefully takes off her cloths and his too... she cried but he didn't budge... he continue his assult, and entered her, bindiya scream in pain and slowly the pain full moan spread the room... and faded away when he finally stopped...
bindiya was staring at the ceiling completely nude...
ranjeet: mujhe takrane ka anjam dekha darling? abb zindegi me kabhi kisise nahi uljhogi khaas karke mujhe,, he smile evilly and goes from there... bindiya try to stand but fall back due to the extream pain... though she manage to reach home but that bindiya dies someweher...
some days later, bindiya couldn't forget the incident she was shattered... she was like a statue, doesn't eat, doesn't sleep... doesn't talk... the case really got lost somewhere...
after 2 months...
it was sapna's 16th birthday...
sab bohot khus the main v kosish kar rahi thi,, us incident k baaat maine kisise nahi ki... kisse kehti parents ko kis muh se bolti jispe varosa kiya usne mujhe tod diya,,, aur maan to yaha tha hi nahi aur agar usse bolti to wo ranjeet ko jinda nahi chodta...
sab enjoy kar rahe the lekin main andars e ghut rahi thi... aur achanak faint hogayi... party me family doc v aaye the... kaha k main pregnent hu... ek baar fise main sabke samne sawal ban gayi thi,,, kya kehti... ranjeet waha aaya aur usne kaha ye baccha uska hain...
mujhse kisine kuch nahi pucha... wo ek baar fir mahan ban gaya tha...
bindiya: main tumse shaadi nahi karungi...
ranjeet: ha mat karo. aur iske baad jo tumhare family k sath hoga uski zimmedar tum hogi.. ek baar pehle v kisiki mout ki zimmedar bani ho aur kuch lag jayenge to kya hoga...aur ha sapna? uska kya hoga? bechari jindegi var kunwari rahegi... koun karega usse shaadi... actually tum chaho to main kar sakta hu, buri nahi hain wo v...
bindiya: tum kitne niche gir sakte ho... kitni ghatiya soch hosakti hain tumhari?
ranjeet: abhi tu janti hi kitna ho?
bindiya knew well ranjeet can't do anything without reason but couldn't guess what is that...
in the mean while maan called her to get shocked about the marrige,,, her family want to get her married to ranjeet...
maan couldn't let that happen... he called his home and tell everyone this marrige is not gonna happen... his family accepted but bindiyas mom didn't liked it but she knew well how detarmind maan is,,, ek baar kaha to kaha and he wants to handle all the thing by himself...
so he is returning after a week...
but bindiyas mom want to get her married in this week so she made a plan...
bindiya's mom went to dhandiwal with bindiya and her father with a exuse of some property problem. but they didn't know sapna will accompany them...
jab mujhe is shaadi ki baat pata chali to main hairan reh gayi... saare arrangements hogaye the,, main kisiko phn nahi kar sakti thi,,,, maan ko v nahi... but somhow sapna called them and told them everything... uncle aunty waha se nikal gaye the aur maan v. lekin unke pounchne se pehle shaadi suru hogayi thi... aur meri zindegi khatam horahi thi... sapna ne meri himmat badhayi kaha shaadi ho v gayi to kya divorce to hosakta hain na... wo mere sath thi like a pillar,, wo 16 ssal ki bacchi mere samne aise khari thi jaise koi maa apne baache ko pe aane wali musibat k samne khari hoti hain, jabke meri khud ki maa meri zindegi tabha karne par tuli huyi thi...
shaadi khatam hogayi lekin maan nahi pouch paaya... suhagraat k sej pe baithi thi lag raha tha chita pe baithi hu,, actualy mout v usse behtar hoti hogi lekin abhi main akelinahi thi mere andar ek aur jiban tha... usse is rakshash se kaise bachati...
lekin kismat ko kuch aur manjoor tha, ranjeet kamre me aaya kisike sath, kisiko jakra hya tha.. uske baal pakre huye the... maine ghunghat uthai to zindegi ka sabse ghinona sapna sach hone wala tha... usne sapna ko pakra huya tha aur wo roh rahi thi...
bindiya: ranjeet tum ya kya kar rahe ho, chodo gudiya ko...
ranjeet: kyun chodu? ye khud mere pass aayi thi keh rahi thi tumhe chordu, azad kar du tumhe abb tum keh rahi ho isse chod du.. tum baheno ka problem kya hain? chodunga to pakrunga kisse? ek kaam karta hu tumhe to taste kar liya aur puri zindegi hain tum kaha jaane wali ho,,, aaj isse taste karke dekhta hu... mirchi lagti hain hahahaha...
sapna; di mujhe bachao,,,
bindiya: ranjeet tum peeye huye ho, ye bacchi hain. meri gudiya ko chor do.. tum jo kahoge main karungi, sari zindegi gulam banke rahungi bas meri sapna ko chod do...
ranjeet; wo to tujhe rehna hi hain..
isse pehle main kuch kar paati kuch log aake mujhe khichne lage aur ranjeet sapna ko bed pe dhakelne laga.. main har pal mar rahi thi lekin kuch nahi kar parahi thi... bas jaise taise karke maine sabko push liya a ranjeet ko hath me jo aaya ussi se maarne lagi... ranjeet peeya huya tha ussne ssapna ko dhakka mara aur mere aur badhne laga lekin ek awaj ne hume rok diya ohi pe...
sapna: DIII DIII
sapna khoon me lat pat thi ranjeet k dhakka dene pe wo room ki balcony se gir gayi,, aur mout hogayi meri meri gudiyaki...
so hows it? kabhi kabhi sacchai bohot taqleef deti hain... wo kahani me ho ya sach me taqleef to hoti hain... sometime reality is bigger than stories like mine... isse likhte waqt main khud roh padhi aap sab ka pata nahi... batayiga jarur...
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