SR FF ~Tum Mile~(PART 26 p144) - Page 42

Originally posted by: Maha_Sid-dewani

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PART 11

Sid was gettin ready for tamana's first surgery. First he was calm but with the time approachin he started getting tensed. Rememberin all his moments with tamana…her voice…her laugh start echoing around…he felt his knees weak n holds the table for support…he closes his eyes to erase all those images but it didn't helped….dr kirti saw him like this n gets worried

Kirti: dr siddhant?.........dr siddhant ? (sid opens his eyes n looks at her) aap…theek tho hai?

Sid: main……im sorry dr kirti…main yeh nahin kar paounga…main andaar nahin jaa sakta im sorry…

Kirti: dr siddhant don't worry…hum teen doctors kafi hain…aap apna dhyaan rakhiye bohut weak lag rahe hain…(ridz also came n saw that sid was weired)

Ridz: hello dr kirti (she just nodded)

Kirti: lets go dr riddhima

Ridz: jee…sid tum…(dr kirti cuts her)

Kirti: dr riddhima…(ridz looks at her n dr kirti nodded in a no to make her understand n she looks back at sid who was still tensed with his frown eyesbrows)

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All sid's friends were there with him in waitin room to support him…he knew that n he was touched by their support…but right now all he was thinking about was tamana n the end of the surgery…he was turning around the room anxious……finaly after 2 hours of torture for sid the door opened n dr kirti n ridz came out…sid almost run to them to know hw tamana is

Sid: dr kirti tamana kaisi hai?...voh theek hai naa? (ridz n dr kirti look at each other) kya hua?

Main…main uss se mil sakta hoon?

Dr kirti: dr siddhant voh……

Sid: bataaye naa dr kirti…..riddhima tamana theek hai naa? (ridz couldn't answer his question n her eyes get moist)

Dr kirti: dr siddhant…therapy ke waqt tamana ne treatment ka bura respond diya…(sid and all the interns get shocked) tho hume sab kuch rokhna pada…ab tamana behosh hai aur uski halat bhi critical hai…im sorry to say it par agar tamana ko 3 din ke andaar hosh nahin aaya tho…voh coma mein jaa sakti hai…

Ridz closed her eyes n sid became a statue hearin all this…he couldn't react or say a word…after hearin the word "coma" the world had stopped for him…he thought that it may be a bad dream….but no…it was real…coz he felt a hand on his shoulder but still did not react…all he did was removing the hand n leave that place......ridz wanted to stop him but dr kirti stopped her…

Dr kirti: jaane dijiye usse dr riddhima…iss waqt unhe akela chorna theek hoga…

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Sid was drivin his car but didn't knew where he was goin…all he knew was that he needed to go far away from sanjeevaani so he will escape from all those things dr kirti told him……but he knew it was useless…he cant run away from the truth and will have to face it…he suddenly stops his car n when he gets out he find himself at his favourite place…the beach…here he can clear his mind n find a solution…he goes near the sea n sits on a rock thinking about tamana…why it had to happen to her…he did not had the courage to step inside the operatin theatre then hw he will face himself if something happens to her…she trusted him sooo much n he couldn't do anything for her…he just closes his eyes n tears roll down his checks….

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Here in sanjeevaani everyone was worried for sid n his whereabout…they were still in the waitin room waitin for the past 2 hours for sid to come back…they didn't knew where to go ridz even tried to call him but in vain…

Ridz: pata nahin sid kahan hoga…atul shayad hume usse dhoondna chahiye…

Aj: par ridzi iss waqt hum usse kahan dhoondne jaayenge?...hum jante bhi nahin voh kahan ho sakta hai…

Yuvi: sid jahan bhi ho…im sure voh wapis yahin aayega tamana se milne

Sue: yuvi is right…bro jab pareshan hota hai tho akela rehta hai…lekin voh wapis yahin aayega

Aj: guys tum log ek kam karo…ghar jao main aur ridzi yahin sid ka wait karte hain

Jp: nahin atul bhaya…hum ghar kaise jaa sakte hain…humre sid bhaya pata nahin kaha hai tho jab tak usse sahi salamaat dekhenge nahin ghar jaane ka sawaal hi nahin uth tha…

Aj: jp don't worry sid ko kuch nahin hoga…tum log ghar jao varna kal kam nahin kar paoge (they finaly agreed n as they were about to leave they saw sid comin n get relieved)

Sue: bro!...ur fine naa?...tum the kahan? (sid didn't respond)

Jp: sid bhaya hum sab ko chinta ho rahi thi…..aap hosla rakhiye sab theek hoga…(sid gets annoyed but controlled his anger)

Ridz: sid tumhe khud ko samhalna hoga…hum tamana ko kuch hone nahin denge (this was it…sid had enough of all their support n lies so before she could continu he he closed his eyes interuped her in anger)

Sid: bas!......(lookin up at her) band karo yeh jooth riddhima…aur tum sab bhi…aur kitna jooth bologe?...tamana kitni theek hai dr kirti ne saaf saaf bataaya…tho phir yeh hosla…samhalna…yeh sab jooth band karo! (all of them get shock by sid's behaviour) tum (talking to ridz) tum tho humesha kehti thi naa ki sab theek hoga…tamana theek ho jaayegi…tho yeh sab?

