FF: New York times with Maan and Geet Thread 2 - Page 71

Maan! Please rukh jao. Mujhe chod ke mat jaao Maan. Please rukh jaao.

Maan! I love you very much and I cannot live without you. Maaaaaaaaaaannnnnn....she screamed.

Maan was gone....gone forever. ..and she was all alone. Lost, lonely and alone. Tears started pouring out of her eyes, sighing deeply and fell back on the bed. It was the same routine she went through every night'over and over again.

Originally posted by: Maneetkraze

This part was a little shocking!!! Geet has went through so much in her life. I think I would have never been able to live through it.

• She was married off to a man she didnt know at the age of 18
• She didnt get to study and get to where she wanted easily <Linked to above>
  
• Her marriage broke up with Dev

Originally posted by: 6thElement

So far we have seen...

• She was married off to a man she didnt know at the age of 18
• She didnt get to study and get to where she wanted easily <Linked to above>
  
• Her marriage broke up with Dev

Too many things...but did you realize that all this points to the one thing that she brought out yesterday...you should wait for today's conversation between Maan and geet, but my hands are itching now...so here it is.

Had she processed all that happened, she could have...the key word is could have avoided breakup with Dev...The biggest problem I see with people is that they have issues to face the fear itself...because many a time getting to it is a problem...but once you get to it...a couple of hours could do the trick...if not make you get out of it completely, once you accept it, it will teach you alternatives.
I'm not so sure given her background how she could have run away from the marriage and could have made a living out by herself...again she could have...
There is again the guilt factor that she didnt help the girl...she has punished herself too in many ways..which will come out in the upcoming conversation...
More than Maan...only she can help herself..
That is why I let Maan finish the last update with the sentence..

"She needed saving...from herself..." Perhaps I should have ended it this...Argh...i always come up with so many could have been's when I re-read the posts.

"She needed saving...from herself..by herself."

1 word for all "Serendipity"

It was meant to be, age and time to tell her the right way to make peace with in herself.

Originally posted by: Water.

😭

I loved this one Hasini'.

I might want a hug so bad'but at the same time I would say'do not talk to me'''..but what I actually mean is please talk to me'hold me or hug me'.😆

Maan'..Maan'.still anticipating rejection''..hmmmmmmmmmmm

Awwwwwwwwwww I loved the moment'.when she received the text from him and had smiled'..it was very fulfilling emotionally. I had my own AHA moment while reading that Hasini'.that really made me smile'

Maan's explanation'and Geet's relief.

Both were insecure in their own ways'..Maan assumed on what she would think of him and Geet in her own fears n insecurities'.

I can empathize with Geet '.and that letter of hers to Maan.

She was so scared or I should actually use the word ASHAMED'(cus shame is always linked with situations as such) to face him'.in person'she was ashamed of her past and herself.

She was burdened under huge amounts of self-blame, shame, guilt and fear.

She wrote the letter to him because she did not want to hide anything from him. While writing the letter she had already convinced herself to be prepared for the worst. Because in her mind n heart she blamed herself'.that she was not able to get over something which happened years ago'..maybe she even felt that she was not able to do anything to help a girl who was just like her and her life got ruined while she was watching it happening. But how can she blame herself, she was a mere 11 year old and at that time she did not even have any knowledge'.on such a subject.

I guess she always had this fear in her'which lead her to not be intimate with Dev'and now she thinks it is because of that her marriage failed'and now she is worried for the same with hers n Maan's relationship.

Ready to face your wrath over this. I commend Geet on this'.I love her for this'.for being open n honest n revealing such a past'and be willing to face the consequences..if any. I love her for the fact that trust is v. important for her'in this relationship..and she wants to make a start the right way.

I love Maan for being him. I love him for being so mature and understanding it from an emotional perspective. I love him for him being with her in the moment and not taking charge of the situation'i.e. finding a solution for it. 'cus healing will come on its own, when you are ready and when the time is right.

Originally posted by: Newdime

Why Rach?

Originally posted by: punjabi.princes

hasini, any updates today?