Fiza'a OS gallery thread 1 - Page 42

Collecting the shattered pieces of her life..she balnced her self to make her stand on her feet….she thought how can I face his family…..wht im gonna say to them …..pity on them how thy r gonna handle there son's sin…she hesitantly opened the door of her room….to see same kind of view tht she expected…his mother was crying loud n his father n sister was consoling n them self crying

Shilpa anty: kya kerdiya beta tum ny….kya kerdiya…..asay koi apni maa ko chor ker jata hai….dekha apny apni zid k nateeja(result)….hum ny ap se khaha tha us per apnay fasaly(decision) na musaalaat (impose) keray ….magar ap na many…

Ahmed( father): tumharay bety ny jo gunnha(sin) kiya hai na…us ki saaaza(resultant) us bechari bachi ko sahin parhy gi…

Shilpa anty: us k kya ….woh aj nhi tu kal apni zindagi mein agay parh hi jay gi…mera beta tu akela hogaya na….woh ap ki wajaha se hi chala gaya….hum nupur ko zindagi mein mahfoos(secure) kerday ga….ek acha sa larka dekh ker us ki shadi bhi dobara ho jay gi….per mein ny tu apna beat hamesha k lyan khoo diya…..

Nupur was standing on top floor n was listening to evry word….she rashed to her room n closed it n locket it….sliding down from the door…she sat at the floor….

Nupur: she laughed pitfully….meri zindagi tu sambhal hi jay ki…mera mustaqbal(future) sambhly( handle) gay yeah loog….meri dobara(agin) shadi keray gay….wah …wah maa wah…mjhy tu laga tha ap mjhy apni beti samhjti hain…per ap tu mjhy insaan bhi nhi samhjti…….

She sat there as statute for sum mins whn I knock on door made her cum out of her thought….

She stood up n slowly n hesitantly open the door n sneak outside …diya was standing there

Diya: bhab…she stoped in between…ab tu yeah haq bhi nhi raha…..di pls darwaza kholay….mein hoon

She left the door opened n allowed her to cum in…

Nupur: boliyay apny kiya bolna hai…k ap ny apna eklota( only) bhai khoo diya…..

Diya: asa nhi hai …ap humain galat samhj rahin hain…hum apni maa k alfaz k lyan ap se buhat shraminda( soory) hain…shayad apny betay k gunnaha(sin) k ghum mein shayd havazz(senses) khoo gay hain un k…..

Bth where in silenece as have nthing to say…diya was concerned abt her silence …wht to say

Diya: ab kya hoga

Nupur: yeah ap k bhai humain bata na bhool gay…ab kiya hoga diya….humari zindagi k her fasala tu unhony kerdiya…per yeah tu bataya hi nhi

Diya: asa na khay ….ap apnay ghar chlai jay….shayad waha sukun(peace) mil jay…yaha tu …ap k rehana buhat muskil hai….abhi kuch dair mein wasy bhi ap k ghar waly nashta lay ker atay hongay…..

Nupur: hum un ko kiya baatein gay diya….yeah k un ki beti ko tallaq hogi….aur yeah bhi nhi pata kyun…..hum kiya keray humain tu khud nhi pata…

Diya: ap himaat keray pls….warna kasay chaly ga….bhai k gunahao ki saaz khud kyun dayain…

Nupur: dekhti hoo ghar j ker …meri maa kya khati hain……

Diya: zindagi mein kahbi bhi zaroorat ho tu …ek aurat aur ek insann honay k naatay mjhy yaad rekha na pls…..mjhy se rishta n thorana pls….she said tht n sobbed a bit …nupur put her hand on her shoulder n stood up..to get ready to face her home….

Nupur: un logo k anay se pehlay hum yaha se jana chaty hain…ap kuch kersakti hain

Diya: ji bulkul hum aur adi chaltay hain ap ka sath……

Nuppur: shukria…

She moved down n meet his father ….whos head was lowered n he joined his hand in sorry

Pls pa….she smiled n her foolisheness papa she was abt to say….uncle ap kyun sharminda horahy hain…ap k kya khasur…

Father: beta ap humari beti hamesha rahy gi…

Nupur: maa…

Father: un se ap na milain tu acha hai…who apny hosh mein nhi…aur hum nhi chaty woh ap ko kuch bbhi kahain…saying so finding it hard to face her he rashed into his room…..she was about to leave whn she found the letter by him written to his mother

Ami jan,

Hum ny khaha tha hum ek asi larki k sath zindagi nhi guzar sakty jo itny porany(old) khayalat(standard) ki hoo….jo humary diyay hao kapray nhi pehan saki who humary motabik(according) zindagi kya jee ti…hum apni zindgi kis asi larki k saath jor ker zyay(waste) nhi kerna chaty jo humaray sath khadm na mila saky….

Khuda hafiz.

