gunahon ka devta -- (AR)'kajen ff' - Page 3

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"Nahi arman,tumne paap kiya hai'tumne meri friendship aur riddhima ke biswas ko dhokha diya hai'tumne riddhima ka faida uthaya hai'"

"nahi sidh,maine riddhima se pyar kiya hai,bolo riddhima,kuch to bolo'.

But riddhima just kept crying'."'usne keun nahi arman ko rok liya? Usne keun nahi kaha ki haan sidh,mai aur arman to kabhi alag they hi nahi'.isliye to jab hum ek hue tab bhi mai inkaar nahi kar payi,mai tumhare sath saadi ke bandhan mein judi but pyar to sirf arman se kiya hai'.

Riddhima wiped her tears''''''''''..

"tere bina jindagi se koi sikwa to nahi

Tere bina jindagi bhi lekin jindagi to nahi'"

"Sach hi to hai,arman ke bina uski jindagi ka koi meaning hi nahi..'kahan hoga uska arman? "''again her eyes were overflowing'.she pulled armina close to her,who was sleeping beside .

"Jindagi mein har waqt confuse hi rahi'.kabhi sahi faisla nahi le paayi'agar us waqt wo jaate hue arman ka hath tham leti to aaj 3 jindagian barbaad hone se bach jaati'.sidh ki,uski aur arman ki'.kahan hai arman! Kaisa hai! kya wo riddhima ko bhulakar nayi life ko accept kar paya hai? karna hi chahiye,riddhima ne to kabhi bhi uska sath nahi diya,har waqt saq(suspect),saara gussa uspar utarti,jabki wo khud ko sirf riddhima ke liye badla(change) tha."

Armina started to cry..perhaps she felt hungry '..riddhima picked up her in arm and went to the kitchen. She gave armina to kaki,who looked after her, after going riddhima hospital. sidh had gone to hospital at early morning,it was his daily routine. Riddhima thought a while about their relationship and smiled in a pain'

"kaisa ajeeb rishta hai un dono ka!" riddhima smiled. Ek hi ghar mein rahte ,pati-patni ka natak karte hue but kabhi ek dusre se baat tak nahi karte. But riddhima could not blame sidh for it..it was her fault. Sidh had forgiven her for this big shameful mistake. She was married with sidh but spent her 1^st night with arman.all were shoked to know this.anji di uttered only a few words in a great pain," apni jindagi ko ish tarah uljha mat ridhz.jise pyar karti hai,uspar apna haq jata,burna saari khushiyan tujhse dur chali jayegi "

But papa made his final decision ," riddhima,ab kabhi bhi apna chehra mujhe mat dikhana.tumhare kaaran mai siddhant ki nazron mein geer chuka hun.samajh lena mai mar chuka hun".

Riddhima came delhi with siddhant .although siddhant forgave her but not used to come close to her .they lived in the same house but their bedroom was separated. They joined in the same hospital . riddhima cared sidh ,now she had to spend her life with sidh. She was trying to forget her past,her arman.

Both wanted to forget that incident..

"duriyan kam hoti ja rahi thi.riddhima ne arman ki yadon ko dill mein dafan kar diya tha. Mumbai se aaye 1 month beet chuke they."

Riddhima remebered that day clearly,when they attended dr. sindhe's wedding anniversary party. Riddhima wore the white saari,which was sidh's fav colour. All guests praised about riddhima's beauty and congratulated them for a lovely pair. They said them"perfect couple"

That day first time riddhima danced with siddhant. Sidh was very happy,he pulled her more close to him,but riddhima could not keep out him. first time she got sidh smiling. After the party,they returned home happily.sidh was in a good mood. When riddhima said him good night,he suddenly caught her hand and pleaded, " riddhima,I love you'.plz. jo ho gaya usey bhulkar ek nayi jindagi start karte hain ,aaj se hi..mai tumhe force nahi karta'it's a request'.

Riddhima nodded with yes. Siddhant was very happy,he picked up riddhima in his arm and took her in his room.he made her sit on his bed and took out a beautiful diomond ring. Sidh slipped the ring in her finger with these words'"humari nayi jindagi ke naam."

He turned off the light and pulled riddhima more close to him.riddhima closed her eyes. Ridhima knew that sid's name was going to be carved on her body in just a matter of time. Sidh kept his hand around riddhima's waist and squeezed her in his chest. He started to kiss on her cheeks,neck,shoulder ,collar bone. Riddhima was lying quietly. Sidh placed his hand back and opened the hook of her blouse.

Sidh started to caress her back. A high volt current running down riddhima's backbone. Riddhima felt that sidh's wet lips were travelling down her whole body. Sidh started to kiss on her back desparetly'he uttered like a drunkard.." love u riddhima.'

Riddhima remembered her night with her arman,her love. She remembered that passionate moment which she had spent with arman! The soft touch of arman! She felt that arman whispered in her ears'"love u basket!"

Riddhima uttered in her breathe'"love you arman."

And next ,sidh pushed her to apart from him.his eyes were burning with anger.and in a while riddhima understood what mistake she has done. Sidh got up from bed and uttered these words with hatred ''." "He made my life a hell!'.hate that bas***d!!!"

And after that ,sidh stopped to talk to her.riddhima was very ashamed'."arman keun nahi jata uski jindagi se? har baar uski khushi paas aate aate dur keun chali jati? Nahi,usey sidh ke sath relation banana hoga, wo sidh ki life barbaad nahi kar sakti.ab wo khud apna kadam aagey badhayegi."

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After a month, Abhi aur nikki came their home.sidh was very happy to see them.actually sidh loved his nikki bhabi so much,she was his best friend too.sidh told everything to nikki. Nikki made understand riddhima .." dekho riddhima, arman ko dill se nikalna kitna muskil hai mai samajh sakti hun,but ab wo tumhari life se sada ke liye chala gaya hai. ab sidh hi tumhara future hai,plz usey apna lo ". And she persuaded sidh too ''"dekho sidh,har ladki ke liye apna pahla pyar bhulana bahut muskil hota hai,but I know riddhima bahut samajhdar hai aur tumhara pyar usey sab kuch bhula dega,agar tum sachmuch riddhima se pyar karte ho to usey apna lo.".