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Thank You To All The Readers Who Have Liked The '7th' Part Of 'HumraahI' ..😊

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The Next Update Will Be Posted Today...😊

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The Update Is Coming Up Shortly, May Be In Just Fifteen Minutes...😊

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Originally posted by: Surya.Ravi

no thankooo nehuu dear...i'am glad you like the part....everyone will know about agni & seher's past, sooner or later.... chamking brijj talwar....nahii...i will see to it that the truth comes out soon... next part jaldi post karne kii main try karoongi....hehe.....ahem..ahem..that day was really very goodddd....😆

🤣🤣 kitnaaa sooon ur sooon will coem dii.!!😃

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🤣🤣 kitnaaa sooon ur sooon will coem dii.!!😃

nehuu kya patah shayad yeh soon agle paanch minute mein hii kyun na aajaye....😉😉😉

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The Update Is Coming Up Shortly, May Be In Just Fifteen Minutes...😊

wooohhh just 15 means wat a diwali surprise..!! wasie diwali pe bonuses bahut milte hai n i think we too getting sum bonus parts. 🤣😉

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The Next Update Will Be Posted In Five Minutes..😊

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wooohhh just 15 means wat a diwali surprise..!! wasie diwali pe bonuses bahut milte hai n i think we too getting sum bonus parts. 🤣😉

nehuu bonus update milega ya nahii... bas paanch minute rukh jaa patah chal jaayega....😊

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Hiii People… hoe are all of you doing.. I know aap sab bilkul theek honge… lekin haan main yeh bata sakthi hoon kii main bilkul bhii theek nahii hoon..well I know all of you must be wondering kii main aisa kyun kehh rahii hoon kii main theek nahii hoon, well is baat ka jawaab bohat hii simple hai I'am not feeling well.. due to the cold climate mereko barr, barr sardio zukaam ho jaatha hai… & when I actually develop cough & cold mere parents mujhe mere lappy se durr rakhthe hai… lekin main yeh baat bhi achchi tarah se jaanthi hoon kii aap sab is fanfic ke update ka wait karr rahe the… sach kahoon tho main bhi is update ko jald se jald post karna tho chahthi thi, but I just could not help it… pehli baat tho after I wrote the 7th part, mujhe yeh samaj nahii aa raha tha kii forth coming parts mein aakhir kya likhun, you can say that I had developed a kind off writers block… I know writers block is not a good thing, agar who zyada waqt rahega tho fanfic hamesha ke liye block ho jaayega… lekin it was just that I wanted a break from the fanfic aur issi liye pehle maine part likha nahii…. after that when I had made up my mind & decided that I will get down to writing a update for you guys, tab main thodi thodi bemaar hone lagi… anyway guys not to worry.. abhi main bilkul theek hoon.. haan abhi bhi mujhko thodi si sardi hai lekin I'am sure my cough & cold will surely vanish in some days.. waise guys when you are reading please do let me know if there are any typing errors, because main na jab type karthi hoon tho I listen to songs & type the parts aur main likhne ke baad I don't even proof read the parts… kyunke I'am sure agar main apni likhi hui fanfic padhne baitoongi tho atleast ek ghanta padoongi ek lambe part ko & because I do not really want you guys to wait a hour or two more, issi liye I don't read it.. tho agar maine kahiin naam, vaam ghalat likh diya ho tho guys do let me know taaki main part mein apni ghalthi sudhaar sakoon.. waise bhii itne saare characters hai fanfic mein, kii kabhi kabhi main koi naam ghalat likh hii dethi ho, jaise last time seher kii jagah geet likha, it was just a typing error… tho please guys agar part padhthe waqt you observe something like this then don't hesitate to tell me… thank you… waise guys sach kahoon tho mujhe aap sabke comments on the 7th part of 'HumraahI' dekhkar bohat zyada achcha laga… you know what guys while writing the 7th part, I just want to make it perfect… main chahthi thi kii everything in that particular part is perfect to the 'T'… & aap sabke comments padhkarr aap is baat ka andaza bhii nahii laga sakthe kii mujhe kitni khushi hui hai…. guys I have a request to the silent readers too, if there are any, guys jab aap; fic padhthe hai even if you are unable to find time to comment, then please do press the like button in the post, in this way atleast I will know that you guys are reading the fanfic… I know that comment karne ke liye kabhi, kabhi time nahii miltha, but if you just like the post it will do & it is sure to give me immense amount of happiness…. Waise guys how did you celebrate Dusherra… kya kiya aap logon ne Dusherra par…. Aur ab tho Dusherra has gone & Diwali ne dastak di hai.. Diwali happens to be my most favorite festival… not just because of the crackers but because of the lights & joy all around…. So guys I'am sure all of you must have plans to celebrate 'Diwali', tho guys batao kaise celebrate karne waale ho aap diyon ke tyohaar ko… kya karne ka socha… agar aap mujhse poochoge tho main kahoongi that I have decided that I would not burst loud crackers, this is just my bit to the environment & go green project.. so what have you thought guys.. waise when I'am starting to type this part, it is the 1st of November… but I know I will be posting these parts only on the 5th of November, which happens to be the day of Diwali this year.. tho guys my fanfic update is a Diwali gift to all my sweet readers… I hope aap sabko apna yeh gift pasand aayo ho… I'am sure pasand aaya hoga, I can see all smiling faces, sitting in front of their lappy or their desktop & reading the update… & if you guys are smiling I'am glad that I could get the smile on your faces….. waise guys agar aap logon ko yaad ho tho last week I had left a note where I had apologized for the delay in the update & then I also mentioned to you guys that I have a surprise in store for all of you if everything goes well.. now when I have started to type the next update of 'HumraahI', I can see that everything is going well, tho ab shayad main aap sabke bejhijhak us surprise kii baat bata hii sakthi hoon…. Hmmm… tho aapke liye surprise yeh hai kii is barr main, yaani kii apni fanfic writer, Surya/ Suri, apni is fanfic, yaani 'HumraahI' ke theen, jii haan theen updates ek saath post karne waali hoon, so guys yeh baat jaankarr aap logon ke chehre kii muskaan kuch aur ghehri hui ya phir aap log mere is baat par taali bajaa rahe hai.. tho hui na yeh achchi baat.. ek saath 'HumraahI' ke three parts together… is baat par common guys mujhe de taali… hehehe.. pehle mainme socha tha that I will write two parts together, lekin phir socha kii diwali aa rahii hai & I should also make up for the delay in the part, tho bas just made my mind in the spur of the moment that I would post three parts together…. I know all my readers will be very happy with this decision of mine & believe me when I say it even I'am very happy with this prospect of posting three parts together & even I was not really happy with posting only two parts together… waise guys I know moat of you might have checked the note I left on the ff thread last week.. but still I want to mention this again especially for members who have not glanced at the note… guys I want to post atleast till the 15th part by the end of this month… today is the 1st & I'am already talking about the end of the month, but whatever it is I have many reasons to wait for the end of this month… the reasons you can say are my sister, cousins are all flying down from the US to India in November & December & I just cannot wait for them to come & this is the main reason I'am trying to give you guys little quick updates, so that even if I tend to vanish after the 8th of December for a month or a month & a half, I can be rest assured that my readers are satisfied with my updates.. & yaa if I vanish for sometime in December or January, I hope all of you understand… anyway I will try & give a update as & when I can, lekin woh sab tho baad kii baat hai… ab main bas itna hii jaanthi hoon kii is mahine ke end hone thak 'HumraahI' Should have atleast reached the 15th part… waise now I'am going to start typing the 8th, the 9th & the 10th parts of this fanfic 'HumraahI'… I'am planning to post the next update of the fanfic on the 11th of November, which happens to be my friends birthday… after that you are moat likely to get a update on the 15th November & then you will get a part or two on my birthday, it will my birthday treat to you guys, which falls on the 19th of November… & then bas ek hii part baaki rahega you will get that in the last week of November & guys if you get a bit lucky you may get one more update too in the month of November that is only if time permits & if you guys are lucky… hehehe.. I know you must be thinking kii arre isse kya hogaya hai suddenly itne updates kaise dene ka soch liya… well all I can say is that is do not want to leave my readers disappointed before I vanish for a while… & guys ab jab maine yeh decide karr hii liya hai kii I will update regularly tho main chahthi hoon that you guys give me quick comments.. I want to see all my readers who r\generally comment, I want your comments on all the parts.. common guys itne jaldi, jaldi parts post karne waali hoon tho don't you think that I deserve thoda sa incentive in the form of your comments.. hehehehe… actually please do comment kyunke after seeing your comments I feel like writing more & more & never to stop writing… waise guys I know is waqt aap sabke dil mein kya baatein chal rahii hogi, aap sab yahii soch rahe honge na kii main yeh ladki, yaani kii main, apni yeh never, never, never, never ending baatein khatam karun aur fanfic kii taraf badhun.. hahaha… ab mujhe bhi aisa hii lagtha hai that I have to go towards writing the part.. lekin woh kya hai na guys mere saath ek problem hothi hai, aur woh yeh hai kii agar main ek barr baat karne lagthi hoon tho I just do not seem to stop, I just keep going on & on & on…. Waise you know my mom always tells me 'Suri tu itna baat karthi hai, does not your mouth pain…' aur main kehthi hoon naah….. hehehe… aur ab mujhe is baat ka bhi yakeen hai kii those (my readers) who know me atleast for more than a year now, know I keep on talking.. haha.. anyway ab mujhe bhi aisa lagtha hai shayad kii maine kuch zyada hii bol diya hai, tho ab main baatein bund karthi hoon aur kaam par lag jaathi hoon.. kaam as in you know right, writing the updates of the fanfic… isse pehle kii main likhna shuru karoon, guys wishing all of you a very Happy Diwali… have a prosperous & safe diwali…. Agar crackers burst karr rahe ho tho araam se karna.. okies…. Anyway I hope you enjoy your diwali gift from my side, I mean I hope you enjoy reading the updates of the fanfic…. Keeping my fingers crossed hoping that aap sabko yeh part utna hii achcha lage jitney is fanfic ke pehle ke parts achche lage the… aur haan guys ek aur baat hai joh main aap logon se kehna bhool gayi, aur woh yeh hai, I would really like you guys to tell me how did you like my surprise idea of posting three fanfics together…. Aaj I'am unable to believe that I'am going to start writing the 8th, 9th, 10th part of this fanfic, woh bhi jab I have started this fanfic only a few months back… I could not have reached so far without your encouragement & support… thank you for it from the bottom of heart, I don't know how I can thank you enough, but all I can do is post updates & never leave writing…. This is the least I can do for you guys… & yaa guys one more thing once I finish writing the 10th part of the fanfic, the fanfic will reach it's half way through, because I'am most likely planning to finish off this fanfic in the 20th part.. as I had told you earlier this was supposed to be a smaller fanfic compared to my first three fanfics…. But you guys need not worry once I finish this fanfic, I already have my brains working on a new concept for writing… now let me seriously stop my chapad, chapad, before you guys tell me to just shut up me, let me stop & carry on with the parts of the fanfic.. I hope all of you will like it…. lekin haan agge badhne se pehle, chaliye ek nazar daalthe hai recap par aur dekhthe hai kii aakhir pichle part mein kya hua tha… so here is the recap…

Recap:- hmmm… pichle part mein kya hua tha… actually main bhool gayi. Opps…. Haan yaad aaya sorry… well in the last part humne yeh dekha kii humari heroine sahiba lands in India & to be more precise she lands in the city where her love, her husband has been living for the past six years.. seher has come with a mission on her hand & mind… she just wants to win back her husband whom she lost six years back due to the misunderstandings created by her so called family… yes seher is neverous thinking about how will she face agni after six years & how on earth will she woo him back, but still seher's love does not let her back out… seher yeh baat jaanthi thi kii jab thak uske dil mein agni ke liye mohabbat hai nothing will go wrong… seher ka yeh sochna tha kii whatever has happened in the past was very wrong aur ab agge kuch bhi ghalat nahii ho saktha… seher wants to just win back her love at any cost at this stage in life…. Ek taraf seher was determined to win back what was truly her's, while on the other hand we saw a hurt agni, who just wanted to block seher's thoughts from his mind but he was not able to do it… & this was making agni all the more irritated & frustrated with life.. but agni was of the thoughts that if this was the way his life has to go then there was no point cribbing over it every single second of his life… this was his life & he had to just continue living it in whatever way it was, there is nothing which he could do about this. There was no way he could change his painful past so thus agni has decided to just live with it…. we also saw how damini, prithvi, prachi & milind worry about agni, we also saw a clearer view of the bonds shared between them & agni… for agni they were his family & he was just happy in front of them, as he just did not want his family to worry over him… prithvi & milind have come to pick their new business associate, sags from the airport, without even knowing that this lady sags will get back all the happiness back in their best friend agni's life… sags or rather seher strikes a instant rapport with milind & prithvi.. the rapport she develops with the two of them is not for any motive, but because she feels they both are very good people… when they reach the home, seher is in a awe, looking at the place which has been her husband's home for the past six years… seher then is introduced to the woman in the house, damini & prachi… seher again feels the feeling of being at home once she meets damini & prachi… these five seem to gel together very well.. seher has a good time listening to all of them talk.. each one of them keep her entertained with their animated conversation… in between all these conversations, seher seems to start looking for the man who she has not seen for the past six years… the man for whom she has come all the way from California… seher does not want to ask about agni directly but is wondering about his where-abouts, but to seher's reluef, damini, prachi, prithvi & milind start talking about agni & seher gets to know that agni is asleep.. with every minute which passes by seher starts anticipating as to how her meeting with agni will go after so many years… prithvi, damini, prachi & milind, just keep on talking about agni & telling seher what good person he is & other blah, blah things… but what makes seher the most happy is that when she gets to know agni runs away from girls…. Seher feels good, knowing the fact that agni has no one in his life now…. Seher also likes the bond which prople in the utpal villa seem to share… seher jaan-bhoochkar agni ke doston ke dimaak mein yeh baat daalthi hai kii may be agni is gay & that is why he runs away from girls… now prachi & damini just to negate this possibility ask seher to go out on a date with agni… seher coolly agrees to it without showing her actual amount of excitement…. & soon they decide to have dinner & that is why agni vashist garewal walks down the stairs & he sees seher, the girl from whose thoughts to was trying to run away from the past six years… as soon as agni sees seher, his past comes in front of his eyes. Agni ko samaj hii nahii aa raha hai what kind of games was destiny playing with him… he is unable to understand why seher was there back in his life after six long years… after the initial shock, agni acts like a complete stranger in front of seher… even seher also acts the same way, but agni surely observe a change in her behavior… agni was finding it weird but he just decided to ignore it.. what made things worse for agni was that seher was at her naughtiest best…. Agni seher ko dekhkarr yeh bhii wonder karne laga if she is the same girl he was married to six years back… seeing seher's changed personality agni was just unable to believe she was the same quiet & meek girl he knew since childhood… all through the dinner seher made it very difficult for agni, she was tickling him with her feet & at times also pricking on his leg just to irritate him… while agni tried to stop by why mere glances, lekin usse kahaan patah tha that now there is no way he could stop his wife from getting what she actually wants…. Later seher agni ko itna zyada pareshaan karke rakh dethi hai kii, agni ko tho samaj mein hii nahii aa raha hotha hai kii woh kahaan jaakar apna sarr phodde… agni hears seher talking on the phone, referring to maan as BF & agni is jealous, though he does not want to accept the fact, but the fact remains that he just did not like that adoration from seher to some guy…. Seher knows very well what agni is going through.. but seher just goes on adding fuel to fire, giving agni vague replies… seher goes to agni's room & troubles agni, so much that agni is forced to carry seher in his arms & leave her in her room… while telling goodnight seher kisses agni telling him it is a sweetner for the chilly & black coffee she drank.. agni & seher are lost in each others thoughts.. agni is in his room… seher is in her room.. agni is worried thinking about what exactly is running in his ex-wife's head, while seher is happy because she can see her plan working.. seher can clearly see that her presence is making the desired effect on agni… so the last part ended with a confused agni on one side & on the other side we saw a cheerful seher, who is dreaming her tomorrow with agni….. so guys this is what happened in the 7th part of the fanfic… now it is time that we move forward towards the coming up parts of the fanfic… hope all of you like it…… thank you very much in advance……..

