Jaazib.....SujalnKashish.....Last Part..06/17 - Page 86

7.30 am in the morning…

Sujal and Kashish were fast asleep after spending a beautiful night together…… the sun rays fell upon Sujal's face…making him open his eye and looks down …finding himself sleeping on Kashish's shoulder…whilst his arm was wrapped tightly around her waist…he gently lifted his face and saw her fast asleep in his embrace…last nights events came flashing by in his mind and he realized what had happened…he just looked at her and was feeling so guilty about last night as she was not in her senses..but he should have controlled himself…he just lays down like this for a moment just staring at her when he just looks in his watch...it was 7.30 am....he tries to get up but his hand was enclosed tightly with her....as she doesnt want to leave him....he just looks at her and tries to remove his hand..He just looks at her…and then moves forward…gently kissing her lips..without waking her up…she just stirred in her sleep and slowly released her hold on his hand…he gently removed his hand from hers and moved it back…and then got up from the bed…he fond his clothes on the floor and picked them up..dressing himself as he looked at her…he couldn't do this to her again..he couldn't see her cry because of his actions..he knew she would regret last night and he was not prepared to face her…after getting dressed..he composed himself and left from there…after covering her up in bed properly.. it was 10 in the morning when Kashish wakes up partially...and feels the spot next to her hoping to find Sujal but he wasnt there....she opens her eyes fully shocked at not finding him there.....she thought about that he might be inside the wash room...she covers herself in bedsheet while getting up from the bed...she walks towards the washroom picking up her dress from floor putting it on dresser...she opens the door but he wasnt there either.. She left her room in a hurry to go and check downstairs..she thought he may be in the kitchen..she shouted out his name..but he was nowhere..she just stood still…tears in her eyes….anger running through her as she realized he had left her yet again…she thought after last night…everything would be back to normal.and he would take her back with him…but he left her on a stand still once again…she just fell to the ground and held onto the edge of the sofa…crying her eyes out

Kashish: why do you that to me when we are so close.....you again just used me when you needed...

She just sat there crying…hating herself for letting him come so close to her again…she was now regretting last night not finding him beside her in the morning..but there was nothing she could do now..she couldn't change what happened last night…she got up after a while and then ran into her room

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A month later....

Sujal and Kashish has not been in any contact since the night they had spent together…but this month was the most difficult month of separation they had to face..after coming so close that night..it was difficult for both of them to stay away from each other..but both kept away from each other due to the misunderstanding they had…It was night time…Kashish was sat on her bed silently holding the snow globe in her hand…shaking the globe..as the snow would spread in the glass..falling down onto the couple..there were tears in her eyes as it was reminding her of the night they spent together…she was so broken from the inside…and didn't know how to reduce her pain..

Kashish: agar us din kash tumse kuch baat karke hi chale jate to muje itna bura nahi lagta.....it feels like i been cheated..

She just held on tightly to the globe and closed her eyes tightly…but every time she tried closing her eyes..she would see the moments she spent with Sujal flashing infront of her..she was afraid to even close her eyes now…On the other side..Sujal was sat in his room drinking…he was sat on the floor holding a bottle in his hand and drinking…he restd his head against the edge of the bed as he sat infront of her photo and continued to drink..his eyes wet with tears..at loosing the most precious part of his life..

Sujal: look at me hun....what did you do to me....aaj main bhi tumhari tarah ho gaya...I am drinking....drinking to forget the night we had.....drinking to forget you...but you know what....I am drinking because I still love you..

His heart was crying at loosing her..he knew he made so many mistakes and that he had hurt her a lot…but he wanted her back at any cost…he wanted her to come back into his life…and for things to become back to normal..he was so frustrated at himself for doing what he did…he smashed the bottle on the floor in anger…pieces of broken glass on the floor…memories of the night he told her to leave coming back to him..he remembered how he had slapped her that night…he was hating himself for doing that..he just looked at his hand and then the broken pieces of glass on the floor…he picked up the pieces of glass in the same hand he hit her with and closed his fist tightly…whilst closing his eyes… on the other side Kashish who has closed her eyes and opens them....she felt something is hurting her so much....she was having feeling that he needed him now most....she picks up her phone and about to call him when she just looks at the globe and puts the phone down.....

Kashish: I hope...I hope ki tum thik ho..

Sujal just opens his eyes and looks at his hand…blood dripping from his hand as he sat there staring at his hand…he felt no pain whatsoever…as the pain from within was too extreme for him to feel any pain on the outside…he was feeling satisfied at the fact that he punished himself for hurting her…he should have never raised his hand on her and he regrets everything he did…Kashish was feeling so restless…her heart kept telling her that Sujal needed her right now…she was getting worried and did not know what to do…she just picked up her phone and called the house number…when a while later the maid picked up the phone…

Maid: SG Mention...How may I help you?...

Kashish: hello…Mary…main Kashish bol rahi hoon…Mary..SG ghar pe hai kya?

Mary: haa...sir apne room me hai shaam se.....