Nupur just looked at the letter with rage…this time it didn't hurt her but she felt as sum one spited on her face …she looked at the letter with a disgusting look…..n left the place with fast steps……

The car stoped outside her house…….n her mothers words where eching in her mind…." Ab ap k ghar woh hi hai…chahy kuch bhi jay is rishtay ko hi nibhana hai…."…

She was siting in side the car finding courage to go inside….diya looked at her with sad n painful eyes…she was so helpless…

Diya: ap kahain tu hum ap k stth chalain……

Nupur: nhi diya …yaha se yeah safar sirf humara hai..ap humain apni kismet ka khud he saman kerna hai….ap yah tak aain ap k shukria

Adi: khabi bhi ek bhai ki zroorat ho tu ….bina kis hijkijaahat (reluctances) k humain yaad kejaiy ga….apni rooh se kuch bhooj kam hojay ga

Nupur: jo kausar ap ny kiya nhi us k bhooj kyun uth tay hain….Allah hafiz…diya k khayal rekhiya ga….she said with moist eyes….khuda tumahra nasseb acha keray …saying so she rashed off the car

She runged the bell…n surprisingly her mother opened the door..see her on the door she was shocked

Zeenat: nupur ap yaha …yeah kya Holiya(dreesed up) bana rekha hai ap ny….nai dulhan asy ati hai…hum sab a tu rahy thay ap ko lyany….

Nupur: ami kya hum andar asktay hai…

She enter making her own way she walked like a dead person n thorughed her on a sofa….

Her anty n dadu came there

Dadu: nupur beta kasi hain ap…aur ap asy…yeah galat baat hai….na hath mein koi chori na galay mein koi zeevar…aur yeah kya berang(colorless) kapray pehan rekhy hain apny….humaray ghar k lariyan asay nhi rehti

Nupur: looked at him with full rage n stood up…..ap k ghar k larkiyon k saas lay ny ki ijaazat hai…

Zeenat: nupur …yeah kaun sa tareeqa(way) hai baro se baat kernay ka…tameez bhol gain hain ap

Nupur: khud ko bhi bhool gay hain…inhi ka huqum(instruction) tha na yeah…k mein apny khuda se bhi na pochon aur char jao suli( hanged up) per….tu aj meri lash(dead body) dekh ker itna afsoos kyun horaha hai…dadu janzaay(dead body) sajahy nhi jaty

Dadu: yeah kaun se zabaan mein baat ker rahin hain ap….itni manhoss batein apni shadi ke pehly din ap jasi lraki hi kerti hai

Nupur: kasi lakri hoon mein aj ap loog mjy yeah bata hi dain…kya hai wajood humara ap sab k lyan …WOH kahty hain hmary jasi choti zehan(mind) wali larki k sath woh apni zindagi nhi zaya kerna chatay aur ap k lyan hum ek nafaraman(disobedient) , batmeez lraki hain….

Zeenat: kya kaha ap ny un se ..ap lar ker aain hai kya…ya khuda …bolo nupur

Nupur: kaha ami jan..unhony tu mjhy bolny k bhi moqa nhi diya…warna kam as kam un ko yeah tu zaroor batai k mein kya hoon….

Zeenat: nupur hoa kya hai

Nupur: unhony humain tallq daydi….

Dadu: kya….kya kiya ap ny…kiya kya….zaroro apni marzi( her ways) chali ho gi is ny….aur us k baat nhi suni hogi…pehly hi raat apny ap ko manwa rahin hongi yeah….woh shohar(husband) hai mejasi khuda…(parmashwar..god)

Nupur: han woh tu woh zroor thy…khuda ban ker huamri taqdeer likh gay….aur ek baar humain n tu kasur bataya aur zindagi bhar ke taza day gay…..

Dadu: mein abhi khan shahb se baat kerta hoon….ek hi tu tallq hoi hogi ….wapas bhi tu taluq( realtion) banaya ja sakta hai….ab humin un k samany hath hi kyun na chor ny paray

IN ISLAM DIVORCE IS GIVEN 3 TIMES….IF FIRST TIME ITS GIVEN THE HUSBAND CAN GET BACK TO WIFE WITHIN 3 MTHS BUT WITH WIFES WILL…ELSE THEY WILL BE DECLARED DIVORCE….THIS DONE AS A WAY IF SUM ONE FEEL SORRY FO HIS MISTAKE AS IN ISLAM…ONCE U MARRY SUM1 N GET DIVORCE U CANT RE-MARRY HER…MARRIGE IS NO GAME

Nupur: dadu kahbi tu yeah man lyan k mera koi kasur nhi ….aur haan taslee k lyan un k walid(father) se bhi baat kerlyan…..woh tu apn ghar bhi chor chukay hai

Zeenat droped her self on the sofe: kya naseeb lay ker aai hain ap….shadi k din hi tallaq….aj tu valima hai aur hum sab se kya kahy gay..ya Allah yeah azmish( exam) kyun…..

Nupur just watch them standing in a side…dadu makng all ways to talk to his father to trace him n locate him n ask to take his decion back again nt even thinking once wht nupur want s…n zeenat crying for her n family respect ….she moved to her room n sat on the bed..