****HumraahI – Part 8 ****
****HumraahI – Part 9 ****
****HumraahI – Part 10 ****

Dekhthe hii dekhthe agle din kii subah ho jaathi hai…. haan is raat kii subah thopehle hii ho chuki thi, lekin ab Suraj dheere dheere apne neend se uth raha tha… the time in the clock was ticking… the clock was showing that it was nearing 6 in the morning.. there is a breeze of cool air which is surrounding the atmosphere… the birds are chirping in their melodious voice, while the hens were cookrooking, indicating to people that it was morning…. Harr jagah log uth rahe hai, tho kahiin bachche chadaar odkarr phir se sone kii zidd karr rahe hai.. this was their way of life… lekin do aise log the jinke jeene ka saleekha, ulat, pulat ho gaya tha.. bas bhi bas kuch hii palon mein… aur yeh dono aur koi nahii balki seher aur agni hai.. seher joh agni se phir se milne saath samundaar parr karke aayi thi, apne hii sapno ke dhun mein khoyi hui thi.. uske chehre par ek aisi muskaan thi jisse dekhne ke liye uske pariwaar waale pichle che saal se taras rahe the… seher abhi bhi apne kamre mein window pane par baiti hui thi… raat woh bohat dher thak wahiin baitkar apni zindagi ke bare mein sochne lagi aur seher wahiin par baite, baite hii so gayi thi… seher wahiin par baitkar kaise sogayi, is baat ka ehsaas tho khud seher kobhi nahii tha…. Seher opens her eyes sitting on the window pane, when she feels a gush of chill cool breeze hitting her face, seher opens her eyes, aur ek pal ke liye she gets scared finding herself in a total different environment.. then the previous days events come back to her, seher gets a smile on her face & she thinks she is right on track.. seher's thoughts then divert back to her meeting with agni after six long years… seher yeh sochkarr muskura rahii hothi hai kii though agni is acting like a tough nut to crack, but atleast agni is reacting to her being her.. seher ke mann mein yeh khayal aathe hai kii agni is reacting to her, a lot better than she actually thought… seher ke dimaak mein yeh khayaal aatha hai kii shayad agni is not very rude with her because he does not want his family to get aware of their past truth… seher giggles thinking that she does not know how agni's anger is, but she will surely tame her vaashu & make him fall in love with her all over once again…. Seher yahii baat sochthi rehthi hai… & then she starts thinking:- main jaanthi hoon agar main is pal bhii jaake vaashu se humare ateet ke sach batadoon tho woh meri baat jhat se maan lega.. itna pyaar kartha hai woh mujhse… shayad che saal pehle mujhe kabhi is baat ka yakeen nahii ho paaya kii mera pati, mera pyaar, mera vaashu mujhse pyaar kartha hai… tab main yeh baat samaj nahii paayi yeh meri ghalthi thi, lekin aaj main yeh baat jaanthi hoon kii mera vaashu mujhse pyaar kartha hai.. main jaanthi hoon kii mera vaashu sirf aur sirf mera hii haii… vaashu ke pyaar ko main mehsoos karr sakthi hoon, agar vaashu mujhse ghussa kare, ya mujhse achche se baat kare, ek baat kii gawayi mera dil mujhe hamesha se detha tha, detha hai, aur sada detha hii rahega.. vaashu ka dil agar kissi ke liye dhadhak raha hai tho woh bas mere liye hii hai… I just know it… che saal pehle bhii mujhe yeh baat patah tho thi lekin mera dimaak dil par haawi hogaya aur duniyaan ka shikaar bann gaya.. lekin is barr chahe kuch bhii hojaye, vaashu chahe kitni bhi koshish kyun na kar le mujhse door jaanne kii, lekin is barr main vaashu ko kudh se alag nahii hone doongi.. chahe kabhi vaashu mujhse apne pyaar ka izhaar kare ya nahii, ab isse koi farq nahii padhtha, kyunke ab main yeh baat jaanthi hoon kii tum chahe mujhse iqraar karo ya na, tum chahe mujhse yeh kitni hii barr kyun na keh do kii main tumhare liye koi mayine nahii rakhthi, ya tum mujhse yeh keh do kii tum mujhse nafrat karthe ho, tab bhi main tumhara peecha nahii chodoongi… ab tum mujhe museebath maano yam era pyaar lekin is baar Seher Agni Vashist Garewal is not backing out at any cost…. Chahe poori duniyaan hii kyun na mere khilaaf ho jaaye, ya poori duniyaan idhar se udhar thodi na ho jaaye, phir bhi main is barr peeche nahii hatoongi.. yeh Sags, yaani tumhari biwi Mrs. Seher Agni Vashist Garewal ka waada hai.. tumhari seher ka waada… aur vaashu tum tho yeh baat bohat achche se jaanthe ho na kii seher ne aaj thak tumse joh bhii waada kiya hai woh hamesha se nibhaya hai…. tho bas vaashu tum dekhthe jao.. kaise main tumhje angry young sadoo, Agni Vashist Garewal se apna vaashu banathi hoon…. Aur haan vaashu main jaanthi hoon the task which lies ahead is very risky aur joh main karne jaa rahii hoon usmein bohat saari mushkhilen bhii aayengi… but I just do not care…. Main sirf ek hii baat jaanthi hoon, harr mushkhil, harr dard, harr dukh mujhe manzoor hai, kyunke agar mere naseeb mein yeh likha hai kii mujhe in mushkhil raahon se guzar karr, dard sehkarr, apne dukh ke aasoo chupakarr, tum meri manzil baanoge tho mujhe harr dard, harr mushkhil, harr dukh manzoor hai… you are worth it vaashu.. tum yeh baat kabhi nahii jaan paaoge kii tum mere liye kya maayine rakhthe ho… shayad main bhi is baat ka andaza nahii laga sakthi kii tum mere liye kya ho.. main kabhi is baat ka jawaab bhi nahii de paaungi shayad kii kyun tum mere liye itne khaas ho, jaanthi hoon tho bas itna jab tumse bichdi thi tab se lekar che saal thak sirf saansein chal rahii thi… mera dil tho jaise dhadakna hii bhool gaya tha… aur aaj che saal baad mere haath mein yeh mauka hai kii main phir se apne dil ko dhadak ne ka mauka doon aur is barr main is mauke ko nahii gawana chahthi… mujhe yeh darr hai kii kahiin is barr bhii maine is mauke ko kho diya tho phir shayad meri yeh saasein bhi nahii chalengi… is barr agar maine apni zindagi se harr maan liye tho yeh saansein bhi mera saath choddengi…. Vaashu agar main abhi tumse yeh kehdu kii joh humare ateet mein hua uske zimedaar Mr. Gujral, Mrs. Gujral aur meri badi behen hai tho shayad tum meri baat ko sach maan bhii lo.. lekin main yeh kabhi nahii chahthi kii tum mujhe apne zindagi mein apne ateet ke wajah se shamil karo….. main chahthi hoon kii tum mujhe apnao is liye kyunke tum mujhse pyaar karthe ho, mohabbat karthe ho.. I just do not want to remain a mere obligation in your life vaashu, I want you to accept me with your heart, mind & soul… aur main us din ka, us pal ka intezaar karne ko bhii taiyaar hoon, bhale hii kyun na us baat mein din lage, hafte lage, mahine lage ya saal lage…. Yeh mera waada hai khud se main apni aakhri saans, aakhri dhadkan thak bhii tumhara intezaar karoongi… is baat kii umeed karoongi kii shayad kabhi na kabhi main tumhe phir se pyaar karna sikha doon… kabhi kabhi main tumhare dil mein chuppe pyaar ko azaad karke, kudh par tumhare pyaar kii bouchaar mehsoos karr sakun.. I will wait all my life.. I will wait till my last breath & even after that… my wait would never end.. aur haan vaashu tum kitni bhii koshish karrlo lekin is barr seher tumhe akeli nahii chodne waali hai… mujhe is baat ka ehsaas tho kal hii hogaya tha kii mere tumhare pass hone se tumhare dil par kuch tho asar hotha hai aura b main issi asar ka fayada utaoongi… vaashu tum chahe mujhse kitni bhi kyun na durr bhaago, lekin tumhare seene mein joh dil dhadaktha hai, woh mere liye dhadaktha hai.. tho bhaago vaashu, bhaago, jitni durrchahe mujhse durr bhaago, lekin tumhare dil tumhe meri taraf kheenchkarr le hii aayega. Ab main bhi dekhthi hoon kitne din aur durr rehthe ho mujhse Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, agar tumhe ek barr phir se mujhse pyaar karne par majboor na karr diya tho main tumhari patni, tumhari better half, Seher Agni Vashist Garewal nahi.. just wait & watch my dear vaashu you just don't know what is in store for you… tumhare saamne abhi joh seher hogi who, woh seher nahii joh tumhari baaton par roya karthi thi, chup hua karthi thi, you really have some tough competition my dear husband…. Aur kya kehh rahe the tum main tumhe vaashu na bulaun right… well I can promise you one thing, ek din tum kudh mujhse yeh kahoge kii main tumhara vaashu hoon sirf tumhara… tumhe main vaashu naam kii itni aadat daloongi, kii ek din tum mujhse yeh kahoge kii main tumhe agni nahii vaashu bulaun, kyunke tumhe achcha lagtha hai… tum mujhse yeh kahoge kii jab main tumhe vaashu bulathi hoon tho tumhe lagtha hai kii tum mere dil ke sabse kareeb ho… yeh tum kahoge vaashu… tumhara pyaar tumse yeh sab bulvayega… ab main bhii dekhthi hoon tum apni ardhaangini ke pyaar ke vaar se kaise bachthe ho…. Soon the game will begin Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal.. & I'am sure I'am going to enjoy this game, because this game is about love…. Aur is barr harr naam ka shabd mere dictionary mein nahii hai… mere saamne joh bhii aayega woh mere pyaar ke saamne harrega. Kissi mein bhii itni taakat nahii hogi kii woh mere sachche pyaar ke agge khada ho paaye… aur is barr tum kudh bhi nahii vaashu… main tumhe apne pyaar ke rehthe itna majboor kardoongi, kii tumhe tumhare pyaar ka ehsaas ho jaaye…. Vaashu main tumhe sach us din bataoongi jis din main tumhare aankhon mein kudh ke liye ek barr phir se bohat saara pyaar dekhoongi, na koi gila, na koi shikwa, no koi sawaal, na koi jawaab, na koi ghalatfaimi, sirf aur sirf pyaar…. Aur us din main tumse humare ateet se juda hua raaz bayaan karoongi… us din main tumse apni harr baat share karoongi, joh itne saalon se nahii karr paayi… us din tumhara haath thaamkarr, main tumse woh saari baatein kahoongi jisse mujhe takleef ho rahii hai… us din main tumhare khande par sarr rakhkar humare bachche ke chale jaane ka ghum bataoongi… us din mere aankhon se woh aasoo bahenge joh main kabhi kissi ke saamne nahii bahathi… us din main tumse bayaan karoongi kii haan mujhe tumse mohabbat hai… lekin usse pehle nahii, kyunke main nahii chahthi kii tumhare dil mein mere pyaar ko lekar, ya humare ateet ke sach ko lekar ek pratishat (percentage) bhii shak ho…. Jis din mujhe is baat ka yakeen hoga kii tum tahe dil se mujhse mohabbat karthe ho, aur koi majboori hum eek dusare se nahii jodh rahii hai, us din I promise myself main poori tarah se tumhari ho jaaungi, tumhare pyaar ke rang mein rang jaaungi… mujhe us din ke suraj kii kasam, raat ke chand kii kasam… main apna waada nahii thodoongi…. seher is looking outside the window, she is enjoying the cool breeze, which is touching her face… seher was feeling ticklish because of the strong gush of the air hitting her face, but still she continued to stand by the window & enjoy the air… seher though had just slept for a maximum of two hours, still did not feel sleepy… she was feeling fresh, itna fresh itna usse itne saalon mein kabhi nahii laga even after may be some hours of extra sleep.. but today was totally different & seher could feel the difference from the bottom of the heart & the difference was that after a long gap of six years, seher was in her husband's home…. So close to her husband… though her husband was behaving distant with her, still all seher could feel was her husband, her vaashu close to her aur shayad seher ka aisa mehsoos karna kahiin na kahiin sahii bhii tha kyunke seher ke dil ke agar koi sabse kareeb tha tho woh uska vaashu hii tho tha, tho there was nothing wrong in seher feeling agni is close to her, even though he was trying to distance themselves & draw a line between them.. all that did not matter to her anymore, what mattered to seher was that she loved agni, agni loved her too, so there was no point staying away from each other & pinning for each other… seher has perfectly understood that, though it took six long years for that realization to come, but still seher was happy that the realization has come… seher ke mann mein yeh dukh tha that she has wasted six years of life, crying, but she just consoled herself saying it is better late than never.. though seher felt bad but at this moment it was not in her agenda to sit & crib over why on earth she gave up so easily six years back… seher yeh baat bohat hii achche se jaanthi thi kii abhi she has a very tough task ahead.. she knows that the road which leads to agni as the final destination will be totally rocky & may be even covered with thorns, she knew the person who will make it difficult for her will be her husband agni itself, but this time seher was ready to face her husband bang on… she was ready to face any kind of challenge that her dearest hubby will throw at her just to make her face, but seher was totally determined & no one can get her down because this time it was her love for which she was fighting for & she was ready to fight for it putting all her life into it.. seher sees that the sun in the sky is shinning bright, it is radiating it's heat, but still the air seems to be cold…. Seher closes her eyes for few seconds enjoying the prickin heat on her eyes & face… she then rubs her hands together to wade away the cold & she gets a smile on her face…. Seher opens her eyes once again aur is barr woh khud se kehthi hai:- all right Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, now you will a different seher… now you will see what Mrs. Seher Agni Vashist Garewal can do to woo back her husband… & I promise you you will have a tough time… because this is the game of love & it will go on until you realize you love me with all your heart, no pressure no conditions, just a game to make you realize that you are still in love with your life, the girl to whom you were married under circumstances, but the girl whom you fell in love with your own will… it was your call when you wanted to fall out of love, but this time I will make you realize that you necer really were able to fall out of love… you have always loved me, you love me even today & you will continue to do so… I'am sure you will accept this by the end of my game…. This surely is going to be fun vaashu… because this ex-wife will match it up with you at every stage & never chicken out…. Now the game begins… it is showtime my dear hubby… tumhe tumhare pyaar ka ehsaas nahii karwaaya tho main bhii tumhari biwi, Mrs, Agni Vashist Garewal nahii…. just wait & watch…. Seher gets a big smile on her face & we can see a determined look in her eyes.. her eyes reveal so much of confidence that agar koi toofan bhii uske saamne aajaaye tho it just cannot pull her down… even if something pulls her she would still continue to fight for what truly belongs to her….. her confidence could be felt in her smile, in the twinkle in her eye & it showed the determination to make agni realize that she & him are actually meant to be together & that too forever till eternity & afterwards…..

Song In The Background:-

"O re manwa tu to bawra hai....
[seher sees a image of agni, sitting with her, in the utpal villa's garden on the swing, & holding her hand & smiling at her…]
Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai....
Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai....
[seher dreams that while sitting on the swing, agni asks her to smile & she returns his smile with a smile… so agni places his head on seher's lap..]
Baware...
[seher knows she is day dreaming about having goot times with agni, she smiles thinking that one day she will try & turn her dreams to reality & then she hits very slowly on her forehead…]
Kyun dikhaye sapne tu sote jaagte....
[seher thinks about how all she can think about whether she is awake or sleeping or dreaming it is always only about agni.. seher's smile widens thinking about how her life revolves around only one name, vaashu..]
Jo barsein sapne boond boond....
[the sun in the sky, hides behind the clouds & the climate gets colder & it starts drizziling.. seher feels the water drizzle on her face… she just lets it be… she puts her hand out to feel the rain drops….]
Nainon ko moond moond....
Nainon ko moond moond...
[seher places her cold hands on her eyes just to soothe her nerves before she can start carrying out her plan of action..]
Jo barsein sapne boond boond...
Nainon ko moond moond...
[the rain which started as a small drizzle increase & there is heavy downpour…. Seher still stands rooted by the window.. when she looks the area near the pond, seher dreams about she & agni playing in the rain & agni tryinmg to get naughty with her..]
Kaise main chaloon...
Dekh na sakoon...
Anjaane raaste...
[seher while dreaming about dancing in the rain sequence, imagines tha she has tripped & is about to fall, but a hand does not let her fall, as seher looks up it is her husband who is there, just assuring her with the eyes that he will never let her fall…]
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara....
Goonja sa hai koi ektara....
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara...
[seher dreams that she & agni are twirling to the music in the heavy downpour, caring about nothing, nor the onlookers, nor the rain, but just looking at each other….. ]
Sun rahi hoon sudhbudh kho ke...
Koi main kahani....
Puri kahani hai kya kisi hai pata...
[seher thinks that agni still is unaware of the total truth & that should not cause any type of troubles & worries for their relationship in the future….]
Main to kisiki ho ke yeh bhi na jaani....
Ruth hai yeh do pal ki ya rahegi sada...
[seher thinks that she does not know if she can live with agni forever… she has her own doubts as to if she can have a life with her love, her husband, vaashu… seher gets a bit nervous thinking about how will she be able to handle things if she is not able to win her love back.. yeh baat seher ko bohat pareshaan karr rahii hothi hai…]
Kise hai pata....
Kise hai pata.....
[seher takes a deep breath, she calms down her nerves & she just assures herself that her love is strong & it can withstand all the odds put forth against it… seher just thinks that she need not worry as she has true love on her side.. & she has heard people saying that true love breaks all the barriers & seher thinks that she believes in that, she believes in herself & finally she believes in her love…]
Jo barsein sapne boond boond....
Nainon ko moond moond....
Nainon ko moond moond....
Jo barsein sapne boond boond...
Nainon ko moond moond....
Kaise main chaloon...
[seher just says a quick prayer to herself, praying that all goes well… seher has her eyes closed… praying with earnesty….]
Dekh na sakoon...
Anjaane raaste.....
[seher with closed eyes sees the image of agni smiling at her… this gives seher the much needed confidence, too cool her nerves, which have been acting like a wreck at certain instances…..]
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara....
Goonja sa hai koi ektara....
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara....
Goonja sa hai koi ektara....
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara iktara...
Goonja sa hai koi ektara....."
[seher has a determined smile on her face, a woman with a mission on hands with a heavy task which lay ahead, but she was ready to face it…..

[Courtesy: Movie - Wake Up Sid]

seher's smile showed that she was ready to take on anything & everything in this world if it meant that by doing that she will get her love her…. It seemed like seher was ready to go through any test, any amount of pain, because in the end all of it would be worth it, because she would be able to win her love back, win back what was truly her's… & finally her heart would be at peace if she achieves what she wants… seher just hoped that this time her destiny does not trick her into any unforeseen circumstances from where she will be alone again, she just did not want that… all seher prayed & hoped that this time the destiny also had planned the same thing which she wanted… seher soon checked the time, she knew it was time for her to go & get ready, as she had to visit the 'SDP Media Home' today… seher was surely looking forward to that because she had planned to spend most of her time irritating her hubby with all kind of childish antics… seher got a mischevious smile on her face thinking about what all she can do just to trouble vaashu & make him aware of her presence around him every single minute… thinking about these things seher rushes into the washroom to get ready for the day, she really did not want to be late… she knew she just cannot afford being late….. as seher kept scolding herself & doing her things quickly, we zoom out of seher's room giving her some privacy & let us see what others are upto.. well basically not others, but first let us see what ou hero agni is upto…. [Ab heroine ko dekh liya tho next hero ko bhii dekhna maangtha hai na.. kyun guys.. hehehehe…]

