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os ke baad hamari chotti chotti problems ho gayi or main jo pehle he apni he life se dara hova tha main ne socha ye theek nahi, in ko meri life se jana hoga, main ne koshish ki but wo chahti thin ke hum sath rahain to hum rahe.i mean mujhe laga ke main galat soch raha hoon wo to dil se pyaar karti hain mujh se..

phir on ki kuch baton se mujhe ehsaas hova ke main on keyliye toy se zeyada kuch nahi hoon to main ne again action liya siraf ye soch kar ke meri life me ye sab main bardasht nahi kar sakon ga. main ne phir se koshish ki lekin onhon ne 6 months+ tak zid ki or mujhe on ki baat pe yakeen a geya..

Bhai ye jo time tha na ye bohot khas tha, becoz pehli baar meri life me mujhe yakeen hova tha ke ab kuch galat nahi hoga, mujhe lagne laga tha ke shayed meri life ko mujh se ab nafrat nahi hai, lol

main dil se ye accept kar chuka tha, or os se pehle main on ko jab GN bolta tha to os ka style or tha, but baad main me ne GN ke sath ye bhe kehna start kar diya ke ( apna kheyal rakhna or mera bhe ) matlab khud se bhe zeyada on pe trust kar liya tha main ne.

os ke baad onhon ne wo sab kiya jo nahi karna chahiye tha on ko.. os ki detail me bhe nahi jaon ga lekin wo time ? lol

ye wo time tha jab meri manzil mere samne thi. main ne on se kaha tha ke summer 2016 me main Ap ke samne a jaon ga, but mujhe lagta nahi tha ke theek time pe eysa kar sakta hoon main, lekin main ne kiya.. summer to kya main feeb 2016 me he ready tha. but on ka sath nahi tha... bohot kaha tha on se ke thora sa to sath do. but nahi mila.

to dekho kis time pe a kar os naagin ne kaat liya tha mujhe..

matlab manzil samne hai yaar.. lekin sath dene wali ne kya kiya?

abhe main to kuch bhe keh sakta hoon lekin Bhootni jee ko chahiye ke wo zara khud se ye baat puch kar dekhain ke on ki nazar me wo ab theek hain ya os time theek thin? jab on me insaniyat thi. care karne wali or baat ko samjhne wali thin wo, to os ke baad eysa kya hova?

onhon ne kaha tha ke wo ab koi or he insaan hain jis ko main janta tha wo mar chuki hai,

but mera to is pe sawal hai na? ke akhir kiyon? eysa kya tha jo ye sab hova. kya on ko nahi lagta ke wo sab karne se pehle kam se kam mujh se to share karti ke kya problem hai? onhon ne is ki koshish bhe nahi ki, or seedha mujhe life se nikaal kar phenk diya,

or aj ki date tak mujhe nahi maloom ke eysa kya hova tha, or main maan bhe kese loon jab kuch bhe sahi tarhan se onhon ne kabhe btaya he nahi?

eysa thori na hota hai Bhai.. agar main kuch kar doon to koi mujh se kahe ke ansar tum ne ye sab kiyon kiya to main os ko reason doon ga ke eysa is waja se hova mujh se, ab maaf karna hai to bata do warna main fix karne ki kohshish karta hoon sab kuch..

matlab reason to dena chahiye na wo bhe jab Ap kisi ki life se khel lo or reason he na de sako or sath ye bhe kaho ke ab wo alag insaan hai to kya mera ye haq nahi ke mujhe maloom ho ke eysa hova kya tha? or wo reason solid bhe ho?

eysa nahi hai ke onhon ne koi bhe reason nahi diya,

abhe main wo Ap se share karta hoon, chalo main to pagal hoon na lekin Ap to nahi ho na Bhai? to in sab ko sun kar btao ke Ap ko kuch samjh ati hai ? lol

pehla reason tha os me kaha geya ke ( tum me koi problem nahi hai, Mom Dad ki problem bhe nahi hai on se thori dant mil jayegi or wo maan jayein ge lekin kuch baton ki waja se eysa hoga nahi )

main ne tab pucha bhe ke kon si batain? os ka jawab nahi mila..

phir os ke next 5 months ke baad again baat hoti hai to phir se kaha jata hai ke ( tum se door reh kar mujhe bhe acha nahi lag raha, ab koi magic he hai jo hamain sath la sake bus kuch baton ki waja se eysa ho nahi sakta )

ab is baat pe gussa to ayega na ke ye kon si KUCH batain hain,! jo wo bol nahi sakti?

os ke 6 months ke baad phir se baat hoti hai tab main ne dil se or bohot he pyaar se on ko samjhaya, ke Ap ne jo kiya wo galat hai, agar Ap eysa na kartin to aj kya hota ye sab onko explain kiya,

onhon ne jawab diya ke ( main ne kal sara din tumhare bare me socha or tum sahi ho ) main is baat pe khush hova ke chalo samjhna start to kiya inhon ne.. main ne again bohot he dil se on ko os ka jawab diya, or socha ke ab bhe on ka reply acha he ayega,

1 din guzar geya lekin no reply.