Kashish: Mary…tum please jaa ke dekho…SG theek to haina…najaane muje kyun aisa lag raha hai jaise who kissi musibat me hain…please Mary…just go and check on him

Mary: Ok mam...I will check right now.....

Kashish: thank you Mary...bye

Kashish cuts the call and just remains sat down…her heart feeling so restless…on the other side Mary went upstairs and knocked on the door…but there was no response…she slowly opened the door and was shocked to see blood dripping from Sujal's hand…she rushed towards him…

Mary: Sir..yeh aapne kya kiya!!!...aapko chot kaise laggi…

Sujal: Mary....Leave me alone...

Mary: Sir..what are you saying…aapko itni chot aayi hai…let me bandage it please

Sujal: fine...do what you want....

Mary takes the First Aid box from the top drawer and takes out a bandage..she starts to bandage Sujal's hand whilst looking at him…he looked so numb and didn't seem to react to anything

Sujal: tumhe kaise pata chala ..

Mary: abhi abhi Kashish mam ka phone aaya tha…unhone hi mujse kaha aapko dekhne ke liye…mam ko lag raha tha aap musibat me ho

Sujal: Kash ka phone.....is waqt..

Mary: ji Sir..bas abhi abhi aaya tha..mere yahan aane se pehle

Sujal: she does know about me...but still not coming home..

Mary: Sir…aap ne kuch kaha?

Sujal: no ...are you done?..

Mary: Yes Sir..i am…aap please pain killer le lijiyega..aur kissi cheez ki zaroorat ho to muje bula lena…

Mary places the box away and cleans up the glass from the floor…she leaves the room..leaving Sujal behind..he was wondering how she knew he was hurt…

Sujal: you are still here with me feeling my pain..

He remained sat on the floor as he closed his eyes resting his head back…holding his hand in the other…he didn't realize when he fell asleep just sat there

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Another month later....

Sujal and Kashish were still not in touch,,,one morning Kashish woke up…and was feeling a little dizzy…she was getting really suspicious as this was happening quite a lot in the last month and she had missed her monthly periods too..she opened her side drawer and took out the pregnancy test box she had bought a few days ago…she got out of bed and went into the washroom…20 minutes later she came out…she had tried the pregnancy test and it was positive..but she thought it must be a mistake…

Kashish: aisa kaise ho sakta hai...I dont think its working...I mean...it was just a night..I think before I tell anyone...let me make an appointment with gynecologist..

She calls the Gynecologist and makes an appointment…she gets an appointment for after 2 hours…so she gets ready and has breakfast…and then sets off for the clinic…2 hours later she reached the gynecologists clinic and goes to the receptionist's desk..

Receptionist: yes Mam..how can I help you?

Kashish: is Dr.Sen here...

Receptionist: yes Mam..she is with a patient...do you have an appointment?

Kashish: hmm...ya...Kashish Garewal..

Receptionist: let me check Mam…

The receptionist checks her computer for the bookings..when she highlights Kashish…

Receptionist: your next Mam..if you just take a seat and Dr Sen will be with you soon

Kashish: thank you so much..

Kashish leaves and waits in the reception area…when Dr Sen comes out with a patient..passing her records to the receptionist and checking who is next on the list..

Dr Sen: Mrs Garewal…your next..

Kashish: hello doctor....

Dr Sen: Hello Mrs Garewal..please take a seat

Kashish looks at her and takes a seat...

Dr Sen: so Mrs Garewal…how can I help you…

Kashish: doctor...I think...I think I am pragnant...I want make sure...

Dr Sen: Ok Mrs Garewal..not a problem..i will check that for you..aap please aaiye mere saath..

Kashish gets up and follows the doctor..she told Kashish to lie down on the bed and then closed the curtain behind her..10 minutes later Kashish came out and waited for the doctor…when the doctor came out with a smile..

Dr Sen: congratulations Mrs Garewal..you are pregnant

Kashish: are you sure about it?...

Dr Sen: I am very sure Mrs Garewal…aur aapne jo symptoms bataen hain..usse bhi yeh baat aur confirm hoti hai…

Kashish: thank you doctor....

Dr Sen: your welcome Mrs Garewal..please take good care of your health..aur koi bhi problem ho to aap appointment le lena..

Kashish: sure...I will come next month to get checked up...

Dr Sen: no problem Mrs Garewal…take good care…bye

Kashish Bye..

Kashish gets up from there and leaves without saying anything further.. kashish just sits in her car in parking lot thinking about what Sujal always wanted.,,,that night....the doctor...the test...everything is coming togather for her...She couldn't believe she was pregnant…she sat still for a moment thinking about all the past events and then started her engine..driving off from there..

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Kashish parks her car outside her apartment and starts walking up the stairs to her apartment…she unlocks the door and walks inside her apartment..she places the keys on the side..and sits down on the sofa…when slowly a smile appeared on her face and tears formed in her eyes…she couldn't believe this was true..finally she was able to fulfil his wish…she felt so happy to be able to give him what he always wanted…her heart said it would be the end to all the problems

Kashish: Hun...I am...I am so happy...finally I am coming back....I am coming back hun..