well jaise humari heroine sahiba ka haal kuch hadh thak behaal tha, woh is nervousness se ghabra rahii thii kii kya sab kuch waise hii jaayega jis tarah se usne socha hai, lekin dusari taraf humare hero ka tho haal itna bura tha kii koi kya kahe…. Inki haalat kuch zara behaal nahii thi, balki yeh kahoon tho theek hoga kii inki haalat itni hehaal thi kii behaali ko bhi in poar taras aajaaye… in short humare hero mahashay ka haal kuch zyada, I mean bohat zyada hii behaal tha…. It was like agni tho raat bharr so hii nahii paa raha tha, aur joh usse kuch dair kii neend aayi woh bhii baharr ke awaazon ke wajah se udd gayi… when agni had woken up in the morning it was just 5.30, even the sun in sky wanted a little morerest, but agni was not ready to rest, because his thoughts kept wandering back & again to his ex-wife, in his terms, seher… he just could not stop himself from thinking why on earth was seher here… agni's mind kept telling him that seher was there for the deal, the merger deal, they were going to sign with 'Maan's Media Firm', agni's mind was telling him that there was nothing to worry & seher would be gone in a few days… many number of times agni tries to convince himself telling that, jis tarah yun achanak se seher uske saamne aagayi after a long time of six years, waise hii she will disappear & go away from his life again… agni just did not want seher's presence around him… he just did not want to fall weak in front of seher once again.. he never in his wildest dreams wanted to express or be exposed in front of seher that till date all he thinks about is her… agni did not want seher to know this fact that he has not moved on in his life, agni did not want seher to know that for his hiks life stopped the day they both parted ways… agni at no time wanted to feel vulnerable & to be loved in front of seher.. & this was the reason he just did not want seher around him… he felt that having seher around him, or to see seher in front of his eyes, being so close, yet so far, he felt that he just cannot take control of his emotions… agni ke mann mein yeh khayal bhii ayya kii woh koi deal ke bahane se wahaan se atleast do, theen hafton ke liye chala jaayega, but agni knew very well that if he thinks of doing something of this sot then it will raise questions in the minds of his friends who are his family too… agni did not want any form of suspicion to arise in his family's mind, so he drops off the idea.. but the only plan that keeps running on agni's head was that he has to stay away from seher… he always has to be away from her, as far as possible, agni thinks that he should not entertain any kind of personal talks which seher tries to indulge in with him.. agni makes up his mind that chahe kuch bhii ho jaaye he would stay away from seher, as he totally wanted to keep his emotions under check especially while being around seher… agni ko tho subah ek barr aankh khulne ke baad neend hii nahii aa rahii thi.. he was not able to sleep even for a minute peacefully… ek taraf jahaan seher though had a very limited amount of sleep, was very happym smiling & fresh the morning, because she could start her plan of action… but agni was not at all happy, all that could be seen on his face was a deep frown aur reh, rehhkarr agni ko bas ek hii baat sata rahii thi aur woh yeh thi kii aakhir kyun uske kismet ne che saal baad uske ateet ko uske saamne lakar khada karr diya.. joh baat agni ko sabse zyada pareshaan karr rahii thi woh yeh thi kii even after six years he was not able to remove seher from his thoughts, from his life, though she was not with him in these past six years, but still her memories, her painful deceit, their past always remained with him… but now seeing seher in front of his eyes after six years, he just did not want to loose hi heart to the girl, who being his wife, now ex-wife, broke his heart so badly that even today he is unable to move on in his life… agni ko joh baat pareshaan karr rahii thi woh yeh thii kii his heart does not open up to his past once again.. with seher's advances agni was feeling it all the more difficult… na jaane kyun agni ko aisa lag raha tha kii seher kii wahaan hone kii wajah is not the merger deal, but there is something else, which seher is here for.. & this is what was troubling him…. Because agni was not able to sleep, he goes to the small room, attached to his room & he starts doing push up's, just to cool down his frustration & irritation.. lekin shayad the luck was also not in favor of him, because he continued to do push up's, usse seher kii yaad aur bhii zyada aane lagii.. he was getting flashes of their past, their hatred, their friendship, their happy times, his love, seher's deceit & their parting ways.. agni's thoughts then go back to the previous evening jahaan life threw a surprise at him where he saw his love, his wife, in front of his years after six long years… agni then thinks about how chummy seher was acting around him.. agni was finding seher's behavior odd because he felt that if seher is surprised as equally as him to see him after such a long time, then she should have been distant from him, but here seher was on a high note of chirpy self…. Agni was just unable to understand anything & seher's bartaav was just adding to all the confusion he already had in his heart & mind…. His heart & mind were in for a fierce battle, from the moment he saw seher, his mind was telling him that seher was there only for the deal…. But his heart was telling him it was not the only reason why seher was here…. Agni's mind was warning him from opening uo to seher once again, because his mind stated that if he does that mistake once again then he will be completely shattered this time… while his heart was telling him kii shayad there is something which he seems to be missing… agni's heart was filled with umpteen confusions & questions, but the confusion did not seem to clear off.. the more he thought about it, he was clouded in more of confusion…. The questions raising in his heart seemed to just remain in his heart, adding all the more to the confused state of his, as the questions just remained unanswered… all agni wanted to do was to catch hold of his head, pull out his hair & scream at the loudest point saying to himself & announcing it to the world that seher's presence does not bother him… agni just wanted to scream his life out saying that he has moved on in his life… but agni knew he will be unable to do that… kyunke uska dil aur dimaak yeh baat achche se jaantha tha kii he has not moved on in the past six years, he knows he can never everbe able to move on too… he knew very well that if his heart beats for someone then it was only seher…. One thing where his heart & mind were at peace, was that both his mind & heart agreed that agni loves seher & will continue to do so forever… but the mind & heart were complicating things, were his mind was telling him not to get attached to seher once again, while his heart was thinking on a different line, his heart forced him to think if there was any chance of seher being there just for him & not a merger, deal or something… agni chahtha tho tha kii yeh baat sach ho…. Uske dil mein kahiin na kahiin yeh umeed thi shayad seher is there for him, while his mind negated this thought… his mind was telling him that there is no chance seher would be there for him… he thinks that seher was just trying to act in a unsual, chipry, chummy way which was so unlike her, just to grab his attention, to irritate & frustrate him & make his life hell… agni continued to do the push up's with greater vigor… he just wanted to push all seher's thoughts away from him… he just did not want any closeness with seher once again… agni who keeps doing the push up's starts talking to himself, to vent of his anger…. Agni starts telling himself:- nahii agni tu yeh ghalthi nahii karr saktha… kyat u bhool gaya hai kii seher ne kabhi tujhse pyaar kiya hii nahii… agni tu yeh baat kyun nahii samaj raha hai kii tera pyaar hamesha se bas ek tarfa hii tha… seher ne na kabhi tujhse pyaar kiya tha, aur na hii kabhi karegi…. Seher has moved on in her life & get that point straight to your heart… seher was just a passing phase in my life, why on earth am' I not able to accept the fact… seher aur mera saath aaj se che saal pehle us hospital mein hii khatam hogaya tha jab humne ek dusare ko ek jhoote rishthe se azaad kiya, tho phir aaj jab seher mere saamne hai tho mujh par is baat ka asar kyun ho raha hai… why the hell can't I just act like a complete stranger in front of her, why can't I just remember that seher is here only for a business deal & nothing else… why do I have this feeling there, seher's presence around me is more than what meets the eye.. mujhe aisa kyun lag raha hai kii shayad seher yahaan mere liye hii aayi ho.. jab kii sach kya hai yeh main bohat achche se jaantha hoon… main yeh jaantha hoon kii seher ne kabhi mujhse pyaar nahii kiya hai.. tho phir usse che saal baad dekhne ke baad mere dil mein yeh umeed kyun jagi hai, why do I feel my feelings for her which I had buried deep with in myself, rekindled…. Mujhe aisa kyun lagtha hai kii seher ka yahaan hona will change everything in my life…. Na jaane main kyun aise soch raha hoon.. why I'am feeling restless… kyun mera dil is baat ko maanne ko taiyaar hii nahii hai kii aaj se che saal pehle meri aur seher kii raahein alag ho gayi thi…. Bhale hii aaj bhii main ussi raah par tanha khada hoon, lekin main is sach ko sweekaar kyun nahii karr paa raha hoon kii seher apni zindagi mein agge badh chuki hai… shayad aaj seher kii zindagi mein mere liye koi jagah hii nahii hai.. phir woh kyun mere saamne aise pesh aa rahii hai jaise uske dil mein mere liye koi jazbaat hai….. God…. Main pagal ho jaaunga… kya pehle hii main us ladki ke pyaar mein pagal hogaya tha, yeh kaafi nahii tha, kii ab main uske saamne aane se bhii paagal hotha jaa raha hoon…. Yahaan yeh soch, sochkarr main pagal ho raha hoon kii aakhir seher yahaan kyun aayi hai, kya usse patah tha kii yahaan uski mulaqat mujhse hone waali hai, woh yahaan kitne waqt thak rehne waali hai, lekin nahii kal jab maine madam se yeh saare sawaal pooche tho ek bhii baat ka usne theek se kawaab hii nahii diya… ab main is ladki ka kya karoon… agar kuch aur din aise hii chaltha raha tho I'am sure mujhe mental hospital main khud ke liye ek bed book karwaana padega… kyunke agar mujhe mere sawaalon ke jawaab nahii mile tho I'am sure to loose it…. Goddd… please help me…. Aur please keep me away from seher… there is no way I want to get attached myself to her all over once again, just to see my heart broken into a number of pieces once again… Bhagwaan please, aap us seher ko bhii sadh-buddhi dena aur yeh dekh lena kii woh mujhse durr rahe…. Kyunke woh meri ex-biwi kya karne kii koshish karr rahii hai merit ho bilkul bhi samaj mein nahii aa raha hai… aur sach kahoon tho main yeh jaanna bhii nahii chahtha hoon.. ab agar main kuch chahtha hoon tho woh bas yeh hai kii seher mujhse durr rahe aur woh yahaan par jald se jald merger ke proceedings check karke yahaan se chali jaaye….. how I wish I can just run away from here.. but no I cannot even do that… I'am answerable to my family… if I act weird, aur agar prithvi, damini, prachi ya milind ko shak hogaya tho mujhe majbooran un lofon ko mere aur seher ke ateet ke bare mein batana tho padega hii…. Aur main nahii chahthe kii main apne ateet ka zikarr unmein se kissi se bhii karoon…. woh meri ateet ko jaankarr mujhe sahara dena chahe yeh main kabhi nahii chahtha.. I don't want anybody's sympathy, joh mere ateet mein hua woh bas guzar chukka hai, main apne ateet ke pannne apne apno ke saamne kholkarr apne zakhmo ko khureid (dig) na, nahii chahtha… joh hua woh mera ateet tha & I have to live with that all my life, but I just cannot afford to make my family sad mentioning to them about my painful past… shayad main aise hii theek hoon…. Aur waise bhii seher merger proceedings karna hai ya nahii yeh dekhkarr I'am sure woh jald hii wapas laut jaayegi…. After all wahaan par uska so called BF, uske liye wait tho karr raha hii hoga na…. na jaane yeh seher ka BF kaun hai.. kya yeh BF monty hii hai… kya is BF ka matlab boyfriend hii hai ya kuch aur…. Kya seher kii zindagi mein monty nahii hai…. kya uski zindagi mein koi aur hai joh uske liye bohat khaas hai… haan shayad hai, agni tune suna nahii kal woh kis tarah khushi, khushi apne us BF se baat karr rahii thi… [agni's thoughts then go back to what milind was telling two days earlier, that may be she must be really close to 'Maan's Media Firms, boss aur shayad that is why he had requested them personally to let sags stay at their home…. ] agni ke kaano mein milind kii kahii hui GF kii baat goonjthi hii rehthi hai, which says that shayad sags would be Maan's GF…. Jaise hii agni ko is baat kii yaad aathi hai his speed of doing the push up's increase at a faster pace…. Agni then suddenly scolds himself aur woh khud se kehtha hai:- agni tu kahii pagal tho nahii hogaya hai na… tu aisa pehla shaqs hoga joh apne biwi, I mean apni ex-wife ke BF ke bare mein itna soch raha hai… why can't you just let it go agni.. itna mushkhil tho nahii hoga na.. dekho ahni tumhari shaadi seher se tho hui thi lekin woh kabhi tumse pyaar nahii karr paayi, lekin tum usse pyaar karr baite… woh apni zindagi mein agge badh gayi tho tum kyun nahii.. why are you sticking onto the past & making it difficult to live… why can't you just let go…. Shayad isse hii sachcha pyaar kehthe hai… woh pyaar jiska tum mujhe matlab sikha rahii thi jis din humari shaadi hui.. shayad tum issi pyaar kii baat karr rahii thi.. seher maine tumhe chod diya tha bas ek tumhari hii khushi ke liye tho phir aaj main kyun agge badhkarr apni khusiyaan nahii dhoond paa raha hoon… kyun lagtha hai mujhe kii tum meri ho.. why am'I not able accept the damn truth & live my life the way I want to.. why can't you just leave me alone… tum ne mujhe aaj se che saal pehle tanha tho chod diya tha lekin tumhari kabhi mera peecha chodthi hui mujhe dikhayi nahii de rahii hai… aaj se che saal pehle main kya karoon mujhe tab bhii samaj mein nahii aaya tha aur ab bhii mujhe samaj nahii aa raha hai.. tum tho apni zindagi mein agge badh gayi ho seher, lekin main aaj thak agge badh hii nahii paaya… maano jaise kal tumhe apne saamne dekhkarr meri zindagi dubara ussi modh par aagayi jahaan par aaj se che saal pehle tum mujhe tanha chod gayii thi… seher agar tum kabhi mujhse pyaar hii nahii karthi thi tho aakhir kyun tumne mujhe pyaar ka matlab samjhaya.. kyun sikhaya mujhe asli pyaar ka matlab… my life was better off when I did not know what true love meant…. Shayad agar tum mujhe pyaar ka asli matlab nahii samjhathi tho aaj meri zindagi itni kharaab nahii hothi… seher kyun sikhaya tumne mujhe pyaar ka matlab, kyun tumne mujhse yeh kaha kii jahaan sachcha pyaar hotha hai wahaan koi fayada nahii hotha.. kyun sikhaya tumne mujhe kii jahaan sachcha pyaar hotha hai wahaan kudh kii khushi se badhkarr apne pyaar kii hasi, apne pyaar kii muskurahat ko emiyath deni padthi hai… seher agar main yeh jaantha kii sachche pyaar ka matlab samaj ne ke baad tum mujhe yun chod dogi, jaise main tumhare liye koi mayine hii nahii rakhtha tho main kabhi tumse pyaar kartha hii nahii… shayad tumsepyaar na karke main tumhe apne pass hamesha ke liye rakh paata… lekin nahii tumne mere na chahthe hue bhi meri zindagi mein meri biwi ke roop mein apni jagah bana li… tumne mujhe sachche pyaar ka matlab samjhaya, aur jab main tumse sachche dil se pyaar karne laga, tho mujhe yeh patah chala kii tum ne tho kabhi mujhse pyaar kiya hii nahii… woh tho bas mera yeh pagal dil tha joh tumse pyaar karne laga… aur apne is ek tarfe pyaar ke saath, main khali haath rehh gayi… mujhe mere pyaar ka saath bhii naseeb nahii hua… main bas apne pyaar kii khushi ker liye tanha reh gaya…. Yeh kaisa pyaar hai… kyun hua mujhe pyaar…. Kyun main aaj bhi tumhare pyaar mein hii jeer aha hoon… kyun mujhe zindagi bhar kii saza suna dii seher, jabkii tum apni zindagi mein itni agge badh chuki ho, kii agar main tumhe tumhara haath thaamkarr rokna bhii chahun tho main aisa nahii karr saktha, kyunke tumhari raah mujhse alag ho chuki hai… mera pyaar aaj bhii ek sirf tum hii ho.. mein jis raah bhii jaaun ek bas tum hii meri manzil ho.. lekin na main tumhara pyaar hoon aur na hii main tumhari manzil…. Seher tumne mujhe sachche pyaar ka matlab tho samjha diya tha, tumne mujhe tahe dil se pyaar karna bhii sikha diya tha, lekin seher you never taught me how to fall out of love.. tumne mujhe yeh kabhi nahii sikhaya kii mera joh yeh dil tumhare liye dhadaktha hai, usse main kaise kahoon kii ab tum mere pass nahii ho… agar mujhe akela chodna hii that ho tum meri zindagi mein aayi hii kyun seher…. Kyun tumne meri zindagi mein apni jagah banayi… [agni smiles sarcastically to himself & then he says..] shayad kuch sawaalon ke jawaab nahii hothe.. aur is kyun ka jawab jaanne mein shayad meri zindagi beet jaayegi lekin mujhe tab bhii is kyun ka jawaab nahii milega… joh bhii ho, jaisa bhii ho log kehthe hai kii humein humare pyaar ko accept karna chahiye.. aur bhale hii mera pyaar bas ek tarfa hai, phir main is pyaar ke sahare apni saari zindagi bita saktha hoon, chahe khushi ho ya ghum….. ab jab sachche pyaar ka matlab samaj gaya hoon tho is pyaar ke bina jeena jahannum se kum nahii… lekin mere pyaar kii khushi ke liye main uske saath nahii reh saktha….. bas mujhe apne pyaar ke liye yeh jahannum kii zindagi qabool hai, jahaan par harr ek pal, harr ek din mujhe is baat aisa lagtha hai kii woh mera aakhri hoga.. kyun dii mujhe yeh sazaa tumne seher… pyaar karne kii koi itni bhii sazaa detha hai kya…. Kya pyaar ka dusra naam dard hai…. sazaa hai…. pyaar mein kyun yeh doorie hothi hai… agar pyaar mein doorie hona lazmi hai tho phir kyun kissiko ko kissi se pyaar hotha hai….. shayad tum sahii kehthi thi seher, sachche pyaar ka matlab woh hotha hai jismein koi condition, kuch nahii hotha… maine jab tumse pyaar kiya tha tho maine kabhi bhi yeh shart tho nahii rakhii thi kii main tumse tabhi pyaar karoonga jab tum mujhse pyaar karogi.. mujhe tho bas tumse pyaar hogaya, no conditions, no other motive, but just pure love.. tho kya hua agar tum mujhse pyar nahii karthi, tho kya hua tum humare rishthe ke prati wafadaar nahii reh paayi, tho kya hua agar tum mere jazbaat kabhi samaj nahii paayi… tho kya hua agar tum mujhse durr raho, in sabse mere pyaar par thon a koi asar hua tha aur na kabhi hoga.. even after knowing your deceit I'am unable to stop loving you…. Seher coming into my life you taught me how to fall in love with you, but when you left me alone you never ever taught me how do I stop loving you… haan seher main tumse bohat pyaar kartha hoon aur shayad is baat ke liye mujhe kudh se nafrat hai… main chahe kitni bhii koshish kyun na karrlun lekin tumse pyaar kartha hii rehtha hai mera dil… lekin haan is barr main apne pyaar ko zahir nahii hone doonga… main apne pyaar ko apne andar hii marrdoonga, lekin kabhi bhi seher ke saamne main usse yeh nahii dikha saktha kii woh mere liye kya maayine rakhthi ho.. I just cannot fall in love with you, all the more than I already am… jitna pyaar tumse mujhe aaj se che saal pehle hua tha, mujhe tho lagtha hai that is enough for my one sided love, for this lifetime… aur agar main phir ab tumse pyaar karne lag gaya tho I'am sure agle janam mein bhii main is one sided love ke chakkar mein khali haath aur khali dil ke reh jaaunga.. agni says this though to add funny element & to push away the sadness he is feeling… lekin yeh baat kudh agni bhii jaantha tha how much pain is there in his mere words.. though he was just trying to be sarcastic with himself, but he knows that the truth which lies behind the sarcasm, is very pricking & pinching his heart… it has been like that for the past six years… & even today there was really no change in that…. Agni kudh se kehtha hai, near or far, my heart seems to beat only for you.. my heart lieswith you…. You are my chashmish, by golo molu, my love… nothing can change that ever… but I will surely not be vulnerable in font of you seher… main kabhi tumhe apni kamzori nahii dikhaoonga… kyunke dikhawa karna ya kissi baat par explanation dena Agni Vashist Garewal kii aadat nahii….. agni gets up from the floor, he takes the water bottle placed near the window, he pours down the whole of the water on his face…. Running his hand over his face, hetries to control his overly pressurized emotions…. With the water flowing down his face, agni stands by the window & looks at the rain which is pouring down… agni's thoughts again start to wander towards seher & he just keeps thinking about her… it was like he just cannot help it… seher ka yun achanak se che saal baad uske saamne aane kii wajah se his emotions, feelings & he himself were feeling over worked….. agni is just lost his thoughts, nothing seems to disturb him nor the heavy rainfall nor the thunder, neither the cool air that was hitting his face…. Nothing seemed to bother him…. He just seems so lost, that usse apnea as, pass kuch bhii hone ka ehsaas hii nahii ho raha tha….. agni seems to be lost in his thoughts, when from a distance he hearsa song playing in the radio… woh gaana sunnthe, sunnthe agni gets all the more lost in his past… it was as if he was reliving his past, forgetting about his present or future… all that mattered to him was his past… all that mattered to him was his first true love, his ex-wife, seher….

Song In The Background:-

"Yeh Dooriyan….
Yeh Dooriyan….
Yeh Dooriyan…
[agni's thoughts go back to how alag his & seher's ways are… he gets flashes of seher & him separating from siox years back… he thinks back to the day when he gave the divorce papers to seher, for herto sign them…..]
In Raahon Ki Dooriyan….
Nigahon Ki Dooriyan….
[agni's thoughts goes back to thei last meeting.. where after a very cold conversation, seher signs the divorce papers.. & agni thinks how he walked away from seher's life, giving her, her deserved happiness, as according to him she loves someone else… agni thinks about kaise usne seher ko ek bojh ke rishthe se azaad kiya tha, so that she could go her way & find her true happiness..]
Hum Rahon Ki Dooriyan….
[agni imagines that seher is standing very close to him with a bright smile lightening up her entire face.. agni apna haath agge badatha hai & he tries to catch hold of seher, but as he tries that seher disappears & he is just not able to reach her…. He is left all alone stranded in the path of love..]
Fanah Ho Sabhi Dooriyan….
[agni thinks that how much he wishes that the distance which exists between him & seher would just vanish in the thin air.. & everything would go back in time when they were married & were happy in their newly found friendship… agni thinks that how much he wishes kii joh bhi hua woh waise nahii hua hotha & he & seher would have been together as a married couple, only if seher had understood his love & returned back the same kind of sentiments towards him…. But agni knows this is just not happening…]
Kyun Koi Paas Hai….
Door Hai Kyun Koi….
[agni thinks that whatever it is, if seher is close to him or miles away, it does not matter to him… because kuch bhi ho uska dil hamesha sirf seher ke liye hii dhadaktha hai aur hamesha dhadaktha rahega… the distance or closeness in their relationship just does not make any difference to him, as seher was, is & will always bhi the closest to his heart…]
Jaane Na Koi Yahan Pe….
Aa Raha Paas Ya Door Mein Ja Raha….
Janu Na Mein Hoon Kahan Pe….
Yeh Dooriyan….
[agni thinks about how he just cannot express what he is truly feeling for seher… because after doing that he does not want to be broken once again…. Agni is in a confused state of mind, his thoughts go back to the previous evening where he came face to face with his past after a gap of six years… agni is just unable to understand his feelings because from the time he has seen seher in front of him, tab se lekar ab thak only his restless feelings seems to be on a increase, like no man's business…. & this restless feeling was over shadowing all of his other thoughts coming to his heart & mind…
In Raahon Ki Dooriyan…
[agni imagines that seher & he are standing opposite each other at the either ends of the road, but still he is not able to each her as the path that leads him to his love, his deher, seemed to be never ending…]
Nigahon Ki Dooriyan….
[agni finally imagines that he has reached the other side of the path, but as he reaches there he does not seem to find seher anywhere close tohim. & now when he glances at the other side from where he had started his path, he sees seher standing there with a smile on her face, which states catch me if you can..]
Hum Rahon Ki Dooriyan…
Fanah Ho Sabhi Dooriyan…
[agni keeps looking at seher on the seher side of the road & thinks that how he wants the distance to go away.. & he could stay with seher, on the side which she was standing, without any obligations or conditions but only love & nothing else… ]
Yeh Dooriyan…
Yeh Dooriyan….
Kabhi Hua Yeh Bhi……
Khali Rahon Pe Bhi…..
Tu Tha Mere Saath….
[agni thinks that so many times in these six years after he actually parted way with seher, us din se lekar aaj thak he just has not been able to get seher out of his thoughts or rather out of his systems… his thoughts go back to two days earlier when he was driving the car & all he could see was seher all around that too in a road which was almost empty… but the emptiness inside him seemed to be filled away with imagining seher being there around him.. agni thinks that it is not the first time things like that have happened in the past six years, but it was a common feature which has been happening with him for the past six years… he smiles thinking how always he used to imagine seher being around him though she was miles away from his reach….]
Kabhi Tujhe Milke Lauta….
Mera Dil Yeh Khali Khali Haath….
Yeh Bhi Hua Kabhi….
[agni thinks that how six years back he had fallen in love with seher… but to his utter dismay for him it was a one sided love… because as soon as he realized that he was in love with his wife, who soon was becoming his life, his reason to live, did not have the same feeling for him which he had…. He thinks about how he got to know seher's heart belonged to someone else & that she loved someone else… he thinks of how even though being married to him, seher was pregnant with someone else child…. He thinks about the time when he told seher hat it is better they go their own ways & he still remembers how seher had accepted what he was saying, telling him that may be it is better for the two of them if they leave behind a obligatory relationship & move ahead in life…]
Jaise Hua Aabhi…
Tujhko Sabhi Mein Paa Li…
[agni thinks how he sees seher in every girl he meets… any girl, he meets anywhere he just thinks about seher & tries to compare that particular girl, with the girl whom he loves with all his heart seher…. Agni thinks kii kaise he feels he is seeing seher in every second person… if he hears a person laughing then it is seher's laughs that tinkles in his ears… if he hears a girl blabbar continuously again he is transported to a imaginary world, where he thinks aboutseher chatting away with him, non stop like a chatter box to glory… agni then thinks about how he runs away from women, because he does not think he can ever give seher's place in his heart to anyone for that matter… so thus he runs away from girls & any case of proximity with them, just reminds him of his ideal, perfect woman, to whom he lost his heart unknowlingly, his ex-wife, or rather his till date wife, (as he never actually submitted the divorce papers), seher…
Tera Mujhe Kar Jaati Hai Dooriyan….
[agni thinks about how even today usse yeh baat bilkul bardhast nahii ho rahii hai that he is away from the woman he loved themost, the women he loved with all his heart, mind, body & soul, his wife seher… he thinks about how much pain even today he goes through just because of his past…]
Satati Hain Dooriyan….
Tarsati Hain Dooriyan…..
[agni ko woh saare pal yaad aathe hai jab woh seher se durr rehkarr tadaptha tha… how it used to pinch his heart every second of his life.. & how his separation from seher has been pricking & still continue to prick him deep in his heart & leaving behind wounds of the past, with just loads of pain & sadness…]
Fanah Ho Sabhi Dooriyan…
[agni thinks how if he was granted a single wish, he would go back in time & change everything that has caused these differences & distances between him & seher.. he just wants one chance to start over once again, but he knows that is not possible……]
Kaha Bhi Na Maine…..
Nahi Jeena Maine….
Tu Jo Na Mila…
[agni thinks how he slowly started loving seher even more than himself, but he never really told seher what he felt… agni ke mann mein ek khayal aatha hai, that shayad if he had expressed his feelings to seher then things would have been a lot different from what they are now… but agni apne soch ko hii negate karke sochtha hai, agar usne seher se keh bhi diya hotha kii woh usse pyaar kartha tab bhii it would not have changed anything as seher did not love him…… aur jahaan pyaar nahii tha, agar woh apne pyaar ka iqraar bhii karr letha tho kya hotha, kuch bhii nahii, even then his love would have been adhura…]
Tujhe Bhule Se Bhi Na……
Bola Na Maine Chahun Faisla….
Bas Fasla Rahein…..
[agni thinks kii kaise usne seher ko uski azaadi de dii, just for her happiness… he thinks of how he just let seher go away from him…. & he could never really express to what extent to loves her… though by letting seher go from his life, he had proved how much he loved her, but never could really find words to express his feelings, in theform of words…. Agni then has flashes of the past of his walking away from seher, after taking the divorce papers from her & walking away so far with tears forming in his eyes..]
Ban Ke Kasak Jo Kahe….
Ho Aur Chahat Yeh Aur Jawan….
[agni thinks about how he though being miles away from seher for so many years, still it has not reduced his love & his feelings towards her… he feels that with time he has started to love seher all the more.. agni ke mann mein yeh khayal aatha hai kii, he knows seher does not love him, neither does she belong to him but still he just cannot stop himself from loving seher… he just cannot ignore the feelings, they are too strong.. though he can pretendin front of seher that she means nothing to him, but he knows that the actual truth is no where near his pretense & his denial...]
Teri Meri Mit Jaani Hai Dooriyan….
[agni thinks that kaash unki life waise ho jaathi, jaise it was six years back, before their separation… where they used to fight with each other, laugh with one another, pull each others legs, care & wait for each other….]
Begani Hai Dooriyan….
Hat Jani Dooriyan….
Fanah Ho Sabhi Dooriyan….
[agni feels that agar usse ek mauka mila tho woh apni zindagi ke pennon mein se us din ko hii mita dega jis din usse is baat ka patah chala kii seher usse pyaar nahii karthi, aur uske liye unka rishtha tab bhii ek obligation tha, ek bojh tha joh us par thoppa gaya tha…. He wishes that he could just remove that day & revert back everything to normal between him & seher… but he knows wishes do not turn out to be true… he was no more a kid who could be told wishes always come true, now he knew they would not…]
Kyun Koi Paas Hai…..
Door Hai Kyun Koi…..
Jaane Na Koi Yahan Pe….
Aa Raha Paas Ya Door Mein Ja Raha….
Janu Na Mein Hoon Kahan Pe….
Yeh Dooriyan…
[agni thinks about how seher has been irritating him from the previous evening with all her different antics.. & then his thoughts go back to the previous night where seher was in his room & was trying to act so unlike herself around him, but even at that moment all he wanted was to take seher in his arms… only he knew how much he longed to take seher in his arms when he saw her in the dining table, but that was before his past started coming back to him in a rush & he realized the harsh reality of life that yes he was in love with seher, but seher never had any such feelings for him, as she belonged else where….]
In Raahon Ki Dooriyan….
Nigahon Ki Dooriyan…
Hum Rahon Ki Dooriyan….
Fanah Ho Sabhi Dooriyan……"

