Pain and RepentanceA week had passed since Nupur had rejoined Excel College as a student, she had thought that it would be a smooth sail for her but the people around her had brutally proved her wrong ... and here she sat crying on the beach at 1:00 AM over how her life was turning into a buffoonery and thinking about what went wrong ...
The ragging and the ill-treatment didn't hurt her that much than Mayank's indifferent behavior towards her ... why couldn't he understand her pain ... why couldn't he see her tears ... she was trying her best to forget the past but his behavior just reminded her of what had happened and she just suffered more ... His rationality had taken over his emotions, his logic had blindfolded him to such an extent that he could not see her tears, her suffering, her pain ... She knew he loved her but in the process of making a bright future for her he just ignored her present sufferings ....
Main tainu samjhawan ki,
Na tere baju lagda jee ..
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera,
Main karaan intezaar tera ..
Tu dil tu hi jaan meri ..
Mayank was going insane in search of her, Samrat and Gunjan were too searching her everywhere ... he called Samrat to know if they found her ...
Mayank - Samrat! Nupur ka kuch pata chala?
Samrat - Nahi Mayank, par tum chinta mat karo ... hum Nupur ko dhundh nikaalenge ...
Gunjan - Di kahaan chali gayi? Agar wo kisi musibat mein huyi to?
Samrat - Chashmish, aisa kuch nahi hoga ...
Mayank - Main tumse baad mein baat karta hun, agar kuch pata chale, to turant mujhe phone karna ....
Samrat - Hmm ...
Mayank - Nupur, tum kahaan chali gayi, please mere paas waapas aa jaao ... main tumhaare bina nahi jee sakta ...
Main tainu samjhawan ki,
Na tere baju lagda jee ..
Tears rolled down her eyes as she remembered how Mayank didn't react when she slipped and her foot cramped ... her moans didn't affect him ... he just stayed indifferent so that people don't doubt their relationship and thus there is no trouble created for her but why he didn't understand that her biggest trouble was his attitude which reminded her of how Dhruv had twisted her leg and the pain which her leg suffered became negligible in comparison to what her heart was suffering ... He told her to hide the reality of their relationship but this all reminded her of what Dhruv did to her and all the torture just came in front of her and made it difficult to breathe ... Why Mayank couldn't see what she was going through ... why he had to this to her ... wasn't her life already a mess that his behavior just made it difficult for her .... he just didn't understand what she was going through ... for him it was only about her completing her studies and he just neglected all her words and only tried to motivate her to adjust in the college ... Why couldn't he get that it was not about adjusting in the college anymore, it was about her past haunting her ... she needed him and he was just leaving her alone ...
Mere dil wich reh ke mere dil da haal na jaane,
Tere baju kalyaa bay ke ronde nain numane ..
Jeena mera...haaye,
Marna mera naal tere see ..
Mayank remembered their morning conversation and he cursed himself for his attitude towards her, how could he forget what she had suffered all these years ... how could he just ignore her ...
She was tying bandage to her cramped foot and he came to help her ...
Nupur (smiling) - Mr. Sharma, iski koi zarurat nahi hai ... 3 saalon mein mujhe in sab ki aadat ho gayi hai ... haan fark bas itna hai ki pehle jo dard deta tha usse main nafrat karti thi aur ab jo dard de rahe hain, unse main pyaar karti hun ...
And limping she walked away ...Mayank - Nupur! Mujhse bahut badi galti ho gayi ... main kyun tumhaare dard ko samajh nahi paaya .. main tumse bahut pyaar karta hun Nupur ...
Tu kar aitbaar mera,
Main karaan intezaar tera ..
Tu dil tu hi jaan meri,
Main tainu samjhawan ki,
Na tere baju lagda jee ..
Mayank had tried to resolve everything in the afternoon but what he did made him realise his mistake ....
The class ended and all the students left, Nupur was the last one to move out of the class when he held her wrist but she immediately pulled her hand out of his hold ...
Nupur - Sir, main aapki student hun aur aap mere professor ... aapko koi hak nahi hai mera haath pakadne ka ...
And she walked out of the class, Mayank could not understand what was happening and followed her ... In the locker room, he pulled her from her shoulders ...
Mayank - Nupur tumhe ho kya gaya hai, kyun aisa kar rahi ho?
She pushed him ...
Nupur - Mujhe kya ho gaya hai, tumhe kya ho gaya hai? Kyun tumhe mera dard dikhaayi nahi deta .. kyun tumhe mere aansun dikhaayi nahi dete ... kya tumhe meri wajah se sharm aati hai ... jab main dard se karhati hun to tum bas khade rehte ho ... tum jaante bhi ho ki mujh par kya beet rahi hai .. 3 raaton se main soyi nahi hun kyunki wo dard jo maine 3 saalon tak saha tha wo phir se mehsoos kar rahi hun aur iski wajah sirf tum ho!! (and she started crying) Tum jaante ho ek patni ko kaisa lagta hai jab uska pati usse ye kahe ki humaare rishte ke baare mein kisi ko mat bataana ... meri pehchaan tumse judi hai aur tum keh rahe ho ki main apni pehchaan chupaaun .. 3 saalon se yahi karti aayi hun aur mujh mein himmat nahi hai ... tumhe samajh kyun nahi aata ki tum mujhse mera wajoot chhin rahe ho ... Ab mujhe lagne laga hai ki na tum humaare rishte ki izzat karte ho aur na hi meri .. all you care is about your damn reputation!! Mujhe please akela chod do ... mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karni ...
