Jaazib.....SujalnKashish.....Last Part..06/17 - Page 85

The next morning...

Kashish goes to the workshop with the completed design that spent the whole night making it perfect…she goes to the tailor with the design and sees Neha there too..

Tailor: good morning mam

Kashish: good morning....kaam kaisa chal raha hai....

Tailor: Mam everything is in order…who jo dresses aapne last week diye the..woh almost ho chuke hain…is week ki end tak who ready hojayenge..

Kashish: good...now listen to me....is waqt work shop pe saara kaam bandh kar do....i want you all to work on this one dress....

Kashish takes out the sketch and places it infront of him…Neha moves closer and has a look at the design…

Tailor: ji mam…jaise aap kahen..aapko yeh dress kab tak chahiye…

Kashish: in 6 days....

Tailor: ok Mam..hojayega…

Kashish: and i wont excectly like this....do you get it?.....if I dont get it,.I will fire the whole staff...

The tailor looked at her a little frightened…and Neha was slightly shocked…

Tailor: yes..yes Mam…I will make sure it is exactly like the sketch…

Kashish: Main kal ise dekhne aaungi....lets go Neha...

Neha: Yes Mam…

Neha looks at the Tailor then follows Kashish to her cabin…Kashish walks inside her cabin and takes a seat whilst Neha just looked at her confused…

Neha: Mam..kya baat hai…maine aaj tak aapko aise kabhi pehle nahin dekha…you have never been so possessive about a design before…

Kashish: its not my design....woh SG ki hai..

Neha: Kya!!! Sir ka design…par Sir ne kab Fashion Designing seekha..aur yeh aapke paas kaise…aap dono to saath me nahin rehte

Kashish: itne sare sawaal ek saath...

Neha: sorry mam...woh main..sun ke hairaan hogayi isliye

Kashish: its ok Neha....janti ho tum is sketch usne kyun kiya tha.....us raat woh zidd leke beth gaya tha ki main phir se shaadi ka outfit pehnu...but you know me....I believe that the wedding outfit should be worn only on wedding.....so thats why.....this red party dress....

Neha: ohh…samaj gayi Mam…lekin itna perfect design..i didn't know Sir was so good at this

Kashish just laughs at her statment...

Neha: mam..aap has kyun rahi hain

Kashish: because he cant draw a straight line.....yeh design maine uske design se banaya hai...

Neha just smiles at her foolishness...

Neha: oh..sorry mam..muje lagga Sir ne..thats why i was so surprised

Kashish: but this dress is so special to me than my own designs.....after all SG did it for me...

Neha: i can understand..Mam ek baat kahun..aap Sir se aaj bhi utna hi pyar karti hain to aap unse durr kyun hain?

Kashish: main kaha usse durr hoon...can I tell you something?...

Neha: kahiye na mam..

Kashish: I am hoping ki is valentine pe muje phir se mera valentine mil jaye...

Neha just smiles at her..

Neha: i wish you all the best Mam..i really hope is valentines day pe aapke aur Sir ke beech sab pehle jaisa hojaye

Kashish: I am hoping for it too,,,,,

Neha: don't worry mam...Sir aapse aaj bhi utna hi pyar karte hain..woh zaroor aaenge..

Kashish: lets just wait for it...

Neha: yeah Mam...acha Mam...main ab chalti hoon...muje bohat kaam hai...i will see you later...koi kaam ho to aap muje bula lena

Kashish: thik hai...I will call you....bye..

Neha: ok mam..bye..

Neha just passes her a smile and then leaves her cabin...

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3 days laters...

Sujal and Sam were returning from the office...Sam was driving him back when he remembers they had to pick up Sujals clothes from the mall they ordered...

Sam: Sir...we have to stop by at mall.....aapke outfits pick up karne hai..

Sujal: theek hai...chalo...

Sam turns his car around and heads off towards the mall...after 15 minutes they reach the mall...Sam parks the car and then they both get out...heading off towards the mall...as they walked inside the mall...Sujal was looking around noticing valentine day posters on the shop windows...red heart shaped balloons...red and white teddies holding a cushion with messages of love...

Sujal: Sam..aaj tareekh kya hai?

