Sid - It's gonna hurt while it heals Pt 38 Pg 106 - Page 52

Dj I love this short story of urs..!!!

Originally posted by: shamil

yes it was a lil repetitive😉 but the way u made sid blast at her made me happy.. give me updates like this and saath khoon (repeat updates) maaf😆

Did I find sid offensive?? absolutely not! I loved it! If any one go poking into the life of a person whom u cheated , she may end up getting beaten blue-black too

So armaan is gonna turn a villain soon. Do I care? No ofcourse ! unless it will make maiyya turn into an angel later. That woman deserves no redemption please ( atleast in this SS)

Saath khoon maaf 😲 ** DJ whispers into DI's ears Kya armaan ka khoon kar do ya Riddhima ka? ya phir dono ka'** 🤣

actually the problem with the whole repetitive part was I did not want to show Sid's outburst on the first instance and thus it has led to this problem. Another issue is with my thought process or writing style I think out a scene and then jot it down ... Somewhere the narrative style goes for a toss.

Waise for torturing you with this repetative stuff I will compensate it some way or the other 😉

Originally posted by: -Farrah-

DJ I do understand Sids anger. He went through the same angry phase after his first wedding simply because he didnt believe anything that Ridhimma said.

And its the same this time round. She has lost his trust. But saying that, Sids anger always hid his real feelings. And the thing that we always admired about Sid was that no matter what horrible things he did or said to Ridhimma he always felt guilty and bad about them and ended up punishing himself.

So I guess Im a little surprised that Sid didnt say anything to Ridhimma either with actions or words for the comment he past about the room. But knowing you DJ Im sure you will address this issue in your next update!😛

Looking forward to the next part!

Farrah Di...looks like all women especially my sisters here have x-ray vision ... 😲😆

This is indeed something i have in the next part ... Gosh how you all manage this...


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was expecting an update from u DJ :)...😍 waiting for it :)

Reserved!! There's so much i missed!!

im here bro u missed my comments na.. i knw u did :P ok so i read the updt as soon as u updtd bt commenting nw..i knw im so bad :(

ok cmin 2 t updt...finally maiya realizes the pain n turmoil Sid's going thru...gosh its so painful 2 c Sid lyk dis :'( bt luvd the way he told maiya off...Sexyface at its best!! luv it <3333

Hormaan will never sudhrofy :x i bet he's planning on causing mre trouble to Sid bt im damn sure this time Sid will Hormaan his aukat ;)

cntnue sooonnn pleejjj :P

Part 32

The cold water ran over his body cooling his senses. He would normally use this time to ponder on the previous day's work and mentally arrange his schedule for the day ahead.

Today when he thought back on the events passed he found him fighting a battle with himself. He was never such uncouth and an anti-social person. Yes, he preferred to keeping things to himself. He liked his space.

It was Sonia was the first culprit who started breaking his defenses and Riddhima's presence shattered them to unleash the boiling lava of his resentment which he had kept locked for so long.

'What had happened was wrong. How could I do that?'

He was ashamed of his behavior that he could not meet his own eyes.

'You are responsible for this. This is all happening because of you. Had you not persisted I would have carried on with my work, finished it and left to lead my life away from you. Why are you doing this? What do you want now? I had given you all that I had but now there is nothing except hatred.

'How can she be responsible? My actions are in my control and so I am responsible. I should not have said all those things to her. She has every right to live her life the way she wants and what she does should not be any of my business. Yes, she is being intrusive but what I did this morning was completely unacceptable'

His saner side started winning the battle as his heart reasoned on the inappropriateness of his actions.

He hated every word every action of his. He had lost self control and he despised that fact the most.

'She is doing it again. You are falling for it just like last time. You don't need to feel guilty for any of it. That is exactly what she wants so that she can exploit you again.'

That battle was driving him crazy. He was no doubt hurting for having hurt her. He always did. It was his primal instinct but the dark past refused to let him entrust Riddhima again. His mind seemed to have won the battle temporarily.

All in all he knew that he needed to strengthen his defenses. He could not afford to let anyone intrude and penetrate his defenses. The best option was to distance himself or he would invariably land up saying or doing things which he would regret later. He could not avoid but he could definitely restrict his conversations. 'No, that would also not help.' Riddhima at her stubborn best had the ability to exploit his vulnerability.

He needed to cut off completely.