Nupur: kya wajood hai mera…..ghr walo ny chaha mein kis ki hojao mein hogi….us ny mjhy khud k laiq na smahja chor diya…mein barbad hogai…..aur ab..meray apny mjhy se dobara jan chorana chatay hain…wah allah kya naseeb diya hai mjhy…per ab kya kero mein mjhy koi tu sahara day …..

(wht is mu idientiy …my family wants me to get married I did…he didn't consider me worthy of him…he lefted…now agin my family want to get rid of me….ya allah pls help me)

After seems like hours of her lost deep thought….she looked at her pc n switched it on….checking her email she found sumthing with wch she closed her eyes n made her self firm

Ya Allah ab ap hi humari himat, sahra , ghar aur duniya hoo….hum jo fasal lay rahy hain us mein humari madat kerna…..

She took the phone left on her side table….

Nupur: diya kya hum ap se ek iltija(REQUEST) ker saktya hai

Diya: humain acha lagay ga agar hum ap k kam asaky

Nupur: diya hum dubai jana chatin hai….hum waha ke eduction city k ek colloge mein child pschlogy ke teacher k job offer hoi hai….kya ap adi bhaiya se kahy gi humary jany k baNdobast( ARRAGNEMENT) kerdain….hum ap ko apna credit card no. dain rahin hain..pls humara passport kis se kah ker lay jay

Diya; tumahry pass yeah sab

Nupur: ji…american university k fees dayna aur admission k lyan yeah sab banwaya tha…socha nhi tha islyan kam aay ga…..

Diya: ticket aur baki itnazzam( arrangemtns) tu hojay gay…..per tumahri alimony ke raq..aue yeah kadam kyun nupur

Nupur: diya ….humain ab apnay wajood k sath rehan hai….hum janty hain yeah khadam buhat bara hai…per ab hum yahi keray gay…pls…ab humain rokhny ki na hi humary gahr walo ko batany ki khoshish na kerna pls..hum ny ap per bahroosa kiya hai( trust)

Diya: shukria buhat buhat k ap ny hum per bahrosa kiya…per ap apni kahriyat(where abouts) se humain aaagah(inform) kerti rahin gi…vada

Nupur: vaada…..

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A week later

Nupur: ap mein se kisi ko bhi humary mustakbil(future) k baray mein sochny ki zaroorat nhi….yeah haq hum ab se wapas laytay hai

Dadu: yeah la

Nupur: bs dadu…hum ap ki buaht izzat kertay hain…magar is k yeah har kiz matlab nhi k ap jasay chahein humari zindagi k fasaly kerain…..hum is shair se ja rahin hain…apny wajood k talash mein…aur ap mein se kisi se bhi yeah pooch nhi rahy bata rahin hai…aglay 2 gahtay mein humair rawangi hai….

( I repect u aloot but I doent mean u have every right to ruined mu life now its abt my identity tht I 'll find by my own way..im nt asking any1 just telling u all….my flight is within two hrs)

Zeenat: ap yeah kya ker rahin hain…asa na kerain…agay kya hoga

Nupue: aagy kya ami…..shadi….woh ab humari zindagi k hisa nhi….ab sirf humaray ambition humari zindagi k hisa hain

Dadu: jany do is zeenat..duniya k pata chaly ga tu char din mein wapas aay gi…phir hum nhi rekh gay apny gahr

Nupur: ab tumera janaza bhi is ghar mein nhi ay ga dadu

Zeenat: nupru…khuda k wasta asa kuch na kahien …..

Nupur: ap bs humary liyan dua kertin rahin….hum ap ko apni kahriyaat se aghaah kertay rahin gay…

Khuda hafiz

Saying so she hugged her tight….to hide her pains n fear of lonliness n new world in her…..to find sum warmth n protection inside her arms..she broke aprt as was finding herself going weak…..n left the place as adi n diya came to pick her up n see off her at airport

Diya: khuda ap ko her khushi day……ap ki hifazat keray

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At dubai airport:

Scared n nervous n proving tht she is not..holding her things tight she was going towards the exit ….whn sum one collided with her n she got disbalnce holding her self she droped her bag n passport on floor…

A man helped her picking up things n looked at her..intenly …he was figuring out the expression in her eyes ……

Ap thik hain na….lagi tu nhi

Je nhi shukriay…n she hurrly moved away to exit..

He stood there for sumthime

Kitna dard tha is ki ankhoon mein…na jany itni dari hoi kyun thi….khud us ke maadat keray

Smarat: kisi madat keray khuda….yaha ap humain laynay aay thy ya charity kerny….mr mayank ahmed khan

Mayank: bekwas na ker…..bechri akeli larki thi…itni dari hoi….bs us ki hi maadat ker raha tha…dekh kasay jarahin hain wooh…

Samrat: lagta hai nai hai

Mayank: hmm…smiple bhi ….aur tum tu yaha k logo ko jantay hoona …use kerty hain bs

Samrat: allah hai na….

Mayank: hmm…ab chalein

Samart: chalein….zindagi bahein kholay humara intezaar ker rahi hai….