Ridz: sid main…

Sid: nahin riddhima…ab aur nahin…tumne bhi mujhse jooth bola…tum sab ne…aur tumhare baaton mein aa kar maine bhi tamana ko joothi umeed di (his eyes get moist) kitna bharosa karti thi voh mujh par aur maine…

Jp: sid bhaya aap tho…

Sid: bas jp!...aur kuch nahin sun na mujhe…aur tum log yahan kya kar rahe ho?...chale jao yahan se…akele chodo mujhe aur tamana ko…ya phir iss halat mein bhi usse joothi umeed deni hai…

He gave them a last angry look n entered the the ICU room where tamana was uncouncious. He sits on the chair besides her bed n holds her hand…he couldn't see her like that with all those machines tryin to keep her alive…he carresed her hair n kissed her hand…

Sid: im sorry tamana…plzzz aankhein kholo…meri ek galti ke liye mujhe itni badi saza mat do…sirf ek baar…ek baar aankhein kholo and I promise…I promise main tumhe phir kabhi akeli nahin chodunga…(he felt a hand on his shoulder n when he looks up he finds ridz…he wipes his tears n stands up angrily) tum yahan kya kar rahi ho?

Ridz: sid…main…tum theek ho naa?

Sid: theek?...riddhima tamana ki halat dekho ek baar…main theek kaise ho sakta hoon?...ek choti bachi mere waje se maut se lad rahi hai tho main theek kaise hounga?

Ridz: sid…iss mein tumhari galti nahin hai

Sid: galti hai riddhima…galti hai…main hi bewakoof tha jo tum sab ki baaton mein aa gaaya…aur uss se bhi badi bewakoofi ki jo yeh joothi umeed tamana ko diya

Ridz: lekin sid tum…

Sid: plzz riddhima…main tumhare aage haath jhorta hoon (foldin his hands) ab iss se pehle ki mere mooh se ek galat baat nikle…plzz…mujhe akela chodo (tryin to control his anger he turns his back to her n again feels a hand on his shoulder which make him lose it) Riddhima maine kaha naa mujhe…(when he turns back to his surprise it wasn't ridz but atul)…Atul..?

Aj: kya hua sid tum rukh kyun gaaye?...tum mujh pe chila kyun nahin rahe ho?...jis tarah tumne apne doston pe chilaaya…aur ridzi se itna kuch kaha ki voh roote hue bhaag gaayi yahan se…aur ab mujh pe kyun nahin chila rahe ho?

Sid: atul plzz…iss waqt mujhe akela chodo…aur vaise bhi tumne kaun sa jooth bola hai mujhse…

Aj: sahi kaha tumne…maine koi jooth nahin kaha hai…lekin voh log bhi jooth nahin bol rahe the…tamana ka body treatment ko reject karega yeh kisi ko nahin pata tha…subah se bina kuch khaaye bina kuch peeye tumhare saare dost yahan tumhara saath dene aaye…aur badle mein tumne unse itna kuch kaha…Jp itna daar gaaya tha ki kahin tumhe kuch ho naa jaaye aur ridzi…ridzi tho yeh soch rahi hai ki jo kuch bhi tamana ke saath hua hai sab uski galati hai…(sid feels guilty realizin what atul said was true n hw harsh he was…atul comes close to him n puts his hand on his shoulder) sid hum sab chahte hain ke tamana theek ho jaaye…tumhare dost tumse bohut pyaar karte hain aur iss halat se ladne ke liye tumhe umeed dilate rahe…khud umeed karte rahe (sid looks at him with teary eyes) sid dunya umeed se chalti hai…jab tak hum umeed rakhte hain tab tak hum jeete hain…jiss din hum umeed karna chodenge tho jeena bhi chodenge…aur humare pass 3 din hai naa…and miracle does happen sid…upar wala bas ek ishaara kare tho dunya badal sakti hai…hume bas yahin dhuaa karna hai ki aane vaale teen din mein voh kuch aisa hi kare…

Sayin this atul leaves the ICU…Sid sits back at his chair holdin tamana's hand…he was feelin guilty…hw badly he behaved with his friends who always support him n it pinched his heart knowin that because of him riddhima cried…then he thought about atul's last words about miracles n he remembered what tamana told him for the last time he met her "mujhe bhagvaan pe aur tumpe poora bharosa hai BF…and I know tum dono mujhe kuch hone nahin denge…"

Sid: kitna wishwaas karti hai tamana aap par…(lookin up) main tho aap pe wishwaas karna kab ka chor chuka hoon…lekin aaj phir bhi aap se kuch maangna chahta hoon…iss choti bachi ka bharosa todye mat…khud se ziada apka wishwaas karti hai…har baat pe sirf apka naam leti hai…aaj bhi tamana ko yakeen hai ki aap usse kuch hone nahin denge…tho plzz sirf ek baar meri baat sunye aur tamana ko theek kijiye mujhe aur kuch nahin chahiye…

He stayed there the whole night talking to tamana n slowly fell asleep restin his head at the edge of her bed holdin her hand.

