CHAPTER 7
It's been a month since she made her choice. A day doesn't go that regret her what she has done. She knew it would be difficult at first but things would get better with time. She though that her feelings for Raghav would diminish and they could be friends again like before. Unfortunately, things haven't worked at that way.
Absence really does make the heart grow fonder. The same kalpi's feeling for Raghav have been intensified instead of diminishing. His absences in her life made her empty. She hasn't seen him since the fatefull day. The day she nearly destroyed him.
He is purposefully avoiding her and she can't blame him for that. After all she is the one who wantted and started this. She broke his heart by choosing Prem over Raghav.
She tried to move on but it is impossible to move on when she sees his image everywhere she goes. She sees him in magazines on tv, on news repport even in billboards. Even when she closes her eyes she sees him. Every time she goes to sleep she dreams of him. She dreams of him proposing his love for her, dreams of marrying him, dreams of being pregnant with their first child and having many more childrens.
She can't even count the number of times she almost contacted him. The times she dialed his number on her mobile never able to press the "call" button. The times she thumbed out an text but never send him instead deleted it. The times she written an email and unable to press "send".
She wants to run to the top of the building and scream his name or just go to see him but she never does it.
Ofcourse she is missing Raghav is not only the issues she is dealing over for the past month. She also has to deal the fact that she is engaged to Prem, a man who has done nothing wrong, who loves her truly. She dies inside her whenever she gives a fake smile to Prem. He is a good man and doesn't deserve what is happened.
Closing her eyes, she thinks about the state of her life. What a mess it is now. Messing not only hers but also Prem's and Raghav's. Exploding in a heart wrenching sobs shaking her entire body, her legs tremble and buckle. However before her knees hit the floor a pair of strong arms encircle her. Eyes full of tears she looks up into the eyes of the person she is been longing to see.
RAGHAV...