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-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#61

You can run away from the truth but remember it will chase you.

CHAPTER 39

Friends and family came and went, sometimes helping me with my tears, other times making me laugh. But even in my laughter there was something missing. I never seemed to be truly happy I just seemed to be passing time while I waited for something else. I was tired of just existing; I wanted to live. But what was the point in living when there was no life in it

The baby came in my life then.I had to live for it.It was my first priority.

And I won't let anything distract me.I won't hope again,because there is a limit to the pain my heart can take.I won't let myself believe in the impossible again,because it would never happen.

I had to go away from him.

Because now I had reasons to smile.Reasons to miss.Reasons to be happy and I knew I had to run.

I had to run and run very fast.

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-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#62

"When you love someone,
and you love them with all your heart
it never disappears when you're apart.
And when you love someone and you've done all you can do
you set them free,
and if that love was true..
when you love someone it will all come back to you.."

(Quote random )

CHAPTER 40

I let her leave.I let her leave without any explaination because there never was any explaination for her to be in my life in the first place.Something as beautiful as her could never happen to me .She was a dream after all.

I watch as she walks out of my cabin.I watch as she walks out of my office.I watch as she walks out of my life and I can do nothing to stop her,because what have I got to give her except my love.

It is for the best I tell myself feebly.We were not meant to be anyways.She deserves happiness,something I will never be able to give her.

I break down as she leaves, taking my heart along wIth her.And for the first time after 18 years I cry.

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-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#63

Walking in the dark I feel so near you

All alone and yet I think I hear you

Is it just a dream or just a memory

Could it be your arms that hold me tight

If the pouring rain feels like I kiss you

Could it be the tears of how I missed you

Is it just a dream or just a memory

Could it be your arms that hold me tight

You return to love tonight

You return to love tonight

Whisper that you're here my love

And walk me through the rain

You return to love tonight

You return to love tonight

Show me little tenderness

And be my love again

Walking in the dark I feel so near you

All aloneI think I hear you

Is it just a dream or just a memory

Could it be your arms that hold me tight

You return to love tonight

You return to love tonight

Whisper that you're here my love

And walk me through the rain

You return to love tonight

You return to love tonight

Show me a little tenderness

And be my love again

You return to love tonight

You return to love tonight

Show me little tenderness

And be my love again

(Song lyrics)

Do open this link for the next two posts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UgYRyjo6kA

CHAPTER 41

"Yes,and put the streamers over there also"I say.

The party hall is almost finished with the decorations.I call my new employeer,Mrs Sharma and update her with my work.

"Good, Geet I will send Naina there to check up with your work,and put the finishing touches"Mrs Sharma says kindly.

"Thank you",I say and ring off.

Mrs Sharma was a kind lady of fifty.She had given me a job as an event manager and for that I was immensly grateful.She had been the one to interveiw me and had offered me the job immediately.

I lay on my bed trying not to think of him.But trying was not always successful,was it?

Every smell, every season, every article of clothing seems to be laced with a memory of him.

That night he again haunts me in my dreams.

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--Magnificent--

@--Magnificent--

Dazzler

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Posted: 14 years ago

#64

A drunk Maan and calling out Geet .....cant stand it now ....do write more and lemme know what happens ....btw great work yaar ...too eager to know what happens next

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TheLastCarnival

@TheLastCarnival

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+ 5

Posted: 14 years ago

#65

wow...great stuff in here gal!!! Loving it!

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-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#66

like the world has collapsed
leaving only you standing
like not a moment elapsed
like you've been torn apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like a flame has burnt through
everything you believed in
like it demolished all thats true
like youve been ripped apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like for the longest year
you could only sit and dissolve
like your drowning in your tears
and you can only be torn apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like everytine you try to speak
your words come out as mush
like if you let out the slightest shreik
you'd be ripped apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like a nightmare that never ends
chasing, screaming, till your dead
like past every turn and every bend
you'll only get torn apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like your beaten and bruised
with scars that'll never heal
like you were only beig used
just to be ripped apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like it'll be raining forever
with every tear you've cried
like joy is lost in never
like you've been torn apart
thats what it feels like
with a broken heart

like the safety of your everything
was crushed to its demise
like you dont know anything
like your living in a world of lies
so you dont wanna understand
what its like to be torn apart
what is like with a broken heart

(Song lyrics)

Chapter 42 (Dadis POV)

"Your grandson is suffering from unipolar depression,but right now he has fainted due to over consumption of alcohol",The doctor informes me grimly.

This depression news does not surprise me at all.From the past three months I have seen Maan's health detoriorating.His moods had hit the all-time-lows,he had almost stopped eating,he was not even working.He just sat in his locked room all the day.

But consuming alcohol,Maan had never consumed alcohol.Maan had always been withdrawn in nature.He always had prioritised his work.But atleast he had been going through his life.

This was pathetic.His condition was pathetic.I couldn't let him waste away like this.

I look at my grandson,he is sleeping on his bed and he looks horrible.He had darkcircles around his eyes.His hair is all shabby and his face is unshaven.He has lost a lot of weight and even in his unconcious state his expression is not peaceful.

"Geet",He softly mummers in his sleep.I look down at him and wonder who Geet is.

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Tanya

@tanya_vi

Voyager

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Posted: 14 years ago

#67

Do something Ankitia dear...hate to see Maan suffering like this😭

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-Blossy-

@-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#68

However fast you run,wherever to you run and no matter how far you run, love catches up with you.

Open this link for the next two posts

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZhCT940540

CHAPTER 43

Today is my holiday and I wonder what to do and that is when the bell rings.

I open my gate and a regally dressed women enters my house.Her aristrocatic face has a grim expression and I wonder who she is.I have never seen her before but she looks very familiar.

"Geet"she adresses me.

I wonder again who she is and am about to ask her when she answers my question herself

"I am Maan's grandmother"

My breath catches in my throat at his name and I struggle to compose my expression.Now I know why she looks familiar.

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-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#69

Love is the emblem of eternity: it confounds all notion of time; effaces all memory of a beginning, all fear of an end.

CHAPTER 44

I look at the simply dressed girl and understand immediately. The girls condition is better than Maan at least I muse silently. But just like him she looks lost

"I am Maan's grandmother"

The girl's eyes widen in surprise at my statement and she looks away.

"How..How is he?"She inquires hesitating.

"He is alive", I provide evasively.

"Alive.... what do you mean alive?"She asks worriedly.

"It means he is still breathing", I say effectively dodging her question.

"Ma'am please tell me, is he okay?"She questions, fear evident in her eyes.

"Geet,he needs you "I tell her softly.

Her expression changes from fear to disbelief and she says "He needs me."

It was not a question, it was a statement, a realization.

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-Blossy-

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Posted: 14 years ago

#70

So I'll count the tears that fall like rain

they flood the soul,but numb the pain

Dream or Reality?

The darkness is engulfing me again and I try to run away from it, but I cannot find my legs.

She comes then and I ask her to save me, to make the darkness go away. The angel holds my hand and I try to tell her how strengthening her presence is for me. But I cannot seem to find any words.Any words spoken on my acute need for her will only make it seem trivial.

"Geet ........ please don't go "I tell her instead . She does not reply, but she strengthens her grip on my hand and I can already see the darkness fade.

Edited by crazilycrazy - 14 years ago