When he reached the hospital, it was abuzz with the news of something having happened due to which armaan seemed extremely upset and Riddhima not reporting to work.

Kirti aware of all this took the first opportunity to inform Sid of Riddhima's resignation.

'When did this happen?'

'Yesterday.'

'Does Dr Shashank know of it?'

'I guess yes. By now he should have been intimated.'

'Ok I will talk to him.

He felt guilty for Riddhima's resignation. His words would have hurt her but to this extent that she resigned took the toll on him.

The news had reached Shashank early morning. He did not wish to have things turn so bad but he felt it would be better to keep Riddhima away. Sid was going to be there for few more months only and he did not want to lose a fine doctor in Riddhima. So he convinced the management to allow a short leave till he sorted matters out.

It took him much effort to convince Riddhima to go on another leave and reconsider her decision.

Staying in Mumbai would mean armaan his endeavors to woo Riddhima so Shashank suggested her again going on a holiday. This way armaan would be left with no option but concentrate on his work.

Sid's re-entry was proving to be a boon as well as curse. Riddhima had already declared that her interests laid in Sid. Shashank still could not convince himself. Trying to talk her out of this at that moment could be dangerous. Shashank feared she should not declare it to all making the situation more complicated.

armaan had already voiced his concern and Shashank was scared armaan being true to his nature would react to the situation without giving a second thought to the consequences. He had a good knowledge armaan's obstinate and obsessive nature. He had borne the brunt of it many times during armaan and Riddhima's courting days. armaan never failed to leave any stone unturned and was always quick to declare war.

armaan would not leave any stone unturned this time too to achieve his goal and Shashank feared which path it would take all due to this.

Sid was becoming a concern for him too. He had seen Sid's cold closed behavior. Riddhima's repeatedly intrusion in Sid's life and Sid's drinking habit all were adding up.

Shashank felt like he was sitting on a volcano waiting to erupt.

He was still assessing the possible solutions when Sid's dropped by.

'Sir, I need to talk to you.'

'Yes tell me.'

'I fell things are fairly under control and I should return back to my duties in US Sanjeevani.'

Sid was not running away. He was just reeling under guilt that due to him Riddhima had put down her papers.

'I don't think that is the reason Siddhant. If I am not wrong you wish to leave so that Riddhima can come back.'

'Well my presence must be definitely making her uncomfortable.'

'Well I can understand but that does not mean that to make her comfortable I put Sanjeevani's future at stake. Sanjeevani definitely need you.'

'And so do you need your daughter and a good doctor who can carry the work further which you started.'

'Yes but leaving is not a solution.'

'But I don't see an option.'

'In that case I feel you should take a break.'

'That will not help the situation.' No amount of persuasion helped. Sid was right in his stand. It was difficult to see two people who had back stabbed him day and day out. Riddhima who was giving misleading signals was driving both Sid and armaan up the wall. armaan's cooperation would an unachievable dream till Sid remained a DO. He would always consider Sid as his prime enemy who was back to disrupt his life and relationship.

Everyone seemed beyond reason especially armaan and Riddhima. Sid who was the saner one could not be lost. He was Shashank's only hope for Sanjeevani. Things had stabalized but not completely under control. Sanjeevani still needed Sid. In case Sid left it could attract more attention and harsher action from the management. So Shashank suggested 'Ok in that case why don't you do this. Sanjeevani orphanege in Lonavla is scheduled for a check. Why don't you go. Kaam ka kaam ho jayega aur holiday bhi. You will get a break from all this and we can review how well Kirti can handle work in your absence.'

This seemed a better option. Shashank again bought some time to think of a solution.

Sid left for the Lonavla orphanage. Though it was an undesirable destination, it was still bearable, since he would be away from all. Sid reached the orphanage to be greeted by his little princess Tamanna.

Shashank thought of going back to Panchgani. She was too wary to drive so she hired a cab. Midway to Panchgani she decided against it and asked to driver to turn back to a new destination. She was turning back and this turn was going to lead her to her true destination. After all it was all destiny. Her destiny awaited her.

Link to the next part

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/47674736

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GR8 UPDATE

Great part...so ridz wanted to resign n sid wrking in an orphanage for sometime...i really want ridz to come bk to lonavala n tamana playing a catalyst in their relationship...looking froward to next part...plz continue soon!! :)