Maan's prespective:
Dear Lord,
I feel burdened, burdened under the weight of your divine blessings
You seem to continuously shower me with your celestial blessings
I do not even come close in deserving these blessings my dear Lord
I feel that a mistake, a mistake has been made in your Kingdom
I only belong in the Kingdom of Hell from where there is no turning back
Whereas you have let me live by bringing me through the Gates of Heaven
Dear Lord,
How can you be so merciful upon me after all the deeds I have done?
After all the sins I have committed, after all the hearts I have pierced with my own hands?
I beg you, do not spare me, I plead to you, because I do not deserve forgiveness
Yet, you continue to shower me with your blessings.. over and over again.
You brought an angel, a heavenly angel in my life
She encircled my life with her love, respect and kindness
Her heart as big as the vast ocean, engulfed my unspeakable crimes within her soul
She gave me her love, her care and her concern ..unconditionally
She forgave me for my sins and my crimes
You gave me a second life within my angel
A life that has a part of me and a part of her
A life that is so pure as her, yet tainted with the sins of mine
Today her and our child were on the verge of breathing their last breaths
Yet, you continued to shower me with your blessings by keeping them alive.
They are embedded in my life, in my veins and in my soul.
And, I cannot live without them at all.
Dear Lord,
What should I do? I do not deserve to live and yet I cannot leave them alone in this world
Lord, I beg for redemption bowing my head in thy feet while lying on my knees
Lord, is there any chance for me? Any at all?
My head is leaning with the weight of guilt and shame
Lord, is there any chance for me? Any at all?
For salvation!
My eyes close, waiting for your response
My heart beats slow waiting for your response
My breath comes out in gasps waiting for your response
I see white lights in front of me waiting for your response
My Geet and my child seem hazy waiting for your response
Lord, is there any chance for me? Any at all?
For salvation!
Edited by Water. - 14 years ago
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