[Courtesy: Movie – Love Aaj Kal]

[a single drop of tear startsflowing down agni's eyes. He realizes the wetness on his cheeks & when he touches his cheeks he finds tears rolling down… he wipes the tears, but still there is visible amount of pain in his eyes, he just flicks his tears in the air… smiles half heartedly, as he has long ago accepted the fact that this was his life & he had to live it just like that, swallowing the pain which he feels deep insidehis heart, every time he takes breath & every single minute he continues to live… & there was nothingelse he could do, so he was smiling at his condition…]
Agni then wipes off his eyes to dry, aur woh yeh soch letha hai kii chahe kuch bhii ho jaaye, he will keep seher away from him.. till the time she was here, agni thinks that he will avoid her, but without raising any kind of doubts in anyone's mind.. he thinks that he will stay away from seher, so that no one will feel his weird behavior.. then agni's mind starts thinking ofideas kii kis tarah se woh seher ko khud se durr karr saktha hai… he thinks about various ideas so that, even his friends don't guess anything… agni thought that he will start avoiding seher, without making it clear or obvious to anyone's eyes… but agni knew he needs to be very careful, kyunke woh yeh baat bohat achche se jaantha tha that his family notices every small change in his behavior, like how they were observing him the previous evening & were asking him if he was feeling fine… agni knew that he has to be extremely careful especially with prachi & damini as nothing escapes their eyes.. & he has to just stay from seher… agni jab ideas ke bare mein sochtha rehtha hai, there are many ideas which strike his mind, but none of them seem to appeal him so that he gets what he wants that too without getting caught in front of his friends.. lekin harr ek idea joh agni sochtha hai usmein koi na koi kami hothi hii hai… aur agni bhii unse khush nahii lagtha… he churns his brain so that he can get a satisfactory idea jisse he can avoid being around seher until she is here, in the house & then agni thinks about how he can avoid seher at the office too…. Aise sochthe, sochthe agni ke dimaak mein achanak se ek idea aatha hai…. he starts brooding over it & he thinks:- haan yeh achcha idea hai main aaj se office mein dair raa thak baita karoonga.. aur subaah bhii jaldi nikal jaaya karoonga aur isse I need not face much of seher in the house or the office… aur jahaan thak seher se office ke matters discuss karne kii baat hai tho main khud ko dusre projects mein itna busy karloonga, kii milind aur prithvi seher ko office mein handle karenge, because I'am sure they will surely not want to pressurize me with more work… tho bas ab mujhe ek raastha milgaya jisse main seher ko khud se durr rakh saktha hoon… ab agar seher mujhse durr rahegi tho mujhe is baat ka darr bhii nahii rahega kii kahiin usse mere dil mein kya hai yeh patah tho nahii chalega…. Now staying away from her for most of the time, I can assure that my emotions are under check & are in control, without going over board just because of her presence around him all the time, until she is there… aur agar damini aur prachi mujhse poochenge kii main itna busy kyun hoon, tho main bas unse keh doonga kii kuch naye business deals aaye hai aur main un par kaam karr raha hoon… isse un logon ko bhii shak nahii hoga & even I can avoid seher's presence around me…. [agni kudh kii tareef karthe hue kehtha hai hai…] waah agni kya idea hai tera.. ab tu ghar se durr aur chashmish se bhii durr rehh saktha hai aur kissi ko mere aise karne kii wajah bhii nahii patah nahii chalega.. ab main dekhtha hoon Seher tum mujhe kis tarah se pareshaan karthi ho.. now I will not give you a chance to that…. Aur jab main mauka hii nahii doonga tho tum na mere karee baa sakthi ho, neither can you break the defences I have built around myself, nor will you be able to know that even today you leave a impact on me… you will never know that…. Agni then leans on the window pane, he sees the rain & tries to understand when the rain pour whom does the rain love more is it the cloud from which the rains begin or the ground surface where the raindrops hit the surface… agni yahii sochtha hai & he compares those rain drops to seher, he being the surface & her love being the cloud, agni looks up at the dark clouds in the sky & thinks, naah she has never loved me nor will she love me… jis tarah baish kii bhoondein aur zameen ka saath bas kuch hii palon ke liye hotha hai, ussi tarah humare ateet mein seher aur mera saath likha tha.. lekin abhi nahii seher belongs to the person whom her heart belongs too, whom she loves.. aur main na seher ka aasmaan hoon aur na hii is barish ke bhoondon ka cloud high up in the sky… main jaisa hoon theek hoon, khush hoon. Jaisa bhii hai yeh meri zindagi hai, aur main nahii chahtha kii kabhi bhii mera dil seher ke saamne ek khulli kitaab bann jaaye, jisse seher ke saamne mere dil kii sachayi aajaaye… main yeh kabhi nahii chahtha hoon kii seher ko kabhi bhii bhale hii ek pal ke liye bhii yeh na lage kii usne mere saath ghalat kiya.. main nahii chahtha kii kabhi seher guilty feel kare kii woh mujhse pyaar nahii karr paayi… main nahii chahtha kii kabhi seher ko aisa lage kii meri zindagi mein joh dard hai, joh takleef hai woh uske wajah se hai… main kabhi seher kiii annkhon mein khud ke liye daya kii bhawana nahii dekhna chahtha…. Tho bas shayad mere liye, seher ke liye, seher kii khushi ke liye yahii theek hoga kii joh jaise chal raha hai usse waise hii chalne de.. seher yahaan se chali jaayegi aur phir mera pyaar mere andar hii rehh jaayega… aur shayad seher kii khushi ke liye itna tho main karr hii saktha hoon na… aur main yeh karoonga hii kyunke main tumse sachche dil se pyaar kartha hoon chashmish… agar tum mujhse pyaar na bhii karo, tab bhii tum mujhe nahii rokh sakthi… mera dil ek bas tumhare liye hii jeeta hai aur yeh jeeta hii rahega… agni bends his face down, feeling the rain & he gets a smile on his face feeling the rain drenching his head & face… agni is so lost in the rain that he fails to hear the sound of the room being opened & also he fails to hear the footsteps of someone walking behind… as the rain starts pouring down more family, agni ke chehre kii smile aur bhii ghehri ho jaathi hai… it was seher who had walked into the room, just to disturb agni's privacy… actually after seher had got ready she had sneaked upstairs to the third floor, without being noticed by any of them in the house… seher first checks agni's room, but finding it empty seher starts getting panicked thinking if agni has already left.. issi soch mein seher agni ke kamre se bahar nikalthi & she is about to go down the stairs, when she decides to take a chance & check in the rooms beside agni's.. & as luck would have it, seher entered the room adjoining to agni's room & she sees agni standing close to the window pane enjoying the rain, seher gets a smile on her face looking at the smile on agni's face.. agni ke chehre kii smile ko dekhkarr seher ke dil mein bas ek hii khwaish jagthi hai aur woh yeh kii let the smile on agni's face always remain forever… seher vows to herself that agar agni ke chehre kii us smile ke liye, usse khud kii hasii bhii cheen leni hogii tho she is totally ok with it.. kyunke uske liye agni se zyada kuch bhii maayine hii nahii rakhtha tha, shayad woh khud bhii nahii…. seher enters the room very slowly, she closes the door & starts walking slowly towards agni, taking small steps so that agni does not notice her presence yet… the other reason why seher did not want agni to realize that she was here because she just wanted to observe the smile on agni's face… she wanted to fill her heart with agni's smile, taaki usse is baat ka vishwaas tho ho sake kii woh joh bhii karr rahii hai it is for the both of them, for their love… seher thinks that agar agni ke chehre par is smile ko banake rakhne ke liye aur agni ko uski khushiyaan, uski zindagi, uska pyaar lautane ke liye even if she has to undergo through a lot of pain, she is ready to undertake her mission as it is all worth it in the end, as it would give only happiness in their life…. Seher inhii sab baaton ke bare mein sochthi rehthi & she gets a smile on her face automatically seeing the smile spread across agni's face… seher knew that now she should make agni realize his presence around him… seher knew agni would surely be a tough nut to crack, but seher with all means was ready to crack the tough nut & break through all the defences he had built around himself, against love & especially against love.. all seher wanted was that agni ko phir se ek baar apne pyaar par yakeen ho & he falls in love with her once again, but this time falling in love should just not be a fling, jahaan ek hawa ke jhonke ke wajah se they loose their love once again… but this time seher wanted the love to be felt, to be alive forever & ever… seher then goes & stands right behind agni & she in a very small whispers tells agni… seher:- kyun agni tum mere bare mein soch rahe ho kya… agni who is lost in his trail of thoughts & is enjoying the rain for the past few minutes, comes out of his revive, when he recognizes the voice of the person who is standing behind him… agni knows the voice of the person, so well that agar koi raat mein bhii usse yeh sawaal pooch le kii woh awaaz kiski hai tho he will tell without any doubt in his mind that, the voice belongs to the women he loves more than himself.. his seher…. Joh uski hoke bhii uski nahii hai… agni knows that seher is standing behind him, but he kinda tries to ignore her presence & he just sighs to himself, without bothering to give seher a proper answer, he continues to get wet in the rain… on the other side seher who was standing behind him knew that agni would try & ignore her presence around him, this was rather expected from him… as seher knows agni since childhood she knew that agni would react that way only… seher yeh baat achche se jaanthi thi kii agar agni ko koi cheez pasand nahii aathi hai, tho either he will try to distance himself from what he does not like or may be he will ignore the presence of what he does not like around him… & seher knew that at this moment she fell into the category of not being liked, but seher just did not let agni's ignorance for her to affect her… while seher in a very chirpy tone again asks agni the same question & she reminds him that he has not answered her question…. Seher:- agni kya hua bolo na, tum mere sawaal ka jawaab kyun nahii de rahe ho… maine tumse poocha tha abhi abhi kii kya tum mere bare mein soch rahe ho… jawaab do na agni… agni gets irritated, he turns around looking at seher he says:- seher tumhe samaj mein nahii aatha… ya phir tum samaj karr bhii na samjhii ka natak karr rahii ho yeh baat meri samaj mein tho bilkul samaj mein hii nahii aathi…. Seher says:- agni ab tum kya keh rahe ho, meri tho samaj mein hii nahii aa raha hai.. main samaj karr bhii kaunsi baat nahii samaj rahii hoon. Aur tumhe aisa kyun lagtha hai kii main koi nasamjhi ka naatak karr rahii hoon.. agni makes a face at seher & he says:- seher tum yeh baat achchi tarah se jaanthi ho kii tumhara yun mere aas, pass mandra na, ya tumhara yun mere saath friendly behave karna mujhe bilkul achcha nahii lagtha… mere family ke saamne hum dono kal se pehle kabhi nahii mile, aur kal kii mulaqaat se pehle hum dono ek dusare ke liye ajnabee the.. aura b bas hum business associates hai that too only if we find everything good & satisfactory to both the parties in the merger.. aur shayad main tumhare saath ka apna equation wahiin thak rakhna chahtha hoon jahaan tum ya tho mere liye ajnabee ho, a mere stranger or just a business associate, aur usse zyada kuch bhii nahii… main nahii jaantha seher tum mere saath itna friendly kyun act karr rahii ho, main tho yeh bhii samaj nahii paa raha hoon kii kya tumhari yahaan aane kii wajah bas yeh ek business deal hai ya kuch aur baat hai, lekin seher believe me when I say that I'am really not interested to know all these things, nor do I want to get in these details, kyunke in sabhi baaton se mera koi lena, dena nahii… main bas tumse itni umeed kartha hoon seher kii tum bhi mere saath aise pesh aao jaise kii hum ek dusare ke liye bas ajnabee se zyada kuch bhii nahii… I would really appreciate it… aur main nahii chahtha kii tumhare mere saath yun over friendly hone kii wajah se mere family ke mann mein kissi bhi tarah ka koi sawaal utte.. kal se tum joh harkatein karr rahii ho, it will raise doubts in anyone's mind, aur main abhi koi bhi confusion nahii chahtha.. tum yahaan merger ke liye aayi ho, tho bas merger kii possibility aur expansion ke markets dekhklo aur phir yahaan se chali jao… agar tumhe yahaan merger theek lagtha hai tho hum business associates hii rahenge… agar merger nahii ho paaya tho once again we will become perfect strangers for each other.. & that is how I want things to be.. but seher tumhara joh over friendly behavior hai, believe me when I say it, I find it artificial & I'am not interested too… so just leave me alone…. Aur haan seher mujhse zyada baat karne kii bhii koi zaroorat nahii hai tumhe, mujhe tum jitna mujhse baat karne kii koshish karogi all you will get in reply is a ignorance from my side… tho just leave me alone… tum yahaan joh kaam karne aayi ho woh karo & go back miles away, from where you have actually come from.. now if you will please excuse me, I just do not have all day to explain these things to you… & ya agli barr yeh nasamjhi ka natak mere saamne matt karna, I know kii tum yeh baat jaanthi ho kii I'am really not interested in making a conversation with you.. so keep your futile ateempts to strike a conversation with me to your ownself… because I'am really not interested… not I'am bothered to have a decent conversation with you… aur haan seher ek aur baat yaad rakhna main behra nahii hoon, I can hear what you were asking me… but I did not want to answer you.. agli barr se is baat ko yaad rakhna aur mere saamne kabhi apne sawaal matt repeat karna, kyunke mujh mein thodi sib hi interest nahii hai kii main apna time tumhare sawaalon ke jawaab dethe hue waste karoon… my time is too precious you see & I just cannot devote my precious time unnecessarily answering your good for nothing questions…. Now please if you don't mind please excuse me… I have other things to take care of… agni seher ko haath se ishara kartha hai to leave & get going… seher yeh baat bohat hii achche se jaanthi thi kii aakhir agni kya kehne kii koshish karr raha hai… agni kiibaatein were hurting seher, but at this moment she knew very well that she just cannot express her hurt on his words out of the blue & she also knew that she just cannot fight with for telling her that theyshould either behave like two perfect strangers or just as business associates & nothing more… she wanted to fight with agni for this & for many other things, but seher knew that now the time was not right for that… seher knew in order to make a place in agni's heart once again, she has work hrd.. even harder then the previous time when they were married… seher just maintains her calm, she asks in a very low voice (as she just cannot stop herself from asking that…) she says:- is that all we are vaashu… is that the only relationship you & me share with each other… what did you say, haan, perfect strangers or business associates… is that all about it.. don't you think our relationship is much more than what you are hinting at… I know vaashu that today you just want to have the relationship of a perfect stranger or just a mere business associate in your words… kya humare beech ka rishtha sirf yahiin thak vaashu…. Atleast yeh tho socho kii tum mujhe us pal se jaanthe ho jis din se maine is duniyaan mein apna pehle saans liya.. aur ussi baat ke liye tum mujhe meri baat ka jawaab de dethe…. Yeh ignore kyun karr rahe ho, vaashu… waise vaashu mujhe lagtha hai tum mujhe ignore nahii karr rahe ho balki tum mere sawaalon se durr bhaagne kii koshish karr rahe ho…. Agni looks at seher with a kind off shocked expression on his face… seher understands that look of shock & surprise on agni's face, & seher in a very cool tone says:- vaashu ab tum mujhe aise bhii matt dekho kii tumhara jhoot, ya yeh ignorance ka cover which you are using, looses all it's value…. Aur haan agni itne shocked hone kii koi zaroorat hii nahii, tum is baat ko maano ya phir na maano lekin tum aur main ek dusare ko bachpann se jaanthe hai… bhale hii hum dost na ho, lekin itna tho main tumhe jaanthi aur samajthi bhii hoon, aur main is baat se waakif hoon kii tum yahaan joh mere sawaal ko ignore karr rahe ho woh is wajah se nahii kii tumhe mera sawaal pasand nahii aaya, balki wajah yeh hai kii tum mujhse durr bhaag rahe ho… lekin vaashu, main tumse sach mein poochna chahthi hoon, kitna bhaag paaoge tum mujhse… hum ab ek hii ghar mein reh rahe hai, office mein saath mein kaam karrne waale hai… tho kab thak mujhse aise durr bhaagthe rahoge… aur haan vaashu you know it is bettern if a person always moves ahead keeping in view his or her past… lekin jaise main abhi tumhe dekh rahii hoon I can see that you are still the same person, joh kabhi kissi ki koi bhii baat nahii sunntha… tum tho bilkul bhii nahii badle vaashu… kyun vaashu apne ateet se tumne kuch seekha nahii kya…. Agni ke aankhon mein ek tarah se ghussa aa jaatha hai, it was something like agni's eyes were burning with rage, at the mention of their past & also because seher was trying to taunt him with the past… seher yeh baat bohat hii achche se jaanthi thi kii her talks will make agni very angry, but all seher wanted was that agni starts reacting to her taunts & jibes openly… seher yeh bilkul nahii chahhi thi kii agni suppress his anger with in himself & does not give her any reaction… she was just trying to make agni open in front of her once again, bhale hii he opens up in front of seher with his anger, but seher was ready to face the anger head on too, but she just did not want to let agni keep his feelings to himself & feel the pain with in himself, as he has been doing all these years together… pehle ghussa kii tarah hii sahii but seher wanted agni's reaction to her words, she just slowly & steadily wanted to penetrate through his defences which he has seemed to have built around him… she first wanted kii woh apni baaton se agni ko react karwaye, then may be make him angry, or make him realize his love jisse woh durr bhaag raha hai…. seher sees agni's face, she sees that agni's jaw is tightened showing that he is not just angry but rather too angry, more than she can actually imagine.. seher ke dimaak mein warning bells start to ring which gives her a indication that she has to keep quiet or else agni's anger would literally blow over his head.. lekin seher yeh bhii bohat achche se jaanthi thi kii woh aakhir kya karr rahii hai & seeing agni's anger reflect on his face, seher knew it very well that she was on the right track & her plan of action was going as she wanted it too… seher swallows the nervousness which she was feeling deep with in herself, she braces herself for agni's reaction however drastic it may be, she just did not want to care about that… isse pehle kii agni seher kii baaton par koi bhii jawaab de, ya phir apne ghussa seher par nikale, seher dubara se bol padthi hai… she in a very composed voice says:- so agni bolo na mujhe.. is that's all we share between us… are we both just perfect strangers or just business associates… tell me vaashu tumhe kya lagtha hai bas humare beech isse zyada koi aur rishtha nahii hai… vaashu lekin shayad tum is baat ko bhool chuke ho kii aaj nahii tho kuch saal pehle na hum perfect strangers the aur na hii hum business associates the, lekin phir bhi humare beech ka joh rishtha tha, woh in sabse kayi, kayi, kayi, gunah zyada bada tha…. Main yeh bhii jaanthi hoon vaashu tum bas mujhse aur humare ateet ke rishthe ke sach se durr bhaag rahe ho… lekin main tumhe batadun isse tumhe kuch bhii hasil nahii hone waala hai, kyunke aaj bhii main tumhare jhoot ko pechaan sakthi hoon… so just stop lying to yourself vaashu… tumne kaha na hum perfect strangers hai, nahii hum strangers nahii hai, na hum business associates hai… so vaashu just stop lying to yourself & to the peopke around you… because may be you do not know, but I do know that you are a very bad lier… so you know what do not give me that crap that we are just strangers or business associates as I'am not ready to buy your fact… you get that…. Stop fooling yourself… aur yaad rakhna tum aisi baatein kehkarr mujhe bhii bewakoof nahii bana sakthe, because I can see the truth in your so just stop playing & lying… I hope you have understand what exactly I'am trying to convey… myyy foot.. perfect strangers, business associates…. Goddd… you know what your perfect strangers or business associates can just go to he**… [seher says this with a lot of attitude & she keeps grumbling to herself, saying kii they are supposed to act like just perfect strangers or mere business associates.. she keeps mumbling how vaashu is just trying to evade the truth & run away from her, as it reminds him of his past…] agni on the other hand keeps listening to seher's talks & also to her mumbling…. He knows what seher was telling was right in a way, he knows that the relationship which he & seher share even today is way more than the perfect strangers or the mere business associates, in quotes… but as usual agni just did not want ro accept this fact… he did not want to seem vulnerable in front of seher by agreeing to what she has told…. Agni catches hold of seher in a tight hold, his grip on seher's shoulders also starts hurting seher.. but seher just does not say anything.. agni pushes seher to the wall & he keeps looking at seher, with complete anger evident in his eyes… seher could feel the amoun of anger which agni was trying to suppress with in himself… just by his mere hold on her shoulders & just by looking into agni's eyes, seher could feel what exactly was going through.. she could just sense it… aur seher yeh baat bhii bohat achche se jaanthi thi kii abhi joh ghussa agni ka bahar aa raha hai, it is just 10% of his anger which he has felt over the years for her… agar koi aur seher kii jagah, agni ke is ghusse ka shikaar hotha tho woh insaan apne sochne kii shakti bhii kho baitha just by looking at agni's anger.. it could have shaken up, anyone or everyone who was at the receiving end of agni's anger… yes agni's anger also shakes up seher a bit, it even scares her to some extent, lekin seher yeh baat achchi tarah se jaanthi thii kii this was just agni's way of making her mission weaker, but seher at no cost, in any circumstance did not want to fall weak in front of agni's anger & the defences he has built around him, seher knew it perfectly well that in order to break through agni's defences she needs to make him vent out the anger which he has kept with in himself, from a very long, long time.. seher ka manna yeh tha kii ek barr agar agni ka ghussa starts to show soon he will be forced to show that he cares & he loves seher too… seher yeh baat achche se jaanthi thi kii first of all she has to make agni vent out, his pent up frustration so that it will put his heart & mind at peace…. Agni keeps looking straight into seher's eyes, while seher keeping her nerves in check also stares back at agni, agni could see no fear in seher's eyes, but what he did not know was that deep inside seher was really scared of his anger but she just did not want to show it to him… what he did not know was that seher was ready to put up with all his anger, just so that she can make him believe in love all over once again… seeing that seher was staring right back into his eyes, agni started having weird feelings & he started pressing rather too tightly on seher's shoulder... with every passing my second agni's grip on seher's shoulder tightened, lekin seher ne ek barr bhii dard ka izhaar nahii kiya… agni just wanted seher to look down on her own accord & stop hovering around him like the bees do with the honey… but agni seeing that there is no possibility of that, in a very cold voice asks:- seher tum chahthi kya ho… tum yahaan par aakhir kyun aayi ho.. aur kya keh rahii thi tum mujhse… haan kii main tumhe ignore karr raha hoon iska matlab yeh hai kii main tumse durr bhaag raha hoon… well tum joh bhii socho mujhe is baat se koi farq nahii padtha samjhii tum.. aur mujhe koi interest nahii hai, na tumne aur na tumhare sawaalon mein… agar tum yeh samajthi ho kii tumhare prati mera ignorance is wajah se hai kyunke main apne ateet ko face nahii karr saktha, ya main apne ateet se durr bhaag raha hoon, tho please be my guest… tum joh chahe woh soch sakthi ho, usse mujhe koi bhi farq nahii padtha.. agar tum yeh samajthi ho kii main tumse durr bhaag raha hoon, tho fine then be it… tum aise hii socho, it does not bother me… lekin haan tum mere kareeb aane kii koshish matt karna, main nahii jaantha tum aakhir kya karne kii koshish karr rahii ho… neither do I care what you are upto… you just stay away from me & my life…. I don't want to see you in front of my eyes again & again… aur haan ek aur baat Miss. Sags, main ab bhii yahii chahoonga kii hum dono ya tho perfect strangers kii tarah behave kare, ya phir business associates kii tarah.. usse zyada aur koi bhi rishtha na aaj humare beech hai aur na kabhi agge ho saktha hai… shayad humare ateet mein humara rishtha in do rishton se badhkarr tha, lekin tum aaj mujhe un rishton ka vaastha kyun de rahii ho… woh rishthe joh beech raah mein shuru hue the aur un rishton ka wajoob bhii ussi beech raasthe ke majdaar mein beh gaya hai… aur haan aaj kii zindagi mein, main nahii jaantha kii tumhara ateet tumhare liye kya mayine rakhtha hai, lekin let me make myself very clear to you, aaj ke tareekh mein, humare us ateet ka gumnaam rishtha, mere liye koi mayine nahii rakhtha… humare ateet ke rishthe ka wajood humare ateet ke saath hii beh gaya tha.. aaj us ateet kii mujhe meri is zindagi mein koi zaroorat nahii hai… na tumhare meri zindagi mein koi wajood hai aur na hii humare us beete hue kal ka meri nazron mein koi wajood hai.. samjhi tum… aur tum humare kis ateet ke rishthe kii baat keh rahii thi, humara koi ateet bhi tha is baat ko bhoole ek arsa sa hogaya tha… aur haan jab humara ek ateet hua kartha tha na tab tho tumhe humare us ateet ke rishthe kii ya us rishthe kii koi qdar nahii thi, tho ab kya hogaya.. yeh achanak se tumhe humare ateet ke rishthe kii baat kaise yaad aagayi… kyunke jahaan thak mujhe patah hai ateet mein tho tumhe kabhi is baat ka khayal nahii aaya.. aur ab tum mujhse kehh rahe ho kii hum sirf perfect strangers ya business associates nahii, kyunke hum dono ko joh baat jodhthi hai wais eek ateet hai… lekin main us ateet se agge badh cvhuka hoon… & Miss. Sags please do hear me clearly, humare us ateet ke rishthe kii meri nazron mein koi emiyath hii nahii hai, kyunke emiyath unhe dii jaathi hai joh qabil hai, lekin tum tho uske qabil bhi nahii ho… tho just stop thinking too high about yourself & get this straight in your small brains that aaj tum mere liye bas ek stranger ho, ek guest ho joh mere ghar mein rehne aaya hai, bas ek business associate ho…. Tum mere liye seher nahii balki tum mere liye Miss. Sags ho, joh yahaan ek deal ke silsile mein aayi thi…. usse zyada aur kuch bhii nahii… tum yeh baat jitni jaldi samaj jao tumhare liye utna hii achcha hoga… aur please mujhe irritate karna band karo aur mujhse durr raho… agni looks at seher so as to convey with his eyes that he has made his point clear & he does not want her to be around him again.. lekin seher par tho agni kii baatein asar hii nahii karthi, or rather this was how seher was potraying it, though whatever agni was telling was leaving behind a deep scar in seher's heart, but she just does not express it & she says with determination in her eyes:- vaashu tum bhale hii sach se kitna hii kyun na bhaag ne kii koshish kar lo, lekin sach catches with your pace & makes you come face to face with the truth.. tum yeh baat kyun nahii maan lethe vaashu kii mera yahaan tumhare aas, pass hone tumhe effect karr raha hai… tum is baat ko sweekaar kyun nahii karr lethe kii tum mujhse durr bhaag ne kii koshish nahii karr rahe ho, aur na hii tum mere sawaalon se bhaag ne kii koshish karr rahe ho, tum tho bas yahii koshish karr rahe ho kii tum apne ateet se bhaag ne kii koshish karr rahe ho… vaashu main jaanthi hoon kii tumhe meri advice kii zaroorat nahii hai apni zindagi mein, lekin phir bhii main tumhe ek muft ka advice dene waali hoon, chaho tho accept karo ya nahii yeh tumhari marzi hai.. lekin main tumhe apni advice tho dekar hii rahoongi… woh kya hai na vaashu tumhe kabhi apne ateet se durr bhaag ne kii koshish nahii karni chahiye, kyunke humara ateet bhii humari hii zindagi ka hissa hotha hai… & log kehthe hai kii our past determines our present tho isliye tumhare liye, mereliye, ya kissi ke liye bhii yahii behtar hoga kii woh apne ateet ka saamna karke apni zindagi mein agge badhe… dekho agniagar tumhe apne ateet ko face karne ke liye thodi si inspiration kii zaroorat hai tho I'am sure tumhe woh inspiration mujhse mil jaayegi, kyunke after joh tumhara ateet hai woh mera ateet bhii tho hai, tum bhale hii ateet se durr bhaago, lekin tum is baat ko jhutla tho nahii sakthe hona kii hum dono ka ek ateet hai joh saath hai.. tum is baat se bhi bhaag nahii sakthe kii ateet mein hum dono ka ek ateet hai joh ateet mein hii sahii lekin tumhe aur mujhe saath mein jodhtha tha…. Tum mujhe dekho vaashu, tumhare saath mera ek ateet hai, jisse main agge badh chuki hoon, aur tum bhii agge badh chuke ho, lekin mujh mein itni himmat hai kii main apne ateet ke nazron mein nazrein daalkarr yeh keh sakoon, kii haan mera ek ateet tho, so what.. what difference does it make.. main yeh keh sakthi hoon… lekin kudh kii taraf dekho vaashu, you just are not ready to face your past, even after so many years. Tum yahaan apne ateet se bhaag ne kii koshish bhii karr rahe ho, aur mujhse kehh rahe ho kii tum zindagi mein agge badh chuke ho… common vaashu stop being a spoil sport & accept the truth, without running away from it.. but just look at you, tum tho situations se bhaag rahe ho vaashu… jis Agni Vashist Garewal ko main jaanthi thi, uski fithrath aisi hai kii woh situations se durr bhaagtha hai, you have just become a chicken, chickening out of the situations… aur issi wajah se tum mujhse durr bhaag ne kii koshish karr rahe ho… ohhh… common vaashu, were is that killer instinct which you always had earlier… ab jab main tumhe dekhthi hoon tho mujhe ek aisa insaan dikhayi de raha hai joh zubaan se tho kuch keh raha hai, lekin asal mein hai kuch aur.. dekho na tum mujhse kehthe ho kii tum apni zindagi mein agge badh chuke ho, tumhe humare us ateet se koi farq nahii padtha, tum tho yeh bhii keh rahe the kii tum humare ateet ko bhoola chuke ho… lekin the way I see it, what you are saying are all a bunch of lies… agni agar tum apni zindagi mein agge badh chuke ho, agar tumhe humare ateet se koi farq nahii padtha, agar tum humare us ateet ko bhoola chuke ho, tho main kyun tumhari aankhon mein humare ateet kii parchayi dekh rahii hoon… kyun tum mujhse durr bhaagthe ho… agar humare ateet se tum par koi asar nahii hotha tho sop running away from me, stop telling the world that we are just strangers.. stop acting like you do not know me from earlier… kyun vaashu tum aisa karr sakthe ho kya… nahii.. mujhe nahii lagtha tum aisa kuch bhii karr sakthe ho, kyunke mere hisaab se joh bhii baatein tum karr rahe ho na, they are all just a bunch of lies, joh tum mujhse, kudh se aur saari duniyaan se kehh rahe ho.. lekin sach kya hai yeh tum jaanthe ho… aur main yeh jaanthi hoon kii tum joh kehh rahe ho usmein kitna sach chupa hua hai… I challenge you Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal prove it to me that you are not chickening out of the situation.. prove it to me that you are not scared to faceyour past…. Common vaashu, kya soch rahe ho saabith karo nay eh baat… main yeh baat guarantee ke saath kehh sakthi hoon kii tum aisa kabhi prove hii nahii karr paaoge.. kyunke chahe tum kuch bhii keh do sach yahii rahega kii humara joh guzra hua kal tha, humara joh beete hua ateet tha uska asar tum par aaj bhii hotha hai… chahe humare rishtha ateet ke kuch panno ke liye hii ho, liye phir bhii aaj bhii uska asar tum par waise hii hai, jaise us waqt tha, jis waqt hum humare ateet mein us rishthe ko nibha rahe the… you are affected by my presence around you & you just cannot seem to deny it…. agar tum deny karr bhii doge tho yeh baat hamesha yaad rakhna, tumhara koi bhii jhoot mere saamne nahii tikktha… kyunke humare us ateet ke rehthe hii main itna tho zaroor jaanthi hoon kii tum kab sach keh rahe ho aur kab jhoot.. shayad main ek baar yeh ghalathi karr bhii sakthi hoon, kii main yeh samaj na paaun kii tumhare dil mein kya chal raha hai, lekin I can assure you that main yeh ghalthi dubara se nahii karoongi… aur haan tumne kya kaha tha humara us ateet ka tumhare aaj mein koi wajood nahii hai… yeh baat bhii tumhari baaki saari baaton kii tarah hii hai, bas ek bada sa safed jhoot… common vaashu, humare us ateet ka wajood hum dono mein tab thak rahega jab thak hum is duniyaan mein jee rahe hai.. main maanthi hoon vaashu aaj main jab zindagi mein peeche mudhkarr dekhna nahii chahthi, jab mere liye kuch maayine rakhtha hai tho woh bas mera aaj aur mera aane waala kal hai, uske bawajood bhii meri zindagi mein mere us ateet ke rishthe ka wajood aaj bhii zinda hai…. aur yeh wajood hamesha rahega vaashu…. Tum chaho is baat ko maano ya phir na maano, humara ateet hii humareaaj ko behtar banatha hai.. humare ateet ka wajood kahiin na kahiin humare aaj aur aane waale kal mein hotha hai… aur shayad issi wajah se this is called life, jahaan log apne ateet ko saath liye apne aaj mein jeete hai aur apna aane waala kal ke sapne bunnthe hai… mujh mein itni himmat hai vaashu kii main is baat ko sweekaar karr sakun kii haan aaj bhi meri zindagi mein mere ateet ka wajood moujood hai…. lekin agni agar tum is baat ko nahii sweekarr rahe ho, tho iska matlab saaf hai kii tum sach se durr bhaagne kii koshish karr rahe ho… aur vaashu main tumhe batadun gar tum yun hii sach se durr bhaagthe rahe, tum yun hii sach se mooh pherthe rahe, tho it is not going to help you in anyway… all you can do is just accept the past & move on with it… live your present but never leave your past behind nor stop planning for your future. Live for today, but that does not mean you let go of your past & your future… vaashu I know shayad mujhe tumse yeh saari baatein kehne kii bhii zaroorat nahii, main yeh bhii jaanthi hoon kii tumhe aise lag raha hoga kii main tumhe free mein advice dethi phirr rahii hoon, lekin vaashu believe me learn to face your past & then I'am sure your today will become a lot easier… main tumhe yeh baatein kissi bhi kitaab mein padhkarr nahii kehh rahii hoon, main tumse joh bhii kehhh rahii hoon it is just from personal experience, ab mujhe tumse joh kehna tha woh tho main kehh hii chuki hoon, ab meri baat manna hai ya nahii yeh baat tum par hai… main bas tumse itna hii kehh rahii hoon kii apne ateet se bhaag ne ke bajaye, learn to move on with your past then see life will not be as difficult as it may seem to you right now at this instance…. Aur haan ek aur baat Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna, tum bhale hii kitni bhii chahe kyun na koshish karlo apne ateet se durr bhaag ne kii, ya phir apne ateet se peecha chudane kii, lekin yeh baat sab par laagu hothi hai, kissi bhii shaqs kii zindagi apne ateet ke bina adhoori hothi hai… aur koi bhii insaan, chahe woh main hoon ya phir tum ya koi aur, koi bhii apne adhoori zindagi mein kabhi khush nahii rehh saktha… agar us adhurepann se peecha chudana hai tho kissi bhii insaan ko yeh koshish chod deni chahiye kii woh apne ateet se bhaag ne kii koshish kare…. Samjhe tum… [agni is staring at seher kii kaise usne saari baatein usse itne aasani se samjha dii.. agni is staring at seher open mouthed.. seher knew kii agni is surprised listening to all the talks from her mouth…

