Savage (AR) Chapter 1-17 Link#2 Page 153 - Page 8

Hey,

I just came across this one. It's beautiful. R's fears and the way you narrate the situation from her perspective really makes it easy to believe. I'm curious. Please Update soon..

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D.

hey
the update was wonderfull!!
I am falling in love with ur ff again and again😊
I feel bad for her and I am having a feeling that blue eye man is going to force her.
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Thanks for the replies -Dee-, riddss, -Aliya-, -aalia-
I am so happy to know that you are liking the storyline. :)

and @-Aliya- thank you for the kind words. I am overwhelmed.

Next Chapter will be posted today..

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Awesome part. It's getting interesting. Update soon and thanks for the pm

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Chapter 5

~And back it is~

When I opened my eyes I was on the bed. There was complete darkness around me with only the light from outside coming through the window. I sat with my back against the headboard and rubbed my eyes to remove the drowsiness. I had no idea for how long I was out but it must be long because of the darkness surrounding the mansion. Last night events came back and my first reaction caused me to turn my head towards my right. It was empty. In an instant my hands touched the clothes I was wearing. I looked down and it was the same dress I was wearing yesterday. That means nothing happened. I wanted to believe this. I had too. There was no body pain or ache that I was supposed to have experienced if he had forced himself upon me. I would have felt it. But there was nothing like that and only the weakness.

Quietly I placed my feet on the cold floor and got up. Dizziness caused me to sit back. I held my hand to stop it. My head was throbbing a bit and it wasn't that bad. As the dizziness faded and I felt a bit better I looked for the switches. I was not a big fan of darkness especially now. I was not familiar with the room so I didn't know where the switches were. It took me a little time and finally I found the board. As soon as the lights were on I sighed in relief when I saw myself alone in the room.

This time he didn't do anything but for how long? After last night debacle I didn't know if he'll wait any longer. He could have done anything to me without my knowledge. If he wanted, he could have...NO..no..no Stop thinking like that. Nothing happened and that's what mattered.

Still how long? I wanted to say never but it wasn't true. He didn't spend money on me for nothing. He wanted it and I had a feeling that he won't stop the next time. I can't let that happen. I won't let that happen. I need to get out of here by any means. But where will I go? I don't know where but I can't stay here anymore. I can't. I just can't.

Pacing around the room I was trying to get the answer to how? How am I supposed to get away from here? The car. And who exactly is going to drive? Me, who doesn't even know how to drive it. Or I can run. Where, into the forest? So I can easily become the dinner or breakfast of the animals. And even if by chance I survived what next? The forest was dense and looking at it the chance of survival was less than 1 percent. Then what? Then accept your fate and give yourself to blue eyes. Because that's what you are bought here for. Let him kill your soul; let him kill what is left inside you. Let him kill the U in YOU. NO.

Helpless at my fate and I couldn't help but cry. I was scared to take measure for my OWN survival. Can this get worse than this? I was scared to go out of my comfort zone. In all I was a coward, scared to do anything. I was scared to fight back. I wanted to but I couldn't. But this had to change. If I wanted to survive I had to change and change for the good. And it meant only one thing- RUN.

I had only few hours to come up with the plan. I couldn't leave anything tomorrow. A day has 24 hours and anything could happen in those 24 hours. I had to be quick. I had to leave this place before the sunrise. Because I don't think he would even wait for the night this time. Run away...run away and never turn back.

Quickly opening the closet I took out a pair of comfy jeans and a t-shirt. Changing into them I searched for a bag. Having found a perfect one, I stuffed it with 2-3 jeans and few shirts and few essential toiletries. I tiptoed to the door but it was locked from the other side. I wanted to take some food items. Who knew for how long? I was still weak and in this condition he wouldn't take much time to find me. Frustrated, I wanted to kick the door but I wouldn't. I don't wish to give him any indication that I was awake.

After checking the bag 2-3 times to make sure I had things for my survival for the next few days I held it tightly on my shoulder and reached the window. Somehow I managed to open it. I was on the 2^nd floor and it was practically impossible for me to jump from such high. There was no rope to help me. I should have known I can never do this. I can't get out of here. I had almost given up and that's when my eyes caught the bed sheet on the bed. It was the only chance of my survival.

Not wasting more time I took it and tied one at end with the window. Tying the knot tightly and dropped the remaining piece out of the window. It wasn't touching the ground but enough for me to jump. Keeping the bag on my shoulder I took a deep breath and holding the sheet tightly with the hands I crossed the window.

Holding breath in my throat somehow I managed to reach the first floor. The window of the room came in my view. My hands started shaking and I felt the grip getting lighter as I saw Butler's sleep form. Don't turn..don't turn please.. My eyes fixed on him I slowly, very slowly moved down. Scared to make to even a needle dropping noise I reached the end of the sheet and that meant it was time to jump.

