guys let me tell u that this is not the last part.......there is just an epilogue left for it.....i mean that will be the last part.....i am updating this part in a hurry........so forgive me for my mistakes......
part 3 out of 3 + epilogue click
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here for part 2
Nupur's POV-
Us din Mayank tum mujhe yun chod kar chale gaye.....aur tumne ek baar bhi mujhse maafi nahi maangi....tumhara career tumhare liye humse bhi zyada ho gaya tha....aur tumhare jaane ke baad I got married to poorab.....tumne to us din apne career ko chun liya....par....bauji ne bhi meri zindagi mein....jo tumhari jagah thi usko kisi aur ko de diya... aur main chah kar bhi kuch nahi kar saki.....main majboor thi.....tumhare dhoke ke baad hosh mein hi nahi thi.....ek jeeti jaagti laash ban gayi thi....aur isse pehle ki mujhe kuch pata chalta...main poorab ke saath uske kamre mein thi...
Flashback-
I was sitting on a bed of roses...the roses which bore no fragrance for me....the roses which were thorns rather than petals for me....the thorns which were not picking my body but my heart in which you lived....my soul on which I had written your name.....
Poorab entered the room....and this thing made my heart beats go wilder....and he came closer to me....he sat next to me and kept his hand on my hand....this thing made me shiver.....
Poorab- Nupur....main jaanta hoon ki tumhare saath kya hua hai....tum itni jaldi mujhe apna nahi sakogi...aur main tumpar koi bhi dabaav nahi daaloonga.....u can have your own time...tumpar koi bhi tarah ka dabaav nahi hai...hum pati patni ki jagah dost ho sakte hain.....tumhe abhi ek dost ki zaroorat hai...aur main tumse dosti karna chahta hoon....
This thing made all my tears....tears which were kept in my sea shell like eyes....tears which were struggling to go down but I had forcefully kept them intact...go free....they fell from my eyes...and I hugged him tight....
I just couldn't believe.....i hugged him tight and he in return hugged me to console me....he just now could do anything with me.....i am his wife....his property......but he....he wanted me as a partner in his life....and as a friend for life.....i am lucky to have a friend in my husband.....
Flashback ends. Nupur's POV-
Mayank tum to meri zindagi se chale gaye.....lekin poorab....unhone meri zindagi ko khushiyon se bhar diya.....unhone mujhe patni ka darja diya.....lekin hamesha ek dost hi tarah mera saath diya.....unhone mere chehre par khushi ka koi mauka nahi choda.....he gave me all the happiness of this world.....he loved me....woh mujhse itna pyaar karte the.....lekin unhone badle mein kabhi bhi mujhse kuch nahi maanga.....woh hamesha hi mera saath dete rahe.....aur bina meri marzi ke unhone mujhe kabhi bhi nahi chua.....woh chahte to aisa kar sakte the....par nahi....unhone mere dil se apna naata joda.....aur ma-papa urf mere saas-sasur.....unhone to mujhe kabhi bhi bahu nahi balki ek beti maana.....poorab agar kuch kehte to shayad woh na dete.....lekin mere kehne par mujhe sab kuch mil jaata tha....woh mere liye mere mummy papa se bhi badhkar hain....they loved me so much.....unse ache in-laws kahin par bhi..kisi ko bhi nahi milte....aur pata hai kya? Main tumhe bhoolne lagi thi....aur main bhool hi chuki thi ki main kisi Mayank Sharma ko jaanti bhi hoon....mujhe poorab se pyaar ho gaya tha.....mujhe kabhi bhi pata hi nahi chala ki kaise? Kaise poorab ne mere dil mein tumse badi jagah bana li....kab main unhe tumhari jagah de baithi....kab main unse mohobbat karne lagi....kab mere dil mein jo unke liye sammaan tha woh pyaar mein badal gaya.....kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh!Ki kaise kisi insaan ko do baar pyaar ho sakta hai! Shayad woh respect hi thi....par ab main khud ko unhe saup dena chahti thi....ab main unhe unka hak dena chahti thi....ek pati ka hak....us din main unhe har khushi dena chahti thi.....us din main bahut khush thi....us din lekin maine apni zindagi ka sabse bada shock paaya jab maine unhe apne pyaar ke bare mein bataya.....woh din.....jo meri zindagi ka sabse haseen din hona chahiye tha....woh din....woh din meri zindagi ka sabse khaufnaak din ban gaya....us din....
