Refusal of peace!!

To me, today's episode WAS the mouthorgan scene. The entire scene was a visual treat. Please someone edit that scene removing Sattya's face in between. From Antara's crying on bed covering her ears, then her slowly walking in the balcony remembering flashbacks, then Raghu's appearance on his jeep(the camera work was great in that shot), his flashbacks (for some days, I am feeling that the selection of the flashbacks have been awesome), then her stopping by gate thinking that may be he had stopped but when he started to play the music again, she almost struggled to stand there , gathering energy and moving forward by taking baby steps as if each step toward hurting Raghu was a death to her, Raghu's realization of her presence without even looking back and then her helpless attempt to hide her tears before she uttered those torturing words to Raghu- this entire scene was memorable for me.

Music is something that connected Rantara since the beginning ,even when they hated each other. But this music is the same thing that strengthened their bond also. Raghu's mouthorgan used to give Antara peace and knowing that she is in peace, Raghu felt peace too. But today, she refused to be connected to him any more, as if she doesn't want to be in peace any more. It was one of the most painful scenes after their separation. The back ground music of this scene was BANG ON!!! It made me cry. May be they didn't give any song in this scene because that would have overshadowed Raghu's music which was obligatory for capturing Antara's emotion here. So I have no complain about that. I don't want to violate this beautiful moment by talking about any other scenes of today. Those are non existent to me.

Originally posted by: Dreamygal301

GS, wonderful analysis.😊

Antara is determined to sever all ties with Raghu but the mouth organ really took her by surprise and her vulnerability came through. In the privacy of her room (or Satya's I should say!🥱) she was at liberty to put away the mask she now dons for Raghu...and her real face was seen - pained, near tears and almost pleading for him to stop playing. The dichotomy was that just moments before she had been sleeping peacefully but the power of him, and his music, plucked her from her slumber.

You are right, the music connected them from the beginning but more than that it showed Raghu has a soul of an artist, one sensitive to the nuances of the people he cared for but hidden behind his persona of a Gunda. Without even knowing her, he picked up the fact that she was in torment and he played the mouth organ. So it became a a tangible link between them, a link one of souls rather than physicality.

So today she was determined to cut that tie, knowing it would pain him and kill her inside (don't forget she is dying inch by inch with all her cutting words to him).

But Raghu was playing that MO to be close to her, to her memories. In the black night, everyone cuddled up in their home with their loved ones he was so alone. It was painful to see him, sitting alone and playing his melancholy tune to keep close the memories of a love that had sustained and nurtured him for so brief a time. I am also guessing it was to close out the knowledge that the woman he loves was now sleeping with his enemy and it was no doubt tearing him up. When she told him to stop playing, a wry painful tilt of his lips was the only acknowledgement as if he had just been waiting for her and her words.

This pain within them both is dangerous, they will play dangerous games with each other now. Will they care if anyone else gets in the way now? or will it be as always just them two?