Aziyat...Sujal&Kashish FF...Last Part...10/06 - Page 58

A month had gone by in the lives of Sujal and Kashish..and life was not any different to how it was a month before...back in Mumbai..Kashish had left office one evening...Sia was 7 months pregnant now so had stopped coming into the office..and was taking a break due to not keeping so well..Kashish needed to get some signatures on some documents from Sia so decided to go and see Sia before she heads home and gets the papers signed and ready for tomorrow morning...Kashish arrived at Sia's house and rings the doorbell..when Rohan opens the door surprised to see her there...

Rohan: Kashish tum..aao na andar..

Kashish: ya sure Rohan...Sia kaha hai...ghar pe to hai...

Rohan; haan bilkul..woh dinner kar rahi hai...tum andar aao..woh lounge me hai..

He moves aside with a smile letting her in as he closes the door behind her...heading in after her..when Sia sees it was Kashish..she smiled happily..

Sia: Kashish...tum..i am soo happy to see you..aao dinner karlo..

Kashish: nahi tum dinner karo...main dinner karke aayi...woh aaj meeting thi to meeting ke bad sab logo ne dinner wahi office me order kiya tha ...tum dono karlo phir kuch office ka kaam hai...

Sia: acha tum betho to sahi..humesha jaldi me hoti ho..itne dinon se main tumse milli bhi nahin...

Kashish: thik hai aaj aaram se beth ke baatein karenge...tum dono dinner khatam karo..

Rohan: hum karlenge..tum baitho to sahi...

She smiles and goes and sits down beside Sia..on the sofa whilst Sia continues to eat her food..

Sia: aur batao Kashish..office me sab kaisa chal raha hai..aur tum kaisi ho?

Kashish: office me sab thik ho raha hai...Pune wale project ki nayi site Noida me woh log shuru kar rahe hai to waha ka bhi contract hume mila hai...aur rahi baat meri to main..main thik hoon...

Sia: muje ek baat samaj me nahin arahi..har baar tum Sujal ki wajah se hi chot khaat ho..woh har baar tumhe ek naye dard ke saath jeene ke liye chod deta hai..phir bhi tum usse itna pyar kaise karsakti ho Kashish...kyun tum usse nafrat nahin kar pa rahi..kyun aisa kar rahi ho tum khud ke saath

Kashish: in sare sawaalo ka jawab main tumhe pehle bhi de chuki hoon...main bas aisi hi hoon...ab tum batao ...tum kaisi ho aur tumhara bacha..

Sia: main theek hoon..aur bacha bhi theek hai...bas bohat zyada tiredness hojati hai ab..waqt jo kareeb araha hai

Kashish: woh to hoga hi...you are soon going to enter in 7th month...waise kuch pata chala ki..boy hai ki girl..

Sia: nahin..hum logon ne socha..ke surprise rehne dete hain...ab to do mahine baad hi pata chalega

Kashish: achcha hai na surprise...waise aaj kal kya karti rehti ho akeli ghar pe..

Sia: kuch bhi nahin..bas waqt guzaarne ki koshish kar rahi hoon..aur bas issi intezaar me hoon ke kab humara bacha humari zindagi me khushiyan lekar aayega...muje to bas ab intezaar hai Kashish..bas jald se jald yeh do mahine guzar jaaye..

Kashish: main samaj sakti hoon ki ek aurat ki zindagi me ek bache ka aana kitna zaroori hai khas karke tab jab us bache ka baap uska aur bhi intzaar kar raha ho...aur main dekh sakti hoon ki Rohan tujse aur tere bache se bahot pyaar karega...

They realised her situation and felt really bad for Kashish..wishing that she would soon get her happiness too...as Rohan tried to cheer her up...

Rohan: woh sab chodo..pehle to yeh decide karna hai ke tum kiski side pe ho..abhi batao..tum humare bache ki bua banogi ke masi..

Kashish: main na hi uski masi banungi nahi uski bua...main to..main to uski badi maa banungi...