But before she could pursue....hot tears roll down her cheeks......and there was no one to wipe off her tears right now....
Flashback-
I was in the kitchen......the house seemed quieter than usual....ma-papa had gone to party....and only me and poorab were there....and he was busy doing some of his important office work....
The salt was finished....and I decided to take the salt from the upper store for the purpose....so I just climbed the shelf myself....i often wonder why do necessary things have to kept in a upper position...
But then my leg slipped....and I thought that I am going to fall....and the fear caused my eyes to be close....but I didn't fall......he had held me....i fell in his arms....he was there to support me...his strong arms gave me a completeness.....i felt so secure in his arms....and I was blushing.....as for the first time we were so close...though I knew that I wanted to be more close to him now....
He made me sit on the couch and then impulsively hugged me....it was the first time when he had initiated a hug.....though I always got a shoulder whenever I wanted to cry upon....but he was never the one to hug me...i was the one to hug him and he just responded....not with passion but with concern....
Poorab- Nupur, tum theek to ho na? tumhe koi chot to nahi lagi na? tumhe kya zaroorat thi shelf par chadne ki?
He showered me with questions full of concern for me.....although he didn't even let me fall.....i was lost in his thoughts...
He thought that I was not replying due to the proximity we shared right now....he thought that I saw insecure....i could read that in his eyes....he thought himself to be guilty....he thought that he should have not hugged me...he thought something else.....
Poorab- I am sorry.....tumhe chot to nahi lagi na?
I knew that he thought that he was guilty....he thought that he should not have had hugged me......he thought that I was feeling bad due to that!
Nupur- nahi....vaise bhi jab tak aap mujhe samhalne ke liye hain.....tab tak mujhe kuch nahi hoga....aur vaise bhi....aap hain na har baar apni baahon mein mujhe chupa lene ke liye....aur mere liye toh wahi sabse safe jagah hai....
I blushed and said.....and from the look on his face....i understood that he has understood what I had meant to say by those words.....and I saw a smile spreading slowly on his guilty face....erasing all the doubts....
Poorab- do you mean?
Nupur- yes....i do love you...and I do want to start a new life with you.....
His smile broadened.....and the look on his face told me everything.....and I simply blushed....he just picked me up in his arms and danced in joy....all I could say was to "poorab chodiye".....but this time he didn't listened to me.....and I was happy for that....
Then his call for office came.....and though reluctantly....he had to go.......but before going....he gave me a peck on my cheeks.....which now got even more reddened.....
And he went away and I went to my room.....getting ready for this night....
She wore a red lehenga.....with all matching accessories.....she wore everything that a bride does.....afterall......today she was going to be a complete wife.....a bride....a suhangan.....and today she would be his.....
Just when she was applying her sindoor.....a phonecall came to disturb her....she gracefully walked over to the phone and said, "Hello."
After hearing what all the caller said.....Nupur fell to the ground and broke into sobs...her sindoor got scattered on her forehead......she didn't saw when her dream was shattered......her entire world was shattered.....she felt a numb pain in her body......surpassing every breath she took....
She just gathered her lifeless body.....and rushed to the hospital where poorab had an accident.......she broke into a run.....she didn't wanted to even waste a single moment....she was shattered.....what will happen to poorab? The doctor had said that he has met with a severe accident and there are no chances of his recovery.....he had only a few moments to abide.....
But she knew that nothing would happen to his poorab.....nothing....she just was running to meet him......her life.....
At the hospital-
Nupur gathered up spirit to go and see poorab.....who was surrounded by so many wires that is masculine body seemed to be small in front of them....every portion of his was tied up with a bandage.....she felt a sudden urge to pick him up in his arms and kiss him.....she just stared at him with her red swollen eyes.....