Sam: 11th february....but why sir..

Sujal: nahin...woh yahan har jagah valentines day ke posters lagge hain..to i was just wondering when it is...

Sam: ab valentine month hai to yeh sab to hoga hi....lets check out some shop....aur waise bhi maine abhi tak Neha ke liye kuch nahi liya..

Sujal: hmm...ok...

Sujal follows Sam into one of the shops...Sam started looking around for a gift for Neha...Sujal left him to it and started wandering inside the shop...looking at the gifts on display...when he stopped as his eyes fell on a snow globe..with a valentine theme...and a small caption inside saying..."Be My Valentine"..with a couple kissing.....he just looked at it for a moment and then picked it up...he held it for a minute...and then walked away holding it...he walked back to Sam..

Sujal: Sam..kuch milla?

Sam: hmm.....yeh teddy bear ..

Sujal: acha hai...i'm sure she'll like it...if you've done then lets go pay for it..

Sam: yeh...aapne liya...

Sujal: haan...woh..i thought you can add it in the snow globe collection

Sam: great...let me pay for .....than we can go to your home...

Sujal: ok..

Sujal gives Sam some cash to pay for his too...after Sam finished paying..they left to pick up his clothes and then left for Sujal's house..30 minutes later they reached Sujal's house and walked inside..Sujal passed Sam the snow globe..

Sujal: Sam..add this to the collection please

Sam: sir....waha pe aur snow globe ki jagah nahi...

Sujal: kissi shelf me to miljayegi Sam..just check it

Sam: no sir...we dont have....aap ise apne bedroom me rakh dijiye...

Sam passes it back to Sujal..he just looked at it and then back at Sam..

Sujal: theek hai...main wahan rakh dunga..

Sam: ok...ab main chalta hoon...bye sir..

Sujal: bye Sam..i'll see you tomorrow..

Sam left from there with a smile...Sujal just looked at the snow globe and then left for his room

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Valentine's day......

It was 6pm in the evening and Kashish was in the kitchen preparing dinner...she was making all of Sujal's favourite dishes...hoping that he would come today...she had stayed at home all day waiting for him since morning...but he still hadn't turned up...it was around 7.30pm when she finished her cooking.. after getting everything ready she left for her room to get changed...she walked inside her room and went to her closet...taking out the dress Sujal had designed...she took it from the closet and looked at it...

Kashish: hun....I know you will not come....but still I am waiting for my love......I want to celebrate with you .....

She took the dress and went into the washroom to get changed...15 minutes later she came out after getting dressed...she went and sat infront of the mirror as she looked at herself...she was looking so beautiful in the red dress he had designed...it was so elegant and suited her perfectly...she sat down whilst doing her make-up...after doing her make-up..she was about to tie her hair up..when she remembered he loved her hair open...she just looked at herself in the mirror and let her hair free...after getting ready she goes downstairs and set the table for dinner...she finished preparing everything but he was still not here...so she silently sat on the sofa waiting for him.....

Kashish: I still remember our first valentine togather.....how close we are..

She sat there thinking about last year's valentines day....a smile appearing on her face as she remembered how special he had made her day.. It was an early morning last year on valentines day...Kashish as usual made breakfast in the morning and went up with his coffee to wake him up...when she went upstairs and saw him still sleeping...she woke him up but he told her he was unwell...so he won't go to the office...she had felt bad as he didn't wish her a happy valentine..but she didn't take it to heart as she knew he was unwell and must have forgot...after leaving his coffee she set off for the workshop...In the evening she came back early as he wasn't unwell...when she heard some noise from the kitchen...she walked towards the kitchen when she stopped at the door and was surprised to see Sujal stood there wearing an apron and cooking...whilst humming to himself...

Kashish: SG...tum to....I mean you are not feeling good than..

Sujal was surprised to hear her voice...when he turned around holding a spoon in his hand...

Sujal: Kash...t...tum...tum aaj itni jaldi kaise aagayi...

Kashish: because of you..

Sujal: me?...why?