Rohan: kya baat hai Kashish..very very clever...tum hum dono ko khush karna chahti ho na isliye...but i think that is a fantastic idea..kyun Sia...

Sia: bilkul sahi kaha tumne Rohan..to ab yeh tai hai Kashish..tum is bache ki badi maa kehlaogi..aur uspe tumhara utna hi haq hoga jitna ke mera..

Kashish: janti hoon...ab yeh sab chodo tum pehle please yeh papers sign kar do...agar bhul gayi to muje subaah subaah saat baje aana padega ..

Sia: laao main abhi kardeti hoon...

Kashish moves towards her and passes her the papers and a pen..Sia takes the papers in her hand and signs them..passing them back to her..

Sia: lo hogaye..

Kashish: ab raat kafi ho gayi hai aur main bhi thak gayi hoon...main bhi chalti hoon...apna khayal rakhna aur mere bete ka bhi...

Rohan; Kashish main tumhe drop kardeta hoon aao

Kashish: its ok Rohan main chali janugi...tum Sia ke saath raho...aur waise bhi muje raste me kuch kaam hai..

Rohan: are you sure tum manage karlogi?

Kashish: haa main pakka manage kar lungi...Good Night guys..bye..

THey both wish her goodnight..whilst Rohan goes and sees her out..she leaves from there driving off in her car after getting the papers signed..Rohan locks the door and heads back inside..

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A week later Kashish was working at the office..she had an early morning meeting so woke up and got ready to be at the office for 7 am..she skipped breakfast and thought she will have it after the meeting..as it was going to begin at 8...an hour into the meeting Kashish was observing a member of staff from the finance team..discussing budget..when she stated to feel a little strange...and unwell..she felt slightly dizzy and closed her eyes momentarily..soon she opened her eyes..and started to feel sick..she stood up as all looked at her...she excused herself and told them to continue..as she headed out of there..rushing to the washroom..as she walked inside she ran to the basin..and started vomiting..one of the cleaners who was cleaning in the washroom..left her cleaning and came upto Kashish..

Cleaner: ma'am..aap theek to haina

Kashish: nahi woh...pata nahi...muje kya ho raha hai...kal raat se aise hi main...

She looks at her for a moment and then her eyes grew wide..

Cleaner: kal raat se?..aur aapko aisa pehle bhi mehsoos hua hai kya..in pichle kuch hafton me...

Kashish: haa...pichle do teen hafto se ho raha hai muje...kuch khane ko mann hi nahi karta aisa lagta hai ..sab kuch bahar nikal aayega...

Cleaner: ma'am..yeh sab to tab hi hota hai jab aap maa banne waali ho to...iska matlab aap pregnant hai

Kashish: Pregnant...aur main...yeh..yeh kaise ho sakta hai..

Cleaner: ma'am..yeh mumkin kyun nahin hosakta..aap shaadi shuda haina?

Kashish: haa main shaadi shuda hoon lekin main ...main aur Sujal to...

Cleaner: haan maine sunna hai...aap alag rehte hain..ma'am aap kyun apne pati ko chod ke chali aayi...koi bhi anban ho..insaan aapas me sulja leta hai..lekin ab muje pata hai sab theek hojayega..aap dono ko jodne waali kadi jo is duniya me aarahi hai..aap apne pati ko bata degi to woh bohat khush honge...

Kashish: main...Sujal se kya bataungi...tum nahi samjogi...mera aur mere pati ke rishte ko...samaj me nahi aa raha ki kya ho raha hai...main kaise Sujal se kahungi..

Cleaner: ma'am aap yeh baat unhe bata kar to dekhiye..dekhna woh aapko ussi waqt lene aajaenge..aur saari problems khatam hojaengi..aapko apne pati se ab alag nahin rehna chahiye..jo kuch bhi hua usse aap bhool jaiye aur apne bache ke liye apne pati ko apna lijiye..

Kashish: suno...mera ek kaam karogi..abhi main kuch ..kuch bhi keh nahi sakti...muje jana hoga ...main aaj office se off le rahi hoon ple Suraj ko bata dena meeting sambhal le ..aur please..please office me yeh baat kisi ko pata nahi lagni chahiye ki main..main pragnant hoon...please..