The sports shoe was of great help as it didn't made any noise. As my feet touched the ground I ran towards the gate. I have to get out. I have to get out was running through my mind. I reached the gate and climbed it. Within minutes I was on the other side of the mansion. I turned and ran, ran without turning back afraid to see him behind me trying to catch me. My legs were hurting, my body started experiencing the weakness but I didn't stop. I couldn't.

For hours I ran, ran where my legs took me without thinking about any directions. It was only when I felt the excruciating pain in my whole body and I stumbled to the ground, forcing me to stop. My breathing was shallow because of the constant running and I had to take deep breaths to be back to normal. My throat was dry and only water could have helped it.

Luckily I found it. The cold water felt soothing to my throat. I drank like it was the last time I would get the opportunity to have it. Filling my thirst I started the journey towards my escape. I walked and only stopped for few minutes to take some rest. I wanted to be far away from this place, especially from the mansion. I walked through the day, not kneeling down in front of the exhaustion or fatigue. Those were like an enemy to me. I couldn't.

The day was slowly coming to an end and I was still stuck in the forest. I had no idea where I was and how much more. The more I walked, the more I felt like it was getting denser and denser. I had to stop now before it gets too dark. I took shelter beside a tree. Taking the bag out of the shoulder I kept it beside me and sat down making the tree as my back support. The day's event started taking toll on my body as I felt myself shaking. Pulling the knees up my chest and wrapping the hands tightly I allowed the tears to come out that I had successfully stopped all day. I wasn't sobbing this time, only crying silently. Now where from here? For the time being I was out of danger but how long? I was stranded in this forest having no idea what to do next. I was hungry, I was thirsty, I was scared and I was alone. In spite of going through all this I felt I was trying to be Me. And that's what helped me in getting out of there. I wasn't at his mercy anymore. I could do what I wished for without taking permissions from any one or thinking about any consequences and I could... Are you sure? No I am not but I have slowly taken steps in that direction and I hoped of becoming one someday.

Still I didn't stopped the tears from coming out. It was my way of feeling better. I was used to crying that not crying made me feel uneasy. Another one of my old habits. I kept my head on the bag and adjusted my body in a foetal position trying to hide myself from this cruel world and make myself as small as possible. My eyes were drooping, forcing me to give myself to darkness but I couldn't. I couldn't let my guard down. It was too risky. I was fighting with my body and in the end I lost.

It was some hustling and bustling that brought me back from the darkness, alerting me about some danger. I quickly sat up and brought my bag closer to my body. The movement were slowly getting louder forcing the colour to drain out of my face. Run ..he is near..Run..he'll get you..Run.

I wanted to get up and run, run as fast as possible, run far away from him but my body wasn't allowing it. It went into shock, forcing me to stay where I was. By the time it came back from shock we were late, too late. He was near and any movement from my side would have led him to know my position. I covered my mouth with shaking hands, to stop the muffle cries that were ready to come out any moment. My body was shaking from fear and it took every ounce of my strength to control myself.

His feet were almost near. I tried making my body as small as possible behind the tree and closed my eyes tightly, not even daring to look behind. Fearing he'll see me.

"AAAHHH.." A blood chilling scream escaped my lips as I felt his hands on my arms, pulling me from the ground and locking me between the tree and his body. He found me.

"Playing hide and seek...Are we?" He said. I opened my eyes and the first thing I noticed were his eyes. Blue eyes. The torch light more than enough to see those eyes. Frustration and pure anger were present in those blue eyes and it terrified me. The rage in his eyes with which he looked at me killed me. My body went immobile as he put me upside down on his shoulder. My face at his back and his one hand was holding my legs, other holding the bag. He started moving back and I didn't dare to protest because those eyes succeeded, killing Me that dared to go against him.

The place I was running away was the same place I was going back.

~and back it is~

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awesome part. Loved it and thanks for the pm

Hey,
I am speechless. When I started reading, I was lost for once thinking weren't we at the dinner. Then, I realised what must have happened, I can totally understand R's emotion and her urge to run away from the hell which she thinks will kill her and destroy her soul. blue eyes I find intriguing - the way she addresses him or rather his eyes as well as the person himself. A seems to be a strange yet a curious person.
I loved the way you've described R's mental state and the part in the forest. It's almost funny how she is going back to the same place that she was escaping - a place where she bought and not brought.

Loved it <3..
Continue soon.
Thanks for the PM.

Love,
D.

awesome update as usual...i love the whole mysterious element to the story...and i wonder who the blue eyed guy is...he wants to keep her trapped but yet hasnt done anything to riddhima yet...but i think he's not gonna leave her this time...fate never seems to be on riddhim's side...hope that he doesnt hurt her too much...cpntinue soon...and thanks for the pm..😊a

oww.. can't imagine the consequence of her action... wish he doesn't torture her much.