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Chapter 14
FAMILY!? PITY!? Wat the hell??
RV's POVDia seems very happy these days..but m sure there is some prob..or sumthing tht aches her heart. only if i knew wat it is...shall i go to her n ask?is she waiting for tht? i think i should ask her if i dont this thing will eat me ..i got up from my bed to check if dia was asleep as i opened my door dia stood there..she was in her night dress but a bit disturbed
"Hey u here?"
"ya" she replied
,"oke...y were u outside" i asked
"nothing...i couldnt sleep can i sleep here?" she asked
"ya sure"
Diya entered i saw her walk in she trembled a little her face was a bit wet but it dint seem that she was crying it seemed as if she had just washed her face.As she made herself comfortable on my bed i asked her"wat happened?"
"nothing i was feeling a bit lonely thts it.." she replied
"oke can i ask u sumthin?"i got seated on the couch.she looked at me "ya ..go on"
"Is there nything thts bothering u ..nythinn u wanna share?"
Her expression turned from horror to tht of fear she looked at her hands ..i got up to approached her just when i saw tears falling in her hand.
"Hey baby ..what happened?" i enquired. She shook her head.
"Dont cry please just tell me the prob and i'll fix it" I assured her
She looked at me hopefully "you will?"
"Yes"I said hoping wateva it may b i could do it.
"Then marry me please" she said still looking at me hopefully
"What!?" I asked completely taken aback.
"Yes marry me!" she said again.
"But wat abt ur career..?wat abt my career..we hv just stepped in our success after the long run and u want to end this all?" I reasoned.
"Its not tht..i dont want to make my career anymore..and wat difference will it make to urs? u r mine for ever u promised, then married or not wat difference does it make?"
"It does and i dont want to get married now" I shot back.
"Why? u think m not the right one?" she asked with fear and doubt.
"No! No" I said loud, fearing the very thought, I couldn't live without her "its not tht! i want to make a career first i want to b stable with my life" I reasoned
"But i want a family!" she said
"A family!!? u cant think of havin a baby?" i asked in utmost shock
"why cant i?" she enquired almost in tears now.
This was all goin out of control! I couldnt imagine out of all the things..this was bothering her..
"Dia we cant...i cant marry now" I tried to explain.
"oke then dont marry me yet ..lets hv a baby" she said hopefully
"Dia wats wrong with u ?the very reason i dont wanna marry yet is family!" I said
She looked at me with tearfilled eyes"you said u'll give me watever i want"
"But this is not wat u want!having a baby is a huge responsibility!i mean baby ..just think it will end ur career ..."
"I said i dont care abt tht" she replied.
"oke give me time to think..or i wud say u think abt this tooo" I said trying to end this topic i needed time to think.
"i hv thought abt this" she said firmly.
"oke then think again...and in a more practical way" I said a bit harshly.
Dia loked at me supressed a sob and ran out of the room.
"Dia" I called but she dint turn back.
Oh god out of all the things this is wat she wants? a family!
Sheena's POVBenji entered home.. "Hey ..not sleepy?".I looked up"No" .
"y so?" He asked
"Simply" I replied with a dead end to my tone.
"oke..shall i keep u company?" he asked
"No...m fine on my own" I replied. I was hurt beyond measure...not wanting to say any harsh words i cut out without looking up.
"Cut it out!" He said a bit harsh.
"What!?" I asked standing up.
"Why are you being so rude?" he asked
"Sorry..i dint mean to." I apologized.
"thats ok...now temme wats the prob?"
"Prob .who said nythin abt tht?"I denied
"ur actions did." he replied obviously
."huh??"
"well u r here alone in the dark n just now spoke to me harshly for no reason ...certainly theres a prob"
"there isnt one...and will u please stop interfering in each and evrything i do!" I was breathing heavily from the shouting i calmed myself..
wat was wrong with me? i neva lost control like that..."Interfering!? for god sake i saw u all alone so i just asked! as a friend!" His expression turned cold now.
"Saw me all alone! yes u did but u knw wat i hv been like this all my life now! This is me! alone! lonely do u get tht?"
I screamed before i knew tears were flowing from my eyes but my face was held high...i wasnt goin to breakdown infront of him.His expression changed from anger to tht of hurt. I felt my heart breakdown further.."See u dont knw anything ..so just dont..dont" I turned around to leave.
"But Sheena i dont want u to b alone" I turned around at his words he was looking down at his feet. I tried to match his eyes to see what he actually meant.
"I am your friend and will remain forever"He looked up and this time i dint see hurt or anger this time i saw pity in his eyes ..pity for me!
"Sorry but i dont want ur pity"I spat the word out in anger
Edited by VampirePrincess - 15 years ago
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