Kashish: tum thik nahi the subaah....i was worried for you..

sujal: ohh..haan haan...Kash...main ab pehle se behtar hoon...woh bhook laggi thi to socha kuch banalun...anyway tum..tum jaa ke fresh ho jao..and get changed..tum tak gayi hogi na...chalo chalo...

Sujal turns the cooker off and walks towards her holding her hand..and taking her towards her room...she looked at him confused at his behaviour...when they reached her room...

Sujal: Kash tum araam se change karlo...i will get the dinner ready

Kashish: SG...tumhe ho kya gaya hai....why are you behaving strage....doctor ke pass chale..

Sujal: kuch bhi to nahin hua...Kash tum sawaal bohat karti ho...tum jaa ke fresh ho jao...kitni thakki hui lag rahi ho tum...come on go...

Kashish: SGGGGG....

Sujal: Kash...jaaooo...

He opens her bedroom door and slightly moves her in and closes the door behind him...he was panicing now as he had so much to get ready but she was already home...he just rushed out from there and rushed up to the terrace where he had arranged everything...the whole terrace was filled with red and white heart shaped balloons...there was a card and a gift on the table...and a cake beside it...there was a beautiful candle holder in the centre holding a red and white candle...he quickly lit the candles..and then rushed down into the kitchen...dishing out all the food and taking it to the terrace...and then he went to the wine cabinet..taking out a bottle of wine...he was walking up to the terrace iwth it when Kashish came out of the room...he quickly hid it inside his shirt....she looked at him weird...

sujal: arre...Kash..itni jaldi taiyaar hogayi tum

Kashish: SG...its been 20 mins.....per tum kaha ja rahe ho....

Sujal: main...woh..main kahin nahin...aise hi..terrace pe...hawa khaane...kitni garmi hai andar nahin...

Kashish: SG...winter me garmi!!!!!!!!.......

Sujal: Kash..tum bhi na...muje temperature hai...to garmi lag rahi hai..

Kashish: ok....gussa kyun hote ho...jao...

Sujal; tum bhi chalo na...akele kya karogi yahan

Kashish: true....chalo..

Sujal: after you...

Kashish just looks at him for a moment and the starts to walk up the terrace steps...looking back at him every few minutes...when she reached the top and walked inside....she just stood there still..as she was completely surprised seeing the scene infront of her...he walked up behind her with a smile...he went closer to her ear and whispered...

Sujal: happy valentines day Kash..

Kashish: Sg....yeh...I mean...Kab..kaise.....kyun......how..

Sujal: Kash...itne sawaal ek saath poochogi to main jawaab kaise dunga... one at a time please

Kashish: sawaal kal ke liye post pone....Happy Valentines day SG..

Sujal smiles and takes out the bottle of wine holding it in his hand...he moved forward and wrapped his ars around her..holfding the bottle...as he rested his head on her shoulder...

sujal: kaisa lagga surprise

Kashish: just mind blowing...

Sujal: tumhe kya lagga tha..main aaj ka din bhool sakta hoon...mine socha humari pehli valntines hai saath main..to kuch special karte hain...isliye bimaar hone ka bahana banaya tha maine subah

Kashish: I love your surprise so much SG....I cant tell you how happy I am.....

Kashish just moves forward and kisses him on his cheek...Sujal just smiles at her...

Sujal: thank you for the kiss mam...now shall we have dinner before it gets cold...

Kashish: sure....i am hungry too...

Sujal: then lets not wait any longer...

Sujal moves back and takes her hand in his...taking her towards the table..as he pulled out a chair for her...she sat down on the chair and he came and sat across her with a smile...he started serving her dinner and then placed the plate infront of her...and then filled a plate for himself...they had a beautiful dinner together carrying a smile on their faces...when the door bell rings....Kashish just comes out of her past and looks at the clock...it was 11 PM night.....She just stood up from the sofa and looked at the door for a minute...her heart beats were raising as she made her way to the door...her heart knew it would be Sujal but her mind thought otherwise...when she went and opened the door slowly...she looked up and her eyes grew wide seeing Sujal stood at the door...holding a bunch of red roses...the snow globe he bought and a bottle of red wine...she couldn't beleive her eyes as she stood staring at him...Sujal was completely mesmerised seeing her stood in the red dress...his eyes scanning her from top to bottom as he looked at her...