Poorab felt his life coming to him.....he felt Nupur coming to see him...and this thing gave him some courage to open his eyes and see the most beautiful sight....nupur was dressed up in a bridal lehenga....she looked extremely angelic....but the fact was only that now....her black eyes were red...and the glow on her face was missing......
Poorab- Nupur.
She was sitting beside him crying......but as soon as she heard him say her name.....she got up....and looked at him with weak eyes......
Poora- Nupur, mujhe maaf kar dena....aaj main hamari zindagi ki nayi shuruvaat ke din hi tumhe chod kar jaa raha hoon....
Nupur- aap aisa mat kahiye....aap ko kuch nahi hoga....aap ko main kuch hone nahi doongi.....aap ke paas to abhi poori zindagi baaki hai....
And she cried......tears were just falling from her eyes like a rain from the clouds....
Poorab- nupur yeh tum bhi jaanti ho aur main bhi ki aisa kuch nahi hone waala hai.....tum jaanti ho ki mere paas samay bahut kam hai......aur main apni zindagi ke aakhiri pal tumhare saath bitana chahta hoon...
Nupur- poorab par aapki zindagi par mera hak hai....aur main aapko kahin nahi jaane doongi...
Poorab- Nupur kiss me.....tab tak jab tak main hamesha ke liye na soo jauun.....
Nupur cried.......but she agreed....she mouthed his lips over hers and kissed him passionately....he too responded but then his response slowly died away like him....
While she just fell to the ground.....her world was shattered....her life was broken......poorab was dead....he had no life.....he was lifeless........nupur was lifeless.....
Flashback ends. Nupur's POV-
Kyun bhagwaan? Kyun? Aisa kyun hua? Jab maine poorab ko apni zindagi maan liya tha to aapne mujhse meri zindagi kyun cheen li? Kyun mujhe tod diya? Kyun mujhe ek zinda laash bana diya?kyun aapne mujhse mere poorab ko cheen liya? Kyun? Jab bhi main kisi se pyaar karti hoon toh aap use mujhse kyun cheen lete hain? kyun? Kya meri zindagi mein kabhi bhi khushiyan nahi aa sakti hain....aur aaj aapne mere jeevan mein mayank ko bhej diya.....jab maine jeena seek liya th toh phir aapne kyun Mayank ko bhej diya? 1 saal baad jab maine poorab ki maut se ubhar kar....mummy papa ke liye unka sahara ban gayi.....toh aapne meri shaadi Mayank se karva diya....kyun? maine mummy papa ko kitna samjhaya phir bhi unhone mere such ke liye meri shaadi usse karvadi...us insaan se...jisse main itni nafrat karti hoon....kyun? kitni ajeeb dastaan hai yeh....jab main usse pyaar karti thi tab woh mere saaath nahi tha....aur ab jab main usse nafrat karti hoon aur sirf poorab se pyaar....toh woh mere saath hai.......ab main kya karoon? Aaj meri pehli raat hai....aur ab mujhe usse koi baat nahi karni hai.....kyun meri shaadi Mayank se ho gayi? Kyun? Abhi ak main poorab ke gum se bahar bhi nahi nikali thi.....aur ab main Mayank ki patni hoon.....kyun? par main use khud ko choone nahi doongi....i hate him.....nafrat karti hon main usse......kyun? kyun tum meri zindagi mein phir se aa gaye? Aakhir kyun tumne mujhse shaadi kar li? Kyun main tumhari patni ban gayi? Kyun?
ZOAH's SCRIPT
a girl and a boy loves each other a lot. they both are in college last year!
the girl asks the boy to marry her, but the boy says that he cnt cuz he has to make his carrer first, which is to become famour writer.
then the girl's parents gets her married to some other guy, and the other guy loves her a lot. His parents are the sweetest in law u could find.
the girl is happy with her husband and family, but her husband has an accident and he dies.
and after 6 months of her husband's death, her husband's parents forces the girl to remarry and live her life and thats when she meets the first love.this was the story line given by zoah.......and u know what have i made it (horrible)......
hey guys, that's all for today......
i will update the epilouge by sunday.......
and do comment to tell me how it came......
since i cudn't give my 100% infact i only gave my 30%.....
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