1 week, phir 1 month, or eyse he 6 months tak wo again gayeb ho gayin, matlab jo bhe batain onhon ne kahin thin tab main ne on ka jawab he eysa diya tha ke wo sochne pe majboor ho gayi thi lekin tab gayeb bhe ho gayi, lool baat ki he nahi agey...

os ke baad bhe 2 reasons mile mujhe but on pe mujhe gussa he ayega, or share bhe nahi karon ga becoz Ap kahoge ke AB tum kehte ho os ki soch 5 years ke bache jesi chotti hai lekin ye sab dekh kar lagta hai ke 2 saal ke bache ki soch bhe os se bhari he hogi,

to last wale reason pe atey hain, is me bhe 3 batain thin, 1 to bachon wali or dosri dono share kar deta hoon,

pehli thi ke ( mere Mom Dad eysa kabhe bhe na hone dete )

or dosri baat ye thi ( meri cousin ki life me 2 years se pehle he problems start ho gayin thin to mujhe laga hamari bhe hongi to main ne eysa kiya )

Ap kaho ge ke AB reason to diya os ne, but zara socho.. on ko ye laga ke hamari problems hongi lekein on ko ye kese laga ke mere sath he hongi os ashiq ke sath nahi hongi?

nahi matlab baat to hai na? ke 1 ko keh rahi hai ke problems hongi eysa laga tha, or same time pe kisi or ko life me entry?

or siraf itna he nahi Bhai Ap socho dimaag se ke wo kehti hai ke main ab pehle jesi nahi wo mar chuki hai jis ko tum jante they, to agar eysa kuch tha to ye kese possible hai ke mujhe life se kick karne se bhe pehle os ne kisi or ko entry de di? Ap ko kya lagta hai is bare me kya kahoge Ap? os ki bus ye line jo hai na os ko 100% jhoota bana deti hai.. matlab bus mere liye he tha ke wow sad thin? mere liye he tha ke hamari bhe problem hongi? os new person keyliye kese laga ke wo theek hai,? or wo bhe bina kuch time wait kiye, lol agar to next year ya next 6 months me wo on ki life me ata to kuch samjh ata but same time pe kese possible hai yaar?

Khud se Bhai ye puch kar dekho ke Ap claim karo ke Ap ko kisi se bohot pyaar hai dil se, phir Ap ko lage ke is ke sath problems hongi becoz Ap ki cousin ki life me bhe hoi,to Ap ki bhe hongi, loool to same time pe Ap jis se pyaar karte ho os ko nikal kar kisi ko or life me le aao to kuch baat samjh me ati hai? mere to nahi a rahi...

main ne pucha bhe ye sawal jo abhe likha, to onhon ne kaha ( mere paas tumhari har baat ka jawab hai) bus itna he kaha onhon ne but JAWAB diya nahi :P ignore kar diya tha, or main ne is baat ko serious liya bhe nahi tha becoz mujhe pata tha ke bechari is pe kya jawab degi? ke kese possible hai ke same time pe lage ke tumhare sath problems hongi lekin os ke sath nahi hongi? lol

phir main ne socha ke ab keh jo rahin hai ke ye reason hai to puch leta hoon phir,

main ne on se ye nahi kaha tha ke Ap jhoot bol rahi ho, ya gusse se kuch bhe nahi kaha tha,

main ne bus on ko ek SS diya or pucha ke bus ye bata do ke main kon si baat ko sach maan loon? abhe kaha ke Mom Dad eysa hone nahi dete, to ye wala SS jo sab se pehla reason hai is me likha hai ke Mom Dad ki problem he nahi? to plz btao kis ko sach samjhon me?

pata hai jawab kya mila? , ignore kar diya mujhe..

