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Hola ppl.Here I am presenting you all a brand new os on Swadarsh but I on't always do happy endings.So read at your own risk, you have been warned.
End or a New Beginning ???
"You were always right.I should have believed you"
Adarsh uttered angrily.He was angry at himself, his feelings were a tangled mess.The truth was always clear like glass yet he wadn't able to identify it.He didn't believe her.Her saw her breaking bit by bit into pieces but couldn't hold her.He was ashamed.
"You should have,Adarsh.Although I am not complaining"
Swadheenta whispered, her voice hoarse and dry.She might have won the case but her self- respect and feelings were completely shattered..
"But you should complain,that's your right"
Adarsh murmered.He was desperate to get a reaction out of her but she, she still held her emotionless face.
"Right??.I have rights.Do i?"
Swadheenta spat.Her every emotion venting in form of anger.
".Please lets go home"
Aadarsh dejectedly said.He knew that she values her self respect more than anything yet he destroyed it in rage.In rage to have lost his chhotu.
"I don't know if it is my home anymore or not"
Swadheenta mumbled.Her belief in relationships was faded.She had lost his brother too but no one understood her grief.She was being eaten up by her grief only.
"It is Swadheenta.Please forgive me.Everyone is waiting for you"
Aadarsh anxiously said.He was ready to do every or anything she say.
"I literally have no hard feelings for you or anyone but I cannot come there ,facing them would only resurface my wound.I don't want to hate anyone"
She expressed herself truly.She understood him completely and forgave him to but her wounds were too fresh and deep to be recovered so soon.
"Hate me all you want but please come with me.I wanted to believe you but i was tangled up in my grief, so tangled that it was impossible for me to listen anyone else"
He pointed out his inner turmoil.
"What about my grief Aadarsh.You had so many people to share and lessen your grief.Whom do I had.I only had you yet you turned your back to me"
She spat in anger.She was furious ,her calm posture leaving.It was her time to express her sorrows.He pulled her towards him.
"I am sorry.I truly am.Trust me i will never let this happen again"
Adarsh tried pacifying her.Trying to win her all.over again.
"Trust is like a glass, once its broken it can be repaired but the lines will always be visible.I am not angry at you or anything ,its just that i am hurt,deeply hurt"
She calmly said.Earlier he wasn't ready to believe what she was saying ,now she walking on that same path.She wanted to believe his every but her heart was not ready to accept this.
"I know you are hurt.We can replace the glass with a new one.Lets start all over again"
He desperately said.He was ready to do anything she asks.He took her hands as if sealing a promising her.
"I don't know Aadarsh.If a man can leave you hand anytime then he can definitely do this again to.I am afraid, insecure that you will again leave me in the middle and break my trust"
She barely whispered to him.
"I think we should take a break from all this"
She uttered out.Her throat felt constricted and dry.Tears filled up her eyes.Earlier he wasn't believing her now it was her heart that refuse to accept his words and promises.
"No, you cannot leave me again"
Aadarsh screamed.He wasn't ready to leave her.He wanted her with all his might.
"I am not leaving you,its just a break"
She calmly said although from inside she was anything but calm.She put her hand on his cheek ,Her hands shaking.
He embraced her in a tight hug ,her chin rested on his shoulder.A lone tear escaped from her eye ,making its way through her cheek.
"Please"
He whispered so softly that it was barely audible.She took a shivering breath.
.She pulled away from him and started walking in other direction without even looking at him
"We will meet again"
She promised him and started walking again on her way .Tears freely flowed from her eyes.
Tears brimmed in her eyes too.
Both were being swallowed up by their own grief and guilt.They cannot be together with this grief eating them up.
Maybe this was their new beginning
How was it ??
Hope i didn't bore you all
Feel free to criticize me
Love
Anshika