And she ran away, Mayank was stumped ... realisation dawned upon him, his behavior had hurt her so much ... she was in pain, she was suffering and it was all because of him ... he reminded her of that Dhruv, what could be more painful for her .. he had given her so much of pain .. why couldn't he see her tears, the pain she was going through ... instead of consoling and trying to erase the sufferings of the three years he gave her more pain to cry upon, he had to bring back that smile ... but before he could stop her, Principal Saxena called him for an urgent meeting ....
Sunjiyaan sunjiyaan dil di galiyaan,
Sunjiyaan meriyaan baawan ..
Aaja teriyaan khushbuaan noo,
Labdiyaa meriyaan saanvaa ..
Tere binaa..hayye,
Kiven karaan door udaasi ..Mayank moved towards the place he thought where Nupur would be ...
She was still crying over her miserable life ...
Nupur - Mayank, tumhe kya ho gaya hai ... kyun mujhe itna dard de rahe ho? Main tumse bahut pyaar karti hun ... kya sab pehle jaisa nahi ho sakta ... kya tum ab mujhse pyaar nahi karte ... mujhe mera Mayank lauta do ... wo sadu tha par meri aankhon mein aansun nahi aane deta tha ... mere bina bole hi wo mere dil ki baat samajh jaata tha par ye Mayank mujhse pyaar se baat karta hai par use meri aankhon ke aansun dikhaayi nahi padte ... use mera dard samajh nahi aata ... mere Mayank ke saath mujhe kabhi darr nahi lagta tha, wo mujhse bahut pyaar karta tha, wo mujhe dard mein nahi dekh paata tha par is Mayank ko mere dard ka ehsaas hi nahi hai ... Mayank mujhe bahut dar lag raha hai, tum mere saath kyun nahi ho ... kya tum mere dil ki baat nahi samajh sakte ... please Mayank, main thak gayi hun ... mujh mein ladne ki taakat nahi bachi ... laut aao Mayank ...
Dil bekaraar mera,
Main karaan intezaar tera ..
Tu dil tu hi jaan meri,
Main tainu samjhawan ki,
Na tere baju lagda jee ..
Mayank saw her sitting near the shore and crying .. her every word pierced his heart and he repented everything which he did to her but now was the time to ease her pain and apologize to her for all the tears that she had cried ... he called Samrat and informed him that he had found Nupur ....
Mayank - Nupur, tumhara Mayank laut aaya hai ... thodi si der ho gayi ... kya ek baar tum use dekhogi bhi nahi ...
Nupur immediately turned around to see Mayank standing with tears in his eyes ... the tears in her eyes rolled down ... he fell on his knees in front of her and joined his hands and started crying ...
Mayank - Nupur mujhe maaf kar do, main jaanta hun maine tumhe bahut dukhaaya hai ... par main tumhe kabhi bhi dard nahi dena chaahta tha par main tumhe samajh hi nahi paaya ... tumhaare dil mein kya hai ye jaanne ki koshish tak nahi ki .... please mujhe maaf kar do ... mujhe chod ke mat jaao, main mar jaaunga ... main jaanata hun, meri wajah se tumhe kya sehna pada but trust me main kabhi tumhara dil nahi dukhana chaahta tha ... main tumse bahut pyaar karta hun ... main jaanta hun ki maine tumhaare saath galat kiya par please, please mujhe itni badi saza mat do Nupur ... I am sorry ... meri tarksangat dimaag ki wajah se main tumhaare jazbaaton ko nahi samajh paaya .. main tumhe kaise yakin dilaaun ki main tumse bahut pyaar karta hun ... I promise ki darr ko tumhaare aas paas bhi nahi aane dunga ...
Main tainu samjhawan ki,
Na tere baju lagda jee ..
Tu ki jaane pyaar mera,
Main karaan intezaar tera ..
Tu dil tu hi jaan meri ..
Nupur sat on her knees and held his hands and fresh tears started coming out of her eyes ... Mayank slowly wiped all her tears and gently kissed her forehead .. she immediately hid herself in his arms ...
Nupur - Waada karo, phir kabhi itna nahi rulaaoge ... I love you Mayank ....
Mayank - Promise ... I love you too ...
They touched their foreheads and cried some more ...
Nupur - I am sorry, maine bahut pareshaan kiya na ...
Mayank - Nahi, bilkul nahi ... par dekho Nupur, agli baar agar tumhaara dil dukhaaya na, to mujhe maarna, mujhpe chillaana ... mujhse baat mat karna par kuch bhi ho jaaye, mujhe is tarah chhod ke mat jaana ...
Nupur - Promise ...
Mayank - Apni aankhein band karo ...
Nupur - Kyun?
Mayank - Kyunki main keh raha hun ... please ...
She shut her eyes and Mayank pulled out vermilion and put it on her forehead and tied her mangalsutra around her neck ... She opened her eyes and the happiness was visible in them ...
Mayank - Ab meri Nupur lag rahi ho ... kal se college mein aisi hi aana ... kal main sabko bataaunga ki ye pyaari si ladki meri patni hai ... aur iska faayda mujhe hi hoga ... koi tumhaare saath flirt nahi karega ... aur tumhe tang karne ki himmat bhi nahi karega ...
Both laughed and Nupur hugged Mayank and he thanked her in his mind for not leaving him alone while she thanked him in her mind for returning her Mayank to her ....
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