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"I was an ambitious girl.Since my childhood days i dreamt of being Miss Universe or Miss world.My aim was to become a top model.My destination was the glamorous fashion world.I wanted to see myself being glorified in page 3.I fell in love..but my dreams never changed.Marriage was never in my cards.Because marriage will crush my dreams to be a top model.But Mayank's love made me blind.I surrendered to his wish.I did'nt know that his love will dismay my dreams".
Mayank takes Nupur to a beautiful beach decorated with lights.She is carried away by the beautiful sight.Her eyes twinkled like stars.The enchanting music in the background is soothing to her ears.Her hair danced to the music composed by the cool breeze.
"Beautiful!It is a surprise".
Mayank smiles and says, "There is one more surprise which you may not have imagined at all".
Nupur longed to feel that surprise.
He takes out a beautiful riing and kneels down before her.
"Nupur,will you marry me?"
Nupur reacted giving him a shock.
"Are you crazy?How can we get married?"
Mayank looks pale.
"Why?We both love each other.Then what is the problem?"
"It is too early.I want to be a top model.Mariage will dismay my career".
Nupur turns back and walks.Mayank follows her like a poor lover whose dreams are shattered.
He pleads: Please Nupur..don't leave me.I can't live without you".
Nupur holds his arms.Her soft touch is a comfort for him.
"I will never leave you.Because i love you".
Mauank smiles.
"But i can't marry you".
Mayank's smile vanishes in a moment.
"I want you to be with me always.I want we both to be together in the same place.It's time for that".
"Yes.I will not hurt you again.I will be with you always.Let us stay together".
"Mayank was shocked by the idea of a live in relationship.But since i was stubborn,he did'nt go against this idea as he wanted me always near him.We were happy with each other for one year.But Mayank changed like any other Indian boy".
Nupur is sitting close to Mayank.She is having popcorn and watching tv.Mayank's eyes are on Nupur.
"Nupur...shall we think of having a family?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean...let us have a baby.I want to be a father.I want to see you as a mother".
Nupur bursts out.
"Are you crazy?We are not even married.Then how can we have a baby?"
"So what?We are like a married couple.So why don't we think of having a baby?"
"If you want to see me as a mother watch my next ad.I'm playing a mother of a baby.Its the ad of a baby soap".
Mayank is fed up.
"Enough Nupur.What is your problem?Why are you not interested in producing our baby?"
"Did you forget my aim?If i become a mother what will happen to my career?"
Mayank's face becomes red and his eyes burn with anger.It was his new face.He holds her hands tightly.
"Your stupid career.Your over ambitious nature made us break our values and traditions and have a Western living style-live in relation.Now because of that i'm forced to sacrifice fatherhood".
"You are hurting me".
She shoved him and rushes out.
"I felt strange.I thought i will faint.I went to the octor.She confirmed that i'm pregnant.I was shocked as it was unexpected.I cried a lot as i felt that i'm finished.I decided to do abortion.I went to the hospital for abortion".
Nupur sees a lady crying in the hospital.
Nupur asks her,"Why are you crying?"
"I was longing to have a baby.But my cruel husband did'nt want to be a father.He aborted my baby.But after my baby,i became physically weak.I can't be a mother at all.My life is over".
Nupur is touched by her words.
"She longed for a baby.She found her husband cruel as he was against it and even aborted her baby.She feels that her life is over because she can't be a mother while I felt that my life is over because i am a mother.So strange.Mayank wants to be a father.But i don't want to be a mother,so i opted abortion.So he may be finding me cruel.Yes,i'm cruel".
Tears flowed from her tears without her knowledge.
"No,i can't abort my baby.It's murder".
Nupur goes to Mayank.He is packing bags.
"Why are you packing bags?"
"I won't destroy your career.I'm leaving".
Nupur holds his hand.Tears are dweeled in her eyes.
"If you go,your baby will be upset.He will miss you very much".
His can't believe his ears.
"What did you say?"
"I'm pregnant.We are going to be parents".
Mayank is surprised.
He touches her stomach and smiles at Nupur.
"I touched my baby".
"That moment i found him the most happiest person in the world.I forgot my career.My dream was only to see my baby.We got married.We both always sit beside the lake and dream about our baby's birth".
Mayank is reading a book.Nupur goes to him.
"Mayank..i'm so thrilled.The baby kicked for the first time".
"Really?"
He keeps his arm on her belly and feels the baby's movement.They both blossom like a beautiful flower.
"That moment i felt my baby's presense.Our baby's birth made us feel even more special.He was an Angel who has beautiful dimples like Mayank.His entry made our house a heaven.I realized how nice it is to be a mother.Words are not enough to describe maternal feeling".
The end
Vanshaj
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