mayur sajan FF- BITTER SWEET-part14 & 15 pg38..... - Page 17

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Part 11-

Gunjan hugged samrat tightly, she was so afraid to let go of him. She could feel the warmth of his arms, the sensitive and caring arms of his on her face. It just felt so good, as though it was her guardian angel telling her, there are no more worries, go back to sleep little one. He patted her head tenderly helping her to get herself together back again.

She quietly let go of him and looked him deep in the eyes, searching him, and as she did so, she found peace, the peace she had been looking for, for so long, the peace she had never known till now.

Samrat slowly came towards her and kissed her on the cheek. As he did she closed her eyes feeling the warmth of his breath on her cheeks. She looked down afraid that all this was a lie. Her life had never known true love. Would he be there for me?

He slowly lifted her chin up so her face came to his level. Then he slowly and tenderly stroked her hair, and pushed back the strands of hair that was flowing over her face. And as he did a tear trickled down her cheek.

He put his hands on her face and slowly wiped away her tears as though telling her- 'im always here for you, no matter what'

But it seemed so tough to gunjan, facing what was going on with abhinav, she just couldn't stop her tears.

As samrat saw her face contorting he slowly put his arms around her, and tenderly rested her head on his chest.

s- gunjan be strong. Agar tum weak ho jaogi to tumhaare bhai aur beheno ko kaun sambhalega. Unhe hausla kaun dega?

g- I don't know samrat, its just so tough. I mean just thinking about it is so tough.

s- gunjan, don't cry please. Tum is waqt apna confidence nahi kho sakti. Aur waise bhi tumhi kehti thi na ki big girls don't cry.

At this gunjan sobbed harder.

g- im not a big girl samrat. Im still a chotta sa, pyaara sa kiddo. Im nothing of a big girl. Im not mature, im not strong, my lifes a complete mess and maybe you'll find this very amusing but I still hug a teddy bear in the night when I sleep.

She said sobbing as she said it.

At this samrat slowly smiled and patted her cheeks as he said-

Gunjan apne ye dark dark secrets mat reveal karo. Agar kissine sun liya to kya sochenge, ki gunjan is type ki ladki hai. Hm?

g- chup reh tu. Faltoo bol raha. Maine poocha tujhse poocha ki kaun kya bolega.

S- acha baba sorry.

Then gunjan slowly looked down and her began to contort again, a tear fell down her cheeks.

s- gunjan dheko tum roye na to mujhe bhi rona aa jayega.

At this comment gunjan finally burst out crying. She sat down and started crying hugging samrats knees. Samrat slowly sat down beside her afraid of saying anything that would increase the pain. He sat down beside her and rested her head on his chest. He took her hand in his hand and held them giving her all the comfort she needed. And for a few moments both of them closed their eyes and long last found the painless solace in each others company.

Anvita and jaco sat on the bed looking extremely disturbed. From time to time they would exchange a glance or two.

Anvita had to sleep with jaco. Jaco on the sofa and she on the bed. She had not had a single drop of sleep. The entire night she had dreams of jaco and her being together. And she couldn't believe it, that she felt this way about jaco. She was scared to even open her eyes, scared of letting the dream blurr out. But then she thought maybe its jst me who thinks that way.

Jaco who had sitting beside her seemed lost in his own world. He had not had a single stroke of sleep the whole night. And how would he. He had sat on the sofa staring at anvitas cuteness when she had been sleeping. He knew there was something there. A spark of chemistry, a something which had not been there before. And he sort of liked it.

Abhinavs news did not affect them much, because they were never emotionally attached to him. This was the first time they had met him. But there was something very sweet about that guy that brought out a bulge in their hearts.

Anvita slowly looked at jaco and said-

a-jaco…?

Jaco looked at her- hmm..

a- is this fair?

j- I don't know myself avni. Im confused.

a- he seemed like such a sweet guy.

j- I know. he seemed so caring.

a- why him then? I mean there a thousand people in this world who deserve death, then why abhinav?

j- avni yaar.. aisi cheese hamare haath mein nahi hoti hai. Its all up the almighty.

a-i hate him then.

j- don't say that its not a good omen.

Before anvita could reply back, dias dad came in.

Dias dad- neeche ajao bachhon. Khana lag gaya.

a- ji uncle.

And they both went down after him.

