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Yesterday when I visited this thread, I thought it should be a dream... I didn't shed tears, though I am a sensitive person...
I sent my first friend request to Bhavana di...
She accepted it after few days...
I thought she was the person to start Aditya sir's fan club and I asked her to add me in it... She welcomed me and said that she doesn't own the fan club and she told me to just introduce myself to the forum... This happened after I got introduced to this forum...
Then I sent a belated birthday wish for her, since I was not sure about her birthday...
Then I sent some private messages, which she read but didn't reply because of her work schedule or some other personal reasons...
IF is the only social media site I'm active... So I didn't get the chance to know about her through other social networking sites... But I wanted to be a good friend for her...
When I started searching for written updates and about Aditya sir, I came to know about this forum...
I came across some names like Bhavanab, Debasree etc...
I remember searching her name and adding it to my buddy list... I really wanted to discuss more things with her... The conversation between us was less as I mentioned above...
Today I visited her FB page through my friend's account just to see her face... When I saw that, I felt like she is still alive and happy... It's impossible for me to digest this news that she's no more... I felt proud for what she had achieved...
I didn't cry, my face didn't show any signs of sadness, today is just an another normal day for me, but still thinking about her everytime...
Her profile picture (Aditya sir from Byomkesh Bakshi) keeps flashing in my head all the time now...
In fact I thought of leaving this forum, because I didn't have the strength to bear this loss, which I couldn't do now... I removed her name from my buddy list... The only reason is if I see her name in my buddy list, it would be tempting to send her a message, but there won't be any reply from her which makes me realize that she's no more... But now she has a place somewhere deeper in my heart...
Oh God, you gave us a beautiful painting,
With beautiful colours which attracted us,
Each colour in the painting was cherishing...
We bought the painting with the price of our love...
Did you get jealous of it?
What made you feel like that?
You just paid back a greater price of pain and...
Took away the painting back from us!!!
The price of pain may seem higher now...
But our love for the painting is more valuable than anything else...
Those colours continue to appear in our dreams...
And our hearts will be filled with the colours...
I'm not a poet, but I tried to express my feelings... I don't know which word to use... But this will be a tribute and respect from my side...
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