Part 2 : (Lehrein)
July 20, 2010
As she slowly walks away from the party, all she keeps on hearing is his voice saying, "zyada important nahi hai hamare liye". As she recalls the last few days, all the words that were between them and all the actions that occurred, she wonders why she can't see past the hurt caused by his words when he says that she is not important for him. " Nahi not him, the company, Geet wohh is project ki baat kar rahe the, apni nahi" Still, no matter how much she tries to console herself, its as if her life was stuck in that moment "Waise bhi mujhe kyun itna farak pad taa hai ki mein unke liye ya unke is project ke liye important nahi, babaji, main aise kyun soch rahi hoon"
Khoyi khoyi si hoon main
Kyun yeh dil ka haal hai
She, in order to take her mind off from him, starts taking a fond last look at the decorations which she had so diligently selected and put up as she passes by them on her way out. But looking at the decorations and her purpose behind them, she again gets a sad look on her face and with eyes overflowing, spills her pain and confusion to the ground. How she wished that night had not happened, how she hugged him, but then she had been so lost in her past and the devastation there that she had needed him to save her again. It seemed that it was her destiny to lose her dreams whether they were as simple as making him proud of her work.
Dhundle saari khwaab hai
Ulja har khayaal hai
Saari kaliyan murja gayi
Rang unke yaadon mein beh gaye
Saare gharronde raet ke
Lehrein aayi, lehron mein beh gayi
"Bas ab aur nahi" she hastily wipes her tears and continues walking forward. Her walk though determined, lacks her usual enthusiasm and liveliness, as if some force had suddenly and harshly taken them from her. Still so lost in her thoughts, and her worry for her future and that of her baby, she walks the street without care of the cars passing her by and the lack of shoes on her feet.
Back at the party, Daadima had joined the party, hoping to see Geet and Maan together, thinking that her advice to Geet would have had the desired effect. Upon seeing Maan enter the room with his client and Adi, she becomes confused at the lack of Geet and starts to subtly look around and inquire about her. Hearing from a waiter that he had seen ma'am leaving the venue, Daadima too decides to leave. As she is waiting for her car outside, she ponders the situation, 'zaroor Maan ne phir se ushe kuch keh diya hoga, aur wohh party chod ke chali gayi hogi' Worrying she hopes that Geet is okay and that she reaches her destination safely. Thinking that she will talk to her tomorrow at the office, she gets into her car and asks her driver to take her home.
As they are driving down the road, Daadima sees that a crowd had formed on the side of the road and tries to get a closer looks, wondering what had happened. As the crowd keeps moving, she sees a flash of red - the shade similar to what Geet was wearing and asks the driver to stop the car. "Per ma'am, hum beech raaste mein'". "Humne kaha ke gaadi rokiye" as the car stops, she hastily walks out of the car and walks toward the crowd. Under her breath we can hear faints murmurs of prayer. When she makes her way inside the crowd, she looks down to see Geet crumpled on the side walk holding a bloody foot. Hastily she calls the family doctor and asks him to come there immediately. Upon confirmation of his arrival, she crouches down near Geet and gently lays a hand on her shoulder, "Beta".
Geet hastily glances up at the owner of the hand and is relieved to see the familiar face of Savitri Devi. Looking at the tear stained face and pain filled eyes, Daadimaa touches her head, running her hand over the head in a soothing motion. "Beta bus doctor aate hi hain" At hearing the word doctor, Geet panicks and hastily grabs her hand saying, "Ma'am bas pair mein bhool se kaach chubh gaya, doctor ki koi zaroorat nahi hai, Please Ma'am mujhe Doctor nahi chahiye"
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