great updates Reet!..I am preparing for exams so finding very little time for IF but I will update my review as soon as I can!..loveā¤ļø edit add:
Part 28-awš..Maan was so hurt seeing Geet in pain when she expressed her true feelings of despair and hurt she went through all the months when they were apart...
" how would she know her every words were stabbing him ...how her pain was hurting him more than herself..."..
Geet's restlessness and confusion over why Maan did all this to her was very well written" He wasn't masked anymore ...but hardly she could actually see him ..."..
the best part of the update was truly this part:-
"love and pain shares an unique relationship ...love brings expectation ...a lot of expectation ...and the eagerness unfed hope brings pain ...
geet lost in her turmoil of heart had almost forgotten..that she actually owed nothing from her kidnapper ...she knew he was there always by her ...but she was not realizing the significance ...that how he cared for her ...how he always kept her within the shell of his protection ..he did never let her fall ... and most over she never let her self esteem fall and let him know what he meant to her ..in words ... she did never ...
as love brings insecurity ...maan was always ...he knew she was different ...she cared for him ...she felt for him ...but it was impossible for him to judge the actual depth of the feelings when she never given him the scope ...
maan and geet ...both were right in there position ...insecurity was there ...but maan was ahead of geet ...as geet was mere seeing the situations ...not realizing the implications of those ...
if she asked herself ...that why maan took care of her ...why he always kept his men behind her to protect her ...how he came and made her birthday special ... she would have somehow understood his intention ...she had taken all the things for granted...like he was meant to protect her ... she wasn't ready to analyze the situation and think from maan's perspective ... when all the time maan was thinking about her ..for her ... even from her perspective ...
moreover ...maan occupational secrets confused her more...she tried to keep faith on him ..but failed..in the constant battle of her heart and brain ...as they say ...love is the most potent cause of anxiety and insecurity and also the most difficult to face ... "
brilliantly explained Reet!..Geet was just thinking about her side and not even once tried to reason behind Maan's actions!..only if she would have thought about how she was always being protected,how she always found someone for help when she was in trouble,why he was bothered when she didn't eat,why he came to sooth her when she was upset and angry,why he was so bothered whether she took Shaleen's case or not!!..if she has given it a thought,than she would not be anymore confused over Maan's true intentions,at least she won't think that he wanted to see her suffer or that he played with her emotions!..but than again she was not completely wrong at her place as she was dying to just have one glimpse of him and he had given her his final verdict of ending their relation without even asking her what she wanted..I know he did it all for her good but still!!
Loved Maan's apology and how he for the first time was explaining things to her and was actually talkingš..loved how even during such an important convo Geet couldn't help but bring the semi-naked girls topic inš..jealousy..awš³'.also loved how Maan clearly told her that he answers none but his conscience but was still answering her!..āļø
It was great to read how they were arguing and how Maan said in clear words how he always was aware of her state while she never even bothered to know if he was even alive!..Geet needed to know that it was not just she who was suffering and longing for him..he too was going through the same thing!..infact he suffered even deeply than her as he faced the fear of losing her forever to Dev!..
heheš loved when Geet's lie was caught when she questioned him why he wasn't going to be with her in the den..the song which Maan played in the car was very nice..the car ride was very interesting and romantic..finally Geet was realizing the hidden words of Maan through the song and was thinking about his past actions which only showed his love for her!..I simply adored their unsaid emotions which were now being understood and were being conveyed through their eyes..BEAUTIFUL!..everything was going great until Geet again started her broken record about semi-naked girlsš and obviously when the engagement ring came in view!..Insecurities again overshadowed other emotions and they ended up fighting!..overall a very nicely shaped part which focused basically on their insecurities..again well donešššand reading the precap I had butterflies in my stomach!..š³
Part 29-well starting from Geet leaving with Adi..ok...I am irritated with Adi..first he came to conclusions without full knowledge..he needs serious lessons in investigationš..first listen to full thing and then judge!..but I forgave him because otherwise Chief will never accept his feelings and his need of Geet in his life..and his stupidity lead to Geet-Maan meeting on Geet's birthday and eased Geet's misery to a lot of extent and we got Maaneet scenes..so ya ..he was forgiven..But he is again reaching to conclusions and not even asking Geet anything and is behaving rude..only chief has that right..not him!..he is just too loyal to his chief and is bothered about his pain but should atleast check that at what equation chief is with Geet now!!..good that Geet talked to her Darjee but I am still worried about this Dev thing..wonder how will Geet explain Darjee about this engagement thing and how will he take it as he really likes Dev!..but ya we will have to wait and watch!..Geet was really stupid to miss so many of Dev's hints..argh..but as you explained
"But somehow deep inside I wanted to avoid further problems as it was enough in my complicated life ...my escapist mind conducted me ..."
her poor soul was fighting for peace of mind and heart so cannot blame her also!..
First Aadi and then Sunaina!š”..and Geet missing Maanš..poor her..loved this line"Love is a malignant cancer ...!"but she should understand now that no matter what Chief will come back to her!..he will never let her suffer and moreover he himself can't stay without her in his life!..
I however don't agree with this line of hers "Always this gap ...the lack of communication had been a trouble for us..."..
gap of communication was never a trouble for them..their relation was beyond any communication..though at times they felt insecured but their love was never depended on communication..what they felt for each-other can never be expressed in words ever!..
I was happy that Geet told Adi offš..he was behaving just too much idiotic!,,Maan invited trouble for himself by saying all that on phone without even knowing who was on the other end!..And I am too much in awe with the character of chief..the way he carries his every avatar with perfection is just commendable!š..Guru can surely take anyone's breath away..loved that Maan realized without any explaination that Geet is only his(thats why I say lack of communication is never their problem)..loved when he said
"Oh geet ,...! u r crazy ! Don't you know I m yours ...forever ...!!"you have so brilliantly craved this character that its like the more I read about him ,the more I fall for himš³..and the way you potrayed the scene where he was singing and the entire environment around him in the pub was so so well written that again I felt like I was there witnessing it and not reading it..fabulousš..and Maan going to Geet-..hayye I was so waiting for this...and Chief being teased by Adiš¤£..I never thought Chief could be ever teased like thatš..pyaar kya kya nahi karwata aur kaise kaise din dikhata haiš..another lovely line
"Maan sigh khurana didn't need anyone to know that his geet hadn't have a meal after he bashed her ... He didn't need anyone to inform him she has cried all night ...!"
loved the Maaneet scenes afterwords..loved Maan feeding his Geet (he is so naughty and knows exactly what to do to make Geet give upš)and Geet feeding him Rajma Chawalš..than their cute nok-jhok and romance was so adorableš³..Geet cannot just stop thinking about those hippie girls of Goa..š..I dont blame her..if you have a lover who is as hot as Maan,then you can't help but feel insecureš..Maan and Geet teasing each-other was very cute esp. Geet making Maan have a taste of his own medicine was superb!..and he hug in the end was L-O-V-E-L-Y!..loved this part too!.. lots of loveā¤ļø
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