Sid - It's gonna hurt while it heals Pt 38 Pg 106 - Page 50

awesome update bro

@bro Ohh ok *eagerly waiting * for the next part ;)

Awesome part bro...specially keys n sid's memory part was superb...i think ridhima shud leave the hospital fr some days...continue soon...can we get another update today??

Great part...the key part was nice...n sid being used to ridz actions...bt gosh when she does these things n sid remebers it...it always reminds me of her farz dialogue...bt now i am somewhat happy...really like d the last bit...i wonder how will sid react...looking forward to next part plz continue soon!! :)

Awesome update DJ!!! Looking forward to next one...

DJ awesome updates as always. just managed to catch up on the last 3 and my heart goes out to Sid. OMG this man is unbelievable and as for Hormaan god I hate this man. He just keeps getting worse each time . He is the epitome of disgust. PLS UPDATE SOON DJ.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I thought I should comment now ap bhi kya yaad rakho gay k maine comment diya tha 😛
Bro awesome updates... Beautifully written...amazing...
Feeling bad for Riddhima... My poor Sharabi Sid... 😭 Can't see him like this...
Bro!!!! Where is Sonia 😡 ...I m missing her 😛
I know I deserve a slap for not commenting regularly... I m being so 'Kaam Chor' these days 😆
Continue super soon...

Originally posted by: sonia1000

I thought I should comment now ap bhi kya yaad rakho gay k maine comment diya tha 😛
Bro awesome updates... Beautifully written...amazing...
Feeling bad for Riddhima... My poor Sharabi Sid... 😭 Can't see him like this...
Bro!!!! Where is Sonia 😡 ...I m missing her 😛
I know I deserve a slap for not commenting regularly... I m being so 'Kaam Chor' these days 😆
Continue super soon...

No no never say like this ... I like to listen to everyone's feedback but I can understand if you don't due to other priorities.

Ohhh so he complained about tht...okay I don't mind him complaining about it in this way cuz well he's the DO so its his responsibility 😳

Many might find this part a little repetitive and offensive. Yes it is repetitive yet not cause this is the first time Riddhima comes to know the reason behind Sid's agony. The questions which are hounding him are now in front of her.

Secondly you may find it offensive that how can Sid behave like this. But Sid was the same after Riddhima's suicide attempt. He had lashed out bad. He had lost sense of right or wrong and treated Riddhima quite shoddily. Yet his soft side reprimanded him. Then also he did not apologize cause he felt she never needed it as she was not interested in anything connected to him. Here to is the same story. Hope this makes sense.

Part 31

Riddhima settled Sid in once again.

The penthouse always had a strange effect on Riddhima. This was the place which she always felt she belonged. It gave her a new identity which was dear to her. It was here that they both had confessed that both mattered to each other. She always wanted to return to this place and when Sid had brought her here after confessing his love, she had felt she had truly gotten all the rights of being Sid's wife. Unfortunately those rights she had lost due to her own misdeeds.

Those spiteful words 'Get a room for God's sake' jolted her from her reverie.

Waiting back did not seem the best option tonight so she decided to leave.

Sid's who having a disturbed sleep was murmuring something which caught Riddhima's attention. The words were clearer this time. She moved closer to hear them. She was taken aback listening to him speak in his sleep. The questions which tormented him every evening had found a voice.

Kya saach mein pyaar hota hai? .. kya hai pyaar? .. Kyu log itne krur aur berehem hote hai? Kisi ke jazbaato ke saath khelte hua darr nahi lagta ki kya guzaregi uss insaan par? Kya duniya mein saachai naame ki koi cheese nahi hai? Kya sab log sirf apne matlab ke liye hai? Kya meri zindagi sirf unn logo ka maksaad ke samne koi mayane nahi rakti? Main yaha kyu hoon? kyu jee raha hoon? Maine apna aashiyaan kahi aur banana chaha par zindagi ne mujhe yaha khada kar diya . kya yahi mere ghar hai?

Each question crushed Riddhima. She collapsed on the spot. She could realize the reason for his angry harsh words in the real sense only now. Sid continued to murmur in his sleep while Riddhima wept silently seeing him in pain. She wanted ease his pain, comfort him and help him find answers to those questions. She was the reason behind all those questions. She had erred but she never deceived him intentionally. She wanted to assure him but how, she did not know. Sid's trust was broken beyond repair. He would not believe her. She had seen that in him. But all was not lost cause at the end of a dark phase there is always light. Sid was the one going through a dark phase and this time she would be his support. She willed to walk through this dark phase with him and she would do all that it takes.

armaan on the other hand shifted uncomfortably in his bed. He had thought talking to her. Ask her why he felt that his basket seemed far off. He had gotten a few opportunities but his pride stopped him. She had wronged him and she needed to apologize. He was confident like all times she would come running back to him yet that wait was dreadfully long. On earlier occasion his slightest discomfort had her running to him disregarding everything everyone even her husband Sid That name got his blood boiling. Sid was responsible for this distance and he would make Sid pay for it and that too heavily. This was war and everything was fair in love and war.

Next morning a familiar sight awaited him yet that familiar face was absent. He got up in haste and rushed down to check to find Riddhima absent. The thought that she left him irritated him. I was getting used to having her around. That thought too irritated him. He always wanted her out of his life. With her out of his sight should be welcomed by him. 'Why is it irritating me then?' Somehow he did not feel complete. Was he used to spewing up venom which was why he was missing her. 'No' he dismissed the thought. To a greater extent he did miss her for that. He had been carrying his frustrations for too long and in a way felt light after he had vented out a bit of it.

He always felt bad having said nasty things to her especially, what he said yesterday. His soft side had reprimanded himself a million times the day before. 'It was such a vulgar comment.' He found himself again scolding himself.

He brushed his thoughts aside and turned to move to take a shower when he saw her emerging from his bedroom.

His anger returned and he howled 'Waha kya kar rahi thi?'

'Heater on karne gayi thi. Naha lo'

'Tumhe ek baat samaj mein nahi atti'

'Hum yeh baad mein bhi discuss kar sakte hai.' she replied unaffected.

Her cool demeour irritated him further. What did she mean by 'Hum'.

'Hum .. Kabhi hum nahi the.' he spat out.

Riddhima dutifully avoiding that comment understanding where this would lead to tried to walk past him.

Sid found her non responsive very cheeky. Above all why was she playing this farce of being a dutifully lady of the house. 'Yeh sab jo kar rahi ho woh tum apne boyfriend ke liye karo Mujhe zaroorat nahi hai.'

'Boyfriend' she always hated Sid for disregarding her efforts using such sarcasm. But she had to patient. It worked.

'Theek hai par ab tum naha lo nahi toh late ho javoge.'

'Tum apne boyfriend ke pass kyu nahi chali usse zaroorat hai time pe aane ki Main apne aap achi tarah manage kar leta hoon.'

'armaan ke saath kya karna hai mujhe maloom hai.'

'Woh kal dikh raha tha.'

'Siddhant'

'Chilao mat mere ghar and now get out from.' He caught hold of her wrist in a tight grip and lead her outside the house.

Riddhima's protests went fell on deaf ears. He had completely lost his sense of right and wrong. Her every action was reminding him of those days when she did everything to cunningly lead to believe that she loved him while carrying on an illicit relationship with her boyfriend.

He did not want to see her again. The wounds which he was still nursing Riddhima's warm gestures had unknowingly rubbed salt on it.

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