FF DEK- journey of a princess.chap 4 updated page7 - Page 3

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CHAPTER 2 :

As Udayveer stood behind the bars of the jail only one word can describe what he was feeling - Rage. Rage at J for finally almost succeeding in her master plan. She has not succeeded in killing Manyata so her plan did not come to full fruit but she has finally managed to cause so much hatred in Manyata's heart towards him and he did not know whether he could regain Manyata's trust and good wishes ever again. He was also feeling rage at himself. For being selfish and not telling Manyata the truth of what has happened between him and Akash. He realized that he should have understood earlier that no matter how much you try, nothing in this life can be kept as a secret. There is way and when all the skeletons in the cupboard get revealed. But at the same time he was also feeling rage towards Manyata for believing J and trusting J when J had tried to kill her. She has believed J so easily and not even asked from him for an explanation or whether what j was telling was the truth.

How could she do it after everything that he has done for her? Uday wondered. But wait a second. May be he deserved this. He deserved the way Manyata has accused him and sent him to jail.yes perhaps he deserved it. Because, he has done a lot of things in his life for which he himself is not proud of, at this moment in time. He was manipulative, selfish and used to getting things done for his own benefit without giving a consideration to others' feelings. His father had thought him well the ways of politics and how to play the mind games. And although he has not yet crossed that road and gone towards the land of real dirty politics, he knew how to play the games well and turn any situation to his advantage. The only person who could perhaps beat him in those games happened to be DS.

But all this slowly changed after Manyata returned back into his life. Yes Manyata his childhood best friend and the girl to whom he got betrothed while they were too young to comprehend what they were made to do by their family. Then as he grew up he has been drilled into accepting the fact that he has to one day get married to the elder and lost princess of Devgar, if she was ever found. By the time his care free teenage years passed and he turned into his 20 s , he has taken for granted that what he has to do in life is run his Riyasat and one day get married to Manyata and rule over Devgar as well. Politics was the soul if his life and where everything started and ended for him. He never thought about things like love and never felt that particular emotion. Love was not a word that earlier existed in his dictionary of life. And the thought of getting married to a girl whom he has never set his eyes on since his childhood and how she would be and whether they would like each other and love each other , these were not thoughts that ever crossed his mind. Because love was not only something just alien to his mind but also something which he believed was not required in order to get married to someone. And it did not even occur to him that these were thoughts which should have crossed any normal person's mind when faced with the prospect of marrying someone he hardly knew.

He sighed, thinking of all this and he remembered how Manyata slowly managed to invade his heart and changed his ways and his thinking.

When Manyata returned back into their life after 16 long years he was first amused by her. Then she became a challenge which he did not want to lose. Her chawl mannerisms, her constant refusal to believe that they got engaged at childhood and the adamant vows that she constantly made of getting married to Akash one day, all these became a challenge to him which he wanted to win at any cost because, he never gives up when faced with a challenge and also because he did not want to get defeated in the biggest political ambition of his life by losing the heir to Devgar. But slowly as days passed by, Manyata managed to change everything for him and he never knew when the challenge became a need, a need which developed from the deepness of his heart and soul which no longer knew how to survive without Manyata. And winning Manyata was not a game anymore. Winning Manyata was now winning Manyata's love without which he did not know how to live anymore. Falling in love with Manyata was perhaps the biggest irony of his life. But he could not help it.