The cleaner looked at her wondering why she wanted to hide the fact but then decided to keep quiet as it was none ofher business really...

Cleaner: ji ma'am theek hai..main sambhal lungi aur kissi se kuch nahin kahungi..aap jaa kar araam kar lijiye aur zyada sochiye mat iske baare me..bache pe burra asar pad sakta hai

Kashish: hmm...thank you...main chalti hoon...

Cleaner: ji ma'am.bye..

Kashish takes a napkin wiping her mouth and then heads out from there still in shock...and hurt thinking about the cleaners words

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Kashish had driven away from the office premesis and had parked her car further away...she was still in shock that she is pregnant yet something about this news made her happy...she placed her hand on her tummy lightly...a small smile on her face as she knew that Sujal's form was growing inside her...she had never felt as close to him since that night that she felt today...yet she was confused...she started the engine..heading towards Sia's house...as she arrived..she got out of the car and headed to the door ringing the doorbell ...When the maid opened the door letting her inside..as she walked into the room...Sia was surprised to see her...

Sia:Kashish tum...itni subah subah...andar aao

Kashish: Sia..muje..muje tumse bahot zaroori baat karni hai..

Sia: kya hua Kashish...sab theek to hai?

Kashish: nahi Sia..kuch bhi thik nahi ...Sia..main Sujal ko kaise bataungi...

Sia: Sujal ko?..kis baare me Kashish...saaf saaf batao na Kashish...kya hua

Kashish: I am..I am Pragnant Sia...Sujal ka bacha..

Sia looks at her in shock..not being able to believe what she just said...

Sia: kyaaa!...Kashish tum...tum Sujal ke bache ki...maa banne waali ho...

Kashish: haa Sia...aur meri kuch samaj me nahi aa raha ki main kya karoon...is bache ko leke main kya karoon..kise kahoon...

Sia: Kashish...kya matlab kisse kahun...tumhe Sujal ko yeh baat batani hogi...uska poora haq banta hai ke woh yeh baat jaane

Kashish: nahi Sia..main...main Sujal ko hamare bache ke bare me nahi bata sakti...woh ise bhi mujse durr kar dega...woh ise bhi apne saath leke chala jayega..aur main..main phir se akeli pad jaungi..

Sia: Kashish...Kashish pagal mat banno...Sujal aisa kuch bhi nahin karega...muje poora yakeen hai ke yeh khabar sunne ke baad woh tumhe apna lega...tumhe usse batana hoga Kashish...uska haq hai yeh baat jaan na

Kashish: tum use janti nahi Sia...woh mujse nafrat karta hai...woh ise bhi meri hi galti kahega..

Sia: Kashish...aisa nahin hoga...aur hum haina tumhare saath...par tumhe usse kehna hoga Kashish...warna baad me bhi ilzaam tumpar hi ayega

Kashish: main kabhi use hamare bare me bataungi hi nahi...main aur mere bache ke saath main bahot durr chali jaungi taki woh kabhi hum tak na pahonch paye..

Sia: kab tak bhaago gi tum Kashish,..aur kis se bhagogi..kabhi socha hai ke isse tumhare bache pe kya asar padega..tumhare bache ko ek maa aur baap dono ki zaroorat hai...aage jaake jab log uspe ungli uthaenge to woh kya kahega..tum kyun nahin samajh rahi Kashish..use bhi Sujal ki utni hi zaroorat hai jitni tumhe...

Kashish: to maine kab kaha ki main use kabhi uske baap ke bare me nahi bataugi...ofcourse use pata hoga ki uske papa Sujal Garewal hai jo is duniya ka sabse achcha insaan hai...lekin bas uske papa hi kabhi uski mom ko samaj nahi paye..