main ne phir se pucha ke plz jawab do na,

to onhon ne kaha ke ( mujhe samjh nahi a rahi is me kya kya likha hai ) tab mujhe thora gussa aya or main ne kaha ke madam ye mesg Ap ne he type kiya tha or Ap ko apna he mesg samjh me nahi a raha? jawab do kis reason ko sach samjhon main?

to jawab mila ( mujhe samjh nahi a rahi kya likha hai or samjhna bhe nahi hai, )

is ke baad phir se gayeb, lol mere mesgs ko ignore kar diya or gayeb..

to Bhai ye reasons mujhe mile. abhe main ne kaha na ke main to chalo na samjh hoon lekin Ap btao ke Ap ko is me se koi ek bhe eysa solid reason lagta hai jis ko dekh kar ye maan liya jaye ke on ki life me koi problem thi? ya on ko meri life ke sath kuch eysa karna chahiye tha jo kar chuki hain wo?

dekho i m not saying ke wo sad nahi thin ya kuch bhe nahi hova tha, maybe kuch ho lekin main bus ye keh raha hoon ke mujhe kuch bhe nahi btaya.. na to wo ye bata sakin ke mere sath eysa kiyon kiya or na he ye ke on ki life me eysa kya hova tha jo wo claim kar rahi hain ke wo ab new person hai pehle wali zinda nahi hai?

matlab ye sab reasons dekh kar Ap ko 10% bhe lagta hai ke eysa kuch hai?

ek or bhe bohot khas baat hai, ke onhon ne jab chaha jese chaha mujh se khela.. mujhe use kiya. i mean mujhe apni life se nikaalne ke baad bhe..

onhon ne 1 baar nahi 3 times mujhe green signal diye phir gayeb ho gayi..

phir last time 2018 me onhon ne baat start ki, or milne ki baat ki. wo keh rahin thin ke on ko milna hai mujh se

Bhai eysa nahi hai ke mujhe milne se koi problem hai, ary jis ko main apni zindagi se bhe zeyada khas samjhta hoon os se kese milne se inkaar kar sakta hoon?

problem ye hai ke onhon ne jo kiya meri life ke sath main darta hoon on se yaar.. to on ki milne wali baat ko dekh kar mujhe yakeen he nahi a raha tha ke ye milna chahti hain..!

ye neeche SS hai is ko dekho, ye onhon ne 2016 me eysa bola tha, or mera reply bhe Ap dekh sakte ho, main ne on ki is baat ko serious liya he nahi tha becoz mujhe yakeen tha ke ye larki mera sath nahi de saki thora sa time to reh geya tha tab bhe sath nahi diya to ye milne ki baat kar rahi hai eysa kese ho sakta hai ye kabhe milna nahi chahti mujh se,!

ye SS aug 2016 ka hai.. tab mujhe hope tha ke shayed ye abhe bhe wapis a jayein...

2018 me hamari baat hoti hai. or main on ki baat pe yakeen he nahi karta , becoz mujhe 100% yakeen tha ke ye kabhe milna nahi chahegi i know,! but mujhe onhon ne kuch eysi batain kahin jo mujhe melt kar rahi thin,

jesa ke on ki ye *legendary* line hai ( main ab pehle jesi nahi rahi badal gayi hoon to mera yakeen karo )

abhe ye line bol bol kar onhon ne bohot baar use kiya hai mujhe lekin Khuda ki kasam itni baar bewakoof ban jane ke baad mujhe akal nahi ayi.. main pagal ban jata tha ke keh to rahi hai to badal gayi hogi na, lol

wo sab batain sept 2018 se dec 2018 tak chalti rahin, afsoos ke mere paas on ke SS to nahi hain kash hote, becoz wo last wala reason bhe tab he bola geya tha,lekin nahi hain onhon ne sab delete kar diya tha,

lekin phir bhe kuch hain mere paas,!

Ap ko Bhai meri kasam hai.. i repeat meri kasam hai ke Ap in SS ko 2 times read karo, or mujhe btao kya lagta hai Ap ko?

is me milne ki baat kar rahi hai wo to ek dam clear hai na. lekin kya is me koi or baat bhe hai jo wo kehne ki koshish kar rahi ho? i mean koi green signal ya kuch or, milne ki baat to clear hai na kya kuch or sabit hota hai ke os ka dil melt ho geya hai ya kuch bhe?

again i m to pagal. na samjh. lekin Ap to samjhdar ho na to tell me Ap ko kya lagta hai...

