Hey guys!! SURPRISE here with one more update with less then I guess 1 day anyways...I would like to inform you in this part there is NO ragna scene
Nowadays I'm not able to reply in any post or made myself any post I'm way to busy nowadays...and would like to inform you this update is last updated for atleast 1 week becoz I will be out of town for some days...becoz I'm leaving today evening I thought to give you'll one last update till I'm back...
So hopefully after I'm back I will be much more active in forum and updates...So without wasting time would like to serve you with next update friends...
Here it is...
PART 4:-
They stayed like that like forever, enjoying their moments, remembering their journey from hatred to love, from distance to each other's peaceful and safe arms. And then it happened kalpi opened her eyes and pushed raghav with all her might, due to sudden push, he was not ready for it and in result he was lying on the floor and groaning in pain.
"Kalpi what the hell????Why did you pushed me" he said and then looked up on kalpi's face. Kalpi was having an smile on her lips and raghav was confused as what happened to her. Raghav started saying, "Kalpi..."and the rest of the words trailed of as, kalpi interrupted him and said, "RAGHAV...IT'S..."
"Kalpi di " due to this she came out from her flashback and turned to her little sister, who was not much little but just 2 years younger than her. "Suhani" kalpi mumbled in low tone, unaware that her eyes has become puffy because she was unknowingly crying for her love. Suhani looked at kalpi and said "why you always cry di?" ..."What happened plz tell me we are secret keepers right? We always share each and everything with each other than why are you not sharing your deepest pain"...kalpi smiled and move towards suhani slowly. Suhani looked at her di and said "Di I'm not gonna force you but ya I will always wait for you to open up in front of me whenever you want, like you wait for me when you sense that I'm in trouble but give me enough space so that I myself feel comfortable to share my problems with you and you give me suggestions to my problems" suhani said looking in the eyes of kalpi and kalpi could not help but pull her into her arms in a tight embrace feeling that her small baby sis is a grown up now, but even now she can't tell her, her pain not because she will not understand but because if she told suhani her pain then the truth will be out which will broke her sis to the bits and she know she or anyone in her family will not be able to handle this much pain, "so it's better to keep the pain to yourself kalpi like you have kept form the last 6 years kalpi..."said kalpi's mind and heart at the same time...
After some time kalpi broke the embrace and made suhani sit on her comfy bed kneeling in front of her sis kalpi said, "ohh!!!! So my little sis is a grown up now Han!!!???...asking di's problem hmm!!!!...". suhani gave her big sis a big smile and said "yes, didu you know I'm your sis, and I know what you have gone through since last 6 years, when baba meet with an accident and become paralyzed and is still now and after that he was not able to fulfil our needs and then you took this house responsibility , you started working with alongside your studies so that you can fulfil our needs and aai forget about her she is juzt creating more problems in your life...she doesn't even understand that since many years ...you are the one because of whom this house is running..."""...by saying this suhani hugged her sis remembering, how after baba's accident her didu started working on half time basis in many places...how she sacrifice her needs because of their baba ,her and her step mom needs, how she used to wake up early for her college because baba didn't allow her to discontinue her studies and suhani was glad for the decision baba has taken or else for whole damn life suhani must have live in a guilt that because of her, her didu was not able to fulfil her studies and her dreams...so because of baba's decision she continued her studies and after her college she used to work in a local company for part time because she was not having enough qualification to get job in a high, reputed company and because of that kalpi's income was also less and since the payment was low, kalpi decided to pick up jobs on other places also...so kalpi take up job in radio station and because her friend was having contacts in the station she got a nice post and her timings was also nice as her office job would get finished till evening and then her radio station's job were started from 8 till midnight means 12 and then she would reach home till 12:30 as her home was near by her job place and after reaching home she used to have lectures from her step mom kamala because she had reached home late and blah blah blah (guys you can understand quite well! Kamal's bhashan so I'm not elaborating, feel free to imagine what she says)...she had also taken tuitions for small childrens till 8 standards on Saturdays and Sundays...so that she can earn enough to satisfy their needs...suhani remembering this started crying in kalpi arms...Kalpi got startled hearing her sudden sobs and pulled suhani apart from her and started asking what happened??!!!..
Suhani wiping her tears said "why didu???Why??you had taken so much pain for us...for baba,me and that kamla...you worked day and night for us...forgetting yourself that you also have life of your's...you lived for us...forgetting your needs, your life ,everything..."""...Kalpi hearing her sister's plight, smiled and said "hey baby sis, you'll are my needs, my life, my everything then how can you say that I was forgetting myself, hmmm!!!! Don't ever say that, understand my chuhiya (female version of mouse)" "saying this kalpi gave a smack on her forehead and started smiling to her little sis who always made faces when she says chuhiya to her...But after sometime suhani said, """didu, you may have neglect it for your family but you know that I can see through your soul like you can see through me and I have seen in you the pain, that pain which you are hiding from us since many years but I can see it in your eyes, that pain is burning your soul, your heart, you know didu your this big eyes(pointing towards kalpi's eyes)is a way to your heart and soul and through this eyes I can feel that you are suffering within yourself, you are battling between your mind and heart since many years, I don't know for what but I know you are suffering""...saying this suhani stands up and walk towards the door but kalpi was still sitting on her knees near her comfy bed, she didn't even know that her sis is exiting the room but before suhani exit the room, holding door knob in her hand, she turned towards her elder sis looking at her sitting form as she know her sister is not in her senses she said" "Anyway didu !!!! I juzt want to say that your this silence is not only causing pain to you but I'm also suffering see you in pain, didu you always told me that sharing pain will reduce heart's burden, so we should always share our pain at the least then why are you not sharing your pain!!!plzz share it... if not with me as in you don't trust me with your this pain..." saying this suhani looked at kalpi, kalpi coming out of her thought process looked at her hearing her words wanting to oppose it by saying she can trust her with every secrets was about to say something, when suhani noticing that her sis is going to interrupt her held her hand and nodded in no' eventually silencing kalpi said, "No didu don't interrupt me, let me finish...if not with me plzz share it with other but share it, maybe you'll find your answers and your this heart and mind's battle will come to an end...may be???!!!"...kalpi looked away hearing her little sis words as she wants to share the pain with her but she knows that she will not be able to see her little suhani in pain after knowing what her sis is going throw...
Suhani seeing her sis turning her face away gave a sad, painful sigh knowing very well that her sis is not going to express her pain with her like always and said, "Didu, baba and aai is waiting for you down, come and have lunch with us at least, plzz""'
Hearing her sister kalpi nodded saying," she'll be there in 5 mins..."Listening her sister's words, suhani nodded and exited the room saying in mind, "PLZ GOD PLZ let my didu be happy from now, don't let her suffer now she had suffer enough because of me, baba and that kamala but let love come in her life and take away her pain...plzz she'll won't tell me but I know that she is going through hell lot pain from many years, now just finish it, send someone in her life who will take her away from all this chaos and will make her his princess, I beg you now over forever, plz""...
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So guys here it ends...
Hopefully you all like it...
Waiting for your comments...
And sorry if disappointed..
Next part...After I'm back from my trip...
Till then...Bye...Enjoy...
Edited by luvragna - 10 years ago