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seher smiles to herself, because she can see that after the anger effect she had on agni earlier, now she has the surprise effect on him… & seher could clearly see agni though in a very small way was reacting to her & her talks… seher smiles & she says] vaashu tumhe itna chaukne kii zaroorat nahii hai, shayad zindagi ne mujhe yeh baatein sikha dii hai aur main main ab yahii baatein tumhe sikha rahii hoon… bas maine tumse joh bhii kaha it is from personal experience you see.. I'am just trying to make things easier for you by conveying my experience, so that atleast you stop running away from your past & also stop evading my questions….. I hope tumhe meri baatein samaj mein aa rahii hai.. I hope main joh bhii tumse kehh rahii hoon it goes into the small brain of your's & whatever I'am blabbering over here is just not a mere bouncer for you… aur haan agar meri baatein tumhare sarr ke upar se jaa rahii bhii hai tho I havea idea how to make my advice register in your brain… [agni is wondering kiiab seher kya karne waali hai… while seher acts like she has the perfect way in which whatever she has adviced agni's would register in his mind…] seher with a bright smile on her face, stands on her toes & she kisses agni on his fore-head… & after kissing agni she looks at agni, gives him her one of the sweetest smiles & in a very sweet voice says:- now I think that willhelp you register my advice in your brain… agar ab bhii register nahii hua na vaashu tho tum mujhse kehna, main phir se tumhare forehead parr kiss karoongi so that my little advice registers in your brain before it is too late… yeh baat kehkarr seher winks at agni.. making him wonder if he knows this girl at all…. Agni keeps observing seher & then in a very low tone he says:- tum bohat badal gayi ho seher… in che saalon mein mujhe lagtha hai kii tum bohat agge nikal aayi ho zindagi mein.. I'am just unable to relate the chashmish, the golu molu I know since childhood… tumhare appearance mein, tumhari baaton mein, tumhare andaaz mein sirf ek hii baat saaf dikhayi detha hai kii che saal ke pehle kii seher mein aur ab ke seher mein maano jaise zameen asmaan ka farq hai…. mujhe yakeen nahii ho raha hai tum wahii seher ho jisse main jaantha tha.. shayad ab tum seher nahii balki sags bann gayi ho aur issi liye main tum mein woh pehle kii seher ko dhoond nahii paa raha hoon…. Seher has a smiles on her face, while agni grip on seher's shoulders gets loosened to a extent, but still agni keeps holding seher…. Seher looks at agni intently & she says:- change is a way of life ridht vaashu.. aur maine hamesha logon ko yeh kehthe hue suna hai kii waqt ke saath badal chahiye.. kyunke agar hum badalthe waqt ke saath nahii chalenge tho shayad waqt kahiin humse agge nikal jaayega… aur phir agar hum us waqt ko apni mutti mein qaid karne kii bhii koshish karenge, tho waqt humare haath se reth kii tarah bas phisaltha hii jaayega.. tho maine jab is bare mein socha tho mujhe laga kii main kyun peeche reh jaaun jab waqt tezi se aage badh raha hai.. tho bas maine waqt kii ek sui pakad li, aur jis raah, jis manzil par mujhe yeh zindagi le chalthi gayi main jaathi rahii… aur waqt ke saath saath main bhii badalthi gayi… jis tarah ka daur waqt mujhe dikhathe gaye, main ussi tarah se kudh ko dhalhi gayi aur khud ko badalthi gayi…. Tho bas aaj main aisi hoon tumhare saamne…. Shayad kal agar waqt mujhe koi aur roop dikhayega tho main khudko us roop mein dhalne ke liye phir se badal jaaun…. Aur vaashu shayad yeh sahii bhii hai, hume hamesha waqt ke saath badal na chahiye… aise karne se hum hamesha waqt ke saath rehthe hai.. warna agar hum aisa na karr paaye tho kabhi, kabhi yun bhii hotha hai kii hum khudko badal na nahii chahthe, aur zindagi aggebadhthe hue tumse woh cheez le joh tumhare liye bohat maayine rakhthi ho… aur isliye seher waqt ke saath badalthi hai… han shayad tumne sahii kaha seher ab sags bann tho gayi hai… lekin agar tum is sags mein dhoondo tho shayad tumhe pehle waali seher hii mil jaayegi.. kyunke bhale hii waqt ke saath main agge bhadna aur badal na seekh gayi hoon, lekin aaj bhi sags ke andar wahii dil dhadaktha hai joh kabhi seher ke andar dhadaktha hai…. aur main badal gayi hoon, seher se sags bann gayi hoon iska matlab yeh bilkul bhii nahii hai kii mere jazbaat badal gaye hai… shayad agar tum mujhe mein theek se dekhoge tho tumhe tumhari seher dikhayi de jaaye…. You never know… seher smiles at agni…. While agni is lost in understanding the actual meaning of the words which seher has uttered just now.. even before agni could brood over what actually seher meant, seher ke baat ka kya matlab hai, agni is disturbed because he feels that someone has splashed water on his face… agni comes out of his thoughts, he looks at seher who is giggling at him… darasal hua yeh kii agni ko apni soch mein duba hua dekhkarr, seher very slowly leans towards the window pane aur dheere se she puts her hand out in the rain & after taking some water in her hands, she splash it on agni's face, making agni come out of his thoughts.. & she keeps giggling looking at the expression on agni's face… seher was really enjoying her moments of closeness with agni… seher yeh baat bohat hii achche se jaanthi thi kii agni will surely try to avoid her atleast to a little extent & she knew that all she could get now was these moments of closeness & smiles with agni, so she just wanted to put them to maximum use… agni keeps looking at seher with a question in his eyes for seher like, have you lost your mind.. lekin agni ke look na uske glare ka seher par koi bhii asar hotha hai she just continues giggling at agni… jitna agni, seher ko aankhein dikhatha rehtha hai, seher utna hii zyada hass rahii hothi hai… she just want to capture some very precious moments with agni, before it is too late, because seher was aware of the fact kii agni shayad usse itna kareeb phir jald nahii aane dega & he would stay away from her… agni looks at seher, his lips form into a frown & he says:- what the hell seher.. aisa kyun kiya tumne…. Seher just shrugs her shoulders & says:- main aise kyun kiya…. Well maine aise bas aise hii kiya…. Agni:- kya matlab hai tumhara bas aise hii kiya… koi tho wajah hogi na tumhare pass.. seher moves her head in a no direction & she says:-naah koi bhii wajah nahii thi mere aise karne kii… aur haan ek aur baat Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, harr kyun ka jawaab nahii hotha.. aur agar harr kyun ka jawaab milne lag gaya tho is duniyaan mein kyun naam ka sawaal kabhi koi kissi se kartha hii nahii… bas mera mann kiya kii main tumhare chehre par barish kii bhoondein daalun tho bas daal diya.. aur please phir se yeh matt poochna kii kyun.. kyunke is kyun ka jawaab tho shayad main kudh bhii nahii jaanthi hoon… samjhe tum… agni just nods his head.. but he is in for a surprise because of seher's next action.. agni feels seher's fingers on his face… he was not feeling the softness of seher's fingers but rather, he was feeling the pricking sensation which were being done by the nails in seher's fingers… seher starts tracing agni's face with her pointed nails.. agni shudders as seher's fingers travel across his face, but agni does not say anything.. neither does he stop seher from what she is doing… agni is just lost in seher… he does not even seem to realize that his defences he had built around love & around seher, just so that he does not get shattered once again, has come crumpling down.. seher also continues to do what she was doing… agni seems to sigh each time seher's nails pricked his cheeks, his forehead, his dimples, his eyes… the smile which was on agni's face was deepening with every moment from seher… agni had seemed to even forget the past which was actually keeping him away from seher…. Soon seher's finger reaches agni's lips, as soon as agni feels seher's hands on his lips, a deeper sigh escapes his mouth & even without giving seher any time to think, agni's hands go around seher/s waist.. holding seher rather too close to himself…. There was just some breathing space distance between the two… agni places a kiss on seher's fingers which were still placed near his mouth.. seher's shudders at this sensation… seher puts her hand down, while agni keeps coming closer & closer to seher's face…. Seher tries to move away but agni does not give her a single chance to move away.. & because of the grip agni had on seher's waist, seher was unable to move back too.. agni slowly goes towards seher's ears & in a very low voice whispers:- you know what, I liked my golo molu seher….. agni then looks at seher & winks at her… while seher just blushes a little bit getting the exact meaning behind his words… seher lowers her eyes & she starts looking down.. agni very slowly places his hand under seher's chin, while his other hand continues to hold seher, he makes seher look up & into his eyes… & unlike the previous evening this time agni takes the initiative & places his lips on seher's lips… agni & seher get lost in their kiss… while seher keeps sighing blissfully, agni increases the pressure on seher's lips…. Agni, seher are so lost in their moment, that seher does not even realize that her cell is ringing, which is kept in her jeans pocket… when finally agni & seher let go of one another, agni is kind of shocked & embarrassed at his act… while seher is unable to meet her eyes with agni's as she was feeling very shy…. It was then seher realizes her cell phone has been ringing, rather too continuously… seher takes her cell out, she sees the caller, she gets a smile on her face & she pucks up the call with loads of enthusiasm… agni clearly observes this….. while seher picks the call & she starts talking.. as seher picks the call, she starts talking:- heyyy 'BF' kaise ho tum…. Main bhii soch rahii thi tumne abhi thak mujhe call kyun nahii kiya… aur batao mere bina kaam kaisa chal raha tha.. everything was in order, ya tum sags ko miss karr rahe the… oyee 'BF' mujhe patah hai tumne mujhe zaroor miss kiya hoga… aur haan main bhi tum aur baaki sabko bohat miss karr rahii hoon… lekin kya kare, yahaan par kaam hii kuch aisa tha kii mera yahaan hona zaroori hogaya tha…. [seher from the corner of the eyes keeps looking at agni & also listening to what her 'BF' rather maan was saying at the other end of the phone & she continued to reply to him on the phone, smiling away to glory..] agni who was shocked & embarrassed by the act he has done just now, as soon as the word 'BF' comes in seher's mouth & agni hears to it, all his past rushes back to him. He remembers seher's deceit her betrayal… agni kudh par ghussa ho raha tha thinking kii how on earth did he get close to seher & how on earth did he end up kissing her… agni ko bohat ghussa aa raha hotha hai, because he had allowed his defences to get weak in front of seher once again… agni khud ko khostha hai yeh kehkarr that when he had actually decided that he would stay away from seher & not be vulnerable to the feelings which he has deep down in his heart for seher.. agni kudh se yeh sawaal karthe rehtha hai kii jab usne seher ko avoid karne ka faisla le hii liya tha, then how did he come so close to her.. agni ko maano jaise yeh samaj mein hii nahii aa raha tha kii uske aas pass ke defences kidar gaye, jisse woh seher se doorie banaye rakhna chahtha tha… agni is scolding himself, par he is also listening to seher's one sided conversation… agni knew it very well that seher had moved on in her life.. afterall why would not she move on because she never ever loved him…. But agni yeh bikul bhii nahii chahtha tha kii seher uske saamne khadi hoke, apne us so called 'BF' se baat kare… agni se yeh baat bilkul bardhast nahii ho rahii thi… usse tho samaj mein hii nahii aa raha tha kii aakhir woh kya kare… according to him, seher standing in front of him just was trying to show off, her 'BF' to him… agni was literally boiling with rage.. itna ghussa kii he will smash someone's head to the wall aur tab bhii uska ghussa kum nahii hoga…. All agni wanted to do was snatch, seher's phone from her hand & throw it away, so that she can never talk to her so called 'BF'… these were the thoughts which were running in agni's mind…. Angi was feeling anger…. Aur yeh ghussa is liye tha kyunke agni was jealous, he was jealous that seher ke dil ke kareeb woh nahii balki koi aur tha…. Everytime he heard seher use the adoration 'BF'for someone, all agni felt was a kind off emptiness in his life… where he realized & remembered that the woman he loved with all his heart did not love him back… the woman who's happiness mattered the most to him, has moved ahead in her life, but his life remained where he was left stranded & all alone… seher while talking to maan from the corner of the eyes had a close watch on agni's reactions… she was just observing how he was reacting to the things she was saying on the phone… seher yeh baat bohat achche se jaanthi thi kii agni will surely get jealous if she acts close to some other guy…. Seher had actually before coming to meet agni, had called maan & told him to call her in about 15 to 20 minutes… seher wanted to see if agni gets jealous, as she remembered the previous night when agni was being sarcastic about her 'BF' being her 'Boyfriend' & stuff… & seher was just trying to add fuel to the fire… she was trying all the elements just to break the walls agni has built around himself…. She has already tried tho past emement, she had also tried the friendly element, she had also tried the surprise element, unknowingly being close to agni she even used her charm element & now finally she was using the 'J' the 'Jealosy' element to get agni's reaction & she just knew that the 'J' element would never fail.. seher could see from the corner of her eyes that her plan was working perfectly well & it had the desired effect on her man, on her dearest hubby agni… yahaan on the other side of the phone, maan who knew what exactly seher was upto, also knew that at that moment seher was with the man of her dreams, her first & last love, her hubby darling, vaashu, so all maan was doing was he was teasing seher to the fullest…. Listening to his teasings seher started blushing all the more talking in the phone…. This was totally unbearable for agni anymore… for him to watch the love of his life, blushing at someone else's words, agni was just not able to take it anymore… aur upar se seher kabhi, kabhi talked in a very hushed voice or just gave the person at the other end of the phone small replies, with loads of blushing… actually maan, seher ko agni ka naam le, lekar chida raha tha, and it was then when seher started blushing to the core & giving maan only small syllable replies… tab with maan teasing her so much, seher ka dhyaan agni ya uske ghusse par gaya hii nahii… she just continued to blush more & more, while on the other hand maan was having the time of his life… he was telling seher that she always used to tease him & muski together… & now it was their turn to do the same.. & return the teasing favor to her…. Seher listens to all that maan is saying very happily.. & she also keeps replying to him as & when required… & finally when agni is not able to take it any more, when seher mentions on the phone, give my love to everyone & yes love you too… this is when agni looses it completely… he goes towards seher or rather marches towards her in a fraction of second, he pulls the phone away from seher's hand & even before seher could ask what he was doing actually, agni with a great amount of force throws seher's cellphone outside the window pane… the cell goes crashing down three floor & it smashes on the ground surface, with a very licht noice, as the rain is very heavy, even the sound is not very high.. seher is shocked kii agni ne uska cell neeche phek diya, seher goes to the window pane, hoping that agni had not really thrown the cell but was just acting to do so… but to seher's utter dismay, seher sees her cell phone lying in the ground three floors down, that too near the pond, seher sees that her cells has broken into pieces… seher looks at agni with anger in her eyes & she questions agni:- what on earth was that.. & why did you throw my cell… agni can feel seher's anger, this time he just shrugs his shoulders & with a lot of attitude says:- well I just felt like throwing your cell phone down & so I did… as simple as that…… seher looks at agni with a look of disbelief in her eyes & she says:- what do you mean you just felt like it & so you did…. That is the most crappiest reason you could have given me… agni still with the same amount of attitude continues saying:- hmm… you find my reason to be the most crappiest reason, so be it… but it just does not change my answer. My answer to your question still remains the same, I just felt like throwing your cell out of the window so I did… actually I wanted to check kii tumhara cell aakhir kitna strong hai.. I wanted to check if it will survive if I throw it down… but your bad luck your cell has failed the test… I cannot help it…. seher looks at agni like, have you gone mad & she says:- you wanted to check if my cell phone was strong enough, by throwing it from the third floor…. Agni nods his head in a yes & says:- yup, I did.. seher hits her hand on her forehead & says:- you have completely lost it vaashu… now you have broken my phone… Godd… what am'I supposed to do now… back home all will be worried if I don't get in touch with them every morning & night.. & now thanks to you Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, my cell phone is broken, just because of your experiment….. Ufff…. Seher keeps grumbling in avery low voice unable to understand kii aakhir woh ab kya kare.. now agni who feels his anger to be rising, because he feels that seher wants her phone to talk to her so called 'BF' back home… agni unable to control himself, in a very sarcastic way comments:- itna pareshaan kyun ho rahii ho seher… bas ek cell hii joh hai, toot gaya tho toot gaya.. ismein itna zyada over react karne kii kya zaroorat hai….. seher makes a face at agni & says:- tumne mere haath se mera cell cheen liya aur tumne mere cell ko thod diya, woh bhii is ghar ke theesre maalle se girakar… aur aisa karne ke bawajood bhii tum mujhse yeh kehh rahe ho kii main over react karr rahii hoon… vaashu I hope you are feeling alright, tumne mere cell phone ko yahaan is khidki se bahar phek diya & now you are acting like it is no big deal.. of course it is a big deal.. tumne mere cell ko yahaan se bahar phek diya, ab agar main apne, apno se contact mein rehna chahun tho kaise karoongi yeh.. I know ab tum kahoge kii bas ek cell hii toota hai, tho woh ek naye sim ke saath phir aajaayega, lekin jab thak yeh nahii hotha tum is baat ka andaza bhii nahii laga sakthe agar mere apne mujhse baat nahii karr paaye tho woh log kitne pareshaan ho jaathe hai… & you just had to do this insensitive act of your's… sach vaashu mujhe mann karr raha hai kii main tumhe yahaan issi window se dhakka doon, aur phir kahoon it's no big deal…. Goddd…. Help me…. Seher starts making weird faces…. Agni looks at seher & in a very rude way comments:- common yaar give me a break, ek aadmi aur cell phone mein farq tho hotha hii hai na…. just because I threw your cell from here, tum mujhe yahaan se dhakka deni kii baat kaise soch sakthi ho… ohhhhh tho main ab samjha tumne mujhe yahaan se dhakka dene kii baat isliye kahii hai kyunke tum tumhare 'BF' se baat nahii karr sakogi… now your anger makes sense to me.. seher dekho tumhe pareshaan hone kii tho bilkul bhii zaroorat nahii hai, kyunke agar tum apne so called 'BF' se baat karna chahthi hii ho tho you can always use my cell phone, kyunke after all meri wajah se tumhara cell toot gaya na… so you can always use my phone, any time… [agni says this sarcastically & he just cannot hide the jealousy which he was feelings….] & now it strikes in seher's head as to wht exactly agni has thrown her cell… seher's thoughts go back to her phone conversation, where she remembers that agni threw the cell phone right after she said, love you too in the phone… thinking about this seher gets a mischevious glint in her eyes.. & she in a very cool tone says:- it is ok vaashu I do not need your phone, I will soon get myself one… waise vaashu by any chance were you jealous when I was talking on the phone… agni is like he is caught off guard, usse samaj nahii aa raha hotha hai kii woh seher ke baat ka kya jawaab de… he fumbles in his reply & tells seher, no there was nothing like that…. Seher just enjoys agni's fumbling & again very coolly says:- woh actually tum mere 'BF' ke saath baatein sunn rahe the, aur phir tumne suddenly aake mera cell cheen liya mujhse aur mere phone ko bahar phek diya, tho I just thought kiishayad tum is baat se jealous feel karr rahe the kii main tumhe attention nahii de rahii thi… but never mind, I know meri yeh soch bilul bhii ghalat hai. kyunke first of all why on earth will you be jealous, agar main kissi 'BF' se baat karoon ya phir kissi aur se…. aur dusari baat tho yeh kii why do you even require my attention… I'am sure bahar bohat saari ladkiyaan hogi joh tum par apna special attention dethi hogi & I basically forgot kii tumhe na mere attention kii humare ateet mein zaroorat thi aur na hii aaj hai… yeh bas mera silly dimaak hai which came up with this weird thoughts… I hope you do not take it otherwise…. Agni sighs in relief because he feels kii ab woh bach gaya, as seher really did not go by her thoughts, which was indeed true… lekin joh baat agni nahii jaantha tha woh yeh tha, kii sehersach sebohat achchi tarah se waakif thi… she knew it very well that it was agni's jealousy which made him act like that… she very well knew that, agni would not have been able to tolerate when she said love you too in the phone… but one thing that agni failed to see was that, according to seher, 'BF' did not mean 'Boyfriend' but it rather meant 'Best Friend'… this was how she always called maan whenever she was very happy…. Very rarely seher called Maan with the name maan, mostly she calls him only 'BF' from the the time they have become friends & then the best off friends…. What agni did not seemed to understand was the blush which formed on seher's cheeks while talking to maan was not because of maan, but because of himself (agni) kyunke seher 'BF' was teasing her taking her husband's name… what agni failed to see was that when actually seher said in the phone love you too, she meant love in the friendship sense… lekin agni tho yeh saari baatein jaantha hii nahi tha…. He was just blinded by his jealousy & being blinded with jealousy he just snatched seher's phone from her hand & threw it away, in anger & now he was just trying to hide his jealousy… seher yeh baat bohat achche se jaanthi thi aur woh apne vaashu ko acchchi tarah se samajthi bhi thi.. seher ne baat ko ghuma diya phir ek baar yeh kehkarr kii it was just one of her weird thoughts, jahaan usse laga kii agni was jealous… usne yeh sochkarr baat badal diya kii aaj ke liye she has caught agni red handed many a times, so now she will give him a bit of breathing space… isliye pehle seher ne agni se sach baat kahii about agni being jealous & he wanting to grab her attention… lekin dubara ussi ne us baat kop her diya aur usse apne weird thoughts ka naam bhii de diye… isse seher did two things one she made agni realize she knows him way too well & dusara she also bailed himout of the fumbling & awkward situation, he was put in because of her asking him if he was feeling jealous.. seher smiles to herself, thinking that things are going way better than she expected them to go.. seher ke mann mein reh, rehhkarr bas ek hii khayal aa raha tha kii agni was reacting to her far more than how she expected him to react…. Seher thinks that how she had thought that initially it would be very difficult for her to woo agni back, but by reacting to her in every way he can, he was just making the work, the mission very easy for seher.. but seher knew it very well that she should at any cost not be taking her husband lightly.. she knows that agar agni goes back to his earlier resolve, this time with a far more determination then it would be very difficult for her to penetrate & break all the defences… seher knew that she just cannot take all the time in the world to make agni, open up his heart in front of her & open up to love all over once