mayur sajan FF- BITTER SWEET-part14 & 15 pg38..... - Page 15

Wow! Very touching part! Thanks for the pm! Plz update asap!

nyc 1 sindhya.......vry vry emotional.......but pls bring samrat back.....m missin him......wonderful......way to go girl........love ya.....byeee

ya he'll be bak in d next one khushali.. so dntcha wrryy.. thnks for d cmpliment!!

plsssssssssssss update soon........m missin da bitter sweetness.......

heyy guyzz i wont b updating any of my ffs for sometime now..

PART 10-

Nupur sat in a corner of her room, drenched in perspiration sitting with a strange numbness. She had cried all night and now it was 4oclock in the morning. It was like there were no more tears left. Just a hollow space in her heart, as though some one had porched a hole in her heart.

She sat there thinking, thinking about the 2 people who had meant the world to her at a point of time in life, her mom and vaibhav. It was so ironic that they both died on the same day, same date, and may I add in the same car accident. This was something which she had never dared to tell anyone. No one knew except her that vaibhav was responsible for her moms death. And her mom for vaibhavs.

Vaibhav was her step brother, the guy who had taught her from how to tie her shoe laces, till how to do trigonometry. They had all thought he was the servants kid. But that was not true. Vaibhav was her dads first wife's son. The woman had died while giving birth to vaibhav. According to dad it had been a difficult pregnancy, he wouldn't come out. So they had to do a cesarean. And in the process she had died, giving dad the child he always wanted.

Vaibhav had been a great pleasure for nupur. He was a fun guy to be with. Always laughing around and cheering up people. Some say in the later days vaibhav got mad. They didn't care. He was the maids son after all. But nupur knew there were things he hid from others but told her. Nupurs mom had started doubting whether he was relly the maids son or not. She would blackmail him day and night trying to get something out of him. But no avail.

One day nupurs mom couldn't take it any longer. When she had been alone at home she had creeped up to vaibhavs room and had searched it clean. And found what she had always wanted to know. She finally found out the truth about vaibhavs parentage.

That day when he came home, nupurs mom had been sitting in his room, with some papers in her hand. She seemed strangely calm and looked at him with eyes of loathing.

(nupurs mom- m and vaibhav-v)

m- vaibhav, come sit.

He had been scared as to what she would do.

v- namastey maam. Kahiye kuch kaam hai kya ghar pe? Main mamma ko bhulaoon?

m- darasal vaibhav kaam to hai, par tum uske liye apne maa ko swarg se to nahi bhula sakte na. to who apne pati mane tumhaare dad se karva lungi.

Vaibhav could feel the heat in his eyes. He started sweating all over.

m- isliye mujhe tumse kaam hai. Yeh kuch apaers hai jinpe tumhe sign karna hai.

v-kya hai in papers mein?

m- in papers mein ye likha hai ki, tum mr bhushan ke bete nahi ho. Aur isme tumhe sign karna hai.

Vaibhav refused. This angered her mom like anything. She would emotionally blackmail him everytime her dad was not around.

One day sick and tired of it, vaibhav ran from home to his friends. But her mom was not one who would give up so easy. She hired a private detective and tracked him down.

That morning vaibhav had come to meet nupur. It had been her birthday. Her mom had left with the car without informing anyone of where she was. She had gone after vaibhav. Vaibhv who had been told of this by nupur ran away from there. But he couldn't keep away from her for long. By night fall her mom had finally found the car in which he was. And decided that it was now or never. Her mom had gone in the car, but to her despair vaibhav had somehow found out above it and was going back from there. Trying to save vaibhav his friends tried to stop her car. So by the time she reached he was gone. She followed him. He was coming to visit nupur before leaving for delhi. But she overpowered him from the straight signal light. But he didn't stop. Actually he couldn't stop. The brkes were not there. He kept going and the 2 cars crashed. Nupurs mom had died instantly but not vaibhav.