@Bhai ye SS ka reply karne se pehle meri next post dekh lena pehle,

ab to 9 years+ ho gaye....

matlab kuch bhe yaar? agar ehsaas tha to theek kiyon nahi kiya,!

acha abhe ye SS ko ache se dekhna.. ( She can change again right ? ) is ka matlab kya ho sakta hai Bhai?

agar os ko apni galti ka ehsaas sach me ho geya na to jo wo bole gi main karon ga.!

is ko bhe dheyan se read karna Bhai.. is se kya lag raha hai ke kya bolne ki koshish kar rahi thin wo?

Ap sochoge main kis se baat kar raha tha? lag raha hai na ke ye koi or hai? dont know onhon ne eysa kiyon kiya tha, shayed wo soch rahi hon ke ye SS le bhe le to dekhne wala yehi kahega ke ye Bhootni jee nahi koi or hain, lol

to Bhai ye wo khud he thin, bus sept me eyse baat ki thi baad to to direct ho gayin thin, or yehi reason tha ke sab kuch delete bhe kiya onhon ne becoz wo nahi chahti thin ke on ka ye khel koi or dekh sake :)

ho sakta hai wo ye soch rahi hon ke koi or dekh na le, but agar sach me he on ka ehsaas tha to dar kesa :P

or agar wo ye soch rahi thin ke khelna he hai is se to baad me sabit na kar sake ke ye wo khud he thin to ap dekh sakte ho ke wo kis level tak ja sakti hain meri feelings se khelne keyliye....

lekin mere paas proof phir bhe hai, lol

main hamesha kehta hoon na ke jab hum paas they tab bhe bohot door they itna ke ek ke baas night hoti thi or dosre ke paas day time,

lekin abhe itna paas hain lekin phir bhe itna door hain ke bata nahi sakta...

to main na os time he nahi abhe bhe jab dard bohot zeyada ho na to on ke ghar ke paas raat ko chala jata hoon or kuch time stay kar ke wapis a jata hoon, abhe ka to dont know wo same ghar me hain ya nahi, becoz mujhe koi khabar nahi on ki, may 2019 se ab tak,

lekin tab to wo wahan he thin,

to jab wo milne ki baat kar rahi thin na to main ek din on ke he ghar ke samne khara tha :P or main ne on ko reply kiya, or main wapis aney he laga tha ke main ne dekha on ka bhe reply aya hai..

to life me ye 1st time tha ke hum dono ek dosre se baat kar rahe they, or wo janti nahi thin ke main on ke itna kareeb hoon ke agar zor se on ka naam loon to wo sun bhe sakti hain

to main ne on ki taraf se jo reply aya tha na os ka SS le liya tha ke yaad rahe hamesha,

but iteefaaq se os SS me on ka ek mesg hai jis me wo khud ka naam le kar keh rahi hain ke ab wo change ho gayi hain, lol

wo SS main upload karne wala tha lekin on ke naam ki waja se nahi kiya :)

to mere paas proof hai but still dont know ke wo eyse kiyon baat kar rahi thin jese koi 3rd person hain,

agar insaan sacha ho na, dil me koi galat baat na ho sacha to insaan darta nahi , face to face baat karta hai :P

Ap ne bohot baar read kiya hoga jo main kehta rehta hoon ke wo last time mujhe milne wali baat se ullu bana gayin, meri feelings se khel gayin?

explain kiya to hai Bhai,ab Ap samjh sakoge ke eysa kiyon bolta hoon,

dekho main ne kaha na ke main to inkaar kar he nahi sakta on ko milne se lekin on ki harkaton ki waja se main dar geya hoon on se , to main yakeen nahi kar raha tha ke milna chahti hain ye..

warna main ne to on se nahi kaha tha ke plz milo mujh se.. onhon ne he bola tha to thanks on ka ke kam se kam milne ki baat to ki thi, lol

to problem yehi hai na ke mujhe pehle yakeen kara diya ke tum se milna hai, or jab main ready hova to kya kiya? insult kar ke kaha ke yahan aney ki zaroorat nahi hai,?

jo onhon ne meri life ke sath kiya , wese he last time meri feelings se bhe kiya..

jo bhe tha baat to araam se karni chahiye na? itne gusse or nafrat se baat ki... mujhe ache se rulaya, or main ne on se kaha ke plz eysa na karo main ro raha hoon, main ne socha ke thori soft ho jayegi lekin onhon ne or zeyada gussa start kar diya..