Sia: Kashish main tumse abhi kehrahi hoon..tum bohat badi galti kar rahi ho..Sujal se yeh baat chupana theek nahin hai Kashish..please tum usse ek baar baat karke to dekho

Kashish: nahi Sia...kya tu chahti hai ki woh mujse ab mere jine ki waje bhi chin le..mere pass yeh ek lauti Sujal ki nishani hai jise main khona nahi chahti...please Sia tu is bache ko leke kabhi Sujal ya Daima ko kuch nahi batayegi...Promise me Sia..

Sia: Kashish yeh tum mujse kya karwa rahi ho..please Kashish..iske baare me acha se soch lo..kyunki baad me sab kuch aur bhi bigad sakta hai..tum jaanti ho..tum jitna chup rahi ho..jitna tumne apne andar sab daba kar rakha hai..utna hi tumne khoya hai..kyun tum phirse..woh sab kuch kho rahi ho..

Kashish: Sujal ko khoke main phir se zinda huyi hoon lekin apne bache ko khoke shayad zinda nahi reh paungi..

Sia: theek hai Kashish..agar tumhe yahin theek lag raha hai..to main kuch bhi nahin kahungi...main humesha tumhare saath thi...aur rahungi bhi..ab tum pareshaan hona chod do...aur yahan aao..itni achi khabar sunayi hai tumne..aur ab tak muje ek hug bhi nahin milli,,,

Kashish just smiles at her and than hugs her tightly while letting her tears run from her eyes..Sia understands how she felt not able to stop her own tears too..yet she wiped them instantly as she had to be there for her at this time..

Sia: agar yeh khushi ke ansoon hain to theek hai..warna main tumse bohat naraaz hone waali hoon aise royi tum to..

Kashish: yeh khushi ke aanshu hai...aur trust me main bahot khush hoon aaj...achcha main chalti hoon muje ek zaroori kaam hai..

Sia: hmm theek hai..aur apna khayal rakhna...aur kuch bhi chahiye ho to tum jaanti ho na..main humesha tumhare saath hoon..aur Rohan bhi..bas ab tumhe apna zyada se zyada khayal rakhna padega..

Kashish: haa main samajti hoon tum meri fikar mat kar aur apna khayal rakh...main tujse milne kal aaungi thik hai..

Sia: theek hai Kashish...main tumhara intezaar karungi..bye..

Sia smiles at her as Kashish gets up and then heads out as the maid sees her out...Sia sat there silently..worried over Kashish's decision yet again..yet she did not want her to go through any mental stress at this point so left it to what she wanted..

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The following day...Kashish had arranged to see the gynaecologist..just to make sure that everything was fine...she went early in the morning after making an appointment..when the doctor called her in..she got up and followed her inside...as the doctor asked her to take a seat whilst checking her records...

Doctor: goodmorning Mrs Garewal...how can i help you?

Kashish: Good Morning Doctor...I am pragnent...lekin main make sure karna chahti hoon ki sab thik to hai mere aur mere bache ke beech me..

The doctor looks at Kashish and smiles..

Doctor: congratulations Mrs Garewal...yeh to bohat hi achchi khabar hai..aise me usually couples saath me aate hain..Mr Garewal nahin aaye kya?

Kashish: Thank you doctor...jee woh..woh business ke silsile me pichle mahine hi business tour pe nikle hai...

Doctor: pichle mahine se?...Mrs Garewal kya aap dono ne yeh pregnancy saath me nahin plan ki thi..i mean aise waqt pe unhe aapse door nahin...balke aapke saath hona chahiye...aapki himmat badhane ke liye..aur aapka saath dene ke liye

Kashish: jee main samaj sakti hoon lekin business bhi unke liye zaroori hai and trust me doctor..yeh hamara faisla hi hai ...aur woh jald hi wapas aa jayenge..

Doctor: hmm...unki ghair hazari me aur koi hai na aapka khayal rakhne ke liye?..i mean koi family..aapke in laws..koi to haina aapke saath?

Kashish: I am sorry lekin mere family me aur koi nahi...

Kashish felt so lonely at that moment of time..she realised she had no one to call her own..she was left alone..and her only family now was her child..she just lowered her eyes to hide her pain...

