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Originally posted by: CarpeDiem_
Tonight was different. She looked exhausted like she was tired of life, like she had fought with all her resources without getting rewarded and he could see the longing in her eyes when her gaze lingered on the empty seat next to her.Nothing to hold on to... #hurt #hopelessness
Had he eaten ? The thought just made her already poor appetite vanish...🤗The situation slowly dawning on her... finally! That outburst was needed to make her realise the gravity of her acts...she had been ruthless if I may say so..!!Shravan can't be blamed if he thinks she choose ever damm thing other him !! She had knowingly or unknowingly !!No matter how much he denies, she had seen it in his eyes, he could never hurt her without hurting himself, like their hearts were bound by a force... sometimes even more!!<font color="#333333" face="Roboto, sans-serif">Trying to do something with all ur might,,yet finding urself lacking!! #inherent #incapability!!</font>It reminded her of the day, he had come to her PCT, claiming that Shravan and her were beyond 'just friends'and now she realized how different were her equations with all these people and how messed up their lives had become... pushkie at its best..! Another character which was lost in transit!No matter how nonchalant she acted about it. She was really sensitive at heart... #Sumo !So this how it felt. Loneliness. He looked at his room in the semi darkness. He wouldn't wake up to the soft humming of her song, the left side of his bed would always be cold. The bathroom would not be filled with her citrus scent anymore. The cupboard would be filled only with his clothes, with colors she found bland. His room would be empty, once again like its owner... reminds me of chapter one... back to where it started !!She knew him too well, to believe that he was asleep. He had always one leg out of the duvet and he always slept on his left side, she could tell he was awake with the way he had turned his head to the right side and how stiff his posture looked...🤗<font color="#333333" face="Roboto, sans-serif">These two have not utilised their power of knowing too well..! Much to our disappointment!</font>"Shravan." It was a mere whisper, almost felt like a peace offering in the darkness of the night, like a ray of hope. #trying...He wanted to get up and engulf her in his arms but then what ? What was the next step ? #sceptical!"Main pichle das saal se tumhara intezaar kar rahi hoon." One line with a innumerable emotions !Shravan is like,I trust you but I don't trust myself enough!"I am sorry Sumo, I am really sorry." His fingers tugged the lone strand behind her ear, which hid her beautiful face from him, not daring to go further... this soo ShraManish..!Janaab is testing her !! Koi nai!! We know the outcome! !The realization made her look away...😳Bickering! ! Taras gaye to see them like this! ! Gives me hope,, it's a glimpse of future!She stepped back as if she was on fire and he immediately felt the lose..!😳<font color="#333333" face="Roboto, sans-serif">Knock! #timings😲</font>Their smiles widened when they saw him awkwardly standing, it was his way to welcome her ...aww!"Kahan jaa rahi ho ?" He asked urgely his fingers almost touching her wrist...💔And he wanted her to leave the room a while ago! !He smiled, his first genuine smile in months...! Goes with the readers too !😉She had done it again. She had again chose something else over him..."Kyon, kya hogaya hai ?" She stepped closer to him, her hand almost touching his arm, he stepped back and her hand fell limply at her side, reminding her, her position in his life.💔"Bachpan kitna asaan huwa karta tha." She said, smiling fondly, remembering their childhood.
He chuckled in return. "Humare liye to kabhi nahi tha." That's the moment their eyes met, regret and longing visible in the eyes of the other. He was the first to tear his gaze away...This reminds me,,every flashback Shravan used to have was so full of pain...Sumo's used to be so full of fondness!! Same event,,both of them carried a different aspect of it with them..!"I am losing my mind here." He held his head and let out a cry of frustration. She instinstively reached out to him and held his hands into hers, to prevent him from hurting himself.
"Hey, look up talk to me, please don't hurt yourself." She had started crying, unaware to herself.❤️Their Conservation! ! Desire to making everything simple and inability to do so! Killing!"Ghar chalo." They walked next to each other, hundred scenarios in mind... ditto for us!<font color="#333333" face="Roboto, sans-serif">Superb update!</font><font color="#333333" face="Roboto, sans-serif">Sorry for being late lateef!😳</font>
Both of them being bhukkads imagine them not eating 😆
That outburst was necessary to show her that he is more hurt than angry.
Pushkar was the captain of the ship !
Indeed back to square one ;)
I love their subtle romance, like holding hands and all a change from those never ending eye locks.
Tabby, thank you so much for always reading the lines and for seeing what I try to do. The difference of pov about their childhood thank you for seeing it 😃
Take this you 🤗
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