again… seher yeh baat bohat achche se jaanthi thi aur samajthi bhi thi, kii usse joh bhii karna hai, jaisa bhii karna hai woh jald se jald karna hoga… isse pehle kii bohat dair ho jaaye… seher is lost in her world of thoughts, thinking kii woh ab agge kya kare, kaise kare… aur aakhir kaunsa approach apnaaye agge badhne ke liye so that she can receive thode stronger reactions from her stubborn husband, Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal.. seher inhi khyalon mein khoyi hui hothi hai, weighing the pro's& con's of the ideas that were coming up in her mind… while on the other hand agni who is standing in front of seher, keeps looking at seher's face & sees the various emotions that are crossing her face, from a frown, to a sigh to a smile…. But agni is just unable to make out why exactly is seher frowning or why is she smiling all too himself… seeing seher agni comes to the conclusion that seher was frowning because he had broken her cell & then again she was smiling because may be she thought that she could get herself a new mobile soon & again she can start talking to her 'BF', as long as she wants to…. This is what agni thought… but the actual thoughts in seher's mind & heart were completely different from what seher dearest husband was assuming or rather imagining….. agni brings seher out of her thoughts with one of his very own snide remarks.. seher who was completely lost in her thoughts, just did not see that coming…. Agni says:- tho seher ab jabki kii seher se sags bann gayii ho, tho kya main tumhe yeh pooch saktha hoon kii yeh 'BF' kaun hai jisse tum itne khush hoke baat karr rahii thi…. Agni asks this question casually, trying to hide his curiosity & his jealousy… agni thinks that he hope that who ever that 'BF' was, he was some 'Bally, Billy, Filly or Frilly'… but he just did not want that 'BF' to be her 'Boyfriend'… he was hoping that seher would give him a proper answer, but again seher who goes back to her chirpy naughty self, in a very casual way responds to agni's question saying:- arre vaashu, 'BF' matlab mera 'BF' tum itna bhii nahii samajthe… very bad vaashu main dekh rahii hoon kii tum na bohat hii bhuddhu hogaye ho… tum tho 'BF' ka matlab bhii nahii jaanthe…. Howww sad….. tum itne kaise badal gaye, Mr. Stud Garewal…. Seher tries to be in the best of her jovial mood, unaware of the anger that was building inside agni & she was not even aware that, though she is trying to joke around with the matter but what seher did not understand the gravity of the effect the word 'BF' was having on agni & his anger…. Agni who was expecting a proper reply from seher, atleast for this question of his, is aghast with her reply.. the anger with in him increases & he says:- is mein itna sad feel hone kii koi zaroorat hii nahii hai seher, ya aisa kahoon Miss. Sags…. Mujhe achchi tarah se patah hai tumhare 'BF' ka matlab.. aur waise agar main jaantha bhii nahii hotha tho believe me I really do not want to know it from you…. Aur waise tum kya kehh rahii thii main 'BF' shabd ka matlab nahii jaantha, well you are not right this time… yeh baat alag hai kii tum kabhi sahii nahii hothi ho, for all I care, but that is surely not my concern.. & now just to prove you wrong, main tumhe batatha hoon kii tumhare is so called 'BF' shabd ka matlab 'Boyfriend' hai na… ab tum mujhse yeh matt kehna kii main ghalat hoon kyunke main jaantha hoon main ghalat nahii hoon…. Agni waits for some sort of reply from seher, but as seher does not answer anything, nor does she correct agni with what he is saying, agni talks once again & this time he comments sarcastically:- kya hua seher, meri baat ka jawab kyun nahii de rahii ho.. kahiin tum is baat se tho shocked nahii ho kii kaise maine tumhare us 'BF' adoration ka matlab jaan liya…. Yahii soch rahii hogi na tum shayad… jawaab do meri baat ka…. Seher smiles & says:- vaashu, tumne abhi, abhi mujhse kaha kii tum mere 'BF' shabd ka matlab jaanthe ho, tumne kaha uska matlab 'Boyfriend' hai, fine agar tum aise hii sochthe ho tho mujhe koi problem nahii hai.. yeh tumhari interpretation hai & I cannot just change it… aqgni:- haan sahii hai you cannot change my interpretation, nor can you change my thoughts, but I atleast expected you to deny it… tum tho jhoot bohat achche se bolthi ho na & you even pretend very well.. tho ab tum kyun pretend nahii karr rahii ho, kyun deny nahii karr rahii ho kii 'BF' ka matlab woh nahii joh main soch raha hoon, etc, blah, blah…. Seher looks at the sarcasm in agni's voice, she maintains her calm & says:- vaashu tum pehle yeh soch lo kii aakhir tum mujhse sunna kya chahthe ho… common just make up your mind, so that main tumhe jawaab tumhare mann ke hisaab se de sakoon… abhi kuch pal pehle tumne mujhse kaha, kii agar main tumse kahoongi bhii kii tumhare mere 'BF' shabd ka interpretation ghalat hai, tab bhii tum meri baat nahii maanoge, because you know you are right… aur ab tum mujhse yeh expect karthe ho kii main yeh kehdun kii tum ghalat ho, you want me to deny that'BF' ka matlab 'Boyfriend' nahii hai… uffffff…. Vaashu, tum na ek tarah ke confused soul se banngaye ho in che saalon mein… aur mujhe lagtha hai kii shayad tum aise confused soul, tabse banngaye ho, jabse humari raahein alag hui thi, che saal aur kuch din pehle, if I'am not wrong…. Ya tho yeh sahii hai, ya phir tum mujhe apne saamne itne suddenly dekhkarr confused behave karr rahe ho… lekin joh bhii ho, mujhe us baat se koi farq nahii padtha…lekin please tumhe agar confused rehna hai tho raho, lekin tum mere liye koi confusion create matt karo… ab tumne mujhe is confusion mein daal diya hai kii kyat um chahthe ho kii main tumhe ghalat teheraaoon ya phir tumse yeh kahoon kii congratulations vaashu tumhara assumption sahii hai.. ab main aisa kaunsa jawaab doon joh rumhe satisfactoey lage, aur tum yeh bhii maan jao kii main jhoot nahii bol rahii hoon… kyunke jahaan se main dekh rahii hoon I think that tumhare dil mein mere liye kaafi saare presumptions hai, jaise tumne abhi kaha kii main jhoot bolthi hoon.. well vaashu shayad tum nahii jaanthe lekin chahe main, seher hoon ya phir sags, lekin main generally jhoot nahii bolthi… aur agar main jhoot bolthi bhii hoon tho shayad kissi ke behtari ke liye hii bolthi hoon.. aur aakhri baat mujhe afsos tho is baat ka hai kii tum kabhi mujhe samaj hii nahii paaye, agar tum samaj paathe tho tum yeh jaan paathe kii bhale hii main poore duniyaan ke saamne jhoot bolu, lekin tumse main kabhi jhoot nahii bolthi… kyunke meri zubaan se zyada tumhare saamne meri aankhein bolthi hai… khair yeh baat alag hai kii tum na meri aankhein pehle padh paaye the aur na ab padh paa rahe ho.. anyway mujhe tumse koi expectation nahii hai, so seriously I have no regrets… lekin please ab tum mujhse yeh kaho kii tum mujhse kaunsa jawaab sunna chahhe ho, main wahii baat kahoongi… aur agar tum mujhse nahii kehna chahthe ho kii tum mujhse kaunsa jawaab sunna chahthe ho, tho fine tum mujhse bhii koi jawaab kii umeed matt rakhna… tumhe joh sochna hai socho, I just don't care.. agni smirks at sejher & says:- ohhh… I know that you don't care…. Tumhe tho kabhi farq nahii padtha hai na seher… jab tum seher hua karthi thi tab bhii tumhe farq nahii padtha tha, aur aaj jab tum sags bann gayi ho tab bhii tumhe koi farq hii nahii padtha… tho is baat mein tho kuch bhii naya nahii hai… & I'am not at all surprised to know that you just don't care… aur yeh baat main bohat pehle se jaantha hoon, so you try telling me some thing new… seher in agni's same tone retorts back:- vaashu maine tumse kaha than a, agar tum mujh mein dhoondoge tho shayad tumhe sags mein bhii seher dikh jaayegi… anyway it does not matter anymore, because you never seem to understand, do you… [seher laughs a bit sarcastically & says] vaashu I think tumhe aur mujhe ek dusare seek hii complain hai kii we just do not seem to understand the other…. Tumhe lagtha hai mujhe koi farq nahii padtha, jabki mujhe aise lagtha hai kii tumhe koi farq nahii padtha.. lekin sach kahoon tho ab humein ek dusare se koi farq panda bhii nahiichahiye kyunke hum usse kaafi agge nikal aaye hai…. lekin phir bhii dekho na, hum ek dusare se yeh umeed rakh rahe hai kii, hum ek dusare ko samjhe… tum chahthe ho kii main tumhare baaton ko samjoon aur tumhare baaton ka jawaab doon… jab kii main chahthi hoon kii bina mere jawaab diye hii tum meri aankhon se mera jawaab padh lo… humara rishtha kitna ajeeb hai na vaashu… really very strange…. Jaise tumne kaha tha hum ek dusare ke liye bas perfect strangers honge, ussi tarah humara rishtha bhii strange hai, it is just weird…. Sach kahoon tho humare beech ka rishtha, joh bhii tha, ya joh bhii hai, I never really seem to understand it… dekho na vaashu hum dono ko ek dusare se umeed lagaye baitthe hai, lekin humari umeed kabhi khari nahii utarthi.. shayad yahii hua tha humare ateet mein bhii…. Par ab main humare us beete hue kal kii baat kyun karr rahii hoon… ateet bas ateet mein hii achcha lagtha hai.. ateet dil k ek kone mein daba hua hii theek hai.. agar nahii tho humara ateet humare aaj par haavi ho jaayega & we will just loose control on our today & tomorrow.. haan main ab bhii yahii kahoongi kii humein humein humare ateet ko saath rakhkarr hii chalna hoga, lekin humein hamesha is baat ka khayal rakhna chahiye kii kii humara kal, humara aaj aur humara aane waala kal kahii barbaad na kar de…. Well I think abhi sags kii philosophy class bohat hogayi… aur ab tum mujhe batao tum mujhse kya jawaab sunna chahthe ho, kyat um mujhse yeh sunna chahthe ho, kii haan vaashu, tum sahii ho, 'BF' ka matlab boyfriend hotha hai ya phir tum yeh chahthe ho kii main tumhari baat par sawaal uttaun aur tumse yeh kahoon kii tum ghalat ho, 'BF' ka matlab boyfriend nahii hotha… bolo vaashu tum mujhse kaunse jawaab kii umeed rakhthe ho, main atleast try karoongi kii main tumhare umeed par khari utar sakoon.. tho bas tum bina koi jhijhak ke mujhse keh sakthe ho… agni continues in his rude tone, he says:- seher tum chahe kuch bhii keh do, main sach jaantha hoon.. agar tum mujhse yeh keh do kii main sahii hoon tho bhii it does not matter, ya agar tum mujhse yeh bhii keh do kii nahii tum ghalat ho 'BF' ka matlab boyfriend nahii balki kuch aur hai, tab bhii I just do not care… kyunke tum chahe meri baat ko meri assumption kehkarr jhutla do, ya phir tum meri baat ko sahii maankarr sweekaar karlo, it makes no difference to me, waise bhii main tumhari fitrath se bohat achche se waakif hoon… aur main yeh bhii jaantha hoon kii tum joh yeh kissi se hass, hasskarr BF', 'BF' kehke baat karr rahii thi na woh sirf is liye tha kyunke tum mere saamne dikhawa karr rahii thi… lekin mujhe in sabse koi farq nahii padtha… na mujhe is baat se humare kal mein koi farq padatha kii tumhari zindagi mein koi hai, na abhi is waqt, apne aaj mein mujhe is baat se koi farq padtha hai, samjhi tum… & I hope mujhe apni yeh baat tumse bar, baar dauhara nii na pade… aur haan main tumse ek aur baat clear kar doon main yeh baat achche se jaantha hoon kii 'BF' se tumhare matlab boyfriend hii tha… aur tum is baat ko mere saamne kabhi deny nahii karr paaogi.... jus get that… seher:- agar tumhe yahii samaj na hai, tho yahii sahii… I do not owe any sort of explanation to you… you suit yourself, aur tum woh sochna, joh tum sochna chahthe ho…. Tumhe lagtha hai kii 'BF' se mera matlab apne boyfriend se hai… so fine then be it, like I care…. Seher says this with loads of attitude.. seher yeh baat bohat hii achche se jaanthi thi kii uske harr ek shabd ka, uske harr ek lafz ka ghehra asar ho raha tha agni par & at this stage that is all what she wanted now for her plan to carry on exactly how she had thought it would go… seher knew that agni wanted her to deny that 'BF' was not her boyfriend, but seher just let the matter be & let agni think whatever he wanted… seher wanted agni to brood ober the 'BF & Boyfriend' confusion & she wanted agni to literally break his head with confusion…. She knew she was being unfair to agni in one way or the other, but she just could not help… seher could not actually come with any other way by which she can weaken her husband's defences…. Aur yahaan dusari taraf agni ko seher kii baaton par aur bhii zyada ghussa aa raha tha. He was really expecting that seher would deny that she had no boyfriend or no one special in her life at that moment…. But seher's reply, which said, suit yourself, tumhe joh sochna hai soch lo, just got onto his nerves… agni hated to admit to himself too that even today seher's presence affected his life, he hated to admit that even today she had a control over his heart & ruled his heart, thoroughly… but it was the truth & he just could not deny it.. even now when he was arguing with seher, he very well knew that it is a very silly argument & he should not be bothered about seher's life, neither should it matter to him if there was someone in his life or not.. yeh sab jaanne ke baad bhii agni could not stop himself from thinking about seher & also he was not able to do anything, but feel jealous, at the adoration seher is showing towards someone else & not him…. Aur issi wajah se agni was arguing with seher for no reason.. lekin agni seher ko apne ghusse ka asli wajah nahii bata saktha, isliye he was fighting saying that he knows that 'BF' is boyfriend, whether she accepts or denies the truth… seher on the other hand, knew agni's state perfectly well… woh yeh baat jaanthi thii kii agni jaan bhoochkarr usse ladd raha hai. seher justdid not want to be left behind in their banter of words, so thus she starts replying to agni just as he was asking her questions… seher was enjoying this war of the words with her darling hubby… as much as it was seeming irritating to agni & frustrating for agni, seher was enjoying it, but she did not make it obvious…. Agni knew it was just a silly matter, but he did not make that realization obvious on his face…. While seher did not make it obvious to agni that she was enjoying their silly continuous banter & argument…. After a while of the argument, agni finally seems to loose his cool & says in a very harsh tone:- waise seher mujhe ek baat batao… tumhara yeh 'BF' kaun hai…. I mean who is the lucky one.. seher:- kyun tum jaanna chahthe ho kii woh kaun hai….. agni:- main, bas aise hii jaanna chahtha hoon, just for information you see…. I want to know who the lucky one is…. Seher:- agar main tumse kahoon kii main tumhe nahii bata sakthi, tho kyat um meri baat ka bura maan jaaoge…. Agni:- nahii, main kyun bura maanuga.. main kaun hoon tumhari zindagi mein kii mujhe bura lag jaayega…. Mujhe bilkul bura nahii lagega… lekin seher mujhe lagtha hai kii tum mujhe bata hii sakthi ho kii tumhara yeh boyfriend kaun hai… & I assure you that main yeh baat kissi se bhii nahii kahoonga.. you see I'am very good at hiding things & feelings…. Seher looks into agni's eyes & says:- that I can see… you hide things really well….. seher keeps trying to read the feeling of love in agni's eyes…. While agni feels seher's piercing gaze at him & he immediately looks away from seher, kyunke agni ko yeh darr tha kii kahiin seher uske aankhon mein apne liye pyaar ke jazbaat na padh le..& agni just did not want that to happen so he just looks away.. but what he fails to realize was that, seher was just trying to read his love for her in his eyes… that was love which she had been longing for… seher apne mann mein agni ko daantthi rehthi hai for behaving so difficult with her… seher in a playful way thinks that when things get better between her & agni tab woh harr ek baat ka agni se chun, chunkarr badla legi… seher then says:- achcha theek hai vaashu agar tum itne hii curious ho yeh jaanne ke liye kii yeh 'BF' kaun hai meri zindagi mein, tho main tumhara curiosity khatam karthe hue, bata hii dethi hoon, meri zindagi mein mere 'BF' ka quotient is filled by 'my boss at work, Maan Khurana'…. You know MSK, the owner of 'Maan's Media Firm.. now I'am sure your curiosity will be at rest kyunke tumhe yeh tho patah chal hii gaya hai na kii meri zindagi mein mera 'BF' kaun hai…. ab agar tumhe mujhse koi aur sawaal poochna hai tho woh bhii pooch lo, shayad main tumhe jawaab de hii doon…. Agni's jaw tightens, when he hears Maan's name from seher's mouth & agni remembers what agni had told about sags, that she might be Maan's GF & now it was turning out to be true.. but the worst bit which he was not able to handle was that, sags was his seher, his ex-wife, the girl whom he loves with all his heart & with total earnesty.. now agni in a very harsh tone continues… Hmm… Maan Khurana…. Maan's Media Firm ka maalik… your boss… I see… well I can see that you have surely got your hands on a big fish this time around seher, or rather should I say Miss. Sags…. Agni's words kind off pierces seher's heart… she knows kii agni kya kehne kii koshish karr raha hai, but still she maintains a aura of ignorance around her & she asks with her head held high:- tum kehna kya chahthe ho vaashu, main kuch samjhi nahii… agni:- too bad Miss. Sags, tum jaankarr bhii aksar baaton se anjaan bann jaathi ho… anyway first of all do not call me Vaashu, that is not my name.. my name is Agni Vashist Garewal & I would prefer if you call me Mr. Garewal, & not Vaashu, you get that Miss. Sags & I hope I have made myself clear & now I need not repeat myself in this particular matter again… & as far as your question goes asking me what do I mean when I say you have got a big fish this time, tumhe is baat ka matlab samaj nahii aatha, no problem I can clearly explain to you what exactly I meant… well I meant that this time you have found a big rich gold fish as your boyfriend & I'am sure that Boyfriend of your's dances to your wills & fancies just like you want him too.. unlike many others who were there in your life earlier… but Miss. Sags let me ask you one thing does your boss, your 'BF, your boyfriend know about your past flings…. Does he know that his Girl friend whom he is actually dating was married once a upon a time… does this maan of your's really know about your past affairs… does he know that even after being married for ten months, you continued to have a affair with some boyfriend of your's, some monty.. does maan know that you have cheated your husband with your ways.. does he knows that you were pregnant with your then Boyfriends child… does your present boy friend know that you cheated on your cheated your husband while being married to him, you had a affair with a guy & you also slept with him, breaking your husband's trust… does maan know that Seher Avinash Gujral or Sags knows only one thing & that is to use & throw people once there use is done.. does he know that you even may have a child out of your affair… & at that time, your affair with monty was termed as love for you… now I suppose youraffair with your 'BF' maan is love for you, aur beech in che saalon mein God knows how many affairs you must have had.. tell me if maan knows this.. no first you tell me do you know how many affairs & flings you have had in your life… now I know what answer you will give me, I know you will say that you have had so many affairs & flings in your life that you don't even remember how many affairsyou have had, am'I right Miss. Sags. You will say you just cannot count your number of flings, because you have had innumerable of them… I'am sure your answer will be something like that only…. Waise I'am really wondering if your present BF, maan is aware of all your previous affairs or not.. does he even know you were married once… you were binded in a relationship which was not considered as the relationship of years, but the relationship of births…. But I know that your marriage did not mean anything it you, it is obvious that it din't because that is the reason why you could just go around cheating your husband, with your so called boyfriend back then… tho mujhe batao seher after we actually parted ways how many affairs did you have.. did you get married again… ohh… sorry I know I should not be asking you if you got married again once we parted way, but the question I should be asking you is, how many times did you get married & how many times did you ditch your husband, in these six years… this should have been the question I should have asked you.. I apologize.. my mistake, so Miss. Seher Avinash Gujral, tell me how many times did you get married in these six years time & how many times did you feel it was love, but the meaning of love kept changing for you everytime you met your new fling, with whom you could have a affair… I'am really very curious to know about this…. Main bas yahii soch raha hoon kii agar tumhare present boy friend ko main tumhari asliyath batadun tho tumhara kya hoga.. I'am seriously wondering kii kya hoga…. I'am sure if Maan leaves you, then you will have the next big gold fish on your target list for a new affair, a new fling…. It is so easy is it seher, a new day, a new boyfriend, a new fling, a new affair… right seher… it is so simple for you right, jahaan ek nahii tho koi aur hii sahii, lekin tum apna jaal hamesha bichakar hii rakhthi ho na taaki koi na koi badi machli usmein phas hii jaaye.. kyun seher main sahii kehh raha hoon na… waise bhii main tumhe bohat achche se samajtha hoon.. I know what you are made up of… I know tum kis tarah logon ko apne jaal mein phasathi ho… aur is barr joh tumhara so called boyfriend hai na let me tell you tumne shayad bohat soch samajkarr uske liye jaal buna hoga, kyunke aisa roz thodi na hotha hai kii a rich successful business peson, falls for a person like you.. kyun seher bohat planning kiya tha kya… I'am sure you would not let go of this affair of your's so easily, kyunke after all he is rich, uske alawa tumhe aur zyada kya chahiye. Tumhari aur rewa kii fithrath kitni ek samaan hai… rewa meri zindagi mein wapas aana chahthi thi, paise ke liye, is liye kyunke maine tumhare baap se woh cheen liya joh sahii maayine mein humara hii tha…. Aur aaj tum bhii I'am sure MSK, Maan Khurana ke saath bas issi wajah se ho kyunke woh ameer hai… I'am sure seher, jahaan thak main tumhe jaantha hoon na seher, agar kal ko tumhare saamne koi aisa shaqs aajaaye joh tumhare is present fling se zyada ameer hai tho tum foran maan ko dhoke de dogi aur apni zindagi mein agge badh jaaogi… kya kehthi ho seher main batadun tumhare present boyfriend ko kii tumhara ateet kitna rageen tha.. mujhe is baat ka bhi yakeen hai kii tumne kudh tho nahii bataya hoga na maan ko, agar batana bhii that ho kya kehthi, kii tum apne ateet mein kya, kya karr chuki ho… hmmm…. Mujhe nahii lagtha tum mein itni himmat hai….tho ab main soch raha hoon, ki ab main hii tumhare latest boyfriend, latest fling se jaake usse tumhare ateet ke bare mein batadun…atleast issi tarah he will know what has gotten into before it is too late… kyun seher tumhe kya lagtha hai.. main sahii kehh raha hoon ya nahii…. nahii tho agar tumhara present 'BF' kya naam tha MSK, Maan Khuruna tumse kuch zyada hii pyaar karne lage, tho phir usse bhi dukh ke dall, dall mein girne se koi nahii bacha saktha hai seher.. & believe me when I say I just do not want anyone else to face what I have been through & I'am sure Mr. Khurana will also be very happy because I'am doing him a huge favor on him by proving & showing him your true colors.. seher do you think our company can have better prospect of the merger deal with Maan's Media Firm, after I actually tell Mr. Khurana your past & he may actually think about offering us a better deal you are getting what I'am hinting at right…. Agni yeh saari baatein seher ko dekhthe hue nahii kehtha hai, he is looking outside the window.. his back is facing seher… seher joh kii pehle mazaak hii karr rahii thi agni se yeh saari baatein sunnkarr maano jaise ek tarah se andar se toot rahii hothi hai…. lekin phir bhii woh agni ke baaton ko ek barr bhii nahii tokthi hai…. she knows that over the years agni has bottled up & harbored all his hard feelings deep with in himself, without sharing it with anyone at all… seher yeh baat jaanthi thi kii usse zyada agni andar hii andar ghuttha jee raha tha.. kyunke he never even could tell his feelings to anyone.. he could never ever share his pain with anyone for that matter… yes even seher went through the same pain.. but seher had, agni's family with all all the time to support her… though she never really told her family of what she was going through, they always seemed to understand her.. & seher always had a shoulder to lean upon