Kashish: Hunnn

Sujal: Happy..Happy Valentines day

Kashish: Happy valentines day to you too...

Sujal: ermm...yeh tumhare liye laaya tha...socha tumhe deta chalun

Kashish: andar..andar nahi aaoge..

Sujal: h..haan...aaunga..

Kashish: please come in...

Sujal; thanks...

Kashish moves aside letting him in...he walked inside and she closed the door behind him..her eyes still not believing that he actually came.....

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Sujal turned around and looked at her...as she walked up towards him...he looks down at the bouquet of roses and the snow globe and then passes them to her...

Sujal: tumhare liye...ek chota sa gift...

Kashish: thanks...chota hi sahi...but its too much for me..

Sujal just passes her a smile...

Sujal: when i saw it in the shop...i thought of you..so i thought i will buy it for you

Kashish: thanks for thinking about me.....I will get dinner ready..

Sujal just looks at her a little surprised..

Sujal: tumne ab tak dinner nahin kiya?

Kashish: I was waiitng for you..

Sujal: hun...yeh kya baat hui...agar main nahin aata to kya tum dinner nahin karti?

Kashish: tum kaise nahi aate....aaj to tumhe aana hi tha..

Sujal just looks at her... she looked back at him for a moment and then walked towards the kitchen...leaving him stood there....he just watched her go and then sat down on the sofa...placing the bottle down on the table infront of him...while she warmed up the dinner...10 minutes later she came out to call him...

Kashish: Hun....dinner is ready..

He just looks back at her and then gets up...he followed her into the dining room where she had set the table so beautifully...he sat down and she came and sat across him...when he looked at the food..a smile appeared on his face seeing all his favourite dishes....

Sujal: tum aaj bhi meri pasand nahin bhooli

Kashish: main zindagi bhar na tumhe...na tumhari pasand...na pasand...na hi tumhare pyaar ko bhool sakti hoon...

Sujal: aur na hi main tumhe bhool sakta hoon

Kashish: your dinner...

Sujal moves his gaze and then serves himself...he waited for her to fill her plate before he started..once she filled her plate they started eating their dinner in complete silence...all that could be heard was the clattering of their plates and spoons...but they gave occasional glances to each other...after 10 mins they both finish their dinner....sujal looks at her and than walks away towards wash room...Kashish gets up taking all the plates and bowls putting in ths sink...she just comes out and looking and the roses.....she runs her fingers on the roses when Sujal comes out..She sees him walk in and moves her hand back slowly...he just looks at her..

Sujal: why don't you put those in a vase...

Kashish: its ok...I will take with me tonight in bedroom...

Sujal: hmm...ok..as you wish

Kashish: lets go to terrace for while..

Sujal just looks at her...

SujaL: hmmm...sure...

She looks at him and then starts walking towards the terrace as he follows her..as they walked through the lounge he picked up the bottle of red wine he had brought...taking it along with him...they slowly climbed the steps...every step they took reminded them of all the moments they shared together... finally they both reached the terrace...Kashish just sits down on the chair looking at busy road of mumbai..He just looked at her and the came and sat across her...his eyes following hers...as he looked down at the streets too...

Sujal: sab kuch kitna badal gaya hai...lekin aaj bhi yahan ka nazara wahin hai jo hamesha se tha..muje aaj bhi yaad hai..jab main pehli baar tumhare ghar dinner pe aaya tha..us raat bhi hum yunhi beth ke is bheed ko dekh rahe the

Kashish: tumhe aisa lagta hai sab kuch badal gaya....mere liye to abhi bhi wahi sab kuch hai...tab bhi main tanha thi aur aaj bhi...kuch nahi badla ...haa kuch waqt ke liye main kuch jyada hi kismatwali ho gayi thi....

Sujal: aur main bhi...lekin waqt aur haalaat ne sab kuch badal diya...hume pirse ussi mod par laa ke khada kardiya..jahan se humare rishte ki shuruaat huyi thi...yeh kismat bhi kitni ajeeb haina...hume milaya bhi...aur alag bhi kardiya

Kashish: isse achcha hota ki hum kabhi ek dusre se mile hi na hote...na kabhi ek dusre se pyaar karte...aur nahi aaj tanhai ki rah me akele bhatak rahe hote....aur nahi aaj dard me aanshu baha rahe hote..