She just wipes away her tears and rushes up into her room..she takes her suitcase and starts to pack all her stuff into the bags…she was feeling so happy to be going back home again…to her house…where she belonged….she finishes packing away all her things and then leaves the apartment with her bags…locking away the apartment..she places the bags in the car boot and then leaves from there…as she drove back up tpwards Garewal Mansion…10 minutes later she reached the Mansion…the gates opened and Kashish drove her car inside…parking it in the driveway…she just sat there for a moment…looking at her house..with a smile..finally she was back…

Kashish: I am back finally....

She gets out of the car with a smile and walks to the entrance…she opens her purse and takes our her keys..she just smiles as she touched the keys and then unlocked the door walking inside…Mary who was cleaning the lounge was surprised to see Kashish walk in…

Mary: Mam!!...aap yahan!!..its so good to see you

Kashish: hmm....i am back....sab kuch kaisa chal raha hai...

Mary: Mam aap ke jaane ke baad sab kuch badal gaya tha…yeh ghar phirse itna chup chup so rehne lagga…aur Sir bhi…par ab aap waapis aagayi hain to aisa lagta hai jaise yeh ghar phir se bolne lagga…really Mam I am so happy to see you

Kashish: Thanks Mary......waise where is your sir?...

Mary: Mam..Sir to Pune gaye hain do din pehle…kal tak woh waapis aajaenge..

Kashish; kab gaya...

Mary: do din pehle gaye the Mam…aur bola tha kal tak waapis aajaenge…

Kashish: good...now help me to put the stuff back....

Mary: ji Mam…aap kamre me chaliye…main baahar se aapka samaan leke aati hoon..

Kashish: Thanks Mary...

Mary just smiles at her and then leaves to get her bags…Kashish starts walking towards their room whilst looking around the place…everything was still the same…she was feeling so good being back home…when she opened the door to their bedroom…Kashish just looked around…nothing had changed…everything was still the same here…she walked in whilst looking around…all the past memories they shared running through her mind…she felt so good being back…when Mary walked in with her bags bringing her out of her thoughts…

Mary: Mam…aapka samaan…

Kashish: hmm...put it in closet...

Mary: yes mam…

Mary unzips the bag and starts to place her clothes back in the closet..whilst Kashish gets all her other things and starts to put them in the side drawers and some back in her closet…when she opened her bedside drawer and was surprised to find a tap recorder inside it…she takes it out and looks at it…wondering what it was..Kashish just takes the tape recorder in her hand...and goes inside the wash room closing the door...she sits down on the edge of bath tub...She just looks at it a little confused thinking what it could be..when she plays the tape recorder….

Sujal: hun...i wanted to say something which i could never tell you before.....first you were Miss.Sinha for me...than you became Kashish......than you become Kash...kash to my hun.....a misunderstanding put us in love.....and another misunderstanding took us apart....i cant tell you how much I miss you when I come from office....i miss you beside me on dinner table....i miss you beside me when i do my office work...I miss you in my arms at night....i cant tell you how much i love you...I am so sorry ...i shouldn't have hurt you....I am so sorry hun...ple come back to my life....please hun....

Kashish sat there holding on tightly to the tape recorder as tears formed in her eyes…she looked down at the tape recorder…and realized how much he had missed her since she was gone…she was feeling really bad for all that happened..and could feel his pain through his voice..she knew how much he needed her and she wasn't there with him…she felt bad that he had no one by his side to share his feelings…he was all alone..and she was the only person who was a part of his life…but she promised herself to make things right once he came back…

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In the evening..Kashish had her dinner and then went back into her room…she sat down on the bed…looking around the house…still not believing that she is actually back…she was looking around at every small detail of the room…every part of the room brought back some sweet memories which made her smile..she felt so good being home again…

Kashish: I wish hun ki tum aaj yaha hote...I am just so excited to share this news with you,,,please come back hun

She just lies down in bed...thinking of Sujal...she was missing him so much...slowly she drifted off to bed...it was 3 am in the night when the door to Garewal Mansion opened..it was Sujal who had just come home after his trip to Pune...he walked into the kitchen and took a glass filling it with water...after having a drink..he headed off upstairs into his room...he opened the door off his room...and walked inside..turning the light on...when his the bed...he was shocked to see Kashish lying down in bed...he just stood there still...his eyes not believing what they are seeing...he thought he was hallucinating..until he saw her stir in her sleep...she was actually there...he saw her digging her face in the pillow...frowning because the light was on...when he quickly turned it off...he walked towards her...bending down on his knees beside her...he gently moved his hand forward and touched her...without waking her up...just to make sure it was her..

Sujal: Kash ....Kash is back..

His eyes lit up with happiness...he couldn't believe she was back..after all that happened..he didn't expect her to be here...but he couldn't express his happiness...right now nothing mattered to him...he was just happy that she was back home...and back into his life...he didn't want to wake her up...as it was too late...he just smiled and then got up from there...he came and lied down beside her...staring at her..he had spent hours just admiring her...and smiling to himself..having her back...he didn't realise when he fell asleep..