I kept you in the dark...
Hid from you when you were desperately searching for me....
Tried to push my sister towards you...
When you were rightfully mine!
But......
There was no one to tell me I was wrong....
I was told I have to do it
For the sake of my family....
I owned it for them, they said!
How could have fought against them?
I was alone..... Trying to battle myself to be your wife in the way I could.
Yes... You were with me even then,
But how could have I told you? Every time I tried doing so
They said I was ruining you, your family and mine....
The family I was adopted....
But yet you believed me when I told you that I was yours from day one....
You shower me with love, even more...
You are the only one who is there for me now...
I've never been loved, kissed, hugged throughout my life
Till..........
I became yours.....
It is with your love...
I survive, I live....
You are the only strength I have in a game I already feel that I'm losing .....
Everyone doubts me...
Only you are with me....
Please don't leave me the day everyone else betrays me..........
I will lose my reasons of living...
The only reason for me to live now is ............
YOU..............
Only you ....