He remembered that before he fell in love with Manyata, during the days when he considered her as a challenge, he had continued doing his usual selfish manipulations to win things his way. The fight with Akash, which ended in Akash falling off the cliff was also one such thing. He had not yet realized the extent of his feelings towards Manyata at that time, but had felt an uncontrollable rage towards Akash whom he considered as a thorn in his and Manyata's relationship which he could pick and through away at any time. But time and again Manyata and Akash had proved him wrong. So that fateful day when he went to meet Akash, he had gone with the intention of teaching Akash a lesion for life which would make him leave Manyata and go away. Although his intention never was to kill Akash, he had gone there to fight with Akash and he later realized that because of his anger he could actually have killed Akash with his bare hands also. So even though, Akash falling off the cliff was an accident, he knew that he was at fault that day as he was the one who instigated the fight and made Akash to come there. And he never realized till much later, how Manyata would feel when she came to know that the person she loved had died. He did not really understand the emotion of love at that time, and so he could not comprehend how hurt Manyata could have felt. But loving Manyata the way he did now, he was able to understand what it would feel like to lose someone you love, and he realized the hurt Manyata would be feeling at that moment. If he had this insight then, he realized that he would never have instigated that fight with Akash. He now realized that hurting Akash would be like hurting Manyata. And on top of it, he had hidden the truth from Manyata all these days. So perhaps he really deserved what Manyata did to him.

"Well well, Yuvraj Udayveer Singh is behind the bars of jail" hearing the sarcastic voice of J, he snapped out of his thoughts.

He did not want to reply to J but she continued to taunt him.

"Uday do you still have faith that your Manyata oops your princess would love you one day? She will never love you Uday. But you know you could still accept me and we could live happily ever after."

"Please stop it J. Don't make me despise you even more than I already do" Uday replied angrily.

"This is all because of you J. Manyata made me arrested. But it all happened because of you J".

"Oh I am sorry Uday. But I never contemplated that you would end up in jail. What I did was tell Manyat jiji the truth isn't it? The truth, which you have failed to tell her during all these days."

"You are enjoying this isn't it J? I haven't forgotten how you have tried to kill Manyata twice J. It's your good luck and the fact that blood runs thicker than anything which has made it possible for you to stay outside these bars." As he replied, Uday's hands tightened on the steel bars with anger.

"Oh Uday Dear. Please don't get so angry." J replied caressing Uday's hand, the knuckles of which had become white.

"Just leave me alone J and go away." Uday said snatching his hand away.

"Fine Uday I will leave you but I won't leave your princess alone."

"Don't you dare do anything to Manyata J. Or else'"

"Or else what Uday?" J cut Udays words short.

"Who will protect my Manyata jiji now? You are here behind these bars. So sad Uday" J replied evilly.

Uday was dumbfound realizing that J was actually enjoying seeing him in jail, despite constantly proclaiming that she loves him, just because she thought that she had got an upper hand over Manyata while Uday was in jail. And Uday stared at her in shock.

"Bye Uday . And take care." J said with a cheeky smile and left.

Not knowing what to reply to the sheer callousness J exhibited, Uday just stood staring at her back as J left. Following the conversation with J, all his previous emotions including his rage went away. And what he was feeling at that moment was only fear- Fear for Manyata. Because he knew that J would again plan something against Manyata. He knew that in Devgar, by attempting to murder Manyata twice, J had crossed the limits and gone towards the evil side from which she would not be able to turn back now. The redemption of J would not happen unless something big happened to her. And he knew that Manyata was still too innocent to suspect all these.

At that moment heard his dad and uncle Brij exchanging heated words. They were standing inside the police station a little further away and he could not hear properly what they were telling each other. But he can very well gauge what it was about. His dad was very angry about what Manyata did. He was taking it as a slap on his face by Devgar people, in return for everything he did and for saving Devgar during the Mahasaba, when they were about to lose everything because of Manyata's foolish acts. He did not consider the fact that he did what he did that day because there was something that he also gained by doing it. Uday did not know how he was going to calm his dad and dissipate his anger towards Devgar royals.

Uday sighed in frustration thinking of all the problems that lay ahead of him to be solved and he cursed at the fate which made him stand behind those bars today.

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hey...dat waas a very awesun peice of emotions...they wer overflowing...every line in itself was complete...i luvd it personally...expressing emotions thru words is very difficult and very few r able to do it awesumly...i am glad u r 1 of dem...hope one day i will also be able 2 do it

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