to cry & also to forget her worries… but agni did not even seem to have that, he had just four friends, who were his family, but still agni could never really open up his past in front of them… agni could never tell them what he has been through in his life… agni never mentioned to them what he has been through for various reasons, one he did not want his family to feel sad thinking about his past.. he did not want his family to worry & brood over something which happened in the past.. & then second agni saw no point in opening up his past in fron of them… he knew if he opens his past in front of someone it will only add salt to his wounds & give rise to more amount of pain.. & agni really did not want to relive his past & open his wounds again, in front of someone & finally he did not want someone expresses pity over him.. & thus agni ne apna saara dukh, apna saara dard bas apne andar hii daba diya tha.. aur ab jab itne waqt ke baad seher uske saamne aayi hai, his wounds have again become raw… the pain was becoming unbearable for him… because seeing seher in front of his eyes, made him realize that seher did not love him.. she did not reciprocate the same feeling which was there in his heart… the thought of feeling that seher has moved on in her life was hitting him like a hundred tons of bricks. It was smashing him & killing him inside.. & that is why he was being so rude to seher…. Seher joh kii yeh baat se bohat hii achche se waakif thi, she just let agni say what ever he wanted to… seher was just giving agni a opportunity to vent out all his pain & anger which he has pent up & liocked deep inside himself… she just wanted agni to come out with it… aur issi wajah se seher agni ke mooh se nikalthi harr ek kadwi baat bina kuch kahe, wahii khadi hoke sunn rahii thi… she does not interrupt neither does she goes away from there…. Agni joh kii seher ko duniyaan bhar kii kadwi baatein suna raha tha, even he knew some where or the other he was going overboard & usne seher se woh baatein keh dii joh woh nahii kehna chahtha tha… he never that he never wanted to open up in front of seher, that too he never wanted to show her his vulnerable side… he never wanted seher to know that she had the capability to hurt him.. but at this moment agni was doing just that… he was showing seher that how deep her betrayal had hurt him & left a scar on his heart… though he did not want to do that, not even in his dreams, but today seeing seher in front of him, happy with her life & feeling that seher has moved way ahead in her life, agni just could seem to take this fact.. he was just not able to digest this truth that, seher has moved on in her life while he has not moved on… he is alone while seher has gone, far, far, far beyond his reach… agni knew kii shayad usse seher ke liye khush hona chahiye, lekin hai tho woh insaan hii na.. even agni has emotions… even he feels pain… even he wants to be loved.. & thus this hurt, his pain, his tears, his anger was coming out in the form of the snide comments from agni…. Agni jaantha tha he was acting mean, but he just could not help it… all he wanted to do at that moment of time was to get back at seher & make her feel guilty… agni was umaware of the fact that each word from his mouth for seher, was piercing her heart… his words were literally cutting her heart through, but still she was standing there listening to all the accusations he is throwing at her, jab kii sach baat tho yeh hai kii joh hua usmein seher kii bhii koi ghalthi nahii thi, just like him, he mistake was also that she loved him way too much just for his happiness she had let him go six years back, just like how he had let her go, for her happiness… without knowing that their happiness lay with each other, they had parted ways… today seher knows the truth behind their bitter past… she knows that misunderstandings were created between the two of them & they were separated… but agni was not aware of this fact… so all agni was doing was that he was blaming seher & raising his fingers against her character, & telling seher indirectly that she was the sole reason for their broken relationship… but seher did not say a word, agni was hurling accusations at her, while seher just listened to them with her head bowed down & with tears flowing down her eyes… even after agni had said so much, he did not seem to be satisfied… he continued blaming seher:- kyun seher, sorry Miss. Sags kya hua.. tum koi jawaab kyun nahii de rahii ho.. do you want me to tell about your true colors to your present boyfriend, who is a very big catch for you this time, your boss, the owner of Maan's Media Firm, Maan Khurana, in short your 'BF' do you want me to tell him everything related to your past… well agar main zyada kuch bhii nahii kahoon, bas yeh kehdun tho bhii chalega kii you are a divorcee & you actually cheated on your husband.. bas is ek baat se I'am sure tumhae 'BF' ko tumhare character ke khachche chitte ke bare mein patah chal jaayega… tho Miss. Seher Avinash Gujral, tell me do you want me to do something like that… agni starts to turn around to face seher.. seher who sees that agni is going to turn around & look at her, soon wipes off the tears that are rolling down his eyes…. At this stage seher did not want agni to know that his talks & words were hurting her like hell… she wipes the tears & also wipes her eyes dry, lekin aisa karne ke bawajood bhii seher ke aankhon mein halki si nami chayi hui hothi hai… & with those tinge of tears, seher's eyes had also become red, because of the crying…. Seher did not want agni to see her tears, her hurt because she knows that once agni sees the hurt in her eyes or he sees the tears rolling down her cheeks, he would go back into his shell & not vent out his pent up anger & pai.. & seher really did not wantthat.. she wanted gni to express to her how angry he was with her… she wanted that agni tells her all the things which are causing pain to him & his heart… thus seher wipes her tears, yahaan agni turns around & faces seher, who is looking at him.. at first agni looks at seher & a sense of worry crosses hisface, because he can just observe the redness in seher's eyes & he knew very well kii seher kii aankhein tab jaake itne laal hothe the, when there must be some immense pain with in herself & when she cries her geart out… agni knew this kyunke woh seher ko bachpann se jaantha tha… but now agni sees that seher's eyes are kind off dry… aur is waqt agni was feeling so much of pain, thathe did not even realize that seher was in pain too… he was just not in a state to fathom seher's condition, after all even he was human… aur usse bhii kabhi na kabhi dard aur takleef ka ehsaas tho hotha hii na.. being a human-being, atleast once in his life he will put his hurt above the rest & at this point of time agni was doing just that & seher seemed to understand him very well.. woh jaanthi thi kii later jab shayad agni ko sach ko patah chalega tho he may even feel bad for treating her badly, but seher really had no complaints in her heart against agni.. seher also thinks that once agni gets to know the truth she will never allow him to feel guilty… once the truth is out in front of agni's eyes, seher knew that her life will only have happiness with agni & dreams for a better tomorrow….. seher just to irk agni, says a comment which seriously pushes his anger further on a high note.. just on the wrong side… seher says:- vaashu, sorry Mr. Vashist, if you want to go ahead & tell maan everything, sure then go ahead why are you just waiting for… just do not waste your time standing here, telling me what all damage you can cause in my life, just go ahead & do it… & you need not worry about the consequences, because it is my life & I'am very very capable of facing the music of my acts in my very own life… don't look at me like this Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, just do what you want to… if you cannot call maan khurana then just give me your mobile & I myself will call him & connect the line for you.. phir jitna dair chaho you cn talk to him & complain to him about me & let him know my past… common agni why are you waiting… or rather what are you waiting for… common joh baat tumne abhi kahii hai na usse karke bhii tho dikhao… even I want to see what exactly do you tell maan… but I can assure you of one thing surely Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, that unlike you there are many people in this world, who always look at the two sides of a coin before coming to any conclusion… unlike you there are many people in this world who believe that noise arises only when two hands join together… & I just do not want to keep talking to you & be a cause for disturbance in this peaceful atmosphere… so please tumhe joh bhii karna hai karo, jisse joh kehna hai kaho, maan se baat karni hai tho bhi karo, lekin I'am sure he would not misunderstand me…. Ulta he will feel you are troubling & lieing about my character…. So if you still want to try your luck, & you want to call him then sure do.. seher gives him a challenging look.. while agni stares back at seher with the killer rage in his eyes at this moment… then agni says:- seher ek baat batao, six years back you were pregnant right, with that so called love of your's, what was his name, yaa monty… you were pregnant with his child when he parted ways right, now where is that child… does Mr. Maan Khuraana even know that you are a mother of a child… kyun seher jaantha hai kya maan, tumhara 'BF' yeh baat… ohhh… ab main samjha… before agni could say anything further seher cuts him & says:- my child is not with me…. Actually bachche ke bare mein sunnkarr tho seher se zara bhii bardhast nahii ho raha hotha hai… she remembers her loss, her greatest loss, of loosing her child growing inside her, because of the scheming of her father…. Seher just wanted to run away from there, but she know at this moment she cannot afford to do that… seher with in her ownself mourns for what is supposed to her's & agni's combined loss… but agni remained unaware of it… seher shudders thinking kii na jaane jis din agni ko sach ka patah chalega na jaane us din woh kaise react karega, seher is khayal se bhii darrthi hai kii agni will be completely broken when he actually faces the truth, seher vows to herself tht 0asny time even if agni breaks down, she will always remain by his side, holding his hand, giving him all the strength he needs, staying by his side forever……. Now then again agni continues saying:- seher don't tell me after your fling of passing affair with monty, with the affair gone to dogs, you even gave up your child… kyun seher Is your child growing at some orphanage or some where… or don't tell me that you took away the life of the child growing inside you, once your fling with monty was over… haan seher I think you must have got your child aborted… kyun seher yahi kiya hoga na tumne, before going in search for your next target for your fling… I'am sure tumne yahii kiya hoga… seher sach kehh raha hoon main tumse zyada selfish aurat aur kahiin nahii dekhii.. you killed a life which was growing inside you, just for your will… I'am sure koi bhii aurat tum jaisi nahii hogi seher.. no one would have done what you have done seher.. you know what seher I'am so glad you & me parted way six years back because women like you just seem to disgust me… tum mein tho sharm naam kii bilkul bhii koi cheez nahii hai seher.. haan shayad tumse thodi si sharam kii umeed karna meri hii ghalthi thi… haan main yeh baat kaise bhool saktha hoon kii tum shaadishuda hone ke bawajood bhii, kissi aur ke saath waqt guzaar sakthi ho, kissi ke saath so sakthi ho, pregnant ho sakthi ho, tho phir yeh baat tho kuch naya nahii hai… tum jab itna sab kuch karr sakthi ho tho I'am sure tumhare bachche ko abort karwaana ya phir kissi orphanage mein daal dena, would have been no big deal for you right seher…. It is just like everything else for you.. harr baat ko tum lightly liya karthi thi na, yeh kehthi ho na, it's no big deal, I'am sure apne bachche se chutkara paana bhii tumhare liye koi badi baat nahii rahii hogi.. you see not a big deal.. agni remarks this very sarcastically, even without knowing the affect it was having on seher… it was only seher who could feel, usse kaise laga tha us waqt… her thoughts go back to the time when she had lost her child & she had mourned over the loss gor nearly a month… if it had not been for veena, muskaan, maan, prerna, anurag, sneha, then seher could have never over come her loss.. seher feels like someone is squeezing her heart & taking her life away, with each word agni is saying… she feels like she does not deserve to live, because she could not give birth to the child's life that was growing in her womb.. seher comes out of her thoughts, when she hears agni asking her:- batao na seher, I mean Miss Sags, did you kill your child, did you abortyour child or you had so much of sense that you gave birth to the child, but still behaving ruthless you gave away that child to some orphanage.. tell me… answer my question… damn you… what happened to the child that was growing in your womb, which was a cause of a illicit relationship… I want to know… seher keeps looking at agni, without giving him any sort of reply… agni sees seher, he observes her calmness, he again says:- kyun Miss. Sags, why are you not answering me… common tumne itna sab kuch karne ke baad atleast mere saamne yeh ashamed hone ka natak karne kii koi zaroorat nahii hai, because I seriously know what you are made up of… so just tell me the damn truth, what did you do to your child….. seher swallowing all her emotions in a very cold voice states:- okkk fine, I killed my child.. there you go maine tumhe tumhare sawaal ka jawaab de diya… ab dubara se yeh matt poochna what I did to my child.. & in what way are you bothered, that child was from a illicit relationship right, so it was my child, I killed… why are you creating such a fuss over it…. seher yeh saari kii saari baatein bade hii mushkhil se kehh rahii hothi hai, because seher knew now was not the time to tell agni the truth nor was it the time for her to tell him that the child she was carrying in her womb, was actually his, ussi ka aks.. un dono ke us pyaar ka roop, jis pyaar ka iqraar un dono ne kabhi ek dusare se lafzon mein nahii kiya tha… lekin seher agni ko woh baat bata nahii sakthi thi… & she just wanted agni to stop questioning about the child… & she just could not mention to him that she lost their child, so in the moment of pain, seher tells him she killed her child & he need not bother about it….. agni looks at seher, his face shows the pure amount of disgust he was feeling for seher at that moment… agni in a very cold tone says:- you know what seher mujhe kudh se ghin ho rahii hai kii main tumhe kabhi jaantha tha.. humare beech ek rishtha tha, yeh baat sochkarr mujhe khud se nafrat ho rahii hai kii main bayaan nahii karr saktha…. You killed your child… kaisi aurat ho tum seher…. Chiii…. Mujhe is baat se ghussa aa raha hai kii kabhi, kissi waqt mein maine tumhe apni zindagi mein apne dost kii jagah dii thii… aur shayad usse zyada bhi.. tum mein thodi bhii gairrat, izzat baaki hothi tho tum mujhse yun nazrein milake yeh nahii kehh rahii hothi kii tumne tumhare bachche ko marr daala… tum mein tho thoda sa bhi pachtava nahii hai…. ur itna sab karrne ke baad bhii tum aise behave kar rahii ho jaise tumne kuch bhii nahii kiya hai…. seher tum tho ek aurat keh laane kii bhhi laayak nahii ho… you just digust me…I thank God kii mere saamne tumhare chehra ka asli rang aagaya…. I have seen your true colors & I think jitna maine dekha hai that is more then enough for me.. ab tho tumhare saath ek second rehna bhii mujhe gawara nahii…. tumhare saath dum ghuttha hai mera.. so just leave me alone aur bhool kar bhii mere kareeb aane kii koshish matt karna warna mujhse bura aur koi nahii hoga….. just stay away from me…. you get that… agni says that in a warning tone.. seher:- it is good for you Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal that you got to know my true colors before it was too late…. & yaa jahaan thak baa hai about staying away from you, well let me tell you I have a life back in the United States, I have people who love me & take care of me there as if I'am a part of there own, so there is no need for me to come close to you… I'am no way interested in staying close to you.. so you stop living in that illusionary world, that Sags, tumhare kareeb aana chahthi hai…. no way.. let me tell you your thoughts are completely wrong this time.. I'am here just to check the possibility of a merger deal wih 'SDP Media Home' & there ends the matter… usse zyada mere yahaan hone ka koi matlab hii nahii hai… so you just stop telling me again & again what I should be doing… & stop telling me that I have to stay away from you, when I'am doing just that… & I'am not even interested in getting close to you.. aur haan Mr. Garewal, shayad tumhare liye yeh achcha hoga kii mujhse kehne ke bajaye kii main tumse durr rahoon, why don't you follow your own, great piece of advice & stay away from me… I think that will be better for both of us, don't you think Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal… so you just think about it, and start staying away from me, later tell me what I should be doing.. & one more thing, you are a nobody in my life, in your words we are just perfect strangers or mere business associates, & I don't think I have given any stranger or a business associate the right to interfere in my life & tell me what I should be doing & what I shouldn't be doing… so next time keep your opinions to yourself…. I hope I have made myself clear & you have understood what I'am trying to convery, Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal…. Saying this seher starts walking away from there, seher cannot help, but she was being rude to agni… she just could not hold back once agni started making snide remarks about her child being illicit & about how she has killed her child…this had hurt seher the most & that was the reason why she replied back to agni rudely, just like he was doing… kyunke all seher wanted at that moment was that, agni to shut his mouth… kyunke maano jaise seher ko aise lag aha tha kii if agni did not stop now, then surely the pain which she was feeling in her heart would make her heart beat stop, then & there itself… & there was one more reason as to why seher was being rude with agni, & that was seher just wanted to go away frm there & have some time alone for herself… this was the main reason she started retorting back to agni's jibes & snide comments.. she just did not want agni to think that she was running away from the situation, so because she wanted to get away from there, she replied back in a way, where agni would have no other jibe which he can make at her atleast at that moment, so thus seher tells him to stay away from her… & not to interfere in her life… just the way he was telling her, harshly.. as seher had thought agni had not expected such a retort from seher, where she tells him not to interfere in her life, so agni does not tell her anything… while seher keeps walking away towards the entrance of the room… once seher reaches the door, she turns the knob of the door with shaky hands & she opens the door, before walking away from there, seher turns back & looks at agni… agni just keeps looking at the retreating figure of seher walking away from him, when he sees that seher is turning around…. Seher faces agni once again & before walking out she says:- I was so right about you Mr. Agni Vashist Garewal, you never have been able to understand me… nor were you able to do it in our past, neither you are able to do it now… aur shayad issi liye log kehthe hai some things never seem to change…. [saying this seher walks away from there & she does down the stairs… while agni just keeps watching seher walking away from there & trying to understand what exactly seher's words meant…] agni is left brooding over seher's words…. While seher who is getting down the flight of stairs just wants to go inside the privacy of her room & relieve the amount of pain she was feeling, because of the accusations that were hurled at her by agni… yes she did not blame agni for his accusations, because even seher had held agni's responsible for her pain, before she got to know the truth behind their bitter past… she knew agni was not aware of the truth… she knows agni ne usse joh bhii kaha, it was only a part of the pain he was feeling because of the bitter past… seher knew this fact too & she understood it very well too… but the hurt was a little too much for her too handle.. yes she had handle the pain, the hurt which she was feeling in front of agni with utmost grace, without even making agni realize that she was hurting inside in her heart… but being ha normal human, even seher wanted some time for herself, so that she gather herself all over once again & face agni again with the same chirpiness & the same enthusiasm to woo her husband once again….. seher walks to her room, she thanks her stars as there is no one around who is there, who had actually come to check on her… seher heaved a sigh of relief once she was inside her room…. She goes, sits in her room, takes out a picture from the novel kept in her book.. they were actually two pictures, one was where seher, was standing with the garewals in their family photo… in the photo she was just standing next to agni… & the other picture was of their wedding, where they both have no smile on there face… they both just had a stone expression adorning their faces…. Seher holds both the photos in her hand in a tight grip… she places the pictures close to her heart… drops of tears start flowing down her eyes… seher runs her fingers on agni's face on their marriage pic & she mumbles a sorry… she says:- sorry vaashu… I could not save our child…. Main kuch nahii karr paayi, ho sake tho mujhe maaf kar do vaashu.. lekin sach kehh rahii hoon vaashu agar humare bachche ko bachane ke liye mujhe meri jaan bhii gawani padthi tho I would not have backed out… but it was not it my hands… I'am really sorry…. Seher leans back on the bedpost, she closes her eyes, while the picture is tightly in her hands.. seher ke aankhon se bas assoo hii beh rahe hothe hai… & as time goes by the tears starts to flow on a rapid pace from her eyes… jahaan ek taraf seher kii yeh haalat thi thoduji taraf upstairs agni's conditions could be termed as any better than that of seher.. agni with a heavy heart, takes small steps towards his room, he enters his room… aur phir apna wardrobe kholtha hai, he takes out the deed for divorce from the shelf & he keeps looking over it… agni kudh ko khosne lagtha hai kii aakhir kyun woh zindagi mein agge nahii badh paa raha hai.. why on earth usne aaj thak apne yeh divorce papers ko proceedings ke liye nahii bheja… ab tho it was more than six years that he & seher had signed the papes, lekin aaj thak unka divorce finalize hii nahii ho paaya, kyunke agni kii kabhi itni himmat hii nahii hui kii woh talaaq ke kaagzaat ko court mein submit kare.. this was agni's way of holding back to his past… this was his way, by which he felt that he has not let seher move away from his life…. This was just a compensation he gave to his heart when he had parted ways with seher. Lekin ab agni ko maano tho aise lag raha tha kii usne joh kiya ghalat kiya… usne seher ke khushi ke liye usse azaad tho karr diya lekin usse (seher), usne (agni), kudhko durr tho karr liya tha, lekin kabhii bhii sahii maayino mein agni kudhko seher se durr nahii karr paaya aur na seher koapne zindagi ka closed chapter samajkarr agge badh paaya…. Agni ko ab aisa lag raha tha kii six years back itself if he had just let seher go, then aaj uske dil mein utna dard nahii hotha… agni, sits leaning to the walls, with holding his head in his hand… reh, rehkkarr usse seher kii baat yaad aa rahii thi.. usse apne ateet kii yaad aa rahii thi… & it was troubling him all the more…. Ek ek taraf agni pareshaan tha, tho dusri taraf we sees that seher is still sitting in her room, leaning on to the bedpost… she has opened her eyes & she is staring up at the ceiling, with a empty look in her eyes… we see seher on one side & agni on the other, both worried, one in tears, the other close to tears, but both undergoing the same amount of pain…..

