FF-Geetanjali part25/26..pg:121/122 feb 5 - Page 67

Geet took the diary..it looked like a book,covered with white sheet..noone can say it's a diary by the outlook..

She opened the first page..

Their family photo was there'which they took before geet leaving to America..

She started to read..

This is my family'

In these years,I've never written a diary..

But,now..i'm writing it..

Its not a daily happenings that I've written..

It started years before'

I'm writing it what I want to share'

Bcoz,I want to share my pain with myself..

I don't want others to know my pain..

I've given them enough pain.. Not more'

the drs have given them the news.

All are near me.except my sister, maasi. n his son,whom I've never seen..

I miss my sister geetanjali..

Geets st: I miss u too anjali'.

Geet turned the next page..

I 'm kavyanjali handa...

When I was young I cant pronounce kavya'so I said to all my name as anjali..n that remained now too..

Doing my engg..in Mumbai..

My best friend from my childhood.is.meera..

she is my classmate.now too.

she was engaged to dev..meeras fathers business partners son..

But their parents decided to marry them after their studies finished..

We both share the same room in hostel..

Armaan is our another friend from childhood..

He is doing his studies in medical college..

Armaan loves riddima..his classmate..

We three belong to hp .

we will go to hp at week ends..or whenever we get a break..

it was our holi celebrations

we all friends of our college were having a great fun..

we filled each other with colours..

we were running all around the college..

the college is full of colours,laughs n funs..

I never thought this day will remove my colour,laugh n happiness from my life..

While my friends were chasing I fell down..n hit my head in a rock like brick..it did not bleed,but I had an immense pain.my head spinned'..my friends helped me to get up..after some time I was normal..i was back with my friends n fun..

I went to college regularly with meera n hostelites..after 6 months I started to have headache once a month..in the next months,it turned once a week..i used to have a headache pill..n my pain will vanish..i never took it seriously till I fainted with severe pain..

Geets st:I too felt ur pain anjali..

My wardon admitted me in hospital..my friends were near me..they were answering the questions to dr.i cant even open my mouth to answer..

Dr.asked from when I'm having head ache..

Meera said More than a year.

Drs made a full checkup'the next day,my parents were called to meet the drs..

Next day my parents came..they were with me..i was in saline n I was dizzy.i closed my eyes.

.then the dr.came..he was checking my reports..

Dr asked them,,,did i had any accident or I hit my head badly sometime before..

Meera replied yes as my parents don't know about it..

She described the incident..

Drs thought I'm sleeping due to seductives..but my senses were awake..i could hear them..

Dr.:I'm sorry to say this'..due to the head injury,her blood is clotted..she ignored her head aches.it was starting symptoms..if she came at that time we could have removed the clot by surgery. its too late..its fully blocked her nerves in head..

Papa:Dr..kya matlab hai aapka?

Dr:I'm sry mr.handa..she is counting her days.we cant do a surgery also now..it will take her life'..so,keep her happy till she is alive..i can only give medicines to reduce her pain'sorry'

Silence filled the room..

I could hear my heartbeats in that silence..they must be shocked as I am'after that my seductive worked..i couldnot hear more..may be they are talking about my medications'

After few hrs, I woke from my sleep..they tried to behave normal..making me happier than ever..but the pain was visible in their eyes..

My parents tried to take me with them..they don't want me to continue the college..

They tried their best to act before me..i decided,they don't want to hold themselves'so,I told them I knew the truth..

They cried that day hugging me tight in their embrace..

N meera too cried that day,telling me nothing will happen to me..

But,my decision made me worse'tmy parents.. started to care for me more..dont do that..dont do this.all looked at me in sympathy..i started to feel pity of myself..

I want my rest of my life to be happy'a carefree life..

So,I forced them to go back'my friends of college n professors understood me..they never questioned my acts..i can go to college whenever I want.they give me that rights..they wanted me to be happy..armaan n meera made my week ends happy'they started to fulfil all my wishes taking it as my last wish..I 'll talk to my parents regularly..i took my medicines in a hope ,It will make me survive for a little more time..

It was an another week end. myself, armaan n meera went out for a picture..while returning I saw a marriage ceremony'I looked them..both the friends of bride n bride groom were teasing them n enjoying the moment..

I cant have this moment in my life.i will not be with u when u get married..

.unknowingly I said those words in pain.either of them did not speak later..

The next week ,I got my happiness of my life..

Meera handed me an invitation.

Meera n dev to be get married in next month..

now u can enjoy this moment too she said..

I hugged her n cried'

She is getting married only to fulfill my wish..

Armaan had important assignments in his college..

So,he said he will join before marriage..

N now hear we are in hp..a week before..

I will be with meera full day..helping their parents in their work..

I know,they knew my truth'but they did not show to me..

I teased meera..i made meera enjoy herself too n made her fun with other girls..

One thing I forgot to say..

My beauty has made all guys fell for me..