Sujal: par main khush hoon...ke main tumse milla...muje tumse pyar hua...aur maine apni zindagi ke khoobsoorat pal tumhare saath bitaye...us waqt ko main kabhi bhi nahin badalna chahunga...woh yaadein hi hain...jinke sahare me aaj ji raha hoon...maanta hoon ke tum meri zindagi me ab nahin ho...par tum humesha ussi zindagi ka hissa banke rahogi..woh hissa...jisse main kabhi bhi khud se alag nahin kar paaunga...aur na hi karna chahta hoon

Kashish: hun yeh kaisi zindagi hai....na hum saath reh sakte hai...na alag reh sakte hai....nahi woh yaadein picha chodti hai....mera dum ghutta hai....I want to live as a free bird....

Sujal: shayad ab yeh mumkin nahin hai...shayad humne saath milke itni yaadein bana li hain ke ab unse peecha churana humare liye namumkin hai...hum jitna ek doosre ki yaadon se durr bhaagte hain...utna hi woh yaadein hume pareshaan karti hain...

Kashish: but hun...koi to rasta hoga...is dard ko bhulne ka..

Sujal picked up the bottle and placed it infront of her...

Sujal: shayad isse tumhara dard kuch kam hojaye

Kashish: I dont drink any more...

Sujal: kyunki tumhe sambhalne ke liye tumhare saath me nahin hota...par aaj main tumhare saath hoon...tumhe sambhalne ke liye

Kashish: per tum bhi kuch dair me chale jaoge....i mean its getting late...

Sujal: kya main aaj yahan ruk sakta hoon?

Kashish: puri raat!!!!...

Sujal: agar tumhe problem hai to nahin rukunga...main bas tumhara dard kam karna chahta hoon...kyunki main jaantha hoon...tumhare dard ki wajah bhi main hi hoon

Kashish just looks at him and takes the bottle from his hand and starts to drink....Sujal just watches her silently as she took a big sip...as though she had been thirsty for years...he noticed the tears running down from her eyes on to her cheeks as she drank the wine

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She sat there and continued to drink the wine...when Sujal took the bottle off her...seeing that by now quite drunk....

Sujal: hun leave this now...bohat pi liya tumne...

Kashish: hun...please aaj to pine do...bahot dard ho raha hai,,,

Sujal: nahin...aur nahin...bohat pi liya tumne...come on...get up...

Sujal places the bottle down and gets up walking towards her...he held her hand to support her...making her walk down the steps..as she was walking side by side in a drunken state...when he opened the door to her room and took her inside...he made her sit on the bed...and bent down opening the straps of her sandles as he removed them.

Kashish: hun...i want my roses and gift here....right now...

Sujal: hun...go to bed...tum subah le lena

Kashish: I want them now...Please ..

Sujal just looks at her and then sighs...

Sujal: theek hai..tum rukko...main abhi leke aata hoon...

Sujal gets up and then goes down into the dining room where she had left her roses and snow globe...he picked them up and then walked up the steps into her room...he opened the door and walked inside...walking up to her with the roses and snow globe...he bent down infront of her...

Sujal: yeh lo...

Kashish takes the globe in her hands watching her carefully ....She slowly shaked the snow globe as the snow started in the glass...revealing a beautiful couple in the centre...sharing a kiss...Kashish just looked at the snow globe and then towards Sujal who was staring at her...she placed it down on the bed as she looked into Sujal's eyes....she slowly bent forward whilst looking at him and placed her lips on top of his...Sujal stopped breathing for a minute as he closed his eyes...he opened them again thinking it was just a dream...but it was all real...it wasn't just a dream...he moved in a little...responding back to her..kissing her softly... Kashish just holds him from his shirt and gets up from the bed still kissing him while moving on his toes....He stood up on his feet as he felt her move closer to him...his hand slid long her waist as he held her in closer...his lips rubbing against hers...as the kiss turned into a passionate one...neither of them wanted to end this beautiful moment..it had been so long since they were this close...they wanted time to stand still so they would remain this way forever...his fingers slid up into her hair as he slowly ran his fingers through her hair...their kiss growing deeper as each moment passed by... after some moments Kashish moves back breathing heavily looking at him.....he just looks at her realising their love for each other ..Tears slowly started to form in his eyes as he realised what he had lost...he just looked at her for a moment and then pulled her into a hug...he hugged her tightly..letting his emotions free..that he had held in for so long...

