Ek Boond Ishq | My Heart Bleeds Incessantly Over Roughened Stones

Mrityunjay

Your sensitivity kills me, I could live with your insensitivity, your taunts, your hatred, but not your tears, nor your care. Hidden behind every word you utter is the goodness of your heart. I want it all with my heart, but my head tells me that it is not right, that it will be your death-knell.

Death, death is the only thing that is written in my destiny. It is the final calling for everyone, but for me, it's the only reality every step of the way, every breath I take. I can't pull you into my world of darkness. I can't let you suffer for my sufferings. I can't let you cry. For every tear you shed, my heart would bleed incessantly over roughened stones..into rivers of pain...should you feel my pain.

Tara

Who are you? Why am I so angry at you that I am so cruel to you? Why do I want to do everything in my power to hate you, but then falter in my resolve every time I feel your presence. They say "character consistency," as though people don't have conflicts, as though people all fall into a pattern and follow that set pattern without faltering midway or changing course.

Don't people have confusions? Don't people do one thing and think another thing? Why do people expect me to not have any confusion as to who you are, what you are and most importantly, who you are to me? Aap kya maaine rakhte ho meri zindagi mein?

My heart bleeds for you, for the jungli you have become, because I have seen your good side, I don't understand what turned you into a monster, what made you commit the crime against me and what made you into that tortured soul from the gentle soul that you are, that I have seen, that you have made me privy to. It is this I fail to understand, it is this that I am trying to find answers to.

much needed post and well done👍🏼

Originally posted by: thrower

Mrityunjay

Your sensitivity kills me, I could live with your insensitivity, your taunts, your hatred, but not your tears, nor your care. Hidden behind every word you utter is the goodness of your heart. I want it all with my heart, but my head tells me that it is not right, that it will be your death-knell.

Death, death is the only thing that is written in my destiny. It is the final calling for everyone, but for me, it's the only reality every step of the way, every breath I take. I can't pull you into my world of darkness. I can't let you suffer for my sufferings. I can't let you cry. For every tear you shed, my heart would bleed incessantly over roughened stones..into rivers of pain...should you feel my pain.

Poor guy torn between mind and heart- his feelings and the fate which awaits..how he fights with his rueful plight!

Beautifully put those words for him⭐️⭐️⭐️

Tara

Who are you? Why am I so angry at you that I am so cruel to you? Why do I want to do everything in my power to hate you, but then falter in my resolve every time I feel your presence. They say "character consistency," as though people don't have conflicts, as though people all fall into a pattern and follow that set pattern without faltering midway or changing course.

Justly put there⭐️⭐️...she was like any other gal.. and now his pushy acts made her indifferent, yet the human in her curses her when she gives him pain.!

The confusion thing⭐️⭐️..ahh so my thought.. the soul is confused and aimless in seeking the truth of a person who is already tagged with such hideous crimes..but the friend he was as Neil- told a completely different story all together.

Don't people have confusions? Don't people do one thing and think another thing? Why do people expect me to not have any confusion as to who you are, what you are and most importantly, who you are to me? Aap kya maaine rakhte ho meri zindagi mein?

This is the only reason why I never said a thing when she was in her revenge frenzy.. when he tries to push her away for the right reasons.. she too gets a chance to know why.. what was she wrong at and get tortured for no reason.. why did she had to endure the potential stain on her dignity?

My heart bleeds for you, for the jungli you have become, because I have seen your good side, I don't understand what turned you into a monster, what made you commit the crime against me and what made you into that tortured soul from the gentle soul that you are, that I have seen, that you have made me privy to. It is this I fail to understand, it is this that I am trying to find answers to.

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Regards

Sia