Song In The Background:- (Depicting Agni & Seher's State Of Mind)

"pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata....
tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila...
[we see that seher is crying… as she is staring at the empty space, she is trying to find answers for all her unasnswered questions… which have been like that for a long time now…. On the other side, agni keeps thinking kii agar usse pyaar mein bas dard, aasoo aur dhoka hii milna hai,tho phir usse pyaar hua hii kyun… why did he fall in love, when his love was not going to be with him forever… agni yeh sochthe rehtha hai kii agar pyaar mein sirf dard miltha hai, phir bhii why people fall in love…. Jab kii pyaar dard ke siwaye kuch nahii detha… these were the thoughts running on agni's mind….]
is pyaar mein hothe kaise kaise imntihaan....
ye pyaar likhe kaisi kaisi dastaan...
[seher thoughts go back to agni & her life… she thinks about the tests which destiny has put agni & her through…. But even today the test does not seem to end… because dard, aasoo aaj bhii uske aankhon mein hai aur agni ke aankhon mein bhii hai… seher was thinking that if her pain will ever end… yahaan doosri taraf agni's thoughts goes back to his past.. just in few seconds, he gets flashes off his past in front of his eyes in a matter of few seconds agni seems to relive his past… good or bad, sweet or bitter, painful or happy every memory flashes in front of his eyes… whether it was his childhood with seher, his anger towards her as she was taking his place in his home, or how he & seher had shared their first kiss at the age of 17, or how they were married off suddenly due to the circumstances or how he fell in love with seher… how received deceit… how he & seher parted ways…. All memories still seem to be fresh, as though it just happened yesterday & not six years back…]
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar...
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar....
ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar....
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar...
[agni thinks usne seher ke khushi ke liye usse azaad karr diya.. kudh ko dard dekar, kudh ko takleef pohancha karr usne seher ko apni zindagi se alag tho karr hii liya… lekin aaj bhii agar woh soche tho sach yahii hoga kii he was never really able to let go of seher… bhale hii seher uski zindagi mein nahii thi, lekin harr pal, harr lamha, seher bas ussi ke saath thi.. uska ehsaas hamesha agni ke andar zinda tha… agni's mind wanders over various thoughts… jahaan doosri taraf, seher kii soch bhii kuch same hii hothi hai…seher thinks about how in the past she let go of agni only for his happiness… but still agni was there in her heart always, even before she got to know the harsh reality of life.. seher thinks back to how today she knows the truth, lekin uske bawajood bhii she cannot express herself in front of agni.. because first she wants him to feel the love…. Seher sochthi hai kii bhale hii agni uske pass ho ya usse dur, ya agni uske saath ho ya nahii, lekin phir bhii he is always inside her, safe in her heart…..]
pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata...
tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila....
kaisa hai safar wafa ki manjil ka.....
na hai koi hal dilon ki mushkil ka...
dhadkan dhadkan bikhri ranjishein....
saansein saansein tooti bandishein....
[seher that why did she ever fall in love…. Usse abhi kuch time pehle kii baatein yaad aathi hothi hai… she was feeling all the more bad, when agni's words keep coming back tro her & this time it is hitting her hard.. while on the other hand, agni thinks about what all he has told seher… agni hits his hand on the wall with a lot of frustration, because he neve really wanted to be so harsh towards seher… he never wanted to hurt her.. kyunke bhale hii kuch bhii ho, chahe seher usse pyaar na karthi ho.. lekin he has loved, still loves seher & he would continue to do so, all his life… agni ko aisa lagtha hai jaise uska pyaar seher ke pyaar ka moutaaj nahii… but phir bhii today he ended up fighting with seher… agni ko yeh guilt khaye jaa rahii hothi hai, kii shayad he has hurt seher & he really did not want that…. Agni ko seher se zyaa kudh par ghussa aa raha tha, he knows very well that may be seher has not expressed the hurt she was receiving by his words, but she was really hurt.. agni's heart could just feel it….]
kahi to har lamha honton pe fariyaad hai....
[here we see seher jiske aankhon mein ek chah hai, aur woh chah yeh thii kii woh apne pyaar ko phir se jeetna chahthi thi… & all she wanted was just her love back in her life…. she wanted to get back what belonged right fully to her.. kyunke seher ko aise lagtha tha, kii this is how she can get happiness back in agni's life & seher felt that if agni was happy, then she surely was supposed to receive the happiness which she has longed for all through her life…]
kisi ki duniya chaahat mein barbaad hai....
[we see agni, who is questioning himself kii aakhir kyun hua usse pyaar… agar woh pyaar nibha nah ii nahii jaantha, tho phir why did his life show him the door to love… agni starts feeling a huge burden on his heart because he has hurt seher… he is unable to understand kii woh kya kare aur kya nahii....]
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar...
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar...
ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar....
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar....
koi na sune sisakati aanhon ko....
koi na dhare tadapati baahon ko....
aadhi aadhi puri khwaishein....
tooti footi sab farmaaishein...
[we see tears rolling down both agni & seher's eyes… their past was really pinching them.. & not letting be happy in their today… with know happiness in their today both were living a incomplete life without each others love…]
kahin shak hain kahin nafrat ki deewaar hai....
[seher's thoughts go back to how agni had hurled all the accusations at her, even without bothering what effect it was having on her…. Seher feels really hurt]
kahin jeet mein bhi shamil palpal haar hain.....
[agni thinks kii how he made his love win, years back when he let seher go away from him for her happiness, but his thoughts wander around how he was left with nothing but pain & tears by letting seher go… on the other side seher keeps thinking about all her ways by which she is trying to woo back agni, though she feels that she is getting back her love but still she is getting tears to in what she is trying to do… seher ruefully thinks about the old saying, 'No Pain, No Gain', seher smiles thinking that if she has to win back her love then she surely has to endure this pain with a smile plastered on her face..]
ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar....
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar...
ho ya rabba de de koi jaan bhi agar....
dilbar pe ho na, dilbar pe ho na koi asar...
ho o o pyaar hai ya saja, aai mere dil bata...
tootata kyon nahi dard ka silsila....
ho o o o ho o o o...
na poocho dard bandon se...
hansi kaisi khushi kaisi...
musibat sar pe rehati hain...
kabhi kaisi kabhi kaisi...
ho o o o... rabba, rabba ho o o ho...
rabba ho o o, ho o ho rabba...."
[seher & agni are lost in each others thoughts… jahaan ek taraf seher is thinking how to overcome her difficulties, on the other hand agni makes my his mind this time with a stronger zest that he will keep himself away from seher & not hurt her anymore…..]

[Courtesy: Movie – Salaam - E - Ishq]

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Edited by Surya.Ravi - 14 years ago

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