Sujal: i'm sorry hun...i am really sorry...please hun muje maaf kardo...maine bohat galat kiya tumhare saath...i hurt you so much and i know that...but i didn't mean any of it...trust me...i am really sorry hun..

Kashish just hugs him back while crying herself...

Kashish: I am sorry too....I am reallly sorry hun....ple ho sakt to muje maff kardo...I cant live without you....I just cant...

Sujal: tumne kuch bhi galat nahin kiya hun...saari galti meri thi...aaj humara rishta jis mod pe aa pohancha hai..woh sab meri wajah se hua hai...maine bohat galathian ki...par main aaj tumse pehle se bhi zyada pyar karta hoon...i love you soo much hun..main aur nahin ji paunga tumhare binna..i need you hun

Kashish: I need you too hun......main bata nahi sakti...but I miss you so much in my life....I love you hun...

He dug his face into her hair whilst slowly caressing her back...

Sujal: i love you too hun...more than anything in this world...you are my life...

Kashish: for me you are everything...

Sujal: and for me too..muje tumhare siwa aur kuch bhi nahin chahiye...i just want you back hun..

Kashish: i want you too hun..

He just moves back and looks at her...he held her face between his palms and placed his lips on her eyes one by one...kissing her tears away

Sujal: hun..please don't cry...maine tumhe pehle hi itna rulaya hai...ab aur rulake main khud ki nazron me girna nahin chahta...

Kashish: I wont cry ever....just be with me..

Sujal: i am with you forever hun...i promise i won't ever leave you

Kashish: I wont let you go today..

He just looks into her eyes and bends forward placing his lips on hers again as he whispered against her lips...

Sujal: me neither hun..

Kashish wraps her arms aroung his neck holding him close to her..He moved in forward and kissed her lips again...as she held him closer to herself...a moment later he moved back looking at her..her eyes were closed and her arms were still wrapped around his neck..he bent down and picked her up in his arms as he moved forward and placed her on the bed...she wasn't willing to let him go for single moment as she continued to keep her arms around her neck...he looked into her eyes and slowly came on top of her as she laid back down on the bed...he moved forward and placed his lips on her forehead..he moved down a little..kissing her eyes one by one...he then moved his lips down..kissing the tip of her nose...moving down to her chin..he looked up and saw that her eyes were closed...he bent down and softly kissed her neck...she held on to him tightly as his lips circulated her neck...she just opens her eyes and looks down at him not believing the moment ....she moves forward kissing his forehead while running her hand on his back..His hands slowly ran along her arm as he reached her shoulder...removing the straps of her dress as his lips reached her whoulder...his lips were not willing to part from her for even a moment...he had been craving for her for so long...that he lost his senses completely..smelling the beautiful fragrance of her body... she just moved her hands from his back to his chest running down over his shoulders.......she opens the buttons one after another......she opens all his buttons and than runs her fingers on his chest moving other hand under neath shirt on his back..Her touch was driving him completely crazy as he closed his eyes and felt almost breathless feeling her touch all over his body...his lips continued to move along her neck..as his hands slowly moved to her back..unzipping the dress....his hands rubbed passionately along her bare back..as the oher hand slowly started pulling down her dress...she hold his sholuders ..she looks at him and than slowly kiss on his neck going towards his ear...she whispers I love you and kisses his ear...she moves down kissing his neck...He closed his eyes feeling her love flow through his body and took hold of her hands as he tightened his hold on them and pressed them against her pillow...his lips found their way to hers as he kissed her passionately...she closed her eyes as he closed in the final distance between them...making her his again...they felt like they were in a completely different world as their tormented souls finally found solace..