Doctor: Mrs Garewal..aise me to aapko jald se jald apne pati ko bulwa lena chahiye..i mean aapki koi family bhi nahin hai..yaani aapke pati hi aapki family hain..aur kamsekam unka sahara hona aapke liye bohat zaroori hai

Kashish: jee doctor..woh..woh aa jayenge jald hi...aap please yeh bata sakte hai ki mera bacha thik to hai na..

Doctor: uske liye muje kuch tests karne honge..aur saath main screening bhi..yeh dekhne ke liye ke aap kitni weeks pregnant hain..to aap please mere saath chaliye..

Kashish: hmm..thank you doctor..

She follows the doctor into the examination room..her eyes looking beside her..just to find that support..she felt Sujal's presence with her..as though he took her hand into hers..leading her into the room..being there for her..smiling at the joy of becoming parents...she walked into the examination room..constantly looking at the side..when the doctor brought her out of her thoughts..asking her to lay down on the bed..she lay down on the bed silently..waiting for the doctor..as she did the necessary checks..making a note,.and then moved towards Kashish...to do the screening..she brought the screen closer to Kashish with a smile so she could see the movement of her child..this was the most emotional and beautiful moment for her..to see Sujal's form growing inside her..she felt so complete that her tears wouldn't stop due to her happiness..yet how unfortunate was she...that she couldnt share her happiness..she soon felt as though Sujal was near her..close to her..holding her hand...looking at the baby with her..the feeling bringing out her pain even more as she cried..the doctor tried to calm her down..knowing well what an emotional moment it was ..she placed her hand on her shoulder...

Doctor; its a girl..

Kashish: ladki...matlab..meri beti hogi...Sujal ki beti..

Doctor: ji haan Mrs Garewal..aap dono ki beti...jo is waqt aapke saamne hai...

Kashish: meri beti...kitni..kitni cute hai na..

Doctor: bohat zyada Mrs Garewal..aur active bhi...lekin abhi to yeh bohat zyada choti hai..just 13 weeks..isliye aapko sambhal ke rehna hoga..aur apna aur iska poora khayal rakhna hoga...islye main suggest karti hoon ke aap jald se jald apne husband ko bula lijiye

Kashish: jee doctor woh jald hi wapas aa jayenge lekin doctor abhi ke liye muje iski picture mil sakti hai..

Doctor: bilkul milsakti hai..main abhi aapko print karke dedungi...ab main isse band kardeti hoon..aur phir hum aapke agle check up ka date decide kardete hain..theek hai?

Kashish: hmm thik hai doctor..

The doctr takes a snap and then turns off the machine whilst Kashish gently sits up...wiping the tears that had dried onto her cheeks..they soon headed back inside as the doctor gave Kashish the picture of her scan..after writing 'Baby Garewal' on the side..Kashish just looked at it..running her fingers over it..and then placed it in her handbag..whilst the doctor explained further to her being her first pregnancy and arranged the next check up date

Kashish: thank you so much doctor...main next month ko check up ke liye aajungi...thank you doctor..

Doctor: your welcome Mrs Garewal..aur next month Mr Garewal ko bhi le aaiyega..mujhe unse bhi kuch baatein share karni hain..ke woh aapko kaise support karsakte hain

Kashish: jee doctor..main chalti hoon...Bye..

Doctor: bye Mrs Garewal..take care...

Kashish stands up from there..maintaining a smile and then walks out from the cabin..heading into her car..she settled in a car for a few moments thinking about the doctors words...as tears started flowing from her eyes..she held on tightly to the steering wheel..as she let the pain aching her heart out..she needed Sujal so much at this point of time..yet she couldnt ask for that support..she had never felt so lonely ever before in life..she gathered herself together moments later..and then drove off from there..heading home..

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A week had gone by..Kashish had become so lost in her own world..she would remain silent and get on with everything..yet the emptiness in her life was growing deeper and deeper..she was beginning to feel more and more lonely..one evening she was in the kitchen making dinner...when she looked down at the soup..her thoughts bringing her back to Sujal..as she remembered how much he liked continental food..and she would crave the same since she became pregnant..