phir gusse me onhon ne kaha ke main tumhain block karne wali hoon, ye sun kar main ne on se req ki ke na karna plz, becozz main ne on se mil kar jo batain karni thin na wo bohot khas thin.. lekin jab ye pata chala ke wo milna he nahi chahti to socha yahan he bol deta hoon, to main ne req ki ke na karna block. kal kar dena mujhe kuch kehna hai wo sun lo, onhon ne kaha no. abhe block karne wali hoon, or main chilata raha ke na karna lekin wo ruki nahi...

abhe Ap sochoge ke mujhe kya khas baat karni thi on se? lol

wo batain sach me bohot khas thin on ka to pata nahi lekin mere liye bohot khas thin.

hova ye tha ke dec 2018 me wo to gayeb ho gayin thin but mera dil melt ho chuka tha, or main ne socha ke mil lete hain wo shayed ab badal gayi ho, lol main bhe to milna chahta tha na, or kasam se mera yahan aney ka reason he yehi tha ke on se mil sakon. wo to baad me main yahan ka he ho ke reh geya wapis nahi jane ka man karta, warna main on keyliye he aya tha. main ne kisi se kaha tha ke main sabit karon ga ke main wahan a sakta tha lekin mujhe ye nahi pata tha ke or bhe bohot kuch mere samne ayega jo kabhe sapne me bhe nahi soch sakta main, or yehi wo batain thin,

meri health kafi kharab ho gayi thi or main yahan se bhe gayeb raha tha,

os ke baad main khud ko samjha raha tha ke its ok, kiyon ke yaar sach kahon to main bohot dar raha tha milne se. pata nahi kiyon.. mera confidence level 0 se oper ja he nahi raha tha. mujhe nahi pata itna dar kis baat ka tha yaar? sachi me aj bhe agar eysa na ho to mujhe dar lage ga..

phir mujhe kuch batain pata chal gayin, wo batain eysi thin jin se ye sabit hota tha ke humara milna koi bhe mushkil kaam nahi. hum to bane he ek dosre keyliye they.. wo sab dekh kar mujhe gussa bhe aya ke is larki ne meri baat sun li hoti to aj life achi hoti..

or yakeen bhe nahi raha tha ke eysa ho kese geya.. on baton me ek share kar deta hoon, Ap samjh lo koi hai, ab ye Family bhe ho sakti hai ya koi ek single person bhe ho sakta hai, wo mujhe bhe ache se janta hai or Bhootni jee ki Family ko bhe,!

ap samjh lo ke jese Ap ho na theek wese he, matlab ke Ap mujhe jante ho, theek eysa he Ap ka taluq kisi or ke sath ho, or agar main Ap se kahon ke RB mujhe os person se milna hai to kya Ap inkaar karoge? lool nahi karoge, ap milwao ge bhe or mera os person ke sath acha taluq bhe ho jayega becoz of You Bhai,!

to eysa he ek person ya puri Family os se mera taluq hai aj ki date tak hai.

abhe is baat pe to main ne bus 100% he claim kiya tha ke hum mil sakte they, ab ye itni chotti baat bhe nahi hai, dheyan se samjha jaye to, abhe or bhe batain hain,

You know main ne 1000% bhe kaha hai, or ye bhe ke hum bane he ek dosre keyliye they,

itna bhara claim koi dream se uth kar a kar to karta nahi Bhai :P sun leti meri baat to os ko aj sab pata hota, os ke baad kya karna hai yes or no ye on ki marzi thi , but main keh raha hoon hum bane he ek dosre keyliye they, agar nahi mil sake to reason wo hai :P na to meri waja se, or na he halaat ki waja se or na he kismat ki waja se,! sab theek tha bus wo nahi chahti thi,

main is baat ko manta hoon ke Ap ki life me koi bhe insaan eyse he mu utha kar nahi ata, Ap ne os ke sath kuch timee bitana hota hai kisi bhe rishte me ho, jese Ap mere Bhai ho hamra ye sath likha to to hum mile na,! theek wese he Bhootni jee kahan or main kahan? hum milte hain, dost bante hain, pyaar hota hai, wo life se nikal kar phenk deti hai, main yahan ata hoon, mujhe pata chalta hai ke hamara milna to asaan tha, to kya lagta hai Ap ko ye bus just iteefaaq he tha? ye os se bhe bohot agey ki baat hai Bhai... zara soch kar dekho meri is baat ko..

ye sab dekh kar mujhe bohot sakoon mila tha ke chalo main to apni jaga theek tha na ke hum mil sakte they hamesha hamesha keyliye :P

lekin os naagin ne meri baat nahi suni or mujhe block kar diya tha..