Mayank, nupur and dia were sitting on the terrace. mayank and dia were sleeping. Mayank was sitting leaning against the wall, and dia was sleeping on his lap.

Nupur seemed strangely drawn away from them. She was looking painstakingly skywards, as though begging for a little mercy from the almighty. She had never thought what she would do without abhinav in her life. Who would thow her surprise parties? Who would party with her when she feeling heavenly? Who would sit down and help her sort out her life when she was at her worst? She couldn't believe it. He wouldn't be there. And just the thought brought tears to her eyes, and a tear rolled down her cheeks.

She quickly wiped away her tears hoping the other two don't notice. Then she continued looking skywards. And as she did the all the memories came flooding in playing on the clear blue sky.

And that was when she felt pain, real pain.

Nupurs terrace was hemispherical shaped, with no railing. And it was a 3 storey building, with pure concrete below them. So people were generall scared of going on the edge, scared of falling off. Because if you slipped and fell then even the almighty cant help you.

Nupur slowly walked towards the edge and sat down on the edge with legs dangling down below into free space. She looked down onto the earth below, no feeling of fright. just calmness.

She suddenly got up and stood on the edge looking down. Death had never seemed an option for her. I mean how painful she would think. Suddenly death seemed like the only feasible option to nupur. it would done just in 2 mins she would be dead and gone. And there would no more pain. And no one would ever know that it was suicide. They would think she had slipped and fallen. No one would ever have to know that she nupur bhushan, was backing off.

Mayank slowly yawned and opened his eyes as he saw nupur wiping away a tear rolling down her cheeks. Poor thing, he thought. he saw her going to the edge, he wanted to stop her but he couldn't get himself to. Let her be mayank, he told himself. Then slowly he rested dias head on a pillow and got up. and he saw nupur standing up and looking down. He then knew what was going on in her mind.

He quickly approached her and held her hand as he said-

'don't even think about it nupur'

nupur slowly turned to him.

n- mayank tumhe meri kasam, mujhe jaane do.

m- ok fine. But ek shart par, muje bhi apne saath le chalo. You wanna jum off im gonna do it with you.

n- mayank paagal mat bano.

m- look whos talking. Im not the one planning to jump off a three storey building!!

n- mayank please samjo na. just stay off. Please mayank.

Mayank suddenly distanced himself away from her and without his own consent he felt a tea trickle down his cheeks.

n- mayank…

m- nupur, ive never said this openly before. But now that you plan to jump off, I guess I should say this cuz I might not get a second chance. Nupur I love you. And believe me this was the first time ive ever fallen in love. Pata nahi tumhaare jaane ke baad main kya karunga. But I just know that nupur, you have and will always be the only one I love. And one thing is for sure, main agar shaadi karunga to who sirf tumse. Kyunki ek tumhi ho nupur jisse maine sacha pyaar kiya hai. And main ek aise rishte main nahi bandoonga jisse mujhe pyaar na ho. Agar maine aisa kiya to main zindagi bar khud ko maaf nahi kar paunga, do zindagiyan bigadne ke liye, ek apni aur us ladki jis ke zindagi mein kabhi pyaar nahi de paunga. So if this Is really what you want, then ek baar mere or rather hamare bare mein soch.

n- can you stop emotionally blackmailing me!

Before mayank could reply, dia had woken up and said- kya hua guys, kis baat pe ague kar raho? And please guys this is no time to play around the edge! Andar ke taraf aake baat karo please.

They both went inwards and sat down beside dia. But before any of them could say another word nupurs dad came upstairs as he said- bachhon come down khaana lag gaya hai.

All of them went downstairs.

Gunjan and samrat who had closed their eyes for a few moments of peace were suddenly woken up by uday.

u- guys tum dono andar aa jao. Khaana lag gaya hai. Uncle bhula rahe hai.

s- chal dude chalte hai.

And they went inside. And one thing everyone in the house had in common was the same thing was ringing in every ones ears-

For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.'

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awesome update dear.......i just lovd it....continue soon....now im literally crying....

very very very very very very very nice update but very sad.

thnks khushali..

Thanks Sindhya, but plz naraaz mat hona. main toh bas aise hi keh rahi thi cuz I love MayUr na.😃

plzz update soon...really loving it..but verry sad..okay are u planning 2 introduce cj too??????

bt der wud b 2 odr characters ---

hey sindhya

no prob ruchi..