When nupur had gone there she saw her mos dead body and then vaibhavs body which was gesturing to her. those were the moments she could never forget. Vaibhav had told her what happened. His last words before he faced his awaited her was ' i.. did.. it.. I killed her..'n then he was gone- gone forever.

Suddenly nupur felt a hand on her shoulder, she looked up to see gunjan crying. And she realized she was still inside her room, drenched in sweat.

Gunjan sat by her.

n- tu theek hai na jhunjhun?

g- haan di. Im ok.

gunjan and nupurs eyes met, and a spark passed. As though conveying to each other the pain they felt without saying anything. A bond which only sisters share, and without warning nupur broke down. She covered herself in gunjans arms and started crying.

2 hours later'

they were all dressed up and on the dining table.

The pain killers given to abhinav had helped him sit up, he felt better. He was sitting there with them too. Suddenly the doorbell rang.

Gunjan got up and went to open it.

It was samrat. Gunjan went outside and closed the door behind her.

s-heyyy.

g- hi.

She said with no emotions.

Samrat looked at her curiously and said-

s- kya hua? Everything okay?

g-who samrat actually.. chal lets walk. Ill tell you everything.

They both started walking. Gunjan told him everything hat had happened last night after his phone call. There were parts where she broke down and started crying. When she ended samrat put his hands on her shoulder and said-

s- pata hai gunjan. Hum bilkul alag nahi hai. Hum donone bahut kuch face kiya hai life mein and we are still going strong. I mean look at me, last year I lost my only brother in the Mumbai blasts just before my boards.

Gunjan looked up at him with shock and dread in heye.

g-kya? Tum.. tum ne.. aur tum abhi itne khush ho? Kaise?

s- kyunki you know what gunjan, sometimes that's all tht you can do. Let go! I mean atleast its better than holding onto something that doesn't exist.

At this gunjan looked at the ground a little confused.

s- But you know what made it easier. The moments. Me and my brother had great times together. Hum kabhi ladte nahi the. We were like peas in a pod. Just too cool. And my brother, he used to live life king size. And I learnt a lot from him. Like you know what I learnt?

Gunjans eyes were watering already hearing him out.

g- what?

s- ki life mein kabhi khud ko kho mat dena. Be strong. Kyun ki kabhi kabhi life mein ho jaata hai. And when you smile your problems grow weak. Aur who door chale jaate hai.

g- par apne bhai ko khone pe dhuk nahi hua?

s- haan shruvaad mei dhuk to hua tha gunjan. But you know what, nobody gives a damn when you are sad, so why not lets be happy. And pata hai is duniya ke logon ki sabse kharab baat kya hai? Ki log jeena nahi jaante. Aur kehte hai anth kitni jaldi aa gaya! Kehte hai humme to abhi kitna kuch karna tha. And you know what main sabko kya kehta hoon?

g- kya?

s- I say, dude kuch karna hai to ab karu, kal ka wait mat karo. I mean the most tragical thing of life is not ki it ends so soon, the tragical part is that we wait so long to start living it. I mean sabko kuch kar dhikhana hai. Zindagi ki aheiyat to koi appreciate hi nahi karta hai.

At this, gunjan smiled. Samrat saw this and he said-

s- aur mera funda yeh hai ki- its never too late. So aaj tak kuch life mein kar nahi paaye to kya ho gaya. Do it now!

g- do what now?

s- mere paas tumhaare liye ek kaam hai! Apne bhai ko phir se jeena sikhao, help him smile again. Tell him everybody loves him, and that hes never too alone. Itna toh mere liye karogi na?

suddenly gunjan smiled. More than anything his words helped.

g- samrat. Your right. Im gonna help him live life once again.

s- not just you gunjan. All of us are with you.

g- thank you samrat.

They hugged.

That's why I always say-

Life is not measured by
the number of breaths we take,
but by the moments
that take our breath away

really sad...i feel bad...

it was really sweet sindhya

Very nice update.I felt really bad.