So school is over, and I was totally bored, a new concept came to my mind, therefore i wrote an OS about it. Hope you all like it <3
Dear Ridhima,
I didn't realize how high school just flew by. Freshmen year was amazing with you. Your jokes, your laugh, your corniness, it just became a habit for me. I was so used to your contagious laugh, it rang in my head everytime. I miss our daily conversations before class started, I miss having you in my class, and mainly I just miss you. I'm sorry for everything I caused you, it just didn't work out at that time. We were young, and didn't know where life would take us. I regret everything I've caused you, and for leaving you. Trust me, it wasn't you… it was me. I cheated, and I lied. You gave me everything, and for the past two years I've lived in grief. I didn't have the courage to come back to you, to ask you for another chance. I survived seeing your face hiding behind trees, bushes, and walls. And now that I wont see you anymore, it's time to release my true feelings. I have loved you ever since freshmen year. I still love you, and continue to love you.
Have a great time in Law school, and I pray for you to have an amazing future. Thank you for all those cherishable memories.
I love you,
Armaan Malik
"Muskaan" she said, as tears were falling like heavy rain from her eyes. "Ridhzi? What happened?" Muskaan said worriedly, egulfing Ridhima into a hug. "He lied to me so many times… and now he tells me the truth… I… I didn't know what I did….What I did to him, to us…?" she sobbed, crying on Muskaan's shoulder.
"Girl tell me what happened clearly. I seriously don't get you." Ridhima handed Muskaan her yearbook. Muskaan's eyes widened as she read this. "Wow! Now? He tells you everything now?" she looked at her friend clearing up her tears, as fresh new ones started forming. "Get over him girl… he's not worth the tears."
"I know, I just can't stop wondering why he would tell me these things now… When he had two years to tell me… And why he would blame me for us breaking us, when he cheated… and what made him realize that he loved me… how does that even add up?" Ridhima asked herself. "Ridhz, some guys are such jerks… they just want to play with girls emotions like this… I doubt he loves you, I mean look at him now, still a player… and if he cheated on you, he is definitely not worth it." Ridhima nodded, Muskaan was right. "But… I still want to ask him, what was the point of writing all this, especially when he clearly knows its just too late…"
She stood up with her yearbook pressed to her chest. "Ridhz no… don't, you're going to be the one to get hurt… I don't get why you're obsessing over this letter? You are over him right?" Muskaan asked Ridhima. Everytime Ridhima thought about Armaan, her heart sunk. It sunk deep, just like as the titanic did. She was deeply in love with him, everything just changed really fast, breaking them apart. "No" she replied, as she walked out.
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It was nice knowing you, College wouldn't be the same with out you. Good luck in Grad school, or NFL football.
Ridhima
Knowing Ridhima, it's weird seeing such little words. She talks a lot, he remembers everything about her. Tracing his fingers along her picture, he remininced the moments he had with Ridhima.
Flashback:
"huwww" she gasped as she was pulled back on to a person's chest. "Hello baby" he said kissing her cheek from behind. "Armaan… you scared me like hell…" she said while hugging him. "I missed you" Armaan kissed her. "I missed you too" she kissed him back. They both walked holding hand in hand. "I'm going to go and talk to some of my boys… I'll see you later, kay". "Kay" he kissed her goodbye.
"Wassup guys?" Armaan saw his first smirking at him. "What?" he looked at them weirdly. "Nothing, so Ridhima Gupta and you… how long has it been?" they asked winking at him. "Almost 8 months… She is amazing…I mean I feel like ditching you guys and being with her right now… I think I…"
"Bro, don't say you think you love her…reality is that you love having sex with her…" Armaan's eyes widened as they said that. "What? No we never had sex…I really do think I love her… I can't imagine being with another girl…"
"Dude you are on crack…you haven't had sex in a long time… I think it's time for you and Ridhima to break up… you're a football player… In order to gain fans you must become a player for real…girls love players, and having a great female based fans make you more successful…" Armaan still didn't get what his friends were talking about.
"I was a player before… then I met Ridhima… she changed me, and I feel much better…" his friends nodded their heads. "No man… Ridhima changed you for the worse… you're charming and even I can say that you are extremely handsome… no homo… but you're sticking to one girl… not good for your fans… you are supossed to keeep a reputation that will help you… and being single is the best thing… falling in love isn't for football players…"
Thinking about what his friends said, they did have a point. Ever since he started going out with Ridhima, he attracted less girls. Ridhima was extremely smart, and she has a bright future in a law firm, but all he had was football. If his football career went down, he has nothing.
That night Armaan went to his friend's party. "Come on in buddy… look there are 5 guys… and 3 chicks who are totally dtf… let's see who gets a girl…" his friend was drunk. Eventually Armaan got tipsy, and one girl coulne't help but feel Armaan up. She was grinding on him, touching him everywhere. Armaan didn't touch her, until his last drink. That last drink made him loose his concious, he didn't know what he was doing.
All he remembers was kissing a girl everywhere, being seduced, and penetrating her. He officially cheated on Ridhima. Waking up next to the unknown girl was a surprise to him, and he felt like crap. Checking his phone, Armaan saw 10 missed calls from Ridhima. He didn't call her back, he couldn't face her now.
Walking down the stairs, he saw his friends smiling at him. "Had fun after many months?" is friend winked. "I feel disgusting…. I just cheated on the best girl in the world…" Armaan felt ashamed, what has gotten over him. "I think I'm going to tell her…"
"NO, you can't tell her you cheated on her… that would ruin your reputation… everybody loves a single player, but no one likes a cheater Armaan… either you break up with her because she couldn't satisfy you… or you tell her, and she'll dump you anyways… and along with her, you'll loose your career… it's your choice…." Armaan didn't know what to do.
"Armaan are you okay baby? I called you, but you never picked up… what's wrong?" she saw the gloomy look on Armaan's face. "Come here… we need to talk…" Armaan sat Ridhima down next to him on the bench. "Last night I was thinking about us… Ridhima, I don't think this is working out… I just can't be pleased… I wanna have sex, but you said no…. I respect that, but I like having sex…We need to break up…" Ridhima's eyes widened as she heard this. He wasn't the man she thought he was.
Ridhima knew about his player reputation, but she still fell for him, hoping he'd change. When he did change, she said yes to him. Never in her head did she think he was doing all this for sex, he wasn't worth her. "You are disgusting…" she left him all alone on the bench. Those were the last words he ever told her, and it was all over.
Flashback ends:
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"You are such a jerk… For the past two years, I felt as if it was my fault you broke up with me… but you, you are disgusting… you cheated on me… I hate you…" she pushed him away. "Don't say that… I hate me, but I never want you to hate me… I love you baby" he held her in his arms. "No, I don't need you anymore…I am over you…" she tried breaking out of his grasp. "If you were over me you wouldn't cry over what I wrote… and you wouldn't have come and see me… look at me… I promise, never again… just one more chance please…" he begged her.
"Please…. I tried forgetting you, but I couldn't…" he held her hand. "Never say you tried forgetting me please… I don't want you to forget me Armaan… I love you…" she embraced him tightly, as he held her even tighter, never letting her go. "I was stupid, and I was a fool… I'm never listening to those guys again… I was want you in my life… everything goes right when you're around…" he said kissing her forehead. "If you ever think of another woman ever…."
"I wont…. I only think about you… I plomish" he pouted as she smiled. "I love you SOOO much" he kissed her lips. "Mmm I miss your kisses" he kissed her again.
The couple walked, hand in hand once again.
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