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Part 2
Its been four months since Kalpi disappeared... No one knows where she is...Whether she is alive or not..
For on lookers, nothings seem out of place... But if you look clearly we can see the changes but trying hard to be normal but failing miserably...
Sammy and Raagav's friendsip is strained... Now they both are behaving like colleague in office and room mates in home...
Raagav is trying to hide the pain and act nonchalent ..He can't hide the pain at least not to himself... His car can be spotted near the chawl once in a while... He is really listening to Paaki keenly to know some information about her.. but nothing ...Four months.. Its been four months since he last saw her, Its been four months since he last heard his voice... Its been seven months since he last her smile,yes when he started the revenge plan he took away the smile from her face..
whenever he close his eyes he can see only her with the broken smile..Everyone is moving on in their life... Even Kamala bai for whom he hurted her is living normally...Did he really lost her ,she went away because of his own doings..
He always lost everyone around him,now he lost her but for this he has no one to blame even god but himself...
Before he lived after hurting her, he thought his love for her had gone.. Without realising that he lived because he got to her the next day as a fresh flower after he hurt her...
But its too late to realise that...
She never showed her hurt or pain in her face... She always put a strong facade... Now he realise that it as a facade because if not she would ve been here not run away...
He broke her completely .. That's what he wanted right?? But why does he feel emptiness inside him like his soul has wrenched away by someone or by himself...
No one knows why she went she made sure of that,she never told anyone about his behaviour for the last the three months she worked in his office... So much for being in love with the monster.. LOVE.. She never told him the words but her eyes spoke volume.. The same expressive eyes became glassy in the last months and made difficult for others to read or see through her...
She proved to be the best lover or partner any one could ever have ... Even though she didn't express her feeling through words she proved in her actions...Always take whatever he threw at her.. His mockery,his class based insults .. everything...
Now he understood why she kept quiet ... She was broken to fight back.. Because the Kalpi he knew would always fight back and prove him wrong.. He thought she is not bothered about his talks and taking it easily and kept on hurting her...
But its too late to realize it .. He LOST her...
At night his pillow drenched with his tears... No alcohol helped him... Her broken smile haunt him in his dreams...
When Paaki told him she went away ,he thought she ll be back in some days not realising the gravity of the situation..
a week and then a month and now four months... But no sight of her ..
Unlike her,he expressed his love to her almost once in a day...Its true that action speak louder than words...Her actions spoke which my words didn't..
He decided to talk with sammy the next day...He cant look at Sammy eyes anymore .. It was accusing ..It ll be better if Sammy punched him maybe it would ve hurt less...
He wants to come clean with Paaki.. He couldn't act anymore,the act is tiring him in more ways than one..
He is doing this only for himself not for Kalpi he said to himself..
He can't forget the betrayel of Kamala...
Little did he know his opinion is going to change in a day...
The time ll come when he ll come to know how much damage he has done to the poor soul...
His guilty and pain will multiple...
PS: may be i ve to change this os into ss.😉
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