FF: Tu Jaane Na...ch9 pg82. UPDATED!(: PMs later

I stood there crying, I was speechless & immensely hurt by his behavior.

"Tell me, I wanna know!! Speak up Khushi!! Pyaar karne lagi ho na mujhse?!" he shouted wildly.

I wanted to speak up! I wanted to tell him that I loved him, that I have always loved him! From the day I met him, from the day our eyes first met...I loved him, I loved him beyond limits.

But I didn't confess. He wouldn't understand...he would think I did all this to get to him. I had no reason to confess my love for him. He wouldn't understand my feelings.

"Jalti thi na tum Lavanya se???" he grabbed my arm & banged me against his hard chest. "Bolo Khushi! Spit it out!!"

More tears fell out of my now closed eyes.

"You were jealous of her! You wanted to put her down in Nani's eyes! I'm right, aren't I Khushi?!! You did all this to get ME!"

"Arnav.." I tried to speak through my sobs. "You're...hurting...my..arm.."

He pushed my arm away letting go of me in frustration & backed away.

"Why won't you tell me Khushi?!? Pyaar karti ho mujhse? Huh??? TELL ME!"

I backed away with my hand covering my mouth. I didn't want this to happen. He was wrong! Yes, it was true I loved him' but I didn't do this to take Lavanya away from him'he had a huge misunderstanding! I wanted to explain it to him, I wanted him to understand me, trust me, believe me...but I knew he wouldn't. He just wouldn't.

I turned & ran away from him...into the rain, into the dangerous streets of New York City. I ran as fast as my legs would allow me to. I didn't know where I was going, but right now I couldn't care less. I wanted to get away from HIM! I wanted to never see him again!

k here it is!😃 i hope u like it😊

P.S: For those of you who read my other FF Kabhi Kabhi, don't worry I'll continue on that one too😃