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The next morning yuvi naina sue jp n jiggy were in hurry to see tamana once before sid come n yell at them again…n when jp opened the door for their surprise sid was already there n saw them. They didn't knew what to do or say n get anxious as sid came toward them so jp tried to explain…

Jp: sid bhaya…hum bas…(but before he could justify their presence he found sid huggin him which confused him but still managed to hug him back)

Sid: im sorry yaar…maine tumse bohut buri tarah baat ki (n he brokes the hug)

Jp: nahin sid bhaya aap maafi kyun maang rahe hain…apka poora haq hai humse aise baat karne ka

Sid: nahin guys…jo kuch bhi maine kaha mujhe nahin kehna chahiye tha…tum logon ne mujhe humesha support ki aur maine…tum logon ko tamana ke halat ke liye blame kiya

Naina: its ok sid…agar tumhare jagah hum hote tho shayad hum bhi aisa behave karte

Sue: ya bro…hum sab jante hain ki tamana kitni important hai tumhare liye

Sid: thanks guys……heuu kya tum log mera ek kam karoge?

Yuvi: tum baat bol humse jo ho sakta hai hum karenge

Sid: dr kirti se kehna ki aaj main duties assign nahin kar paounga…main yahin tamana ke pass rehta hoon

Yuvi: fikar mat kar sid…tumhare duties hum karenge

Sid: thanks dude…

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The interns were assignin their duties n sid was with tamana hoppin that she will wake up any time but for his desapointment she didn't…she was still in her deep sleep not ready to get up yet…the ICU door's opened again n this time sid saw riddhima…she looked at him worried n hesitantly walks toward tamana's bed…sid did not utter a word he was rememberin his harsh words n feelin even more guilty…riddhima caressed tam's hair n looks at sid…she wanted to talk to him but didn't wanted to annoy him futher n decide to leave without sayin anything…and when she was about to leave sid stopped her

Sid: riddhima…(she turns back to look at him n he stood up to face her) voh…kal ke liye im really sorry…

Ridz: nahin sid…tumhe sorry kehne ki zaroorat nahin hai…tumhari jo halat hai main samajh sakti hoon

Sid: nahin riddhima…meri jo bhi halat ho…par mujhe koi haq nahin hai tumse aise baat karne ka…tumne aur baki sab ne mujhe kitna support kiya aur maine…tum logon ko blame kiya……main bohut bura hoon naa……maine tumhe bohut rula diya…

Ridz: nahin Sid…tum bure nahin ho…tum tho bas tamana se bohut pyaar karte ho aur usse aise nahin dekh sakte…(sid looks down hidin his tears) meri ek baat manoge? (he looks back at her confused) tum…bohut thaak gaaye ho todi der ke liye araam karo…main tamana ke pass rehti hoon

Sid: nahin main…main theek hoon…

Ridz: meri yeh ek baat bhi nahin maanoge?...(sid didn't wanted to leave tam alone there but for the first time ridz requested something…he looks at tam n thought that she would surely wanted him to agree so looks at ridz n nods who smiles)

Sid: theek hai…lekin main bas kapde change kar ke wapis aounga…(ridz smiles n he walks towards the door…ridz sits at his place caressin tam's hair…before goin sid looks back at ridz sayin a last thing) Riddhima…(she looks at him) thanks…(she smiles n he closes the door behind him).

awwww...this was an amazing part...very emotional...love sid n ridz bt especially sid here..he is very protective of every1 he loves a great quality....loved the sid n ridz scenes eventhough there wren't much ....bt looking forward to ur next update..plz continue soon n thanks for th epm.

Noorya🤗 awesome part again. love u.

Noorya * hugs *
Beautiful update dear
I loved dis part , it was so emotional
I had tears in my eyes while reading some parts
Loved d way everyone supported sid , also loved aj & Sid's convo. It was really touching

And yes though d crap is ending but u Plzzz continue wid ur FF dear, I love reading it....

Noorya,
superb job
but update was a bit sad 😭
hope tam get well soon so Sid will be happy
thanx 4 d pm
and update soon

-Tasheen-

nice update 👍🏼
continue soon.........

Noorya,😊