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Sumo's POV episode 7
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"Kaun Sumo" you said...you acted like you forgot the book code but I saw your hand go there...so my apology was not enough.. You remembered the secret way into the house, you remembered how much nanaji likes his afternoon nap, you even recognized my silence over the phone... But Kaun Sumo...right.
Mai hi bewkuf hoon... See I left everything today and I came home.. at your service.. still trying to gain an apology.. just an apology.. I made your favourite sev ki sabji, I was waiting for you for lunch.. what did you do?.. your anger had made you forget basic courtesy..
Why did Dabbu need to be there to rat me out.. Yes I missed you.. I missed you because I was in guilt.. I missed you because you were one of the few people who had my back, who cared for me and I failed you... I tried and tried to solve that rubik's cube of yours in the hope that I will for once be able to decipher in a successful attempt why me not acknowledging your pain hurt you so much that day...maybe someday I can decipher why I did that horrendous mistake in the first place...
I missed you and I wanted to apologise once again if possible but the least you could do was be civil with me.. Don't know why I felt all along that you are the same Shravan who will eventually see the love, the longing in my anger and come back to talk to me..
The stupid driveway lights had to go out on time and I had to fall as well as if my pride hadn't taken a good enough beating..that one moment made my heart double its pace.. but I wont admit it ever... Not in front of this big fat ego that you are sporting ...
"Itni bhi badi baat nahi thi" I know I shouldn't have said that... Bohot badi baat thi tumhare liye... Aur tumhara jana sabse badi baat thi mujhe badalne ke liye.. But by the looks of how you behaved with me so far... I think you meant it when you said "Kaun Sumo"... Sumo is in fact a nobody for you..
