hello everyone...i just wanted to share my thoughts abt suman's behaviour...i read many posts abt suman being selfish & not undrstanding shravan's situation or abt not giving him space
suman's parents luvd hr a lot esp her mother which became clear aftr the childhood home wala episode...but suddenly dey died & she lost not only hr parents bt d luv too...her nanu took her wid him into a house where she wasnt wlcmd as a family member...she was seen as the child of the prsn who took loan from dem & died before returng it...but she didnt receive any love...smthng she craved for...being a 6 yr old who lost hr parents
She grew up in dat atmosphere & slowly realised wat d family felt abt hr & hr mother...this s wen she decided to take a stand fr hr mother's self respect & decided to return d money
But amidst all dis...d feelng...d craving for love...for a prsn she could call as her own was still dere & dis s wen she decided to bcm sumo...a preson wid whom evrybody wantd to b friends with...she used to bully to get rid of all d pain & frustratn she felt
Then shravan came into her lyf & she opened up a bit bt still didnt show all hr scars & pain to him...she didnt trust anyone wid dat...if u ppl rmbr abt shravan finding abt hr mother's jewellry...dat s d only tym she talkd abt hr pain in front of him cuz she alwys used to hide suman behind sumo's mask
Whereas for shravan she was his sumo...his protector...his best friend. Suman didnt value their friendshp in d past coz she thought she had so mny ppl who luv hr & considr hr their friend...but wen shravan went...their was no one she could share hr thoughts wid...& that s wen she realised wat he truly meant fr hr...if u ppl rmbr she told shravan d same that she thought she had left behind d loneliness she felt wen she had so mny friends in school but once he went...d loneliness was bck
Therefore she wantd to apologize to him...she waitd fr him... sm ppl say she could hv contactd him bt she was afraid...afraid f bng rejectd...what if he didnt respond bck ...hw wld she deal wid d pain den...pain f losng ht best friend too lyk hr parents ...& she .afraid f loosng him forever...& d same hppnd...wen he was bck he behavd as if he dsnt rmbr who suman is & so she retreatd...she didnt talk to him hrslf...acceptd his invitatn only wen he called hr sumo...coz d hope was bck...hope fr deir friendshp
& wen she came to knw he luvd hr...suman became alive...sumo was suppressed...coz finally she realised dat may b dere s smone who truly luvs hr...d luv fr which she craves & i evn read sm ppl calling hr selfish fr nly caring abt his luv fr hr & nt his situatn & abt bng desperate...d thing is she s dsperate...fr d luv she finally found...she dsnt want to let go of dat luv coz she hs been hoping & prayng fr it all hr lyf
i think this s d reason y she s behavng lyk dis...doing all she cn to find out if he still luvs hr or not coz she has lost everyone she luvs...the same was said in d promo...jise chaha use kho dia & she dsnt want to loose him...as she said tere naam ka dhaaga bhandhenge ab...khuda se tujhe maangenge ab
p.s...sorry jyaada lmba ho gyađđł
Edited by riddhimaaa - 9 years ago