||AR FF|| I Won't Let You Die - Part 18 Pg14 10/08 - Page 6

heyya ....

nice confssion from ridzi.....

lookig forward from armaans side als........

continue soon.....

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part 13

Riddhima was very happy now..
Riddhima: hah! I should tell this to anjie..she was right …(excited)
She got upo to call anjie…
But then suddenly thunder fell upon her….she was shaken
She sat on her bed. Guilt stricken…
Riddhima: no…how can I be so sell fish…I am happy that I love him ..but what about armaan…no he shouldn't love me..he deserves much better..he is a gem and deserves a princess and not a gal like me…I cant hurt him..

All her happiness faded away…
She saw her dream shattering in front of her and she was helpless …
Riddhima: as soon as college reopens I will directly go and ask armaan whether he loves me or not….and please god his answer should be no…
A tear rolled down her cheek….
She was feeling lifeless like a puppet dancing under the commands of fate….
She laid on her bed..Staring at the fan….remembering all the sweet moments they have spend together…. Tears were flowing down her eyes reaching her ears as she was lying on her bed..
And after some time she fell asleep…

Armaan's house
Armaan was walking here and there all over his house restlessly..
Armaan: what happened to riddhima…why was she behaving like this…
Riddhima's words were revolving around his head….
what if you love someone but you cant love that person…what if your feelings for someone makes you feel guilty
Armaan: what does that mean..does she loves someone ..but who???
Now armaan's pulse were increasing …
Armaan: she loves someone…oh yes ..she does…(his heart sank)
He went to his room and started dribbling his basketball…first slowly then little fast and after some time that poor ball had to bear all his anguish and grief….
Then something struck in armaan's head….he sat on his bad…
Armaan: wait ..guy ???...she doesn't know any guy there in college…anyone outside college ???? ..kaun ho sakta hain??? (very confused)
He again started dribbling the ball
Then after few minutes he again sat on his bad..
Armaan: but she never told me about any guy..neither anjie did. we three are always together ..why will they hide something from me…I know everything about them……(after few seconds)..I guess so…(again confused)
Now his head was spinning ..he dropped on his pillow…looking at the ceiling…
Then after a lot of analysis and thinking he again got up but this time he was smiling. his eyes were sparkeling…
Armaan: (shouted) ME !!!
He looked around with great amazement… banged his head with his palm……looked at the ball which was lying like a feeble creature…picked it up started spinning it..he was laughing ..Laughing at his foolishness..
Armaan: ofcourse me…you idiot …she loves you…whom she can love except you…its you dumbo…
Now he was on cloud nine… jumping like a mad person…jumping with joy… …
Armaan: your dreamgirl loves you armaan..yes she loves you….
He threw the ball in the basket…
Armaan: bingo..
Armaan: Mr. armaan mallik you are the most stupid creature on this earth..…hah! I was busy thinking about a guy whom riddhima loves but never thought about myself…(silly face)

He was looking down his window..cool breeze was passing by his face…he closed his eyes and riddhima's face appeared infront of him…he was smiling flashing his dimples but suddenly he opened his eyes with a jolt ….
Armaan: but how can I be so sure…what if she loves someone else ..you never know…hah! Kya .kahin main faltoo main toh khush nahi ho raha…
Now armaan again went to his bed..he laid down silently…
Armaan: she loves me…or she she loves someone else…(now irritated) ..gosh!! this is so confusing…what should I do now…
He placed one of his hand on his forehead and started gazing at cilieng and after sometime he dozed off…

Next day..
It was the last day of holiday..
Riddhima woke up..as she opened her eyes ..her vision became hazy ..her eyes were still full of tears…her head was aching very badly..her eyes were swollen and they were deep red..tears had dried up on her cheeks…
She walked out of her bed and opened the curtains of her window..sharp rays of light struck her eyes..she swiftly closed her eyes…turned back to see the clock ..as she opened her eyes ..everything appeared white and blurred and then after few seconds she was able to see her surroundings properly…
Riddhima: oh fish!!!! 11 baj gaye …I have been sleeping since past 12 hours…(stunned)
She went to the washroom

Armaan's room..
He was cleaning his room..folding all his clothes and putting used clothes in washing machine
Armaan: ab mujhe kaise pata chalega who kisse pyaar karti hain??...
After thinking for a while
Armaan: ok lets do one think you just go and tell your feelings ..then we will see how she reacts..
Now he was folding one of his shirt…
Armaan: no wait..what if she gets angry and stops talking to me..
Now he was totally pissed off .his brain was not working..he crumpled the shirt and threw it off.
He went for a shower…when he came back he was done with his room..he sat in his garden with a cup of hot coffee…it always worked for him..
Armaan: ok I got it…I will wait for some time…I will try to find out whom she loves..and waise bhi she is not sure of her feelings right now..the way she was talking on the phone..it was so obvious that she was confused….so even if she loves me she will reject..I need to give her some time and 99.99% she loves me..she just needs to accept her feelings let her understand her feelings and then I will tell her about what I feel..
Now armaan was feeling comforted…he smiled and clapped his hands…

In the evening…
She then went to her bed…trying hard to sleep…
She then clasped her hands and prayed to the god that armaan must not love her…
The entire day she was just praying that he should't love her…
Riddhima: please god..please I beg you armaan shouldn't love me..just do something he shouldn't feel the same for me as I feel for him…

Meanwhile armaan was also praying to the god ..the entire day he was praying that riddhima should love him…
Armaan: oh god ..please she should love me..please I beg you .I really love her a lot…just do domething she should feel the same as I feel for her…

With this both of them went to sleep…….

awesomeeeeeeeee long timeee.....