I have been a silent reader. After today's episode, I could not stop myself from posting here. I loved your post and I agree with every word. It really does not matter what Pushkar tells Shravan tomorrow. And judging by the precap, it seems he is going to tell him that Suman had been waiting ten years for him, and that she was repentant. But does it really change a thing as far as Shravan is concerned? True, Suman has changed for the better but how does that help Shravan? And honestly, why would he believe it?
Suman was not a kid all those years back. They were in high school. I am guessing Shravan was a year senior to her, so she must have been in the !1th standard or at the least, the 10th. That is not too early to be matured or sympathetic. What Suman did all those years back was brutal. It is enough to leave a lifelong scar on someone like Shravan, who clearly had confidence problems which were aggravated by problems between his parents. Whats probably even worse on Suman's part is that till date she does not seem to realize what she had actually done. He had been there for her whenever she needed him. In return, she gave him insult when he was at the most vulnerable moment in his life. And not that she did not know. For Gods sake, The boy publicly explained to her that his mother had left him and she just had no reaction. Despite all this that she had done 10 years back,she had the gall to show him attitude and exclaim that 'it wasn't too big a deal'! So what if he was throwing him attitude? If Suman had the slightest realization about the enormity of what she had done all those years back, she would have swallowed her ego, and seek his forgiveness.
Till yesterday, I was on the teenage Shravan and adult Suman's side. Today, I am forced to be on the adult Shravan's side as well. i am unable to justify the adult Suman's lack of sensitivity regarding what she had done 10 years back. Yes, I don't think she truly understands what wrong she did, because if she had understood, she would not have let her ego come between her, she would have called him in those 10 years. If he had changed his number, she could have sent him a message on facebook. Instead she stalked him! I am sorry, but I can totally see why Shravan thinks she still is 'baddimag' and image conscious. Suman has not taken the effort to convince him that he is wrong. And after what she had done, she should have. I will be even more irked, if in the upcoming few episodes, she does not realize her role in the whole thing. And thats when she should confess' Jo main hoon, tum bhi wahi ho'!
Digressing from the topic, I would like to take a moment and applaud Namik paul and Nikita Datta for their wonderful performances throughout the show. The scene where Suman sheds tears all by herself and Shravan comes to her, is one of the most underplayed scenes I have ever seen on Indian television. Kudos to the actors. It was so natural. Not an ounce of over-acting by either of them. Nikita could have shrieked dramatically or screamed at him , and Namik could have overdone his anger. But It was amazing how those two did the scene. 👏👏. Of course kudos to the makers as well for keeping the show, its characters, the scenes and the dialogues so real.
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